Vitae

I was canceled watching television since NFL isn’t on … starting September 9th I’ll watch television when the NFL is on and then I’ll listen to radio or something. I’m going to do something other than write on the weekend and I might listen to Spotify Intentionally or intentionally listen to music on YouTube or listen to talk radio stream over my computer. I was going to do that. I might watch some television I was just going to take in some input programming and focus more on input than output and then work on writing the Governor on Monday per my calendar schedule. I was just going to write one person per day five days a week unless that schedule changes per inspiration via telepathy just like it hit me today to send the letters to my blog instead of my Google doc where I have a 250 page book ready for publishing now. I actually have to publish 2 books now that I wrote that are over 200 pages to amazon but now the Amazon series is complete I have 5 books and I can post to WordPress now and accumulate traffic if that’s a thing to do and it seems like it is but when I have sufficient traffic I can sell ads on my website from companies that buy blog ads that get good traffic. 40 visitors in a day should be good traffic or i’m sunk. I think god designed my life to take me down an impoverished path because I think god hates me or this is a game whose purpose is to afflict my experience with poverty I think it’s a game that is slowly causing me to be poor and it’s totally trite but the experience is there like the experience is poverty but the environment is fake so i’m at it’s mercy but it needs me to fear for my life so i’m afraid i’m afraid of how much control God has over my life.