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This is a first attempt to publish on the new kdp with the softcover and hardcover features. I intend for this to be a pleasant read it’s historical in it’s nature because it is capturing the history that I created on Twitter from February to May in 2024 and I am 43 years old and a University Graduate. I find that this is a unique opportunity one that I wish to take entirely seriously. I even unpublished my work from 2015 because it was an attempt and wasn’t a full blown effort. I took acknowledgement of my writing on X.com and through the ins and outs of this document this is a first draft this is a first attempt. This was a learning experience, and I am going to do a follow up to this writing it’s just going to be structured differently. I see nothing wrong with this writing it’s not a story it’s nonfiction artifact writing serves the purpose of showcasing what was.

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i think the bible is like a farmer’s almanac for news it’s a book of things that tend to happen over and over

alright i’m going to try this … i had it in my mind to write one sentence a day and i figure i’ll put it here.

i think that could be a decent way to go about writing a book i can hyper edit like i just did here and it could look biblical like clock work writing.

the book starts out with a man at his keyboard working on a sentence a day book on facebook and this is that book and quite frankly the guy is just whimsical if you think about it like in general population he had the most fucked up life but if he steps back it wasn’t fucked up it was therapeutic.

like time passed and then i did the poem i got it down to a poem and i noticed i actually look forward to this quickly i don’t know how it works but i know that i can schedule time doing this i have longer sentences than most so this might not be short selling a book i did a small equation and it’s like 6000 words doing this by the end of the year and that’s not a lot but like i can always just publish it to lulu dot com

i have a subscription to harper’s bazaar and i didn’t know why it was high style new york city fashion and there were tits and ass but it didn’t bother me.

i’m on my 6th day of the revelation as i ponder my sentences i write daily i am definitively working on something that is working on me its 1/13/24 and i’m trying to figure out how my commercial writing differs from my personal writing and this is commercial writing it’s writing i do that i intend to get paid for … it’s journalism really

I craft harmonies from melodies i have only ever seen before there’s a tongue lashing coming i just have to prepare for the war.

You can function like a heart felt demonic chant that means so much to the people that be scheming while we are dreaming.

I was I was practicing writing sentences, this was the work of practice and I’m not trying to link them together next one I do will be like that.

It was just a sentence I was writing just a daily sentence and Vic White said habit breeds success and that’s what this is just the daily ritual of the sentence.

I had a sentence to think about a common enough thing to write and develop and master and own.

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I was getting back into writing, I had to work on my timing I figure one sentence a day is like the launch pad for my new ethos; i really didn’t have much in terms of know what i was going to write i just knew it was going to be a sentence a day.

i’m sorry i’ve just been wasting your time, there is some real talent inside of me and unless i dig down all the way deep the only way i am going to make money is by proving i am not mentally ill and never was and win a settlement that’s the only way i know how to make money is to sue the state for proclaiming me permanently mentally ill and then weaning me of productivity by giving me this SSDI check the worst thing to happen to me in my life time has been robbing me of the need to work.

could artificial intelligence serve as a writing coach like could it study your writing and coach you you have to go first as a writer and then the AI will critique your work and provide you with direction based on millions of pages of writing it has access to could we get better writing because of AI could writers have necessary attention given to their work like grammarly but it keeps an eye on word count and you set a word count you want to hit every day and it keeps you striving for that or something i don’t know i just know AI can do a lot of things can it coach writing.

the next thing i wanted to write about was renting advertising space on a restaurants website. that’s the nut of it.

1/21/24

Throw money at it see if it works. Be on the basic consumer end of things and like notice MICROSOFT 365 and WORD and ONE DRIVE like you put your $90 in and it got worse like i want a financial relationship with the internet at this point i want to trade them money for goods and see what happens like it’s not fun for me free it’s not interesting free just testing the software like alright Microsoft 365 seems worse than GOOGLE DOCS just saying it’s probably a coding masterpiece but the end result is something confusing there’s like 3 tiers of pricing for microsoft 365 and they are all about $2 a month in difference like if you want me to take your software seriously take your software seriously let me see a finished product with a price point commensurate to what i pay for a Dodge Tacoma like get into that $30,000 for 10 years of service on your machines like take into account you’re the only device like yourself we depend on you and take advantage of that force me to take out a loan from my parents to write a book with microsoft word just or keep it low and lean and start emphasizing the lean part

something changed while i was in college when i was in high school in 1998 i was told if i want to make it in this world go to college and get a good education and then you’ll get a good job and that made sense to me i studied hard in high school to prepare me to study hard in university to prepare me for the last level which would be like a job at procter and gamble but i ended up going to college for 10 years and then i worked for the government in research and development in a public media setting and then the government approached me about not making more than $16,000 for three years and all $150,000 of my student loans would be forgiven and i acquiesced and then i got used to it and that’s been the last 10 years living on disability with no college debt even though i went for 10 years and took out a private loan to study in england for so i have $0 in the bank and net average for my age is $500,000 to prepare for retirement and i’m retired now and get $800 a month and $200 a month in food so apparently there’s some magic they expect me to render in terms of being able to make this work without my parents who are old enough to die

i don’t know i just did some work that i could talk about in my journal this is supposed to be sentences after sentences i think it’s turning into a test of the length of a comment and if facebook is as robust as i think it is i can do this for a couple years right here and it’s interesting to see how with just the right settings i can be straight and in tune with myself on this medium and so long as i get a URL to this post i can call facebook a web host

black history month is for g’s

are you black like me?

my body image is jacked up i weigh 255 on a 6’4” frame it just jumped on me while i stayed at my folks place for 2 months while my roommate was evicted its’ like justice i had to evict my roommate so i gained weight it’s awful every morning i have sore feet from the extra weight i look fat i can feel my stomach just sitting here i’m fat i feel fat i hate this i just ate 3 meals a day is all i did and i didn’t have a scale like you can only lose 2 pounds a week but you can gain like 5 pounds in a week without trying too hard you gotta be on this shit

man i’m not supposed to do a damned thing and you just spooked me out my soul was assigned this body but my soul just wants to do business it just wants to do busyness it just wants to stay busy it’s identified this thing called money and how there are people in my generation that have epochs more volume of money more than me and it’s looking for a clever way to make the money so that it can discuss how it was accomplished so others can follow suit if they want like there should just be a known path to make a million dollars it’s the mystery surrounding it that bothers my soul if you want a million dollars there should be a known path to do that and i’m working on that system so that not only do i end up with money but anyone that wants money can end up with money

alright i picked up another month of X PRIME which is PRIME X and it said something about a government id at one point and i checked out of that i didn’t have it in my head how i could do it but i guess i could use my blog cam to take the photo you dig it’s something of a miracle to be in this situation like god created me in the likeness of my mother and father and in their world they created something known as the internet that no one really enjoys using except for me and it’s not even about making money which is what everyone seems tuned to because they don’t get a stable government check i’m telling you if everyone got a stable government check we would have world peace what is necessary would continue and what is not would stop i think i think most of my contemporary mental health comes from the social security disability check if you want the truth like i have to be be very aware i am not a genius i receive a subsidy i’m working to earn this money they gave me i have to earn my parents love and i have to earn my governments money

i have a pre existing condition if i were to go back to work full time i would need health insurance good government grade health insurance to cover the costs of my medications i don’t know if you can afford to hire me i don’t know if i can afford to get hired i and i would end up getting a car and the last thing i knew about a car 15 years ago was that it was something you could hit a dog with, get run off the road by an old woman, fall asleep at the wheel of and die making a decision to drive drunk and casually drive while high and then theres the cost of people knowing you have a car when they don’t and they’re not like me they have no problem trooping around in your rig because they’ve always been poor so your shit is their shit i wasn’t poor my entire life so i know how to behave around people with money

you know what we’re on the 75th version of the computer and that shit still ain right you just started something in the USA well YOU didn’t start it the image you want to paint of yourself has been furthered you can’t do shit but think weird thoughts and hand people money you’re just evidence of what money can do to a man in the USA check out the rest of us basically going to work going to the bar and going home … the fuck that ain your lifestyle AT $165,000,000 like why ain you retired the day you sold pay pal naw you gotta do this shit … and i have to find out about it dick

America is a managed set of people that are even more managed with the internet and we’re learning how to become one body of people that all basically behaves the same or within a general range of similar behaviors we all put up with the lifestyle depicted on local news and the newspaper every day someone dies of murder we’re oppressed because of our own bad behavior we haven’t learned not to murder and we haven’t learned to properly grocery shop so we’re imprisoned on this land with freedom occurring when we finally act right and there is an ideal and everyone knows it and we keep fighting over just what is acceptable and we all know what it is, legalization of marijuana is a story for our kids about how with perseverance we gained a right but that right took 40 years of work to achieve by multiple facets of society bars and churches were the salvation of the USA and there were people that had billions of dollars but we were only reminded of that in the news and it seemed evident they didn’t want too many of those so i went to the bar when there was one around and for the last couple years there hasn’t been i patronize restaurants and wonder why no one has much to say online that’s not in the interest promoting their website that doesn’t say much like nothing the people that use it the most have the least to say and i’m only different because if you send me a message i’ll send you one back but that’s a level of internet that is too advanced for most people so you can thank the people that brought us css javascript php and mysql and python and ruby and all the computer science used the wires but all we needed was HTML it’s just that tinkerers wanted to affect the internet before it had time to marinate at HTML it’s been a major work of technological achievement whose purpose is to sanctify upright the great works of content online like the tech the part of the internet that serves you content and prepares content for digestion serves it’s purpose but the internet could be much more simple mostly <p> tags and <a> tags is what it could mostly be i don’t know if the internet was raped by computer consumers in the 90’s but the focus has yet to be on the writing just the money and the browsers so who knows i’m used to living somewhere confusing they develop and install hardware for the proliferation of writing and then people get to providing the author with more options but he only ever needed the <p> and <a> tags anyways so you go to work today because this made sense to me i’m on disability

@WCPO @POTUS 1 person with an implant surgically implanted 10 people with an implant surgically implanted 100 people with an implant surgically implanted 1000 people with an implant surgically implanted 10,000 100,000 1,000,000 peoples with surgically implanted electro connective devices so that someone can order a pizza with their mind? engage in intense political conversation? interact with a video game as a form of meditation just what is the reality for the surgically implanted device that interacts with the computer … wuts this the final form of marketing for the computer like theres some people just outside the consumer base for computers but they’re going to rope them in anyways like no matter what we are going to use the computer? it’s elective surgery i’ll say it again it’s unnecessary and not lifesaving surgery and the main problem i have is the development of a system of martyrs and martyrdom for the overarching purpose like ultimately this work is being done to pad the wallet of elon musk and his friends and that’s pretty much it nowhere is elon musk ever portrayed as a mother Teresa like figure meeting the needs of the quadriplegics he is depicted as someone that would use a quadriplegic and their testimony as stepping stones to get the FDA approval of this device in general population which now twice elon musk has delved into public and advertised business plans that do not involve goodwill to humanity to get the job done he’s a martyr creator it’s not him doing it he sold paypal for $165 million so now he’s exploring finance in a world where he thinks he’s elite but someone like me know’s he turned a trick back when people didn’t know what this is

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if i have a brain tumor i won’t be surprised the weirdest shit goes on in my head that i don’t hear about anyone else dealing with but 8 years ago i draw a sketch to solve this riddle for what an extrusion tool would be like it has to make straws the liquid plastic goes into the extrude and the center of the straw is taken out by a pinion that is held in place behind the pinion and it’s held steady in the center and as the plastic goes through it comes out the end and gets cut every 8 inches of plastic or something anyway i’m this invested in it and what would it be for well an all weather ski slope needs straws if we got together and made this happen so that people could go skiing year round i’d love the shit out of going skiiing in the summer on some plastic straws i made with a piece of equipment i imagineered and puzzled over and so far this has all happened in my head but you need a lot of straws to make a ski slop that’s how many straws we would need and then in the future we only make straws when we need straws

i like the way it feels to rap like once in a blue moon i catch a cypher going on in my apartment i feel accomplished every time i bust a flow out and get fluid with it it doesn’t happen often on meds but i thought i could do a decent rhyme when i was unmedicated and insane and wasn’t writing too often at first glance it looks like typing and rapping are at odds with each other like know any amazing rappers that can do it with their hands on the keyboard because i can do it with my hands on the keyboard and look like a savant but if i try to do it with a vocal i sound and look retarded i just can’t bust a flow most of the time but most of the time i can do something like this so it’s like i have this habit of using all the technology trying to say something but lately i just been gaming people with spectacular business plans guaranteed to work like something huge like symbolically uniting the web master with the restaurant staff and he’s on commission and it’s placing the new guy with the old guard in business and his job is to make money as an advertising executive working with a restaurants website kind of thing you could do you’re in charge of making certain everything goes well in terms of making certain the ad space gets rented on the website and the money flows accordingly and then your restaurant now has a revenue stream it never had before

man they don’t put WINCHESTER through this or GLOCK everytime someone gets shot with a gun because they found meta software on his computer does not mean mark has to apologize Smith and Wessen is a tool that is manufactured everyday TOO kill and they never take the CEO of GLOCKs and put him on trial shame on lindsay graham for even thinking mark can have any liability for anything be like suing paper for suicide notes fuck man naw mark ain got to worry about this blame game he can be sued by someone like me will get access to the transcripts to explain to you lesser mortals than myself with my 10 years of university vetting mark is fine instagram is fine there will be no lawsuit against the meta empire not over suicide when guns never face time there

like there’s a trans Atlantic cable that runs across the bed of the sea floor connecting north america to europe and the asian continent and i’m just saying like for a magnificent amount of work that went into the internet i’m like the only person i know of that dedicated their life to it like i’m never leaving north college hill not at least until both my folks pass on and even then i move north a little bit so as to be closer to my sister and still in the care of talbert house getting medications and injections to keep me able to do this and i’m just saying like the 1 2 3 4 channels on Spectrum are not internet related it looks like the internet was just a waste of money and a waste of career time like the internet can be summed up to my knowledge in a 4 hour documentary and you just loop it at 1 and then that preps you for 2 3 and 4 which is contemporary internet where you just focus on a website and talk about what it is and the such like for what i read went into the internet and how it started as a means of getting data from point a to point b at a faster clip than hauling the data by freight like that’s how it started the internet it was easier to construct a telecommunications network than it was to haul data by freight again and it just kept going and tim berners lee developed i think HTML but it started off among scientists who may not have had much humanities training and they didn’t even think of how the internet was going to affect black people in our daily struggle to equate with each other because they’re in the past but still pretty much have everything under control and i’m using it and i have a humanities background and design and art and language and i see something important in the arts like long after the scientists abandon the internet for the quantum computer ima still be doing this and making my city keep using it too

all he sees is misery that’s not what i see i see people whose hobbies are not classical artistic endeavors like that cashier that looks sad because she’s a cashier like at any time she can visit a craft store and buy some vine charcoal and get to practicing renders and drawings just saying if i make it out of this disability it’s going to be because of my hobby and i see the world as people jealous of people that have hobbies that don’t involve stocking shelves and standing next to a cash registers or making burgers like these are hated professions but they are more useful than a man with a hobby they’re just not as sexy and depending on the person they are as sexy just saying without overly analyzing it if you want to be an actor and you live in a city without hollywood join an imrprov group just nothing i’m not going to be too detailed but anything can be done from anywhere and it’s the people that do the hobby work that become famous which is a little strange like if you start at a young age rapping like you become a god in your 30’s for still rapping and being good at it but like that cashier worked at krogers as long as i went to college and that grocery store belongs to him basically now i’m just doing this some cling on work trying to get with a set like i fucked up by going to college jermaine at krogers saw it like it is and got a job at 18 and stuck around for 20 years

how can he just do that? not sure what this is but he’s talking about ruining how many people’s hopes and dreams and stability in a work environment like this might be the thing that did him in coupled with this happy go lucky photograph i was branded with with this thought like work leaving town is a horrible event and hes over here making peoples lives worse while he’s over here making people’s lives better after he made a city’s life better he made it worse by taking away the better like i have creative powers and should move to la or new york and bestow the blessings i have on them but i’m staying in cincinnati because i misbehaved enough and got off track enough times i’m staying here in cincinnati for the stability of it and to spend time with my folks and eat dinners at their house my career is the least important thing to me right now giving my parents peace of mind is my main priority and he’s just up there getting a divorce with a city and even if there are difficulties don’t leave stick it out commit to something and when it gets hard commit harder

i went about a year doing that and then two weeks ago facebook slipped me some erotica for a couple days and i wasn’t expecting it so i folded visited beeg and and busted a ghost and i ain bust no ghost for like 9 months to a year and it felt amazing like the orgasm i had on that one went down to my knees it gets to the point where if you go everyday you don’t really have time to recharge but kevin maybe fauk up a little bit and experience a mind altering orgasm i do feel less intelligent than i did like he might be a spiritual messiah that kevin gates after going 5 years like if he didn’t smoke cigarettes or weed in that time period also like he’s probably like a prohibitionist shaman or just a prohibitionist in general but with the best of intentions like no alcohol weed tobacco nut like if he avoided all that for 5 years he’s probably pure and really smart i was really smart at some point after abstaining for a year like i even felt smart but that orgasm i think it reduces intelligence i really do so now its back to retaining semen until the smarties in my come back

i can’t believe a restaurant serves choices like i can’t believe Bacall’s Cafe in College Hill is ready every single day to serve up orders on that menu like how does that work out everyday and there be no waste of food? it’s all not getting ordered and if it is that means they placed prep orders with their supplier and nothing their kitchen isn’t that big like their menu should cover the food they serve in a month’s time like restaurant menu selection is crazy just like SWAD’s and their previous buffet like how are restaurants not wasting so much food from the unordered dinner and lunch choices, just saying why can’t a restaurant like Long John Silvers why can’t they just serve battered dipped shrimp and that’s what they served that day and like battered dipped fish the next day like why is the restaurant union putting up with customer choice?

@POTUS @WCPO i think i have the makings of a post on craiglist advertising this but at the very bottom of my website @ https://slushpile.github.io i have the thought that if you read that far you can work on commission for the site and the way i figure commission works is you write me an email expressing an interest i let you know the data from the google analytics for the day and you take it upon yourself because you’re connected like that to handle 100% of the business of attracting an advertiser for the site keep the money everything and then you email me the advertisement and i put it at the top of the site i’m on disability so this would be like the only business i can do i can’t make money with my website but that doesn’t mean you can’t i just need a .jpg file to upload to the site and we can go live with this just saying this is around the ballpark of where i think commission works you handle all the business for the ad you get all the money for the ad and you just hand it off to me i’d say i’d in the contract give you a year’s notice if i was going to change my line of work with this and so long as you’re not violent you’ll be treated like a partner i figure a felon might sign up for this and so far i’m 0 for 3 in long terms relationships with felons they can’t get over i’m making money with collegiate intelligence and they turn violent come to think of it i might want to see a background check and pull your high school and college transcripts so that i can say we’re that official and if you didn’t graduate from high school if you didn’t at least do that like i’m a 22 year veteran of the education system so i know the value of education peace man do you know how to be peaceful even when you are experiencing internal conflict?

you know what it looked like when elon musk paid jack dorsey $44,000,000,000.00 for twitter it sort of looked like a tax on a foreigner like elon musk wasn’t pressured to make this sale was he? he might have no one to defend him in the USA just this thought because i know elon musk is smart to know for $44 billion dollars he can have a custom made to order website even better than twitter but he needed twitter and a journalistic endeavor that occurs everyday there is scant literature to none on what precisely former twitter did with $44 billion dollars like the public in general was for some reason tied into learning everything about the story it was a day to day saga the sale of twitter but once the sale was made that’s the last we heard of the $44 billion dollars and to follow up with the story i sort of want to know what jack dorsey did with the money because currently it’s sort of dubious how so much pressure was applied by the USA on South Africa and Canada and now elon musk has to depend on people like me to pay for twitter to help him get his money back like how many decades of business does elon musk have to do with X to just break even?

i’m a little mad i sent an update earlier today and my gmail has the email address i sent it to saved but no email there is evidence i sent an email but there is no email with gmail that indicates an email was sent … … fuck … it was an important business email that was well written the email address is saved like it has evidence i sent an email but there is no email and if this has anything to do with social status the west coast and the computer science community in general that has no concept of how celebrity or social importance works like my social status is just fine i’m a working artist on disability which has cache to it like i have a unique story with a confusing background full of world travels and encounters with god i’m fine i just it was a major email and now i have to write it again because i used the outlook application and not gmail directly fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck how could their possibly be a bug in Outlook the Application? like this was something done to me it’s not a mistake they’re not 30 years into a code base and still making mistakes like this i have been singled out they’re not THAT incompetent that a FUCKING EMAIL CLIENT would still have errors with it like they should fucking just be honest computers should come with blinking cursors and you should have to code every piece of software you want pre programmed computers are leading to too much social tripe we need a computer that you turn it on you get a blinking cursor and what you program on your computer is what you get i swear to god i would rather deal with that than almost coded software by some people jealous of eminem

i’ve thought about that before and i’m a real college graduate like i learned from the people that wrote those college books that are in college and naturally over millions of years 200,000 years there’s breeding and like the way dogs are representative of the dog concept there are different breeds of dogs just like a person is representative of the human race but there are different breeds of human … there are things that are true for a breed of dog just by the fact that that’s their breed and same with humans the breed of human determines most of what that person is going to be and the look a person has is evidence of what breed of human they are and this has been an injection of the word breed into your vocabulary you’re saying genetics and i’m saying breed

i was born in october 1980 i was born in the same month as kim kardashian in the same year we’re the same age what generation am i in … i live on disability because at 43 i still have the diagnosis of bipolar type one and just recently i thought to myself that’s a kids diagnosis really what do these people think is wrong with me at talbert house my spending when i have money to spend is on weed and restaurants and books and clothing yeah i’m giving myself 5 more years to work on https://slushpile.github.io so around 50 i’ll look for a commensurate managerial job at an executive suite downtown like there’s a newspaper in cincinnati and if i’m not getting paid to do this website even with about 150 photoshopped images and 6 books by that time i’ll just call it a rinse and go somewhere where people are maybe i could get a job at a local church when that rolls over to my generation i don’t know i get just enough to afford a small one bedroom in north college hill on Social Security Disability Income that i get to do some garage silicon valley shit i am supported just enough and have a desktop that i can do that shit too just in old as dirt cincinnati not fresh off the line san jose

I ponied up $16 a month so that I could do this so that I could give better consultations but I have you down as not banking but hosting that the future of banking was in hosting websites and providing permanent homes for websites that you paid to make changes to or something i don’t know i know you need a server and apache software and that server needs to be somewhere safe like that’s the important part to me how futuristic and safe can you make a time capsule like if you put a server hosting websites in a time capsule how safe could you make that time capsule like earthquake fire flood like what could it withstand? just saying that’s the kind of protection i want for https://slushpile.github.io it’s looking like at 43 that’s my baby and i’m it’s care giver and i was curious how safe can i make my baby?

@NFL

i got the $16 a month twitter so that i could do better consultations like i couldn’t do justice in a 240 xeet (tweet) but i was thinking about sports and the civil war and how in my college history book it told the story about how in the civil war the north and the south would line up across from each other and prepare to fire but that’s not the important part the important part is that people used to get dressed up and go to war to watch the fight and that’s pretty much what the NFL is it’s a controlled civil war battle and like sports are an answer to the ultimate question like what are we supposed to do and involve ourselves with sports is a good answer the audience has something to watch it’s exciting there is strategy there is unexpected outcomes it’s a complete solution like the super bowl is coming up and we get to celebrate football one last time before the season is over and after a couple months of battles a champion is decided and its been that way for my entire generations life I’m 43 since 1980 there has been football in my life i used to toss around a hutch football with my dad as a kid … maybe think about that … maybe think about swapping out the standard football for a hutch … like the MVP game or something see what kind of nasty shit a quarterback can do with a hutch after using the standard for his entire life

i’m thrown a little bit because from a couple things i read about dna your physique has to do with how you treat the space you are in like anyone can attain any physique that doesn’t have to do with DNA and DNA is what we want to improve upon through mating and breeding so what should we look for in a mate i had this concept the other day that brown eyed brown haired people should mate with brown eyed brown haired people like basically hair color should mate with hair color and eye color should mate with eye color and height should mate with height and that’ what i had in a thought experiment not actually fitness that can be learned but i think has little to do with dna basically i think you want to percfect your breed and for me that’s brown haired girls with hazel eyes that are about 6’0” tall i think the data would show dating for eye color as opposed to what someone learned to do is more effective at perfecting something

yeah if i quit hating elon musk for a second i would ask him if he thought of sending 600 people not 6 like how many people is he sending to mars at a time? like 40 rockets need to take off on earth over a span of like 2 weeks if you want my take on it if i was planning a martian trip i’m not but you could ask me what i would do and i can chrill around in my head and answer your question i think we do populate mars one day but it’s a day the earth functions with no cash and everything still gets done like it’s for a mature planet not an immature one like we have which is a natural rebuilding from the great war

isn’t it the tools that determine the time period not the calendar like this is the same as 1500 but there’s an internet and everything that goes with it like the human form is still exactly the same the capacity to do is the same but we have tools they didn’t have them like our grocery store technology is keeping more people alive now than they could have ever dreamed of doing and safely and accurately just saying the people that walked the earth in 1500 walk the earth now that quality of person and technology is all that differentiates ourselves from themselves in their time period like the course of time is clearly involved in the build up of technological might and power and there is no end in sight we shall continue to progress because of the Enlightenment and in the process the rest of the planet will as well

i leave my apartment sometimes to do things like get groceries and i simply know it doesn’t matter how little i know i know more than the people i weave and dodge at the grocery store like i spent 10 years in college and went on to do community service but when it came to my 3rd apartment the one my so called friends didn’t fuck up nothing i’m just saying at the point where we are discussing how little i know to humble me how little do we discuss the extras at the grocery store know like the woman that is so obese she takes the grocery store trolly to get groceries just saying i’ll even put it like this i read that know what it means like i know a lot about computing coding but i don’t know cobol like me knowing i don’t know cobol is evidence i know more than most people just saying

well if they developed a new ceremony because they can’t quite use a roman catholic marriage ceremony if there was a gay ceremony because a typical marriage ceremony is set up like a puzzle with the best man there to tempt the bride and the objection that gets asked for and the grooms and the bridesmaids like it’s an ancient ceremony gay marriage is new so you need a new wedding ceremony with different symbolism like maybe everyone in the congregation is asked to turn around when they kiss to supjucant their relationship or something bring in a designer to develop a ceremony for gays because just sitting in on a traditional marriage ceremony as gays is a little weak to me in a traditional marriage you are celebrating the coming of a child birth in a gay relationship you’re celebrating the coming of an adoption which is the worst situation so there’s nothing to celebrate but they can formulate a proper ceremony anyways

since if you’re in a work place you’re a professional you could do worse than learn a new language since it’s an office and you make $80,000 a year you could get a grammar book and a vocabulary booster in say spanish french or german and you could use the grammar book in spanish to learn every sentence construct and then you could use the vocabulary booster to beef up your language skills … i already wrote POTUS (meh?) about a language learning channel on the 1 dial on Spectrum … like if most of the top of the dial was learning news languages and then with the internet we can put that to work by doing international business and that’s maxing out an internet to me which is a good thing

meta you could be in charge of an archiving service just like eX can like depending on how much the print is like i should at this point be able to pay you $200 to get a copy of all of my comments like if i wanted a print out of my comments mark i should be able to get that somehow i don’t think you’re in that business but that might be a good business … i want to be in the business it happened two nights ago but a website that sells cincinnati culture to cincinnati citizens and you could jut as easily sell facebook culture to facebook members like if an algorithm set it up like if i could buy someone’ data printed out

i don’t like it when someone makes an internal decision and then expects me to give a fuck that man wants to refer to him as sir that’s straight up real military shit he decided to be a she but none of us had shit to do with that WE label HIM a MAN even though his preference is to be refered to as a WOMAN which has nothing to do with anyone how the words overlay reality is how they overlay reality and just because you want something doesn’t mean you’ll never be outvoted

@SC @BEYONCE https://fb.watch/qumMBqbBWD/ this song inspired the concept like i get asians and latins and their involvement in our involvement with each other as races like whites and blacks are married to each other and we fight constantly asians and latins have ZERO presence in the USA but to take it even further i saw that clip and i thought to myself just so that people know white cultural elites and black cultural elites need a website with our people’s best shits like it’s entire theme is racism but like good racism like a website with the best white music there ever was and the best black music and just white people showing off their best shit and black people showing off their best shit because black people deserve to be represented better than what that link at the top goes to show like man this entire desk top publishing artist is bullshit what gets me is that dude think he the shit like that sound he produced there he thinks he’s the shit because of it and that inspired the thought that the best white people and the best black people shits would get together on one website and the unveiling of it would be like a wedding ceremony between two races because we is basically married blacks and whites latins and asians latins even have like 30% of the population but they nada in culture asians had JIN and that was about it black people dedicated to producing and white people dedicated to producing and producing production equipment and we’re the people that do the damned thing so like what do you think because of that link up there we do BEST OF BOTH WORLDS the website

HAY! MISTER MISTER HAY MISTER! MISTER PRESIDENT! what about child labor like it’s not LYKE it was in the 1920’s but what about an educational tract divergent from high school where you get to work on an assembly line? It might even be considered fun like by different i mean they’re not covered in coal dust and HOLD ON HOLD WHAT IF YOU WORKED ON AN ASSEMBLY LINE FOR 4 YEARS AND THEN GOT 4 TO 10 YEARS OF COLLEGE so instead of going to high school they go to the assembly line and then they go to college tuition free

@POTUS @WCPO that should be headline news that is crazy 20 years ago when i saw similar footage they just dropped the food on the africans the use of parachutes here is intriguing the lost food in the ocean is disappointing but it’s probably easier to convince them to end the war than pull a stunt like this like you’d think a simple email to the president of israel and the president of palestine from the president of the USA would be enough to create a general sense where this isn’t necessary on another note this is embarrassing they claim to be the holy land they have attractions dedicated to the bible but what are their sermons because Lifespring Non-Denominational Fellowship preaches kindness and care every sunday for an hour and we all get along what is the problem is it a supply chain issue their grocery stores aren’t properly stocked do they not get enough meat do they need access to weed just in terms of maslow’s hierarchy where do they stand what needs to happen between these very similarly bred people that would end the war? how do we end these wars what is necessary we are sufficiently advanced and wealthy like i’m concerned a manned mission to mars is a bad idea for humanity that’s the level i’m on i’m saying when we quit going to war with each other we should plan on mars trips just saying i’m concerned about brain implants that let you control a mouse i’m concerned about elon musk’s workplace goals why are they doing this and why don’t they have similar concerns?

i got some drawing supplies from ma i asked for them a couple weeks ago and she got them for me the other day so i was going to do some drawing and fill up a notebook i feel more thorough in my art skills doing just a little bit a day but i was going to sketch i was going to try to do some graffiti works when i was a kid i was real good at drawing and then i got older and lost the ability when it comes to drawing i always start off a beginner historically but i wasn’t medicated for about 15 years and then i finally gave in and started taking meds back in 2018 and i have seen a dramatic improvement in my behavior since except for my bout with racism or anthropological studies which is probably more what it is like i do writing about the people around me how i see them as opposed to the fuck is racism again? is that where you champion your race above all other races in a speech at an open mic if someone asks for your opinion and you decide to do it because it’s exciting to talk about race in public or something not certain but i get scared a lot because of my online behavior i talk about a side of black people that ABC doesn’t discuss in their depiction of them i lost a car to a black man just because he wanted it and i was 29 and weak minded like i come from a rich family so my city skills are weak i figured since he was my best friend he had my interests at heart and he took the car got me high and had me sign it over to him at the DMV talking really exotic creative crimes like crime like the kind of behavior there are no words for so what can you do?

maybe he could invite them into his office while he writes an email to the president of Israel asking for him to approach the west bank and Gaza strip and offer to allow them to enter into Israeli governance and unify the territories in Israel if Israel prepared to grow and Palestine prepared to cooperate we could have a solution but it’s been 50 years its retarded to think an internet and a university degree was necessary to solve this conflict aside from people don’t want solutions or rather solutions just became possible in the last 10 years from people online but assisting with global events like i can give matter of fact solutions but acknowledging that something has to give is paramount in deciding the future of Israel and it’s a border crisis so just do the border work and let them know the solution as though we had to be so advanced we had an internet to solve this problem

man i actually enjoy this i’m not saying this or die because this is flimsy and i don’t know if i’m wasting precious time writing people that hate me you might hate me all of the variables that make up social media and my chosen ability to remain ignorant like my lack of deciding to call you to see if you read this just my sincere acceptance for what this is as it is is novelty to me this could be ripped out from underneath me in a minute twitter could fold the internet could be turned off my lack of control of the medium is what excites me and i don’t push the limit i’m not taking advantage of this medium i just wonder if i wasted my time and i have to say no i have valuable typing skills i read my writing i stay sharp because of this i decided to be creative and i decide to be creative and i matter to me because of this and that’s what matters

as it turns out being single and 40 and a writer with this internet i had a lot to fuck with i had more to fuck with than my parents had at the age of 40 and i wonder if this will keep me sharp at 80 i’m probably halfway there to the promised land i’m just saying this thing can just be fucked with like i’m writing on twitter i’m writing on facebook i’m wondering why reddit is shut down i wonder if my intelligence is a turn off to intenret moderators of content i wonder if i’m too educated for the internet like should i work on my website more what role does my website play in internet politics how do people feel about people with websites they talk about the game and i want to know is it because i do too much if it’s a game and not enough if it’s real just curious i think if i can lose this 50lbs i would be considered a catch for the most part for being over 40 college educated and has no kids like that’s a catch for someone not sure who would be willing to just relax at my place and get a computer and dive in with me not like it’s a weird relationship stipulation i’ll use the internet you can watch television if you want i just thought you might want to couples compute

i just write as though it’s going somewhere but donald trump nikki haley joe biden or kamala harris that’s our leadership pool at the executive position they need to work that out 4 people that are the president depending on the circumstances given and they have to work out who the last remaining candidate is that becomes president like if they were on a reality television series called WORK IT OUT it’s too much to ask 150,000,000 to decide on a president don’t do that don’t let the entire nation decide on a 50/50 split decision lets not do that lets just let government decide government and inform us how it went to anyone seriously interested in being president there’s a state house seat right there you can try yourself at my original problem with donald trump was that he didn’t have enough political experience to be president like he’s an old man AND a rookie politician and now he’s like a sophomore at politics and that’s even worse does anyone know who donald trump is? do you guys play some kind of role playing game with the president when he arrives like okay now lets do it for this guy or is it just fitting someone into a scenario we are now 200 years in the making of like might be some things he didn’t know but please don’t let it come to light you let these people role play theres a set amount of work a president should have to do and that’s the work don’t try to impress him with how good your servant skills are

shelterhousecincy.org it’s really a weed bar like you kick it fuck with the computer hit the joint walk around and fuck with people take a nap and go home

that’s what i’m talking about our culture in the USA is like in its sophomore year of working these problems out about what we are going to do who we are going to be how this is going to work what are we supposed to do who does what why do the do it is everyone comfortable okay american culture has something like a recliner we developed some novel inventions what are we going to do with them which jobs are the most important which jobs pay the most which family doesn’t have to work because it did so much work what is our sexual fantasy culture going to be like is it where we want it things like this list that have already been figured out in the rest of the world are our nubile questions here

@POTUS

like if it was on QVC

YOU GET THEE TELEVISION WITH UNIVERSAL REMOTE YOU GET THEE COMPUTER WITH ACCESS TO THE WORLD WIDE WEB AND YOU GET THEE RADIO WITH ALL YOUR FAVORITE HITS AND YOU GET THEE OMNI SMART PHONE WITH INTERNATIONAL CALLING AND I’M TELLING YOU THIS IS A DEAL $1200 WE CAN HAVE IT TO YOUR PLACE IN 3 DAYS

i’ve seen bigger things start from smaller more humble beginnings like if they’re going to mars they’re going to be doing one of those once a week sometimes once a day and because they can they’re doing it like that operation operates under the non novel described rendition of they are doing that for our species like that’s their fundamental operating principle that we can’t survive as a race of humans and dogs and cats and shit unless we populate mars

like it’s the most novel way of handling landing on mars if only 40% of rockets https://bing.com/search?q=percentage+of+missions+that+succed+on+mars&cvid=076f18d4046e4f0caa0d639e4214b121&gs_lcrp=EgZjaHJvbWUyBggAEEUYOTIECAEQADIECAIQADIECAMQADIECAQQADIECAUQADIECAYQADIECAcQADIECAgQANIBCDg3NzVqMGo0qAIAsAIA&FORM=ANAB01&PC=EDGEDB land on mars if you want more mars landings send more rockets get good at landing on mars develop new astrophysics to improve landing rate things like something just that’s your gig personally it bares mention that they should do a movie about it but your human and you’re on a mission to mars and now you missed your target so you’re going to die that would be a fucked up movie

all i know is my life didn’t exist like i was dead until i started taking those medications okay now my roommate is out it’s been about 3 months i am getting used to living alone and today i did a work out, write some business, brushed my teeth, use mouthwash, had 2 servings of oatmeal had a dish where i mixed spicy clam chowder in a can with ben’s rice whoever ben is but nothing i just keep getting winning moments alone and success for me means before i die work in the state house and give a speech at least once and know i get a wikipedia article like if i get a wikipedia article for Nicholas Anthony Lawson i’m pretty straight with that and I want a historical market outside my folks home and i want that home to stay in my family i don’t want to sell it and i want to be able to afford that we have to keep the utilities on but that’s as far as i thought it out my ma and my sister told me when the folks pass we sell the house and it doesn’t make sense to me because daniel and me need it but nothing she’d get about $25,000 from the sale and she makes that in 3 months at P and G and my brother like the richest people in my family of my siblings want to sell something i can afford to keep or nothing i don’t know i’m just working on my home game i don’t know what do you think how would you handle it if you were in your 40’s and your 70 year old parents told you they were going to sell the house when they passed and split the money 4 ways and 3 people won’t get $25,000 dollars if i get that house nothing i don’t know what i would do and that’s doing business while i’m in mourning probably high off some denk i don’t know my experience in cincinnati would be improved if i got my marijuana license and bought weed from them based on how my life went living alone in an apartment smoking weed and doing this is pretty advanced success i was in the mental health ward 14 times and i been to jail 3 times and i got a university degree i’m some kind of Good Will Hunting show and that doesn’t surprise me like if Good Will Hunting 2 was Will goes to college just saying and a sequel in this tweet … hella rich

you know what weirds me out up until about 6 months ago i never got shit on my hand at the toilet and i never had a problem with piss getting on my pants … and my shits has never been a problem until now like now i live in fear of being too far from a bathroom at any moment and that’s hella new like getting just little smear of shit on my hands and just a typical wetness in my pants like this seems like a more real world like according to my memories it has recently gotten more real like for a long time it seemed real but it was actually sort of glossy i think like i wonder if i walked out of a hologram or into one because this definitely seems real to me i don’t think a game would have a detail like a little shit smeared on your hand at the toilet or maybe it’s a digital interpretation of the real world and they over did the details or came up with something it should be niggas writing lives out like but it should be like this and it ain’t and shouldn’t like i know there are people that question real life and think it should be more real but it this

i’m working with the idea that would revive it but it’s not big megalithic conglomerates it’s an advertising supported newsletter at your favorite mom and pop owned restaurant … i consulted with Bacall’s Cafe and they ultimately turned me down but i had the idea in place for an events listed page at that restaurant and a restaurant owned meet up group … the internet needs to become smaller and more focused on art EVEN more focused on art in spite of people that would tell you that art is a waste of time and it’s not it keeps brains sharp into old age but nothing if you take social media and put it in a restauarnt website i think you would get the returns on the internet you are looking for

i’m future government and i saw first hand how lack of quality media led to a lack of quality person … like the plague of gangster rap and not even the source of gangste rap like Fabolous and Tupac they were fine it was the response their music received that was the problem like people thinking they could just do it … like rap is a high wire act and most people fall off the rope … What am I trying to say … you want One Website and you want One Television program basically as opposed to thousands of websites and thousands of television channels … it’s one way or the other … i’m saying One Website and One Television Program … i think most people want to be in media for fame and glory and really because it’s a source of income that doesn’t involve a desk job or an assembly line and quite frankly it’s fucked up enough that that opinion doesn’t matter get a desk job work on an assembly line fuck it be a manager or regional manager just the american show has to come to an end so we can figure out what’s not a show

i heard about this in Rhode Island and Portland Oregon but here is a visual of it in Atlanta … wouldn’t it be affordable at a 1:1 ratio like every homeless person gets a home and we just need the land for it which is super hard to do but how fucked up do you feel about doing something so city it might hurt like is it in the best interest of our homeless to give them responsibility like this? are they irresponsible now or do they just not care? either way how do you feel about small house communities for the homeless? like they even get refrigerators and furnishings like i like this idea like i would want to live her for all of the young neighbors i would have but i don’t have that option and am fine where i am your homeless are in transition maybe give them a home so they drop out of transition and drop into BUILDING a home

@WCPO you know what they say i am deeply mentally ill like permanently disabled mentally ill like i’m disabled they tell me i’m disabled and i graduated from high school with a 4.5 and I graduated from University with a 2.54 ( albeit mainly because of my 14 F’s on my transcript I actually functioned like a B+ student but was too independent to received A’s ) anyways that all being written i just got dumped off into this apartment by myself now and i’m the reason things are going well for me which is how it’s supposed to be but i am alone in an apartment all the time i do my dishes with no dishwasher i collect my clothing things to be washed i make my bed i brush my teeth i use mouth wash i stay in communication with my folks and never fight i cater to visitors and avoid being the recluse my folks would have me be and i know they’re right i know being a recluse is the way to go but that scared me just enough to welcome people into my home despite my folks flawless execution of their parenting power i still need people in my life and i’m 43 i study i read and i write and it almost seems like god gave me what i needed all things being said i came into this world and god carved out a path for me to be able to do this and just this … justice

youtube.com/watch?v=JdXubSf5YUc i’m starting to see music videos like they’re the miracle that happens every day … really the NFL too and BASEBALL like i know my way around a keyboard but film i don’t know film i don’t know how to do the detailed technical work of organizing 50+ people like nothing i don’t know how it works like a movie or a music video that’s beyond me i am working on writing my first book on disability i wrote a book of poetry and i’m working on writing some non fiction but i’m 43 years old and wondering most of the time what i’m supposed to do with my life and i write on twitter so much i lost my taste for writing fiction i can’t think of a decent fake story to write i like doing these though like i like writing essays as letters to role models of mine i like writing my role models

if there wasn’t an economy like if we didn’t have trading units and the goal was to get the most trade units i’d probably be in line with a mars mission but once elon musk puts humans on mars unless we’re just going to let them die we have to be perpetually locked in a matrice of building rockets and building rocket fuel like long terms projections for example on a 1000 year time line of sending rockets to mars how likely is it at any point we run out of rocket fuel do to exhaustion of the minerals you make rocket fuel with? for example

you know what i don’t think elon musk knows who JOHN FITZGERALD KENNEDY MALCOLM X MARTIN LUTHER KING JOHN LENNON GHANDI and KURT COBAIN are … elon musk might not have ever thought he would be as important as one of these people but someone needs to tell him to cool the fuck out with his rhetoric or most likely somehow someone is going to try to hurt him the short you shared with speaks of a man not interested in love for all or producing love for all and hold hold hold on X is brand new to him you might be a little quick on the draw asking him these questions now he hasn’t had time to address but i don’t know elon musk strikes me as a focal point of an assassination plot one day i think he’s that famous and america is weird

he has to make back $44 BILLION dollars to break even what he needs to do is cater to the top 1% of the monetary market on earth and like where that says $2/mo since he’s $44 Billion in the hole that $2/mo needs to be like $20,000 to subscribe to Teslanomics just saying did he pay anything for twitter because he’s hitting on a general audience for money to pay back his hole he need to be tapping on that upper echelon in society not hoping someone from subway sandwiches will spend any of their money on twitter just saying he’s got to make his money back before he dies i would think and at this rate that will never happen like $44 Billion dollars to my knowledge was the largest transaction in internet history and he’s focused on someone like me on disability to pay for that and i can’t afford it so yeah elon musk there’s probably a conspiracy like a disconnect somewhere between what we are told and what actually happens and the rise of a slave is common story because intelligence is just randomly borne

becasue they don’t remember the bullshit that happened during donald trumps hopefully only time in office as a rookie politician who’s hella they don’t remember covid from an adult’s perspective they don’t know january 6th was developed and they don’t know his reviews from people like john bolton how he was an inept president he pulled a rookie move he took on maximum responsibility as a rookie politician when he could have just as easily been famous and had everything as a state house representative he’s famous so what he runs for becomes famous like he could run for secretary of the treasury and now that’s a brilliant move and he’s a genius it’s him it’s not his position in goverment but he doesn’t know that because he’s an idiot

@jtimberlake what’s up i rock https://slushpile.github.io i’m a single bachelor with a bachelors and i’m 43 graduated in 2010 studied until 2020 and went into work thereafter what’s up new album sweet i’ll give it a listen i was doing that last night but fell asleep i wrote in an essay to linda you’re a city dweller you have to record an album like that to survive like you being justin timberlake is contingent upon production ain that true? or no? i don’t know … i know i am working for my big break where someone buys an advertisment space on my website for $10 a month and the price is so low because i am just practicing and that seems fair two ways i need a spread sheet to monitor it but 20 people $10 a month each that’s still not magazine quality work like magazine quality work would be 60 ads $10 a month each and a fatty excel spreadsheet at 60 ads a month it’s a magazine

i liked nsync and backstreet boys and never got into NKOTB like my sister did i didn’t buy your album but i didn’t complain about it when i heard you on KISS1071 POP was a stand out classic to me it was a really good song i liked your early solo work and thought your piece with madonna had stellar visual effects you seem like you matured into an artist because an artist to me is someone that earns a LIVING from their art like i’m not an artist i live on DISABILITY i’m like in some kind of Beetlejuice nomad land between artistry and annoying like i have to keep myself busy and that explains https://slushpile.github.io but i shy away from labels because ultimately my label is mentally ill that i could fathom that a multi multi multi million dollar artist like you would be interested in my website that hasn’t made any money is my grandiose thought that i get hospitalized for that a real artist like justin timberlake would give a fuck about my website because were around the same age is my mental illness

i think the education system changed i think that can be explained by changes made by the department of education because learning via computer from home sort of started for some of them and i don’t know T.I. we ain really do drugs the way they do like we did but we kept it reasonable … i don’t know i just know everything ends up working out for most people like the vast majority and everyone ends up beautiful and most people have children the environment is changing so fast i think we’ll be decades from now before we achieve a sustainable environment and can generate some kind of quality control over the culture of the kids coming in like standardized education is probably our greatest need because no one will ever see eye to eye there will always be turf wars stemming from ageism as the kids rep being kids and the adults rep being adults and then the story of the rising of a slave shuts everything down as soon as someone does business their way into intelligentsia and didn’t go to an intelligentsia school i haven’t seen that word in a long time you can keep your illuminaudi i’ma roll with intelligentsia nothing that was a little side step in this concept here but we just need a picnic and some weed and we good

if you want to make america great again like if you really want to do it invest in physique 100% whatever we have to do to look sexy is the price we pay to live the finest lives

isn’t this the goal for a man this is DICK formerly LIL DICKY now he’s DICK and he’s clearly a man he has man taste in women like i’m a man i am currently repulsive not attractive like i am pushing people away and i’m fat and have colored teeth and a balding nut sack and i have exzema now on my thighs for some reason i think it was some soap i used at my folks place my only hope is to lose 50lbs somehow i don’t like myself fat i like being thin and recently i spent 2 months at my folks house while some business was being handled and in that time i gained 60lbs i ate three meals a day starting with 2 bowls of milk and chex cereal every morning and i blew up now i’m fat and ugly and negative instead of thin and beautiful and positive

i think a good question is why do we drink cow’s milk and we’re people, that’s weird. I will admit that is weird even though I like the taste of it. I think realistically we would be better off drinking woman’s milk and i think that’s how polite we are we found a different milk to drink than woman milk because factory production of women’s milk is mean even though the industrial revolution affected every life form in the universe entirely that those uncaring people still never developed woman’s milk assembly lines like bottom line this is a very polite planet and you can tell because of the dairy industry i think that’s how polite we are we drink cow’s milk to keep industrial farming of women from happening i think we’re nice and just a little hard on ourselves

they told me originally before all the drugs i was bipolar type one and that means i have grandiose thoughts and talk fast and i was indignant not mentally ill but going on and off meds so often affected my intelligence and i acted strangely i know that because on meds i’m pretty low key consistently taking medication leads to good behavior stopping the ingestion of psychotropic medication when i felt like it was done was a bad idea i kept going on and off meds and i smoked a little weed and i’d say my mental illness is environmental which means i can recover from my mental ill and make a full recovery or something i don’t know i’m fat i weigh 260 lbs now maybe 265 lbs this is not going well i am wracking my brain for a weightloss diet i can buy from krogers

i went to the University of Cincinnati for 10 years. I started off in 1999 in Digital Design which was a responsive field to the pop of the internet like there was an internet and there was digital design it’s something the professors felt necessary. I did fine freshman year i got good grades and it was a shock to the system the work ethic. I went to london for a year and studied digital design. I came home was in digital design. I did fine on the graphics I suffered in programming. I eventually 5 years in attended McMicken Arts and Sciences and went there for 5 years pursuing a degree. I really went to University. Then since i was on SSDI the entire time the Department of Education offered to pay my student loans back so long as I never get loans again. The contract would reverse. I had to pass on graduate school because I couldn’t afford it. If I go to school again it would have to be a scholarship and I Can make no promises but your offering here sounds interesting i live on SSDI with NO STUDENT DEBT I just can’t take out more debt. It’s all paid for. https://slushpile.github.io is my current portfolio. i’m nick

i know ya’ll just because you’re so anti religion you thought it was fine to put a neuralink in a quadraplegic’s head as a human test subject to roll it out to people that don’t need it so you can make your money and you’re the same scientists that want to send people to mars so they can just die and that’s about it you’re the same scientists that designed the war machine and 500 nuclear missiles while me and my humanities degree does something like slushpile dot github dot io and just tries to sell some advertising space on a website on the new thing you developed that put the old one i was going to work at out of business dicks ya’ll evil outweigh your good in terms of the church for the weird shit you do you should be persecuted and the only scientists that aren’t persecuted do something useful with their talent of knowing the scientific method really ya’ll fawkwits that can’t be left alone

i just did some self reflecting and as an artist that needs to be constantly consuming art supplies this computer puts a quabash on that i have plenty of paper plenty of ink plenty of shelf space i think i need a dot com for my birthday in october and a regular supply of comic books just to be cool but i have a camera that doesn’t need film and photoshop that doesn’t need chemicals i’d say like this is a new art era because artists have carte blanche to explore their pursuits and have not to worry about art supplies we have all of that we can handle

like it’s instant now but 4x the speed of my internet would lead to things like wondering if i could outsource my local server i never bought do i need a server in my home for hosting video if i can offload that onto like a bank that i would trust to keep my files for safe keeping and historical archiving purposes like my main concern that 4x internet would help is historical i want to preserve my writing for the historical record i’m interested in being in a Norton Anthology like i’m 43 years old and thinking about my legacy i leave behind and organizing these files or putting a website with a company that won’t go out of business is how i am doing that

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i was regularly inspired by the holodeck on star trek, the false world in the matrix , eternal sunshine of a spotless mind , total recall , vanilla sky , lawnmower man etcetera i did a decent recall there but the concept at least is in detail pitched that this is a false reality … in detail … i’m 43 i have no way of knowing if what i experience is real i mostly wonder what this is real or fake reality it’s still fucking mysterious i think i’m interested in the mystery in a world inside a world and in a world that makes the world the world was created somehow but the other night it occurred to me that the fact that i am human is evidence this isn’t real like this is too perfect is my theory

really the only thing keeping me from moving to london or munich is the body snatchers like i care about the people that take up space in my head they’re nice so like the air force is working with me or GE or someone is tuned in to my frequency if i went to germany i would go to graduate school for german i could do it here i need a german grammar book and i can basically take it from there like a german grammar book teaches me all possible sentences for the most part and then reading books gives me insight into vocabulary but i don’t know i’m not lonely because of the voices that take over my head they’re the reason i don’t mind my situation much

i know you think i’m weird but mentally ill really? i’m weak from the coddling the last ten years like i’m soft because of the care i have received the comprehensive care has made me weak and soft that’s true … you think i’m too mentally ill to work in an office but i have to manage an apartment all by myself that gets extra use from the extra time i am living here i’ve lived in an apartment for 15 years almost now and the only problems really have been brought on by other people wanting to live with me and i caved and let them and then my case manager found out and she told the folks and i had to evict them and they’re friends and just that entire equation i had to learn what a nigga would do to your place if you let him and i couldn’t stop them … i had to learn that there are people that will make your shit their shit that was surprising and i know what i would have done in their situation i would have gone down to the homeless shelter and got set up with a place but naw they were just going to squat on me every friend i had took advantage of me living alone … weird … i’m less naive now by a little bit … i feel immature i feel like 43 is a more robust age than i experience now like i still see childish elements in me and youth and i’m supposed to be hardened adult

you can do things about World War III. don’t get caught being the richest man on earth only to think War is an unstoppable force brought about by nature … war is a decision that is made in the wake of a failed diplomatic efforts … war is stoppable … never think for a second that war is an accident or an act of nature it’s not it’s congressional and parliamentarian decision making. the USA deciding to invade the Middle East; it’s Russia Invading the Ukraine; it’s Israel invading Palestine; it’s a thing a man decides to do we can shut down weapons proliferation by shutting down weapons development, you’re about 50 now probably by 65 the world is yours and you’re at the top of the food chain healthy and strong and full of GOOD and at that point will you assist or will you achieve world peace, every generation has the chance to experience and bring world peace in total on earth but it’s will the decision be made …

i’m probably mentally ill because i opened a twitter account and wrote katy perry for 2 years thinking at some point she would respond with a thanks or something and that’s probably my mental illness if i’m honest thinking that i’m on a katy perry level jay z level when i’m from Cincinnati? something like that like they never sat me down and explained to me what my mental illness is they just prescribed me pills i didn’t take until 15 years into the treatment and then figured out okay you’re not supposed to stop taking them okay i get it now i had to trick my bipolar self into doing the right thing and it’s still on and poppin but comparing myself to jay z having no money and trying to chat with creative money on the basis that i’m creative too is my mental illness … you could describe that in the DSM – 6 PERSONAL WORTH PERVERSION could be the name of the illness

i think vivek is talking about the transition from the greatest generation to our generation when he talks about removing merit in the world of law and the world of science and academia and sports and on the job … i’m 43 years old i was part of the old system and then i realized it’s not that anymore i already knew what he said there before he said it and i figure what’s happening is to be an employee means to be mediocre there is no greatness in the employee caste it’s easy enough now to get resources and people because of the internet that our generation is faced with our greatest are forced to do it themselves like i’m from a generation that is grass roots and that makes sense the SAT and the BAR exam were tools developed by our parents and their grand parents and then the internet came out and now everything is different and GREATNESS is in the office 24/7 and sometimes they’re at star bucks getting a latte before they go back to tweeting just saying our parents needed employees … now we have babysitting and if you don’t need babysitting get that money

meh never let it go unsaid that you were a poor speaker never let it be said that you were poor in spirit vivek is rich in spirit and i know that is true but you said something about God something like God is Real and I know god is real God is not used to getting such a powerful acknowledgement god is as real as we want god to be the god i believe in is the god of the unknown for the god i know to be true is the god we create as a people and i for one would like to hear you speak more about god for as for me personally i create god i generate god i manifest god in my writing i create god a god so real there can be no greater god than the god i draft on these rectangles of light that i send around the world the god i believe in is the greatest god there can be there is no limit on the god i create and that is the greatest god to me the god i produce is the god i believe in

I can’t even get a newsletter off the ground … https://slushpile.github.io and i would do a newsletter for Slushpile Magazine but the audience is global there’s nowhere to meet i wanted to work with a restaurant because their audience is real and is local and a newsletter about local events for local people makes sense but i’m not starting a restaurant i’m too unclean i’m a man of some kind i’m not a detail oriented cleaner if it looks close i’m like fine, but a restaurant you can’t just be fine with you have to be meticulous and that’s not me but back in the early 2000’s he was driving a mclaren and i was living with my folks going to the university when he was knee deep in pay pal i had no clue how a major project that paid finances even worked i was trained for employee work and 20 years later i find myself doing some kind of entrepreneur work of some kind i don’t know i’m a little put off by the entire experience of making money it’s like god knew i was like this so he worked some magic and now i have an apartment near my folks and couldn’t ask for more i’m some kind of vincent van gogh knock off in the digital age i just hope i die with both my ears

@WCPO @POTUS @DEFJAM @NAACP i was raised on knowing, knowing firm and for certain that we were looking for aliens but i would hope the aliens would not make plans to stay long; our planet cannot get along with itself but it thinks an alien race can come down and claim land to allow itself to be explored on and to explore THE RACES of the planet have to get along and i point out each race is like a different breed of dog we’re all human the way they’re all dogs and each dog species is different and has different attributes to it just like each breed of human has it’s own attributes but we have to make this work if for no other reason than to practice living with aliens shouldever they arrive we have small differences we have to get over as people between ourselves with an alien race the differences would most likely be great and we would still need to get along with them we have to practice getting along because the medication i take for bipolar type one is certain of this we here are certain me and the medication that getting along with different races is paramount and cornerstone and key to a viable future whatever major future works were being planned lets scrap them for now and focus on racial healing before we make plans to go to the moon lets make certain each continent is at peak performance

@POTUS @WCPO fuck i never thought of this before but on social media you can be really singled out by some people whose morals you don’t really know like being prolific on twitter or facebook i have no insight whatsoever into how facebook feels about my writing or potus or wcpo but i feel like if there was a problem it would be because of classist reasons like clearly mark zuckerberg and elon musk and vivek ramaswamy and donald trump and joe biden are in an unfathomably higher social caste than i am, being single and living on Social Security Disability Income … something that happened a long time ago that probably affected this mind set was the countless youth church events that taught us money is worthless it’s about the content of a person and i sort of see that now with business plans like mine is https://slushpile.github.io but if i ever change that $10 to $100 and start doing business i’ll be impressed but for right now it’s just $10 an ad a month and it’s a practice and i’m right on schedule … two places i read that 45 years old was the average age to start a business and one time i read that 35 was the average age to start a business well i have a business i have a way to occupy my time and somehow i have to interest other people in it enough to pay me $10 for a month of time on my website … and i might also be aware that someone somewhere thinks it’s unfair that i get to use the internet while on disability even though i have been using the internet since 2002 and notice most people think it’s garbage because they can’t read and can’t type any kind of way i was raised on reading and i learned to type at a young age so the internet fits into my life line entirely but unless you know how much reading occurs in my entire family this would appear as something that your family might not do so you think there’s something wrong with it … classism … what is my rank? i’m older than mark zuckerberg by a couple years and have a university degree and he’s a harvard drop out that runs a humanities business …i wrote a book and now it’s on my website and i want to approach people to sell advertising so i can smoke some weed … there’s really no reason for me to make money i’m on disability i’m 43 and this suits me i got beat up so much having nothing and not having to deal with people appeals to me and that’s the offer the state of ohio presents me with and i accept it

well you’re timing is off … you don’t realize this is america where spanx can garner you $2 billion dollars nothing big ever happened to us … you took your south african dreams and your canadian education and then you attended a marque USA university and you prepared yourself for a world where https://slushpile.github.io $10 a month advertising is more the american speed … you should error on the side of watch it happen because this is america well i should say contemporary america anything necessary has been done and is being done and your constant effort to start this multi planetary society involving mars is just african hustle like your sliding past people less intelligent than you and taking their money on the promise that you’ll send their grand kids to mars to start a new planet with only supplies they can get from earth you have to be constantly supplying mars at this point and nothing you’re a fool you’re America’s fool i’m laughing at you but there’s no wrong way to spend a life every life produces a story and you know what you did and that’s your life … all that is left for my life is to lost 50lbs and smoke weed and then from that point just develop daily essays and pass time every day …

@POTUS @WCPO @VivekGRamaswamy watching vivek never ceases to amaze me i am turned on by his powerful rhetoric but turned off by what he’s actually cumulatively saying … does he have to be in favor of 3/4ths of government being shut down and does he have to be in favor of term limits? like wut? he’s a young guy like he’s in the first third he’s a pipsqueak with a really impressive squeak but i don’t know is his political science such that he knows these aren’t entirely popular views like is he trying to participate but not compete so these are the views he’s espousing but even he knows these are weak planks on a platform maybe for a reason he’s doing this he’s not actually running for president he’s running for a cabinet position which i think he’s getting with donald trump but nothing i hear he can raise some serious money that’s cool does he magically know how to do that or at harvard and yale do they teach a course in fund raising because i studied entrepreneurship which was like a capstone course where i learned college IS a trade school where you learn to trade your intellect for things cash wares food whatever … i never learned to fund raise never took a class in it never saw a class offered and the alumni association of the university of Cincinnati is shitty … hold on … that’s not a bad idea organizing the University of Cincinnati Alumni Association that would be cool

@Potus @wcpo i never thought of abortion in regards to the hippocratic oath … if it’s do no harm … does that mean do no harm to mothers and newborns … does harming a fetus violate the hippocratic oath … i think it might i’m not an abortion theologian but i have thought personally that the one person in this entire equation no one ever mentions is the abortion doctor i think it’s fucked up that we would need enough dead fetuses that someone’s full time job would be abortion that’s dubious ethically to me … but then there is are we even trying to be an ethical society? ethics are important to an ethics driven population with the amount of crime i see on television like i care about the abortion debate but if you go to the grocery store with me and see what i see i don’t know if you don’t care about your lineage why should we that’s my bottom line principle i think if you made love to a man or woman and now there’s a pregnancy if the two of you were just having fun and don’t want a child then okay fine you achieved the meaning of life and then killed the baby you achieved you achieve baby on earth there is no higher calling and you killed it at an abortion clinic and you asked this stranger to do it for you … abortion and aborting a fetus i think personally my stance on abortion is you have about 2 weeks from when you had sex to see if you’re pregnant and in the 2 to 4 week stage of a pregnancy i am in favor of abortion when it’s goo but there are people that would provide love for your child if you just saw it through and became a woman i don’t know i love the abortion conversation because my first thought on the topic was it’s women’s choice and then later in life i was like … well … you did the dance … i’m single and 43 and a university graduate and a web master and my child if i had them today i would never know who they were like when it comes to family i fucked up but i succeeded pretty much everywhere else i accomplished everywhere else i don’t know if i succeeded i have no friends and my best friends are in their 70’s and they’re my parents and i have a sister and a case manager and that’s about it but abortion needs a master https://www.kialo.com/ debate like point for point like the federal government might tip the hat to kialo and use it on the government floor as a debate tool that costs and manifests lives ultimately my final stance is it’s up to women the man gets her pregnant but she decides the rest of it i think the most honest stance of mine is women’s choice is the main issue here it’s her body it’s her decision asking a woman to go through with a pregnancy she doesn’t want is an evil form of torture as i work through this one so ultimately i come back around to pro choice men have little they CAN say on this issue

@POTUS @WCPO maybe open the PUBLIC ALLIES branch of Americorps and get something for what you are paying out have people try out social work … your college crowd receiving student aid is your prime social services class and the thing is they’ll love it it’s so college … i ended up promising to make less than $16,000 a year in exchange for internet access a computer and an apartment … i’m debt free but i do intelligence work online for the federal government ; it’s either that ; or ; i a get freemium money and do shit like this online … that’s both sides of the coin

@POTUS @WCPO i thought of this last night well how new is the computer … my grandparents didn’t have one … my folks got one for my education … and i have one now … and it has internet … and it maybe the poverty destroyer … i don’t feel poor sir Mister President I don’t feel poor and i get groceries and live in an apartment alone like this is new like YOUR advice for how to live with the computer is weak I live with the computer and i need food and adobe and like this is weird because THE TRADITION starts with my generation like we’ll fuck with this thing and then pass our fuck wit wit our children like my kid is going to see me doing this and he’ll probably be a protege what do i want my kid to be GOOD WITH A COMPUTER firstly like an 18 year old with expert typing skills that i’ve been forcing to write poems for 12 years is what i was planning on leaving behind

@POTUS @WCPO i think he knows what happened to the dinosaurs a billion years ago ??? and he wants humans to be on mars so that we have people that would survive another apocalypse and he’s willing to sacrifice humans on top of humans on mars building a civilization one mass of flesh at a time and his concept of goodness is juvenile to be involved in that it’s the sending the humans part that i take issue with nasa doesn’t get hate mail from me because they’re sending robots he’s quoted as saying he needs there to be an multiplanetary existence for humans and mars is his perp that he keeps shilling it would just be death though like the finest engineers laid the way to a moon mission which has led to 0 deaths and the moon is a safe place to send people its’ right there mars is way over there how do i put this elon musk in wanting to be good IS doing evil and he looks at it that way too like he thinks he’s the very person that started the mars colony that led to the development of the first martian city and i don’t think the body politic is ready at all for what he is proposing i watch his lectures and his shows and i see a lack of granular detail in his understanding of what it would take to make a manned mars mission work i think he’s a fool and you can be a fool in america it’s possible i’m a fool for thinking this desktop computer of mine is valuable … i make it valuable is all i can say but i was thinking of this recently my co-ops with hasbro and eric doepke those 6 months of work have been my only full time checks as an adult … i don’t know … i need to study mars missions a little more and develop a deeper understanding of what he is proposing but i think he plans to send people hand over fist to mars and rack up a body count in the name of progress

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i have been engaging myself in work since 2018 at this apartment i signed onto i have https://slushpile.github.io i wrote the book in 2011 but the photography work was done this year and the rest of it was done in the last 2 years and i would have more but i spent 33k tweets on X twitter so i’m usually writing on twitter but i find time to write my own work for me and my personal life … i think working on a website is pretty engaging … updating a website is motivational for me the thought that i’m not done with my website yet and knowing that when i am done KABLOW there’s the next website to work on and i think that’s cool like AS FAR AS I CAN TELL you’re supposed to keep slightly busy all the time so that when something important happens you’re primed and ready to go like we’re always on retainer wherever we are until we’re needed so most of it is bullshit but when it’s not bullshit we’re all practiced up so it looks right when we do it

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i doubt his career is a blueprint if i’m honest i’m more interested in getting into the professional writing world. i would like to have written a paper for the Atlantic or Cincinnati Magazine … i see this that elon musk did i see that i think it would be a good fit for me to continue writing and to continue to develop these emotional tones that i have been hitting lately to really keep practicing and fall in line with the template which is don’t plan on making anything important until you turn 50 in writing like that’s the average i’m 43 it’s not far away i see myself getting involved in writing professionally around 2030 until then i’ll just keep playing with these emotions that i am starting to deal with in my writing these fighting words i have been playing with these bloody critiques of another human being that is seeking leadership like the NATION if i wrote for THE NATION and write a compelling political piece … i can be evocative of other things but so long as i keep focusing on writing in this writing world i think i can reach my most appropriate position in life … it’s not hard to write but how much of me should you read? i’m in your inbox everyday do i need to quit the internet and go straight 1980s and start buying up magazines from a book store and books do i need an early 1990’s diet of information or should i stay online and keep worshipping god on this … worship god online or off i’m not sure which

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@katyperry my universe just spun out of control and aimed GET ROLLING STONE directly at my pineal gland like it reminded me that i could WRITE for rolling stone that a teenage kid reading rolling stone is cool and the tweets are great … how about a 40 year old adult reading Rolling Stone and mailing physical copies of letters addressed to Rolling Stone with my website https://slushpile.github.io prominently identified in the literature i would send them … i didn’t think of that at first 2 hours ago i was thinking my youthful self would have benefited from this set up and then the Universe THEE UNIVERSE was like or YOU could get a copy a copy of Rolling Stone as an adult and not only WRITE rolling stone but you as an adult can write these bands ON X not twitter it’s X as much as you hate X as a brand be an X man

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@katyperry alright now the universe was like same idea as read rolling stone but not reading rolling stone checking out the youtube videos of the music videos and write the articles on YOUR website and BE rolling stone the Universe just wanted to see what i would write but as usual i have the wrong idea … same concept as READ ROLLING STONE WRITE ARTISTS but write the artists you remember like what is Sarah McLachlan up to? does Madonna remember I’ll Remember because I do? does Britney Spears smoke now? like who do you rememeber? write them

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my sister asked me how i have been doing and i told her i took a couple thousand photographs and used generative fill on about 25 of them and she asked in her very polite corporate way she wanted to know if anyone asked me to do that and i said no i was spending my time wisely and she said oh wisely and that was the end of it but i caught just a note and that’s all it would be but i caught a note of how she’s spending her time better than me and i did basic studies and i’m 43 right now and right in line with starting a healthy business at 45 just like the average age would be when starting a business i have seen a couple figures mid 30’s to mid 40’s is when someone gets started and i got held up a bunch of times so i’m right in line with 2 studies i read and 10 years older than the average of another study i read about average age of starting a business … that i have been studying art for 20 years and am bringing it home … i know i have skills i can pass on to children … i know that … i’m in newfoundland basically with the internet everyone that shit on it and doesn’t know what it’s for and it looks like it’s there to make it easier to start a business … i don’t really want to start a company because no one worked as hard as me … so i have https://slushpile.github.io and i’m at a point where i can rent advertising space i’m 2 years ahead of the game by one metric and 7 years behind by another all of it doesn’t matter because timings are out the window when it comes to starting a business online because people really think you have to go through google or facebook to experience advertising and i know it’s a jpeg file in an index.html page what people never bothered to learn is their problem … i learned how to learn as well studying the internet so nothing … rhetoric … shpeel … writing …

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@taylorswift13 i saw you made $4.1 Billion dollars on your tour and i decided i’m going to be broke forever i have https://slushpile.github.io that is my recent work and i’m hoping to rent out a $10 advertisement slot on that website … i don’t mind disability income … i don’t know what life is going to be like without my parents but it just gets harder to live this life and i’m cool with that my only thought is to stack up as much work as i possibly can and work on being famous since rich ain something i’m built for … i’m really not built for rich i am built for fame … rich i went to church most of my life and my subconscious mind doesn’t trust riches and money i only really like money when i’m the one spending it i’m not comfortable receiving money

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you need merch and your own website see i’m getting statistics with google analytics on https://slushpile.github.io and feel free to copy the design of that website that’s it’s basic intent to be a low tech way of presenting content that really anyone with a serious intent to study web design can take advantage of … i fucked around with websites enough to know that a solid HTML5 website as bare bones as mine is a necessary component in a rookie’s education in web design you can get to the point where my design isn’t enough for you but that’s only because you’re nervous you’re missing out on something and it’s all right there waiting for you … you can copy that design remix it slide it up and down move it around you can do that with it and get to the point where it’s not enough for you or get to the point where you’re grateful someone did the work for you

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well it’s mass confusion how do you deal with someone that doesn’t speak very well and you need to explain to them the philosophical construct that what you are looking for is not here … how do you explain to a spanish speaking immigrant that has less than nothing that has a bag with some things in it that just walked 100 miles that america is not where they think it is like this is a nation with a mind set and if you think it ‘s here you’re not ready to be here what am i saying unless you’re capable of building up your city where you are you’re not american material … everyone in the USA knows how to build the USA from nothing and none of the USA citizens think in terms of going somewhere like it’s OVER THERE … did any of these migrants use the internet to at least set up a VRBO or an AIRBNB did they submit job applications in the city they were moving to i’m saying the USA is a bright nation where everyone works … i work i’m doing work like this it’s what i can do i’m not watching television on disability and just fading away i am trying to make something of myself right here and they told me i’m mentally ill and they told i’m not mentally ill in New York City and i’m still here because my family is close by … just saying … they’re confused they are looking for something externally that you can only find internally

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it would be weird if i cared about america as much as he does like america beat me up a good bit like i was bullied by the state until i did what it wanted me to do talking 15 years of state sanctioned bullying to take some pills but the pills work that is true it’s just that they could have done a better job explaining what it was all about. this is where i live and i watch the videos and i hear the rhetoric and no one lives in a worse country than vivek ramaswamy like the america he lives in is the shittiest version of america i live in an america where we go to sleep at night wake up bulllshit all day and then go back to bed the only thing i think about america is our shit comes from somewhere like whatever goes into making furniture and then the work that goes into the tools you make the furniture with the houses the cars like he’s making his way to the top and i think he’s asking the wrong questions i think the right questions have to do with where did this shit come from? like i want to see flow charts that’s me though … it always happens vivek does a freestyle i listen to it and then i have to figure out how he learned to talk so well because i don’t talk nearly as good as he does and i listened to just as much rap as him

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man no one is including me because i’m the only person in cincinnati that has a portfolio i submit work like https://slushpile.github.io to the creative department and they never get back to me … you can’t include someone on your team that is smarter than your boss and is starting out at entry level and has more experience from personal studies in general than your entire team … like i have to sell these advertisements on this website or stay broke forever i was forced into doing it my way and i just wanted a job the entire purpose for going to college the entire reason why i did it is because i was told it’s a competitive job market and a degree makes you stand out and it’s not a competitive job market ida been better off dropping out of college and would have been fine because i would have fit in better

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@WCPO @POTUS i developed my first Artificial Intelligence fear that can be defeated by turning your computer off. But if there was an A.I. that singled me out on my smart phone, television, and desk top computer i could be spooked out at first if the computer started talking to me through my media like the BROAD part of broad casting is taking a back seat the possibility that you can be entirely singled out like if mark zuckerberg didn’t like me personally he has the power to single me out based on my IP address ? and leveling like my phone television and internet could all develop a fascination with fecal matter and my neighbors wouldn’t be affected for instance like it can get personal is my only fear and he has a lot of power … this post here is like a 2084 type of mental entity

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it’s probably best that i don’t have a job because i would get fired i should probably do my own thing https://slushpile.github.io i have ad space to rent out … i was given the option to live this lifestyle and i keep reupping ; be poor … it’s nice … i would lose my nut if i took time off to grow and develop and came back to a termination proceeding … i’ve been to other countries for extended periods of time in my formative years so my tolerances are intense … why do they want to hire a new teacher to take her place? what do teachers grow on trees just all kinds of people with teaching degrees? is this a habit of hers? i have a major problem with corporate america and their interest in firing someone after one incident, that was human … she has a record put it on her records and take note she didn’t take off two weeks she took off two days and quite frankly in more developed nations that’s not a problem that’s only a problem in 2nd world nations that don’t have much experience … who would they replace her with? why do they act like those people grow on trees? the only issue i have with this report as it is written is that she snuck away to the concert where if she had let some people know she was leaving and if she put together a substitute kit for her class that would have been smoother …

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the reason there is not stronger opposition to weapons in general is because of people like john lennon and john fitzgerald kennedy if people didn’t feel unsafe speaking out against guns more people would speak out against guns like no one can take credit for a world without guns because the fear is that person would get killed i’m in favor of a weaponless world a world where you can’t have a gun at home at the bar or even now that you bring it up on a college campus nowhere guns in no places on no one and in fact that we would repeal the 2nd amendment that’s the lethal political move repealing the 2nd amendment and taking the power of life and death out of random people’s hands fuck guns … guns are evil there is no good gun the system of guns is the problem the fact that one person made a gun and now someone wants one just like it and quite frankly the only legal gun is a black powder rifle there is always a lot of discussing how the fore fathers those wing nuts took a stance that everyone deserved the right to own a weapon which was meant to hunt with to survive and quite frankly the well-regulated militia part gets forgotten quite often and the fact that the gun they had a right to was an awkward piece of equipment a smooth polished glock in the hands of youth is not what they were talking about when they talked about guns i’m looking at weapons of death in a time period where no one needs a gun … fuck guns fuck gun owners fuck gun manufacturers fuck gun production raw materials fuck gun design fuck it fuck the entire infrastructure of the gun elon musk can change the world by taking you to mars i can change the world by writing essays like this

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i pay $625 for a one bedroom in my home town of North College Hill and I’m on Social Security Disability Income, and my folks help me out and take me to the grocery store twice a month, where i use my SNAP EBT card to buy groceries … i spend most of my time with $0 in the bank and i pay for the internet and am on the 6th year with my current desk top computer and i have a university degree and that’s paid for through the department of education and i have https://slushpile.github.io. i know github can handle hosting and they do and i just produced a lead on a web design client which is mount healthy high school where i would be assisting them with their online school paper. i know how to go 2 weeks with $0 i keep busy i wouldn’t say i’m blessed i take medication i get by on about $825 a month and $300 food stamp and i’m almost independent if i could sell $200 in ads on my website a month i would be fully independent and in line with my disability requirements on income. i just need $200 a month to pay an uber to the grocery store and i’m entirely independent and working and a good catch for a man that had a unique opportunity and didn’t squander it with the unique opportunity being SSDI.

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@POTUS @WCPO you know what the statue of liberty is something the USA should work on it’s the wrong color … i’ll just counter point this but the statue of liberty says “give us your tired your poor your huddled masses ” why can’t they stay? we have 300,000,000 people … india has 1 billion china has 2 billion people … it might be that how close to capacity are we because we can almost use all the people we can get and our future looks tan like and full of mutts … we do something that causes people to want to be here so since game recognize game let them come here maybe they could work in our fast food restaurants since it would be better than working in a field or the jungle and they would be peachy keen about something 6th generation americans sort of avoid service like that … i don’t know … that’s sort of nazi to be about 40,000,000 people being deported that’s never been done before thats the largest deportation vivek is here with his LEGAL immigrant parents like he’s so proud that his parents came here legally he wants to take it out on people that didn’t come here legally as though he almost knows what a law is … a law is like a suggestion it’s suggested you don’t do this or else this will happen but if we just accept these migrants that puts on good solid ground with south america i would think for taking care of their people and the north american free trade agreement is more possible if it’s a good thing to do if we took in 40,000,000 southern americans and central americans NAFTA IS REQUIRED TO WORK OUT LIKE IF we want a good trade deal with mexico that’s going to fucking happen because we have so many of their people up here just saying i think VIVEK is talking about doing something difficult like deporting that many people and he’s a first generation american sort of strange to hear a first generation american talk about deportation of the largest kind

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it’s like knowing i probably use twitter the wrong way you would have to always be studying the comments of a couple people to see me … i never use the main entryway at the top i always leave comments in the comments sections of other people … i don’t know what i would do with a lot of followers … if they weren’t followers but if they were subscribers i would care more i don’t like the insinuation that i’m a cult leader because i have so many followers … i’m more interested in being read by a couple people and then really i don’t need them i need to write what i write to get it out of my system because this is weird so this is weird me being weird just leaving messages for people that muted me but i take a work like this live and from the field and i post it in a file i am using fodder like this to write a book with … after i get about 200 of these mini essays from twitter i’m going to take them and try to publish in hard cover

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i graduated from North College Hill in the Valedictorian Advanced Placement Class and then I attended the University of Cincinnati and studied design for five years and lived abroad for a year and went on to study fine art and German and journalism and English literature I attended for a grand total of 10 years and then went into social work and now have an apartment in NCH where I live on retirement and study the internet I’m 43 years old.

I have a sketch for a financially profitable website that the city of Mount Healthy may be interested in … it’s a website that serves the purpose of being a school newspaper that covers the school experience by publishing high school papers that a public can view and take note of. i think a high school newspaper that covers the high school experience could be very interesting and profitable it’s not like a school news paper that is only discussed in the community at school this would be the first time this is done world wide and i think businesses would pay a premium to promote their business on a new idea …

This is my hypothesis that Mount Healthy could be the first school to go all in on promoting it’s students schoolwork as fodder for advertising and that an international effort would be put into leading the way in a manifestation of the internet whose job is generate a profit.

i’m not the only person that can get this job done because i can only code a static page but that is the work that is necessary before someone that knows PHP can come in and code the site they can’t work until they know what they are working on and i have https://slushpile.github.io as a sample of my work

i’ll say this … i think this is a pretty good pitch you need money and i think i have an idea that could make money i’m from north college hill i live in north college hill i could take the bus right over and say hi

i need a team to accomplish this but everyone becomes necessary on the team because i wrote this much. YOU currently have a resource that I am looking to take advantage of your school papers are currently garbage and i think they could turn into gold if we published them online for the whole world to see …

I need graduate work and this could be it. I get ignored most of the time online so forgive the lack of visuals and recorded material. This is a feeler tweet … what do you think?

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it shouldn’t matter if i trust him it’s more does the speaker of the house trust him … he shouldn’t have much to do with the public that’s on the state house and state senator positions and the local mayors and city councils … the president should only affect congress and that’s about it i shouldn’t have to care or feel obligated to vote for my life

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we need a commander in chief that’s going to be about doing what we did yesterday do that today and we’ll do that tomorrow we need a president thats interested in experiencing peace just day in day out peace and keeping peace as the status quo we need a potus that’s going to do what it takes to push the paper we need a president that doesn’t have a lot of preconceived notions about what a president is supposed to do in other words we need a potus that’s interested in doing the least they can do to get the job done like we need a potus that knows the job description and presides over congress just sort of eyeballs them gets some paper work from them looks it over basically signs off on it since this ain new shit to no one and then goes in the white house living room and sits down and watches CNN for 4 hours before he takes a nap

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@WCPO @POTUS i know she’s fat but i’m fat too i’m fat at 256lbs i have a tummy i never really had a tummy before this is the first i’ve had to lose weight since 2009 back then i was eating two bowls of cereal and i had chipotle and a sandwich before bed and i was on some pills that had a side effect of weight gain … this time the weight gain was because i ate 3 meals a day like my folks when i stayed with them for 2 months i’m only supposed to eat 1 meal a day but they’re strong about it they didn’t put up with not eating so i gained weight so if i can lose this weight i’ll have white teeth i’m not smoking and i have a slim physique that’s fuckable with the apartment like maybe i can get laid on this budget but if i’m going to get laid i need major pieces to the puzzle in place like again not smoking, white teeth, slim weight and an apartment … i can get that guy laid but first i need to lose the weight and work on the teeth whitening next year at this time i’ll go to frickers and try and meet someone

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@Potus @WCPO is there a homosexual holy book? they sort of dawdle around straight ceremonies like oh and yeah us too like if you wouldn’t mind but they need to start an LGBT religion like they need to develop their own ceremony i think my main issue with gays and lesbians is that they haven’t done the work on behalf of their people to achieve their stated goals like that’s a jesuit cross behind them and they sort of had to put a cleric out to accomplish this celebration of what? possible anal? possible oral? two dudes making out? i mean what’s the promise here? when it’s a ceremony for straight people it’s the start of a journey that answers all her questions, he is with me, and we are going to have a child that’s what the ceremony is for this bastardization in the name of idiocy like you can’t be too bright and be homosexual to want to take it this far like there has to be something wrong with you.

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@WCPO @POTUS why do 100,000,000 people have a say in who gets to be president? like i’m pretty up on news and i get a sound bite of knowledge on the presidential issue every couple days like we’re not qualified to elect the president as a proletariat why not let the government employees elect the president like the houses and the senates and the judicial and the treasury and the military like the people that the president is going to have an effect on why not ask them to vote and just them the fuck a 45 minute long debate between two old men going to do to affect my vote my infantile miniscule 1/100,000,000th power vote … i’m just saying vivek here is asking for more pomp and pageantry on television and i’m pointing out that i don’t need to be approached by the media as though my vote counts when it doesn’t it really doesn’t and my voice doesn’t count and my actions don’t count and nothing about me has anything to do with affecting a government decision … i’m just really curious in my old age why would you let the proletariat have a say in anything the government is 1,000,000 people strong that’s plenty a group of people that the right decision would naturally be decided i’m just saying you have a cohort of a voting block that works for the government why not ask them i just get information in between naked bitches shaking their ass so my vote is sort of weak

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@POTUS @WCPO i don’t think being hyper exposed to fertile looking women for days at a time is a good idea like i’m fucked up in the head if there was a fertile woman in my aparmtment and it was just me and her i wouldn’t know how to behave i’m so branded on her type and her twearking and pushing her tits together and licking her nipples like shit like that i’m branded with that so i would just react by setting her to work watching the television while i did my computer thing i would be mean to her is what i am saying i think the next time the first time i’m alone with a woman in my apartment i’m going to be on defense like bitch this is a date with me you get to be in my apartment and then like while she’s on the other side of the room i might ask her a question to get something started like where did you go to high school? like use being mean as a way to set the rules and then casually chit chat with her i mean i know we can get down to having kids once we’re alone but i’m thinking like at least next year like who are you? we start off as strangers that know what can happen between a man and a woman when we’re alone and we know we’re supposed to do that every chance we get but i’m old so i think in terms of taking it slow like i was a heated dude in my twenties but in my 40’s i’m more like hey what if you visited for like 1 hour and then left and we didn’t touch and we dated?

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your insurance stories are famous Progressive ($5.7 billion) is the business most populated with money in ohio and yet you just had a story where it couldn’t be afforded to fix her home after flood even though they still get payments next month it’s like out of their glut of cash they take for emergencies it’s not like they have a static amount of money as they pay to fix the problems they gain the authority to be in the insurance business; insurance is about fixing problems and again they don’t have a fixed income they get money every month so it’s its not even like they can go out of business and they would secure their position in business more if they helped this woman out and her kind after a flood because it always looks like according to John Matarese over the years that an insurance company is good for accepting money they accept money quick but they’re not in the business they’re in like they claim to be in insurance when really they’re in collections

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@WCPO @POTUS yeah see 4 hours ago i hit a roach and 4 hours later it’s sort of wearing off it would have had to be that VAPE pen like ferfuckinggawdssake i was high for 3 days and two of the days it was offputting and only the last day was kind of nice but ferfuckssake that vape pen alright maybe it was me i hit it 6 times so i had 6x IT in me but there is no fucking up weed you can eat weed and be fine have some kind of toxicologist study THC WAX SYRUP in VAPE PENS because that was a space where it didn’t come up but i’m thinking of weaker minds that was a space in THC LAND where someone not up on 988 would have killed themselves that was like a hang over as close to seweeside as i have ever been which i have never been close to seweeside but being intensely drugged for 3 days because of some casual vape pen fuck that that’s inexcusable like if we’re legalizing drugs you have to be more professional than ELI LILLY like talking FDA DRUG LABELS on WEED i want to know precisely what drug i am putting in my body food is destind to be fine not hard to figure out if something is food but DRUGS you need explicit labels on drugs and nothing this is just rhetoric at this point but yadda yadda i had a fucked up experience but it was off something i bought from a retail location STREET drugs should be the source of fucked up effects a retail outlet needs to be more up like you should have to train to sell drugs is what i’m saying like nigga you at the dispensary have a PHD in chemistry is my line

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@POTUS @WCPO i don’t need to write the 1984 treatise on what I am looking at right now when i can just do 1984 work in a tweet … I have an IP address and that IP address is in charge of my TV PHONE and INTERNET USE and I have a catalog of content i have produced and in the 1980’s my phone and my television and my magazine subscriptions couldn’t really be tracked like there was no system in place to single me out and affect my relationship to reality but with an IP address tech workers in california with their deranged sense of morality can decide my ohio born and bred sense of republicanism isn’t sexy enough or light weight enough to warrant leaving a comment for someone like Meghan Windsor (Markle) as an artist like she is like artist to artist i said something yesterday about how on Meghans Cooking show she could have a microwave and i did it because in tv land that is controversial and that’s funny to me and this morning i wake up and i find i have been demoted on facebook and now i can’t engage in my work flow that exists so i’m saying it’s about how robustly people can be singled out and a bunch of amoral college drop outs that didn’t have the kahonas to graduate from college and think about some other shit than making some cash on the tech trade like something i have been affected by the internet again and they’re not in power but mark zuckerberg is like 5 years younger than me and he has a MONSTER grip of cash he can lay on people and i’m little guy writer that just trying to do the day in day out and he singled me out its’ the ability to single someone out that i want to have addressed by congress now as a theory in THEORY someone could DIE from being singled out for their internet use especially when it has to do with poor people doing better business than rich people … that’s part of my 1984 but it’s 2024

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no one i am concerned with is stupid like Elon Musk, Mark Zuckerberg, or Vivek Ramaswamy they’re not stupid and they’re the characters in the news I study in this box because they won’t let me ignore them so i have an opinion and my opinion is it’s just facebook, it’s just twitter, it’s just a guy on television but i can’t have that opinion because i have to learn about them everyday i have to i am forced to if i want to use the internet i am forced to if i want to be in the mainstream i am forced to have an opinion of these people and not like a 1980’s HAY! I SAW THEM ON TELEVISION or MOVE TO NEW YORK CITY BECAUSE THAT’s WHERE THE ACTION IS type of opinion like i know these people’s entire business plans and for the life of me i don’t know why or how they have so many employees like if Facebook was for Mark and Twitter was for Elon and a rare appearance on C Span was Vivek Ramaswamy i think they would be fine these people should be small in my world but they are huge

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@elonmusk elon you might see this but i think the mars mission is an unspeakably evil idea that is the highest form of torture a european has ever undertaken on another human being and i think your quadraplegic neuralink patient would do better getting scalp massages and smoking weed and i think the boring company is really fucking interesting to be a part of a city in a way like that would be really intimate and i think space x is dodgy because i’ve grown in telepathic ability as you have introduced more satellites into space and i have a metal tooth filling and i just know based on what i see like it’s not hard for me to fathom a piece of technology is being used to help me communicate with people that take over my thoughts and i think you should cool out and get adobe.com and treat it like a video game as difficult as eve and then you yourself can get to the point where you are doing mars sizzle for your investors

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@POTUS @WCPO https://x.com/FightMate/status/1778713417232326860 alright here’s a white one but i wrote on facebook how i was a historical figure in the preferences section i thought that was a noteworthy preference but this planet needs therapy or something the entire planet like if it gets to the point where people are questioning the need for college and it does like fuck we’re in a society that needs proof college is worth something and like retail gets real high and mighty over it’s position in life but like college is just school it’s just something to give you a small extra ability you otherwise wouldn’t have had like daap taught me how to learn software that’s pretty much it they taught me some visual grammar lessons but that’s about it Arts and Sciences taught me some layers of national discussion and then i worked in a public television station and then i got offered to have my loans forgiven if i made less than $16,000 a year and i was like cool and that deal set the tone for this lifestyle and my best friend obtained my car from me in 2010 we signed it over to him at the DMV for no compensation but i really looked up to him even though he assaulted me with a deadly weapon twice i don’t know if i still am but i was built to be loyal and nothing why did the smartest people i ever have the chance to meet be african felons? nothing it all works out i guess i might if i was going to take up issue with something noting how much work i get done on disability i might point out that a 9 to 5 isn’t the only way to work and earlier tonight i was trying to figure out another way to get some money other than taking a job like how do i get paid to start something so that at 43 i’m the guy that earns from his business like i can’t get a job i’ve had this schedule too long like a one of my days is 3 of yours it’s just weird now you wanted to cure me of my mental illness and now i can’t do shit and before you cured me of my mental illness i could hold down a job and now i can’t now i can only do this over and over and over and over again so that i can be ready to get paid to do this

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@icespicee_ like out of new york city there are always artists to be a fan of you guys have a system that pumps them out like you’re a theatre town you’re famous for broadway for fucks sake and CATS like your church was developed by a playwright … i caught deli on youtube and dug a little deeper and found a small caraph of your work like a year after you first started posting i found you and i’m geeked i get to see how a career unfolds because my computer keeps me updated on you like youtube keeps me up on you facebook and twitter like the system knows i’m interested in you and it feeds that like there’s you and @lindayaxc and a couple bitches on my facebook feed like i follow like 5 chicks on the internet and i’m most a fan of you linda is like my girlfriend but you’re like my favorite sprout linda is like 38 years old or something you’re in your early twenties so when i get some money i was going to buy some merch from you i just want to be your fan you did something crazy like have a fat inflatable of you in NYC and i saw a mob scene in Deli unlike anything since michael jackson but your vibe must be that hot like linda is who i go home to but i take you out to dinner and give you advice on music from a subscriber to music since 1994 the first music i listened to was BOYS II MEN , MC HAMMER, and AALIYAH and i listened to them out of cassettes my folks bought me from gas stations on our drive to florida to visit my grand parents in their florida home like my grandfolks had it that they owned a winter home in florida that’s something we need to be able to afford a vacation home … i’ll keep trying to make money nothing to talk about yet

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@RickRoss you want to talk about hustling Bacall’s Cafe https://bacallscafe.com/ has this website and they told me to call back in the morning so i did and the guy did the strangest thing he picked up the phone and immediately hung up on me and i was going to do a consultation with them about how they could go about having an ad supported newsletter on their website and then i was going to talk to them about scheduling meetup.com groups during their down time to pick up some extra money and i ain get to do this work and then i had the hustle that Mount Healthy Schools was in financial trouble so I wrote them and talked about how they could have a school newspaper online that features school papers and they never responded like this is just two RECENT examples of how it really is the anointed that receive the blessings of business because i’m not anointed i don’t bear the right fruit … my side project is to write these essays on twitter and then compile them in a document and put these essays up for sale on kdp.com with a nice cover and a good introduction but nothing i offer to do business where i see myself able to help and i even figure what precisely is a college graduate supposed to do … one of the things they can do is consult and i’m trying that not even wasting people’s time honestly trying to fill in some gaps and produce some business strategy that would make some extra finance for a small business i am 43 and have been studying business now 10 years and i’m done i’m going to write and sell books and go that route and if i ever think of a way to help i’ll try to consult but i’m supposed to be an employee but they jacked up my shit with this mental illness thing and now i’m on Social Security Disability Income and have been for the last 20 years i’m 43 and i figure what better platform can i get to start a business than this and since i don’t know i’ma keep trying to make that extra $200 a month so that i can buy my weed and be done

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Mark Zuckerberg because he’s younger than me … it would be thrilling and interesting to have a conversation with someone younger than me that is more accomplished i just have https://slushpile.github.io i just have this HTML document that i finished recently and he’s been web mastering for 20 years i’ve had this github account for 3 or 4 years and he’s from the ground up from scratch built facebook and he’s handled global forms of data and myself personally at times he’s just this interesting figure in space and time and i literally want to talk to him about regulations get a scope for what they have in mind how can i help and offer to write letters on his behalf … i’d want to know how i can help in a conversation with mark zuckerberg because it is internet related and i’ve been on the internet every day since 2002

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ready to make money or ready to die

champagne problems mean i might as well not lie

sitting on disability making $800 a month

i got an apartment and some decent things for lunch

on my computer every day writing essays for fun

i graduated from the university now it’s my turn to run

so many set backs i’m used to coming back

you talking come correct i’m talking coming back

came back the same jack that might now be a king

looking for an ace with a sweet queen thing

putting myself out there like i can really do it big

i get composure knowing it’s a network the city it is

the biz is nothing knowing nothing it was here before i arrived

now i plot my own paper they have nowhere to hide

inheriting the tools of my parents generation

it’s nothing but making money the sweetest sensation

telepathic so i take comfort in the voice in my head

so many different voices it’s just my old self i shed

tears of joy and tears of laughter doing this wondering

about the moment after

what you want what you say what you think today

i got nothing to do but count chips okay

i have $0 in my bank account

its what i write that gives me my weekly allowance

just an apartment and the internet

i told her it’s just me and this double sized bed

we talking business like what can i do for you

something like https://slushpile.github.io

and make room for you

you’re rick ross i’m nick lawson

also known as nicky deep

i’m online from when i get up in the morning

until when i go to night asleep

i could write a fairy tale

and we’d all end up on top

keep that audience odd

and don’t forget to tip the cops

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@icespicee_ is this you? i’m very attracted to the way that looks i want to be a part of what that is but hold on is that how you want to portray yourself? i think you should go for princess of new york city like BE princess diana famous; and they rolled out a parade balloon version of you … i would think victorian; how can you even stand the way a g string feels between your ass cheeks how are you not pulling it out every 30 seconds nothing but that’s you … you have princess qualities i personally think you can do better but that’s me and that ruins my fantasy of you as some young slut that i just need to meet in a bar bathroom for 10 minutes alone together with. i can’t get the merch yet i would but i’m broke i’m a special kind of broke like i’m an ordained by god kind of broke or some kind but please think princess you can conquer new york city and it fits in with your princess diana narrative

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@POTUS @WCPO https://x.com/VivekGRamaswamy/status/1779704795206480009… so he’s saying we’re not exporting the immigrants because the mass illegal migration is a way to ensure votes? i don’t think the government republican or democrat needs 20 million illegal immigrants to win an election at that level like it’s easier to fix and rig an election than it is to deal with southern latin migration the entirety of south america and central america probably aren’t moving here to vote and i doubt they will vote but vivek is hot on the scene talking about the wall and the rio grande like i figure most likely the best argument i can come up with FOR illegal immigration 20 million strong is the melting pot like that’s more DNA to fuse with the white people and the black people and the asians and the eastern indians and the arabs like that’s fuel for the melting pot like so long as they know how to date the mexicans that is i think this is fine … i am also aware i am in favor of central american immigration because vivek is against it vivek presented his argument against migration and i presented my argument for migration that’s all i know … is vivek a joke? is he allowed to be serious? he has the finest speaking voice i have ever heard and he’s talking about nonsense like something doesn’t add up with vivek like if he even was close to politically correct he could light this nation up

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i’m a good man … https://slushpile.github.io … i have that website … an english literature degree … an apartment … i had a mental health issue but that hasn’t been an issue for 5 years since i started taking medication … i’m on Social Security Disability Income so I get a permanent paycheck … the issue with me is i’m poor you can’t get everything but that website is an effort to give you everything … renting ad space on it is a priority of mine and i have to tweak the Search Engine Optimization so that I get more search traffic and then as people grow interested in advertising i’ll make money … it’s a very 21st century thing i am trying here i already get money to cover my expenses so i can afford to take a chance on some speculative entrepreneurship

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@amazon i unpublished all my books from 2015 my entire test case … i should be on stable ground with you no matter what now with kdp.com because i currently have no books published i doubt you would hold it against me anything from a book that’s not for sale on your platform … i’m 130 pages into a book of essays i wrote with x.com paid service … my premise is to write essays on twitter with the latest 10,000 character limit and then publish those essays in a collection on kdp.com i can do experimental literature on kdp.com and i’m taking it really seriously i’m waiting until i have about 220 essays to publish and i’m currently at 130 so i’m about halfway there but … now that i am medicated and living on my own and all the way woke ( i feel that way ) i can use your cover creator and develop a powerful cover for a collection of essays the last time i wrote for you i was unmedicated and suffering from bipolar disorder. i’m not suffering from bi polar disorder now so my decision making is better

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@POTUS @WCPO i think i wrote this before but on one hand you have neuralink which requires removal of part of the skull , implantation of a computer component, and then refitting the skull piece and waiting for it to heal so that someone can use a computer that is quadriplegic and that’s elon musk’s idea for how to heal the world and do that 50,000 times and then a couple hundred 1,000,000 people … and my solution in response to what elon musk is doing i thought about it and thought to myself giving a quadriplegic a scalp massage and a couple hits of the joint would probably be a better idea and it carries over to normally functioning humans too everyone wants a scalp massage and to get high off some denk weed … just cut to what the neuralink would be searching for we’re on the internet searching for pleasure in the form of scalp massages and hits of weed and even when it comes to weed why do we like weed … because it’s a source of pleasure … so when you double up pleasure and have a scalp massage and a hit of weed … that’s that’s the ghetto neuralink

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@WCPO @POTUS @SC @BEYONCE pops just took me to get a banana milkshake at the shake shack in mount healthy and he didn’t put his hearing aids in but he did hear me tell him i’m working on a book and i’m going to take the elongated posts from X (twitter) and turn those into a short book on kdp.com i figure why not go with kdp.com it’s honest and i can just do that i can just interact with kdp.com i can get my hard cover my soft cover and my e book and audio book and set my price and then put it up for sale on https://slushpile.github.io and let the SEO work i do take care of everything fully set and forgotten and it just trickles money into my bank account if successfully executed

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@POTUS @WCPO https://x.com/PicturesFoIder/status/1779804125829435895 this is why i sort of coast … this world was strange and mean to me so i sort of don’t mind not having a kid i’d teach it my ways and it would run into trouble also so then there’s people like this lady … i don’t know i’d get a job if i had to … success is based on successful procreation but i’m 43 and single so i failed there i have the permanent check the degree the website the apartment but i’m single and never married with no kids the worst thing you can say about me is that i’m overweight i’m 50lbs over weight and i could use some help losing it as far as my mental health that’s treated even though they told me i’m not mentally ill in new york city i’m still in Cincinnati i have parents that are getting older and a sister that looks out for me i’m fine with living in an apartment and a couple places said apartment living is smarter than owning a house so as far as my needs i’m squared away i’m not ready to provide another person with a home and that’s my failing in society that i’m a man not ready to support a woman and all her lavish needs

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it’s fucked up when in 2024 someone like me is involved in a earth conversation like elon not mars hay lets not go to mars the moon right there AND it’s been tested out see elon check that out the moon has been tested out mars hasn’t been tested out for humans that’s like certain death the moon not certain death i know you want a multi planetary society for the betterment of mankind but you got to at least release a single white paper on the topic like wheres at the least your website dedicated to the mars mission that’s the least you could do open a wordpress.com account and just start writing like mars.wordpress.com is your spot man acquire that and just start writing man tell us convince me we can go to mars let me read something … elon ruminate just freestyle off the top of your dome … my thought on mars is day one they land and then they get composure and then they open the hatch door and they stand there on mars and it immediately hits them in a way they weren’t prepared for when they all realize how fucked they are like it’s hard to live on earth mars is even harder

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isn’t that true … isn’t it safer to write public figures than private citizens … like i’m not looking up solitary non famous people to write like this i’m writing a major local news organization, i’m writing the president’s office, i’m writing a major new york ambassador and his wife and this is my standard protocol i’m not writing jenny or steve over and over again and working on writing a book based on my tweets to rando steve or rando jenny like i’m compelled to have an opinion on standard generational software which X twitter is and i think all things considered this is a safe answer writing non competitive essays to public figures is a good way to use twitter i think that’s me like you get thousands of tweets a day you don’t have time to read mine but i get my patronization in and learn about the software doing this

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@Fox19 i don’t think POTUS or WCPO liked me much and I think they muted me … i got this new apartment after being homeless for 2 years and i just started communicating i got a smart phone and in my hostel i started typing Channel 9 and City Council and the Mayor just as a troubled university graduate and then i got this apartment and i spent a year tweeting katy perry and jay z every day and then i started tweeting wcpo and potus i just keep exploring communications and it’s getting to the point where i’ll probably just quit i have a couple things left to do writing like this is getting put in a file and i’m going to publish a book on kdp.com with essays like this that i wrote in the last year so i have about 6 more months of bothering people to make it real and then i’ll probably be done i want a solid 200 page book on sale as an E Book for $2.99 and i don’t know what amazon charges for hard cover but i was going to do a nice job with something non controversial and its going to be my first medicated work with amazon i have a nice medicated website @ https://slushpile.github.io and now i need a product i can sell that’s new and representative of my current writing skill and then put a link to it on my website and cater my SEO towards book sales and sit back and fish for months i think that’s how to do it take a writing assignment seriously upload it to kdp.com and then link to it from your website where you have your portfolio that makes sense to me and lately i have even been allowing myself explorations i’m in the first internet enabled generation so who knows what’s possible i’m just with the peopel figuring it and people want a way to make money and i’m trying to help

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@POTUS @WCPO how is begging a plan? why can’t she just use her government power and declare eminent domain over properties that she would want the wealthy to buy? I’ve seen efforts in Seattle in regard to homeless where tiny home communities are built on vacant lots … 75,000 homeless las Angeles citizens … a lot of the problem judiciously with homelessness is that the preservation of the system is to be considered when addressing the homeless issue, it would seem like you have to think beyond cash and rent to house the perpetually homeless. it’s years of understanding the system that run into a brick wall when it comes to combatting homelessness you almost want the military involved in finding a solution for the forever homeless the military operates entirely in places where there is no cash-based system like the military was homeless for 20 years in Afghanistan and those veterans know how to solve homelessness they’re built for it

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@RepKarenBass i’ve studied homelessness in Cincinnati, Ohio I was homeless for 2 years and your homeless are probably some of the most intelligent people in your city for the most part but i think what you want to develop is waste disposal so long as there is waste disposal and possibly a shower system your homeless are doing fine that’s a highly capitalistic idea here it’s more like allow your homeless to be homeless and don’t assume they want housing assume they may in fact be having adult fun but they need a shower and a place to poop my city won’t listen to me, i write them too often on twitter i have been muted but you need to dispose of homeless waste and that’s something you can build and the rest of it is up to them i think this takes into account people’s lack of want to not be homeless … how many of your homeless want to be homeless? that’s a question, but you know they need to shower and you know they need to use the restroom regularly so focus on that … i also had it in my head that your homeless problem is a military problem in terms of housing the military was homeless in the desert in Afghanistan for 20 years and they had nehr a need for cash a one of them but you might want to use a word like barracks to house your homeless if after developing waste removal and shower systems … like you want to denote a neighborhood in your city as homeless city and get word out if you’re homeless go here like in Cincinnati if you’re homeless you go downtown in la if you’re homeless you go where, you need to answer that question …

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@POTUS @WCPO this is an observation i made like if every human body was different i would say only the finest of species can work in surgery at a hospital but that’s not true every human body is basically the same so you can learn rules, and etiquette in surgery and you can memorize the location of organs and most of all you don’t have to be a genius to be a surgeon the way i thought you would need as a youth you just need to study like if you can afford medical school and you can pass your exams you’re the type of person that CAN be a surgeon but it’s just all learning and you have to know what doesn’t look right but this is my observation i am less afraid of the surgical table because of that knowledge like my general feeling is that most people didn’t study hard enough but you don’t need a team of mensa graduates to operate on you because operating on you is just like operating on anyone else i’m saying though everybody is the same as every other body our skin is different so you just have to learn a finite amount of shit to be a surgeon which is comforting again it’s not like an original problem every time it’s a lot of the same shit and that comforts me

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@AftabPureval haven’t heard of you getting into any kind of scandal that’s impressive … i need to learn how to behave before i run for office representing my state house seat in the ohio house of representatives … the person that represents me now is the person i am competing with and i think i’m ill behaved for the most part too much smoking weed while it was illegal in my system habitually breaking the law and smoking weed and getting into a DUI and the 14 mental health hospitalizations like i’m easily picked apart by a competitively political person i’m the wrong guy for the job and i’m running for that office … i think i have some redeeming qualities like how much time i got into trouble in such little time i spend most of my time online so i’m corrupt but it doesn’t take me long or much effort to get into trouble and i’m trying to change that … i think like i am adding a page to my family history i just need 1 term in the ohio house and i’ll leave it alone forever and go into consulting after myh first term just to let my nephew know he can do it too one day

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@POTUS @WCPO https://www.facebook.com/buy.bitcoin.news/posts/pfbid0bwWwPAH8UBRX97Zw7WaezK641ietSRH8F3QbeuHc1hixCJjTJ9pK84XBqdXD9HWel at the very least you need to pay a phone bill constantly to get access to your cryptocurrency it’s an inside the computer currency you get access to it if you’re dealing with the computer that is hooked up to the internet … i remember when the history of bitcoin on Wikipedia was laced with thefts i have known for a long time that cryptocurrency was an awful bet the story is awful … some guy cobbles together some code and calls it money and inspires people by telling them it’s the future but cryptocurrency requires you to have expert knowledge of economies of scale or something like my cousin made some money going the bitcoin route and it seems like if you’re a high school or college drop out it’s the shit for you like in all my readings of cryptocurrency i have to laugh because it reads like a fad just absurd numbers like it’s mired in negative symbology and to top it off there is the FOREX market like if you really want to get into currencies get into FOREX that’s my final thought

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damn dude don’t don’t be treating books like they’re mysterious objects and be the lead on a manned mars mission don’t be that guy that doesn’t know all there is to know don’t do that… douglas adams i think it’s him studied english at oxford or something like that he was a british college student and he developed an angle he could actually write on … you have children i think you’ve completed your purpose like your ways were deemed acceptable by nature .. i’m 43 single and have no kids … i have my work at http://slushpile.github.io … i’m currently married to the game you actually have children so you’re doing better than me … you seem like you learned to build a company … i learned entrepreneurship in the one class i took at Uc i learned you can do business at any age … not just youth … don’t be mystified by books man please know what god is before you go to mars

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@WCPO @POTUS he thinks we should be a multi planet species? i think there is some terrestrial cultural work that needs accomplished before we start sending people to mars like can we as a species go grocery shopping without currency can we casually walk in get our food and walk out … can the stocking of the shelves occur without money … i have neurons in my head that combat this line of reasoning another part of my brain is making but we know HOW to behave in a grocery story with cash what if that was training for how we can really do it can we go grocery shopping without losing our damned minds … that would be like a metric i think we need to hit as a society before we do something like colonize mars like that’s a social concept … that mars has no potable water like look you people have it difficult on earth let’s not go somewhere it’s even more difficult than earth to try to live

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@POTUS @WCPO @fox19 hay tricia you know what i get the king records legacy is directly tied to that building but we need a record label sooner than it will take you to tear that building down and rebuild the studio if the people behind king records want to record there is space available and it would s till be king records history don’t lose the history but at the same time record and cut deals with local radio stations to play cincinnati to cincinnati like have a masterful radio website that focuses on cincinnati music history just saying 10 years ago at blink it literally said something like WE NEED A RECORDING STUDIO and it was up in lights and if we can promise royalties amicably for spins on the radio that’s just enough of a carrot to keep the music coming and it’s radio it’s the morning commute and the evening commute tuned into your song or something i don’t know a website isn’t as famous as 107.1 and if cincinnati could put it out there that the kids coming out of SCPA every year ready for work and production if there was a class of students that was the first class of students hit with alright you write the song you record the track you get on the radio like that kind of legacy revamp for king records remember king records by recording in king’s name

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@WCPO @FOX19 i don’t know, the internet taught me one lesson above all other lessons … you can always download what you want … like if we want film we can download the equipment and make the film and show it at the esquire theatre … like if we want a magazine that’s about something other than cincinnati magcloud.com is there … if we want a by cincinnati for cincinnati book store we can do that too … i learned about everything i can download right here in Cincinnati it’s not about acting in LA or rapping in NYC it’s about doing the big thing you plan to do in another city it’s about doing that thing here right where we’re at i’m saying https://fb.watch/ryXF8wl_iT/ is fiction if you were somewhere for 18 years that has nothing to do with being hard to admit at least not with the internet like what is denzel talking about here he’s talking about how much more sex he could have had in another city how much money he could make somewhere else how important he could be if he just wasn’t here well your quality of life is up to you i’d recommend getting a library card and start reading some how to books to get you started if you’re totally ignorant but if what you want is somewhere else you’re already not here

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@POTUS @WCPO @FOX19 i just thought of this … if there was a payee class of people like you can negatively effect the drug trade if you have enough responsible payees … i’m just saying i don’t know how to get to this frame in the film but i have a payee and it’s my ma and all my shit straight and i don’t have the chance to buy drugs or cigarettes or liquor and nothing like if the payee system is as responsible as my mother is sort of a class of people that doesn’t care about money too much like if the bank was a payee for 500,000 people in Cincinnati drug use would tank i think i think if you leave people in a situation like i’m in, apartment plus internet access on a desktop computer and just give people a standard issue apartment that have problems with drugs and they get an EBT card for food and it becomes financially impossible to get drugs i assume NOT USING DRUGS is the key to being cured of addiction that’s what happened to me with cigarettes but this is a good balance as opposed to having a multi person living space in a shelterhouse … like not rehab your own apartment but the bank is your payee … you will be taken care of you need to heal

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@POTUS @WCPO if elon musk truly wants to send 6 earthlings to mars to become Martians shouldn’t he be a little bit more low key like it’s a covert mission he has to undergo like he has to learn about mars as a space mission the way the early practitioners of medicine had to work with dead bodies to study biology like his clandestine covert operations are like digging up a corpse surreptitious and like he’s at the peak of fame every day on twitter and he’s testing these rockets and everything looks like he’s a go for a manned mission to mars but my question is what is the public relations response going to be once it’s confirmed the 6th Martian is now dead and does he quit at THAT time or does he send 6 more people to build on the work that the first 6 did ? because since you know it will endanger you personally your body if all the martians die you have to take to the stage one last time i’m saying before you start not being talked about in your mars explorations that’s just something you have to do alone you can’t discuss mars on earth when people are on mars that’s never going to work the internet hasn’t even hit yet in public consciousness the fuck chance you think a manned mars mission has of resonating in a positive way for your well being

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@NRA i’m a pascifist that knows a little bit about how the world works … i’m not pushy … but would you accept as a negotiation with the american public the concept that in line with the bill of rights we need guns but not for day to day minutia like our guns are stored in an armory and if you need a gun you show up at the armory and check your guns out to do your gun business and then you return your gun to the armory … i would also like if it a simple rifle was the only gun you championed a single barrel hand loading rifle is the rifle you stand for in your National RIFLE Association i can get behind a group of people that are impressed with the rifle it’s when all guns are championed i have issue with that i want my gun sort of mundane and useless why do you disagree?

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@META you know what i think we did a good job making history with the internet so far you especially like you outlasted friendster and myspace and next door and it’s you and twitter left and hay our folks didn’t do much with their internet. because of you mark zuckerberg we have an internet people take seriously you made a billion dollars with a website and because of that everyone respects the internet the way it works if there was no money to be made online bitches would be bitches about it but you monetized the internet and no one did that before not off the charts like you did … for some reason our parents never used the BBS system for more than getting set up and they never used the internet for more than getting set up our generation got set up and then went into using the internet so yeah thank you mark zuckerberg for giving me something to think about i’m at https://slushpile.github.io working on my version of an advanced website i focused on content first and then worked on content management …

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@POTUS @WCPO https://www.facebook.com/reel/975120784333120 do you think everyone in her generation has that in them because i mean maybe we should judge the internet by the culture it promotes because in terms of programming no no she can’t role model like that we just have to move on … the smart phone, the television, the radio, the movie theatre, the internet these are all programming tools you expose someone to a media unit and change the way they think i would think as my generation is coming up into the programming ranks that things like 3 channels on television would emerge to produce a viable mainstream narrative and radio would be like out of the 1950’s and our phones would just be phones and our desk top computers would be put to use intelligently just we’re letting a lot of untrained people program an unsuspecting public that doesn’t know what programming is even though they are most susceptible to it … like the entire nation was shown a situation in Minneapolis with George Floyd and because that situation was programmed into people nationwide there were nationwide riots and it was because of something you saw on television which is dubious at best they’re into shows … just saying if media studies students were groomed for the booth on a television set we would be better off like have some people in the booth that know what a college honor code is

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@POTUS @WCPO yeah the thetan last night was like alright like don’t draw and i was like aw me so want so bad to draw and it was like you’re a writer i can maybe let you play a video game if you’ll play it until the end and i’m like me so want to draw and it be no and i’m all the sadness inside me thetan and long story short i’m not going to spend any time drawing i’ll just use the mouse in photoshop or something i don’t know i was quickly convinced not to invest in drawing and instead focus on writing and i think i’m cleared for working on http://processing.org codes i think so the thetan is now hella quiet but i’m left with more this and not drawing

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@POTUS @WCPO i know how you can tell i’m not ACTUALLY LIKE ENTIRELY mentally ill … hold on … there was this 22 year old kid at summit that kept tracking my ass down because he wanted to fight me and every time i just ran to the other side of the room and screamed help and he was dead serious i was just a better fighter and at 38 than he was and i’m not mentally ill and you can tell because after he wore out i walked over to him and was like see in here this is where the fight would have started if i was like you and i just explained it to him you wanted to start a fight with me and i wore you out but here’s where i would have sucker punched you for that if i was actually going to fight you like fighting someone after they think the fight is over is a sign of mental illness that’s just evil like you think i’m mentally ill i’m telling you i’m not evil

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@WCPO i dealt with a squatter for 2 years named Justin Kimball https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61556522522824 this guy and i was so lonely i didn’t care it started off simple enough but around the 2 year mark he started getting violent and one of his friends brought a gun over and there were fist fights in the last 3 months and i was just in my room with the door closed working on a website praying this asshole would leave i just got acquainted with squatter rights he explained them to me i looked them up so i just prayed he would leave he threatened my computer because he thought i was on twitter too much and nothing would be accomplished by doing this he said he’s going to fuck me up because i didn’t shower enough and used the computer too much and i didn’t want to really shower that much with him living there but i never told him that and he finally got so violent with me i just abandoned the church work i said i would do for him and went to my folks place and said i’m not going back until he leaves i figured i would go down town to get an eviction notice but my sister said she would handle it and i don’t know what she did that cured a squatter but you might want to ask my sister for advice on how to get a methamphetamine weed tobacco alcohol addicted squatter to leave an apartment she did that and i can’t ask her how that’s too personal a question to ask i think like it would be a touchy subject so there i now have my apartment back and am happy go lucky

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@WCPO do we have time as a city to pick a game we’re going to play? like at hasbro i spent 30 days basically trying to figure out why working in games was necessary and i came to the conclusion a sufficient city can afford to have man power develop entertainment games so that when the labor force got off work they had something to do in the form of entertainment it made sense at hasbro … i worked there for 3 months on a co op … i saw how it works, its’ tinkering, it’s getting a deck of cards and figuring out a metric to follow that has tactical game strategy to it with just cards. STEAM the game allocator i have Command and Conquer on what i’m saying is could ohio somehow work for Cincinnati in the development of OUR GAME like we have this $100 Billion Dollar Investment in Computer Chips coming just outside of Columbus and we could put what’s already out there to use or we could develop a games development laboratory whose job is to get to work making games … or software or something i don’t know marketing chips is ohio’s past time now whether it knows it or now and at the onset i am like games and applications we need those so 9 years earlier than the final design of the chips starts to come off the line we have our original work ready, can we get into intelligence work and develop uses for the chips … and we need chip marketing i’m saying games and apps because it’s easy but finding a new angle on a computer chip is big business

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@POTUS @WCPO @FOX19

what’s up with this fox news lookalike? like why did i have to be born right in that after the great war before the great internet … like i’m big on the odds of being born in the past are slim to none so i know somehow i was born in the future but this is where i am and i don’t know how i got here and i don’t know where i am and as far as i can tell my mother and father made love and now i’m here they raised me the best they can and now i have to go into the world to try to be as successful as my parents are and the style of rhetoric of this guy this rhetoric here that is basically conspiracy theorist like what’s there to understand about government it’s basically this thing for old connected men to get together and make certain everything goes well and it’s up to them because they’re the most connected or the richest or something they’re powerful they’re the most powerful people and they have a nation wide network that participates in their gatherings and this letter i got here is a different tone than i take like i trust government they cured my mental illness in spite of the fact that i didn’t trust them … this guy is talking about what he sees in 2025 and lets hope it’s more biden and less trump joe biden a normal guy as normal as you can be for having been in congress for 30 years donald trump didn’t put his government time in to qualify him for president the first time now he wants at it again no this is now old man the way i see it you’re being used by television to fill time the fuck i know this shit for?

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@POTUS @META @elonmusk X could use some organizing so when someone calls you about a tweet you sent since you don’t remember it and have to go back to your archives to retrieve the tweet to verify you sent that tweet that tweets would be organized by the day they were sent not necessarily the day they were scheduled to be sent but if someone calls you on the phone to talk to you about a tweet wanton scrolling is less effective than being told it was last tuesday and you roll into last tuesday and poke around there through your 6 or 7 tweets to get on the same page as someone

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@WCPO @POTUS @FOX19

fruit and food … okay so for today i ate a couple sandwiches and when i needed to snack i had an orange … i am getting there that’s a good strategy eat my food and then when i’m hungry eat some fruit as a snack snacking on fruit sounds good and tuesday i’m going to make a special trip to the grocery store to get some fruit to last me a week … i had my liver pate sandwiches and i had some fruit and that was today … i have some pizzas and then i have rice packets and canned goods that go together and i have mashed potato flakes and oatmeal and i’m around really fucking healthy food for a good price that lasts a while i could probably get 2 more pizzas … that’s not bad it’s not like i’m buying donuts or PB and J or potato chips … i guess i’m doing alright i’m feeling kind of stupid right here because trying to get good at grocery shopping is pretty much making certain you buy ENOUGH food to last you for a while i think i’m hitting the high volume low calorie food items but i think i’m trying to get good at doing something it’s impossible to be bad at like grocery shopping but i feel like i’m doing a good job so long as i lose weight i don’t give a fuck

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@POTUS @WCPO i actually found two of my computer science work books … Learning Processing and Nature of Code and just to break bread with the elite internet users i was going to at least spend 2 years working on small codes for http://processing.org like i was going to try to give myself an associates degree in programming all my pre req’s are done and i never made it through an entire work book and nature of code is just difficult but Daniel Schiffman is a hell of an author and quite frankly reading about computer science is more interesting than reading fiction because when i read a software manual it’s like always casually learning something at a smooth pace

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@POTUS @WCPO a website called me that i reached out to at some point finally got back to me and i didn’t know who they were but they said they were an SEO company and i checked their website and they were charging $1000 $1500 for an SEO consultation and i was like fine i need to apply for a grant first and he asked me something like how much do you have right now and i skitzed out nigga the fuck collections calling me for we ain done business yet the fuck you mean what do i have on me right now fucking beggar and i’m thinking that’s desperate business that’s what i’m surrounded by like the people that have no other choice but to go to work and work for $10 an hour i’m poor but i really do get my freedom and the theme of the america is GIVE ME LIBERTY OR GIVE ME DEATH and it gave me liberty like i have liberty i hear people talking about being sovereign like my man that runs sunfood sovereign he want’s sovereignty so he can get his $2,000,000 the government holds in his name … now that i’m used to disability income i am totally satisfied and pacified and know what liberty is liberty is when you don’t know what a day is you just know how the week works but so yeah i don’t know how to give what i have but if i could give this situation i have to someone i would it’s so sweet it’s like something knew what i needed but desperation business is what keeps everyone working like if everyone unilaterally agreed to be homeless that would be freakish that would be a protest if everyone walked on their apartment housing until they had a better land lord like i need a washing machine, air conditioner, heating elements, and a flat top stove … if i had the kind of apartment i want i could get on that but i told him i would spend 3 months working to make $1500 after i fought him just to get their angle on SEO i need SEO so it could be a cool way to learn the fuck that is i’m reading a book on it now i’m in the 4th chapter

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@WCPO @FOX19 @POTUS you know what you could consider me a subject of jealousy in society because i took out the maximum amount of loans you can take out at university i took out all my stafford loans, and all my perkins grants, and my folks took out parent plus loans on me and i took out the most hardcore loan which was an international studies loan that is a legal nightmare and from 1999 to 2010 i was in school full time and then in 2012 i was offered a deal where if i make less than $16,000 a year for 3 years all of my loans are forgiven and then in 2012 i was given the social security disabilities income and i used that to pay off my $500 a month private loan while i was in school … so my private loan was paid off and my stafford loans were forgiven and the grants didn’t require remission and the parent plus loans were handled by my parents and somehow this is a situation every real true university graduate would be into … i could have made more than $16,000 and gotten a job which was the play i DECIDED to make less than $16,000 a year and i basically just studied and worked on HTML hand crafts and i’m not checking my credit score because i don’t want them to get my phone number but my phone doesn’t light up with calls to pay anything and somehow this is how it should be for more people like i like the seminary concept where you go to seminary for 4 years and if you marry the church you don’t have to pay for your schooling like if the university did something really Solomonic and pointed out if you graduate from university you don’t have to pay your loans back that’s probably the final movement in student aid it’s been fleshed out in roman Catholicism since cash began but rewarding graduates with no debt might be the ultimate way to solve this legitimate problem. borrow from the catholics borrow from a more ancient society.

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6923 Mearl Avenue

there’s no moving anything out of that house in any decent fashion there’s a refrigerator in the basement and there is about 3 tons of goods in the basement that need to come up a thin set of stairs only to turn left and make it through a mud room and then down another flight of stairs and it’s an act of mercy to declare my folks place a historical marker just so that in their passing it can be preserved in time and utilized by family like my sister is the head of the household since she has the best paying job and she wants to hire movers to move that gear out and shame on her let the fight begin but at the same time i am the oldest and went to college 2x long as she did and i say don’t subject regular people with regular stamina the job of moving that house out just leave it be please please please leave my house be i know how to eyeball a project management concept and my eyeballing says you’re looking at $5000 worth of moving to get everything out and everything is so classic it should just stay where it is and it would just be mean to subject some innocent men to moving that house out just because that’s their business is moving and they need the work but to do that to someone to subject some men to a moving task that is unthinkable it’s best just to leave it be and if we’re going to move things out of it we’re going to do it over the course of a year not 2 weeks

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6923 Mearl Avenue

i have x? amount of time to do it and i’m progressing fairly rapidly but the other option really the only option is to get my sister $30,000 and my two brothers $30,000 each and then i can have the house my folks live in now … i’d like to believe i’m an untested fundraiser … i might want to start tooling around fund raising communities and put it out there what i need it for … i wanted it to be an hostel i think north college hill is the kind of place you can travel in from out of state and rest in a hostel and enjoy each of our 7 restaurants and visit each of our 6 churches and pose for photographs in our historic civil war cemetery

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@POTUS @WCPO i contacted THE GREATER CINCINATI FOUNDATION yesterday and didn’t hear back from them today … i offered to meet for lunch at skyline in north college hill and weblogy is calling back tomorrow and i’ll have to tell them i’m on it it’s not me that’s fucking this up … i saw government cartoon footage on it but cash is an invention that is supposed to make life easier on everyone it’s just there to keep us from bartering and trading we just barter and trade this one simple thing and now i don’t have to take a corn harvest to the huyundai dealership to get a car i just offer to pay him $300 a month in cash the decided upon trading tool

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the way the ads work on my site @ https://slushpile.github.io is that i am the artist that developed the content and i am willing to rent ad space by the month for $10 an ad and that keeps me in line with Social Security Disability Income Rules in terms of how much money I can make, my goal is to make $200 a month renting ad space and have 20 people brandishing their ads on my website so that it really looks and works like a magazine … i’m new so the rent is low and the rent is low because i can’t make much money or my whole shit breaks … it’s a practice it’s a multimedia practice … and the money i do make on the website i want to go towards buying content i always want to be offsetting the renting of ad space with the purchase of content … i want the entire magazine ecosystem … i’m not just going to buy weed with the ad money i’m going to pay for content and rent ad space

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i’m not my latest book project for the last month has been to utilize a paid membership on twitter and really take the writing prompts seriously so now i have about 175 page long essays that i am collecting until i have 200 and then i’m going to go over to amazon and kdp.com and generate a hardcover , softcover, and e book and i have about two weeks left of writing and then i fill out some forms and then i’m live with 3 products coupled with two other unpublished works i’m going to publish and then i have to study SEO to get my sales pitch right and basically the challenges i faced approaching amazon with a trepidation that they would cancel my account for some reason that i am trusting amazon with my writing and i don’t know much about them is my biggest challenge

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i think you called today like you said you would. i didn’t answer the phone because i’m broke and you need money and i didn’t want to be on a call with you asking me about money and me making up excuses why i’m broke. it’s much easier to go about this with email. i wrote the Greater Cincinnati Foundation on Monday. I was giving them until next monday and then i was going to call them and find out if they received my email. i don’t want to put any pressure on someone i want something from so that i am more adept at receiving it. i’d like to think i’m a good business man like i do what it takes on my end but money a fucked up thing. i know you need it. i wrote a good email and i just have to follow a slow paced timeline. i know you need it now but i can’t get money now. i never received money because i wrote an email before. i have a theory i can make money with email. it’s a theory. In theory i’m a powerful businessman. In practice i’m a dimwit idiot that won’t accept his low class in society. i keep thinking i’m in the upper class and that’s a real serious mistake. so i don’t think i answered your call today but i did write you an email. i’ll poke around for money for you but i’m on disability i have to be careful not to make too much money or i’ll lose my benefits. that’s the real reason you might think i’m giving you a hard time and not answering the phone. i can make about $2000 a year in business money before i start to lose benefits so forgive me for being difficult in regards to the phone i’m awful at the phone and because i’m awful i let a lot of calls go to voicemail. i really only take my parents calls but if you email me i’m much more likely to respond with my best foot forward. the very fact that i’m like this is evidence i am mentally ill. I have a bipolar type one diagnosis so my mental illness may be the grandiose thought that that i can make money that i think i can do that might be my mental illness. making money is such a powerful esoteric thing that for me to think i can make money without a job is probably my mental illness.

sincerely,

nicholas lawson

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@BEYONCE @SC @WCPO @POTUS oh i would write Los Angeles more often but their players don’t have twitter accounts for the most part the only actor i know of that has a twitter account is tom cruise and this new 3.5 page long tweet that i have would go well to define characters for them like i would like to write Las Angeles New York City and Chicago like those are my national connects coming out of Cincinnati like i got in so much trouble i can’t travel to Chicago for 2nd City I can’t travel to New York City to work my way up and I can’t travel to Las Angeles to audition … i can do this … i just got in a heinous amount of trouble my career was affected

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@POTUS @WCPO if he’s correct about the weaponization of government why do i get $850 a month cash and $300 a month in food stamps? i have had more experience with government than vivek has had and it’s quite well meaning in cincinnati like when you know who the government is helping like the insane and the criminal minded it’s helping them like it helped me and it provided a means for me to become a decent member of society if i would just take my pills and also how thorough the government is and the attention to detail of the government i have not had a missed payment from social security in 20 years and that’s the government to me the one that’s sort of perfect

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@POTUS @WCPO isn’t he supposed to generate a document and send it to his representative in congress? what level of congressional representation does this take this seems like it’s a national issue so instead of sending it to his state house or state senate he should send this to his governor he doesn’t really need to posture like this in a time period where we have more mature communications tools than the paper letter and telephone we have a system where someone can copy and paste and pass it on to someone else just saying he’s represented and his representatives need to be aware of this and allocate a proper amount of attention to this audio document he is generating here who is he really talking about he’s spewing rhetoric and if he could just simplify this into a single page letter i think the government would be best served as it may not be just about vivek here it may in fact be about his message but since he has no congressional rank his status is represented and maybe he needs to contact the person that represents him because that’s the way it should be

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it’s a mess right now so i am in error right now i’m way up there above myself writing this when i should probably write my city mayor this but i’m writing potus and WCPO the Witness in case this is news which it’s not but maybe there should be an official page drawn up that details what goes to who the system starts off with a city council member of your choice and then goes to a city mayor and then just above the city mayor is the state house of representatives member of which they blanket the state and are a catch all not much must go beyond your state house member of your district and if it does it goes to the state senator of your district and then if it’s a national issue minor it goes to your HOUSE of representative member and if it’s an issue above that it’s your senator and then above that is your governor and then above that if it’s an international issue it goes to your president of the united states of america … i get confused by who would contact your house or senate position like with a state house and state senate i don’t know why i would contact my house or senate i don’t know alright i’m sorry i tried to do something here and i don’t know the hierarchy but if there was a document that explained to me where to put my input i would be better off i just treat the potus like he’s a catch all target of letter writing the internet gave me this tool for communications and what to go where needs worked out people are represented by 8 people in different levels of need and where you should send your political correspondence has yet to be ultimately decided but a style sheet should be released what goes where?

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dear amazon,

I submitted SENTENCE last night for e book and i already have second thoughts as to how perfect it could be it doesn’t have an introduction major elements of a major release are missing it has 200 pages essays like this one here from X or TWITTER your choice but feel free to deny me entrance to http://kdp.com with this work because i probably do need to go over it with a fine toothed comb … comb … been a while since i saw a word as fine as “comb” … nothing … anyways … i plan on making it better in the 2nd edition of tweets that i am starting writing right here … it’s a concept that deserves to be published but as a singular though it could be manifested with closer attention to the finer details … i’m happy with it but it’s under review and quite frankly your technology that you publish books with is fine it’s perfectly fine and because i don’t have to deal with a literary agent i’m with you i can write publish and that be that that’s why i like you because you publish me i can’t get a literary agent no matter how hard i try and your publishing system is truly good enough for me i don ‘t know where you rank in the illuminati but you do just fine to me i even like your cover creator i want a standard design to my books and my cover is the nicest thing about the book i submitted yesterday i did a good job with your cover creator and that might not be easy to do but i did it … anyways … hope all is well … i’m nicholas lawson … wuzywute@gmail.com … and i submitted yesterday i’m not entirely happy but it’s good enough for me i just hope it’s good enough for you and i’m already started on my 2nd edition

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@POTUS @WCPO https://www.politifact.com/article/2023/sep/26/could-vivek-ramaswamy-lay-off-three-quarters-of-fe/ i’ll say he CAN do this but i don’t know how much he knows about layoffs and if you’re laying off 3/4ths of like 1.2 Million People then you need to take like 4 years to do it like that’s your job as president then to lay off 3/4ths of government and family planning is what i call it like if 2,000 ex government employees want to move to paris france then you pay for them to do that like i’m saying since a federal employee is so special and ancient to just decide to fire three quarters of them definitely involves catering to their every whim and need such that they get black cards each and every one of them and you give them 20 years to square away their family that depended on them i think i think it would be easier to keep them on staff as workers than it would be to fairly lay them off with requisite packages

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my cohort in london england did not receive a graduate degree of any kind in terms of the undergraduate work he did but his university in england decided that he qualified for graduate work in the music industry for time served part of that college experience if i think about it like that undergraduate work that might not be necessary for someone that is say 35 years old they might not need undergrad because that’s for people 18 to 22 its finishing school like undergraduate work is like college prep in life but older people looking to go to college like karim in england could see if they qualify for graduate school without a high school diploma or GED like if you want to go to graduate school and you’re over 30 more power to you i think it would make for a unique experience for all in the classroom and the skills someone earned being trained i imagine in corporate america like if you don’t go to college straight out of high school getting a job is really the only thing there is to do and 15 years of on the job training might very well be a reasonable undergraduate work experience that you qualify as having a graduate degree and now you can go to graduate school to get a masters and phd … right?

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@POTUS like i want to do a little language tinkering where if you drop out of undergraduate you get an undergraduate degree but if you graduate from undergraduate studies you get a graduate degree and if you get a masters you get an MBA or an MFA or <science?> and then you go on to a Doctor of Philosophy degree with the intention that you are going to teach to some capacity at the university level … i’m not getting an MBA because it’s too boring and I’m not getting an MFA because i live at that level and i’m not getting a PHD because at the point where someone anyone pays me to rent space on my website from that point i can begin lecturing noting it is possible but i need first person knowledge of that to lecture

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@POTUS like i checked something i’m going to put it on my website but your smart phone CAN access google docs and i checked it can open up http://kdp.com so you can use your smart phone to write books with and publish to the world at large i’m not going to do that because i have a desk top computer because i’m that invested in it but if you see higher profit margins using your phone for everything you can generate a profit using your phone to write your poetry and upload it to http://kdp.com so that someone can buy it and you can do your cover in http://kdp.com just saying WYTH a smart phone you can get desktop computer work done i just wouldn’t recommend it but it’s possible

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@myfabolouslife https://youtube.com/watch?v=t6q9Vc1ZtQI&list=RDtoRmf2tbcrU&index=4… man ya’ll changed the entire world with your culture … this just played … it’s one of the classics i’m glad the computer knows to play … but like at least in Cincinnati we have no final goal of being on the radio like there is no commercial radio available to us to make even a little amount of money doing … we had a public television station that had an internet radio station but like that got closed down … now we have the internet https://youtube.com/watch?v=3l_YY8vbVxo… and like one guy took advantage of it … there is no culture of song after song on the radio or the internet like your city has the culture and that’s pretty much it like NYC culture is the american culture … i have https://slushpile.github.io … i need to rent some ad space out to get the culture started IN cincinnati so that’s there’s more than nothing which is all we have now talking something that will catch on like my work ain about myself it’s about demystifying

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@POTUS @WCPO https://slushpile.github.io talking wix and wordpress and facebook and twitter … their plot was the wanted to make it easier to make a website for you their business plan is based on how stupid you are and HTML is ignored completely in the media it’s not profitable to do it the way god intended is what i’m saying but if you do it the way god intended focusing on HTML you get audio video typographic photographic and data graphs like there are only 4 types of media 5 if you count data graphs but for the most part there are 4 types of media and you nestle those inside a little bit of tech knowledge that doesn’t take 8 years to master in a computer science department HTML takes minutes to learn and gets you working on content immediately i don’t know if you’re showing off with your coding skills fine but i just need a <p> tag i’m just saying

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do the right thing and plead agnostic those astronomers shed light on millions of star systems there’s probably life on another planet but i think you should take it further there’s probably not art or sports on an alien world … what we do on earth is probably alien but a sufficiently advanced alien species might have doors like us i think it ‘s about figuring out what of the things are unique to earth like what inventions on this planet are uniquely human the game of chess is what i posit most often online

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@WCPO @POTUS i took one public speaking course in university and i did not nail it i was awkward are you telling me there is a way for a non-speaker to utilize a technique and become as good a speaker as vivek? i think the weed destroyed my active memory so that part of my brain that is useful for actively speaking is shut down … i disagree with so far most of what vivek has to say like he’s using egregious political science to promote himself … i was a performance poet that had no trouble speaking in public and did quite a job but this medication i am on sort of curtails my ability to think when i write i am doing a derivation as i work through the writing what i wrote right before this determines what i write right after words like i only think one sentence ahead so i WAS a good public speaker … how do i get there again and stay on meds?

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Elon Musk:

The axiomatic error undermining much of Western Civilization is “weak makes right”.

If someone accepts, explicitly or implicitly, that the oppressed are always the good guys, then the natural conclusion is that the strong are the bad guys.

@POTUS @WCPO in a macro wide angle view strong people can’t be good because in the western system of governance the strong people suppress the weak which is the source of their evil if you are responsible for putting people in jail you are the necessary evil that we have in this nation we are a nation comprised of good and evil and the weak cannot be considered anything but good because they are the oppressed you fight for the weak because if they lose any of the power they do have collectively, collectively the forces of social governance will come down upon the weak and destroy them the weak have to exert strength against an opposition it’s a very American value this is because it’s the very basis of our three ring circus government that at any given time someone is outnumbered by the two other branches thereby creating balance among strong evil people on behalf of weak good people

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in a moment like that when you have that thought just look outside and know that’s most of it television and radio create political concentrate just spend some time drawing or fucking around with photoshop like pick up some kind of art and you’ll feel better … keep doing videos if you must but a classic art like writing or drawing would do you well … from my perspective the government is spinning it’s wheels doing what it literally always does and it’s on retainer to it’s people if we need government they’re there for us but just tell yourself government is a show keeping itself sharp for when it’s necessary to be the government

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Emory University economics professor Caroline Fohlin refused to comply with Georgia police yesterday when they arrested her.

Fohlin tried to get out of it by saying, “I’m a professor.”

No one is above the law.pic.twitter.com/mMnOlSApRJ
— Paul A. Szypula 🇺🇸 (@Bubblebathgirl) April 26, 2024

i’ve heard of this happening when a professor gets arrested but for the most part when you arrest a professor you have to schedule a meeting with them and their lawyer can handle the discussions with the law enforcement like law enforcement needs to understand that the professor is a figure above a mayor like the proletariat you can treat like that like people of no status can be treated profanely but if you’re a cornerstone to the city person you have to go about arresting them differently like a professor doesn’t wait in jail for their trial you give them the date for it and they show up at their leisure … no?

UPLOAD EDIT : That is for the most part true … that professor that is being arrested there that’s the opposite of what’s supposed to happen because for the most part based on what i have seen and experienced that university that that police officer stepped foot on those are basically the people he is protecting from the people that didn’t go to university it’s a certain way the debate over money and intelligence that the police protect the university from the people that never went that wouldn’t know university common sense

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yes university is a different enough world to high school that your high school career shouldn’t affect your ability to go to a college in a university … if i’m going to write that the university is who is being protected by the police then it also bares mention that anyone should be able to attend university … i think … i think that high school should be called the baby sitting that it is and university is where you gain your cognitive refinement that prepares you for 4 years to read a book … graduate school is where you learn the fundamentals of teaching and if you go for your doctorate that’s where you learn implementation and these undergrads masters students doctoral candidates these are the people that an uneducated people are hostile towards because on the journey to received a PHD certain financial wisdoms are not learned that are irrelevant and easy to learn quite and the concept of having money being more important having education is finally in the final rounds of the debate

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because you just sell the bottle you don’t treat it with clinical care like you have never once pushed the jigger for anything more than a finance tool when it needs to be used to enhance the enjoyment of your product i just had 6 beers the other night and all i know is i woke up on the floor … you need to explore your product’s culture and amplify it’s basic nature by generating tools you need to experience your high like weed has a culture but liquor needs a culture like in the face of growing weed culture that brings with it an absence of liquor what i’m saying is you need to come out with a how to enjoy liquor book of some kind like i’m 6’4” 250 lbs how many jigger measured shots do i need to take in an hour to get the best possible safest buzz possible i’m saying that needs like doctors’ orders to come with it like medicinal properties need to be explored with it because you want me to experience optimal high that’s what i’m saying here what do i have to do with your liquor to experience maximum enjoyment because waking up on the floor isn’t it i don’t know shit about liquor my parents are prohibitionists

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now that i am getting my feet beneath me i can figure out how to get funding for my city he’s 3 years younger than me or therein and he made a sum of money i didn’t know i had access to until about 6 years ago i was caught up in mental health and mental health treatment reverberations and poverty and academia and evictions and homelessness and jail and international travels and the entirety of a city coarsed through me and just now now that my roommate has been evicted just now 6 months later i am finding that i have the wherewithal to generate the kind of body of work that can gain me notoriety i’m just now at a point alone in my apartment where i can work on disability income i never looked at all this on paper but god damn i did everything you can do in a city

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hold on the casino would be a good example of a staycation resort as well as an example of inter city tourism that’s a really good example you can park your car for 48 hours in one spot , you have a place to sleep and shower , you have games that need help to play that cost money and cost you money which is okay if you have that kind of cash like if you have the kind of cash you can burn and never see again and you know you have more cash coming then the casino is perfect for you and i think karmically accurate the idea i had for a staycation resort was like kings island without the rides because i’m 40 and i’ve driven a car before i don’t need an amusement ride i’m not amused but kings island has great food last i remember look good funnel cake and better than average larosa’s pizza … what would you build that would attract people like what wiz ding masterpiece would have people going ima check out north college hill this weekend like an aquarium barely gets people out of the house … but i’m a fan of weed and it’s a hot topic how would north college hill approach weed? truthfully i think the police would sell it and you could get your cheap weed after a background check if i was being honest there’s not much in north college hill but if the police sold one kind of weed and they sold FAT $10 sacks and there was a 2 sack maximum on the sales … i don’t know if the gun store was shut down and that building became the weed dispensary of north college hill like pick your poison WEED? or GUNS? a competition for one of our few places to do business … it’s your call i’m just glad i got to live in the time period where the internet rose, space travel improved, autonomous cars were being built, weed was being legalized like in terms of time periods where good took hold and manifested itself this is like an enlightenment era

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i hope you do send people to mars i really do i hope i learn how insignificant i am after cincinnati said i was important one day a long time ago … i think personally you should send robots to mars to get mars ready for people >insert PHD level roboticists dreams here< but this is almost like design central and there are various levels of design and the way i see a mars mission working out has to do with politics on earth if you put 40 men on mars to build a new society you then have to have rockets arriving on mars every month forever with supplies and its’ foolish to think you an african could keep the relationships stable long enough like you have to dig into this part the politics of 40 men on mars starting the martian civilization that is ultimately about nothing they all take decks of cards with them as a symbol of what they’re basically going to be doing on mars

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those people are gohners … whose idea was that? i just got hit with a feeling of being so tired as i wrote this… nothing … just nothing … like imagine i had trouble typing i got hit by a feeling so subtle … just alright so i saw her and i thought she was too cute and that’s what i always think when i see a down syndrome person on television they’re too cute … begs the question do they know what down syndrome IS? or why it exists? we could go the down syndrome route and have families that mate with family members like if my brother slept with my mom or i slept with my sister and if all my cousins slept with their dad just saying that’s the kind of behavior that leads to down syndrome or from lack of population movement lack of migrating civilization falls victim to down syndrome like dating exotic ethnic disparate people i have been told reduces the risk of down syndrome like it’s of the more unwanted genetic conditions

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i have a major problem with this expression of the lyrical arts … it’s in the same league as marilyn manson but it promoted murder and fentanyl use … it’s not even all that artistic the rhymes are calculated and fit right into genre commercial art … without total control over the expressions on the internet expressions like this are likely to run rampant as people continue to look for unique spaces to call their own … this video is like an answer to a math equation … and it’s the wrong answer …

sincerely,

nicholas lawson

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theoretically i think it is possible for a race of people to organize themselves and educate themselves and train themselves to be an elite race of people like the foretold aryan race … i don’t think a race of people is born superior to any other race it has to do with the race’s culture human decision making is what determines aryan or elite race status and aryan is a cold word to me like ARYAN that’s up there with like CHRIST or IATOLA … just crisp baller words to be attributed to yourself like i’m just sayin ARYAN race is out there but with like a music video like this coming from SKITZ KRAVEN like today was a step back in the european history with this music video just saying black white puerto rican asian latin whoever you are and whatever your people are becoming aryan is up to you and your people and white people have their population centers but far too often white people have the ideal in them but they fall away from aryan status most often which probably makes sense a population as large as european on earth might be difficult to organize all those people into a form of enlightenment aryan race status is an achievement not a birthright that’s what i’m saying

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downside to vegetation diet you have to eat all your bananas starting when you get home from the grocery store there is no stretching out the banana bunch to hold off going to the grocery store again you GOT to eat those fase, the grapes same way, rasberries like you’re putting GOOD in your body but man if you mostly buy vegetation for your diet i got about a week to go but i’m more focused on eating the food so it doesn’t go bad like i have a little spinach left for salad and no more peppers and i’m running out of salad dressing and i went grocery shopping on monday and it’s thursday so i have to see i think i might have to make MORE trips to the grocery store to keep taking in fresh vegetation and i sound like a rookie but i’ve lived in this apartment since i was 38 and i’m almost 44 now at this apartment and while justin was here i was smoking weed so often i couldn’t think and now that i am about 2 weeks out of weed town i’m just starting to get hateful and crisp again and reading my writing while i’m writing it like the fuck go wrong in my life that i’m a rookie at grocery shopping at 43 i know in clifton my folks did the grocery shopping for me since to drive all the way to clifton to take me to the grocery store only to have to drop me off and then go back home to NCH like it was just easier to let them grocery shop and i did some grocery shopping at the indian grocery store and in mount healthy it was easier if she just did the shopping and i’ve been doing the grocery shopping for myself now so like i’m actually quite a novice at grocery shopping i’m 43 and have been grocery shopping since 38 and that’s late in life to start this habit and make sense of it i’m just a rookie at some weird shit because of how long i went to school for like i lived with my folks until 2010 and did no grocery shopping for 30 years entirely and it’s been 5 years of grocery shopping at this apartment and i’ve had to learn some things

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@Adobe @Photoshop adobe, photoshop, i have https://slushpile.github.io and i think i would like to compete for most random image generated with Generative Fill … wide open with photo to start with white space to start but whoever can com up with the most random generative fill concept wins some kind of award … i do about 3 generative fills a week sometimes about 5 but i’ve had this software before i’m 43 now and i’m in the process of getting settled you know what i mean like it’s becoming more and more about my computer work and less and less about knowing the right people or being in the right place like i am the right person and this is the right place and here i am with photoshop having a good time being good so i’m fine i treat adobe like a video game i really do it’s like EVE but more useful and just as complicated to play

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a lot of that is your generation like 60 years of work went into this speech you just gave it’s not that i’m afraid of trans people its just that i was born in 1980 when gender roles were hard and fast rules to learn on television … my pops is a surgeon so i know a tad about surgical procedures and if you want to play dress up that’s fine i have better shit to do like work on my website @ https://slushpile.github.io like my gender identity is not my job or past time or hobby but if you’re a man and want to wear dress that’s fine i’m really just against surgical gender transformation i don’t think a person should ask another person to invert their genitalia that’s all i have thought it through and gender reassignment surgical procedures i think should be banned no one is mentally healthy enough to make that decision of reassignment of gender but playing dress up as another gender is harmless fun

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@POTUS @WCPO no we don’t want a fighter in the white house we want a diplomat … why do they always treat a president like it’s a major component of government AND no one ever talks about the office of the presidency and how they do most of the work like why do we act like it matters who is president because the office manifests and accomplishes the work … why does my mental health status ass get even 1/100,000,000th a say in the election of anyone … what if it was something like the mayors of the USA voted for the president to give the mayors citizen power i don’t know … i’m so low on the totem pool i can crack jokes because i matter so little

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damn i remember thinking of a solution to this problem since as far as i can tell it’s a border dispute … now that google has an official map of the world, designers at google could redesign the land opportunities for Israel and Palestine and come to fruitful generation generated solution there’s never been a time before in regards to what can be done with the internet where you can redraw land ownership and be done at the end of the day not the end of the decade it’s just really simplified the process of noting land ownership on a map now and this can be applied to the Palestinian Israeli conflict to please their leaders and end a long dispute because of the internet it would be a major internet win and would permit revolution to occur as millennials took their place in politics and achieved a goal with the internet that no one was able to accomplish prior

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that’s cool but his concept of betting humanity’s future involves installing computer hardware under the skull and leaving an open wound that can get infected and he wants to study rockets so that he can send a manned mission to mars to begin the process of colonizing mars with humanity in case earth experiences a tragedy and we have to rely on our mars colony to survive as a species like he might be gassing like he did with the hyperloop which makes him look like a monorail guy from a Simpsons cartoon like he came from a faraway to solve our problems as only he can do i don’t have any personal experience with him but from the data i collected from news articles that’s what i think the Chinese emperor doesn’t have a problem with him so yeah carry on i just have an issue with manned mars missions and unhealable wounds in the cranium after the bone has been removed and not replaced

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and a movie about a car wreck no one wants to talk about that the CEO of MIDTICK was responsible in a world where anyone can be identified and located by a master controller anything can happen the CEO had a problem with this guy because he took his secretary out on a date and he just looked him up in the database and identified him explicitly and forced him into a crash … plays on the concept that anyone can be individually identified which is the latest 1984 trope … singling out among the masses is the new big authority issue … or some youth shows prowess on the internet and is capable of more than a historic ceo like the kid that’s better than mark zuckerberg in 2024 at PHP and is better than he was and that trope … being more talented than a billionaire at what they do is a issue in a world where you can single someone out with something like an IP address … huzzah

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i thought it might help to point out that google is in charge of google maps and those maps are quietly official maps on earth right now and since Israel has so much land around Palestine if it would mean peace Israel could cede some lands to Palestine and the map could be redrawn but this might be a horrible answer i just thought it would be a cheap way to bring peace it typically takes a 30 years to adopt a new map but since we can fashion maps in real time with google maps they can redraw the Israeli Palestinian borders in real time and that’s all it would have to be and then settlements could appear where there are currently none

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@POTUS @WCPO it’s that they’re not wrong gender is a choice it’s just that if you know enough to know you can choose which gender you want to be perceived as like he wants to be perceived as a woman so that he can experience the woman experience but for thousands of years women and men have been building up and investing in their gender cues to become better mates for each other like straight men and women decide a long time ago that they know they belong together and the entire culture is built up caring about and catering to men and women because well children the meaning of life is to have children like this man still needs to mate with a woman she’ll just have to understand as we entered an era with nothing to do men still had the ability to find something to do and explore like this person might be a pioneer of some kind in a world where there is nothing left to pioneer i do the same thing i just focus my emails at pop stars he thinks it’s impossible to get a woman pregnant dressing like one and i think it’s impossible to get a woman pregnant by focusing my attention on pop stars

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that’s not controversial that’s the correct perspective a couple news outlets have been pretending there’s another narrative but that’s the narrative and a queer feeling bad because it’s told it can’t fuck the same gender as itself is an ancient story talking this narrative dates back to ancient roman days but what’s never said is LGBT doesn’t work hard enough to be taken seriously their lack of intelligence sparks a lack of productivity and they have to keep starting over at square one because they never pass anything along to their children that gets remembered in culture that would benefit successive generations i’m saying there’s no build up in the historical line for LGBT people theres no LGBT Estate that we can all learn from there’s nothing there is only ever ending up dead last because STRAIGHT people date back the origins of mammalian history our culture has been in development now some 300,000 years and you keep having to start over

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@POTUS @WCPO my folks do they spent 50 years together … i haven’t even been around women since university and i personally think i’m desperate to spend time with a woman but what is there to do about it i can’t just BE around a woman … i had a great school adventure and then the world outside of academia knocked me the fuck out and it’s just nothing that’s all the real world is they never tell you this in college but the real world is the exploration of nothingness college is about attaining something it’s at least about something the real world is meaningless and it took me 12 years to realize that but check out my website @ https://slushpile.github.io

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@elonmusk

dear elon,

I’m about to lay down but before i did while it was still puzzling me I wanted to follow up with earlier communications on X.com about the mars mission and the lack of ability of returning from mars once landed on the surface and the solution i came up with is don’t land on mars i’m sorry if this seems pedantic but it’s a major breakthrough for me knowing you cannot return to earth once you land on mars but you could return to earth from orbit around mars and it strikes me that you could collect tools and create a staging location for the first manned landing on mars have nearly 200 ships ready to fall to mars in the same week … have cargo ships refueling that sector … it would be fun to white board the way i see it in my head you have earth and it’s mission to populate mars and you have mars and its geosynchronous orbiting space station collection or something it’s late i’m missing some vocabulary but if you had a staging location orbiting mars and then say 600 people could descend upon mars at the same time with enough initial man power you could succeed on mars but you have to stage first in orbit or not i don’t know it woke me up a little bit this thought like this … i’m excited about the success i see in my peenie head that involves a mars mission orbiting mars and never landing just never landing on mars just always populating the orbit of mars to give humanity and it’s survival the best chance like you don’t have to land on mars you just need to stock pile people in a safe location

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my race writing is best summed up as black people needing to rise up like black people want to appear as talented as white people so they focus their intellectual migrations into acting and football and basketball and comedy and modeling and fashion design like they want heavy exposure and cheap ways to spend time that make a lot of money that’s their american race right now but to my knowledge they lets say don’t own an airport or they never built a stadium i’ll say that they want to look powerful they just aren’t this is my race writing and i think the burrito joke is racist

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this is what i’m talking about people seeing ghosts like she’s focused on the need to protest but she’s not at her computer drafting a letter to the president of the university or the mayor of her town … no one is stepping up and guiding these protestors there is no adult super vision explaining what they can do instead of inciting violence from the police explain to them the police are to protect law and order it has nothing to do with their message or their beliefs they are camped out in the middle of campus and that needs to stop there is no need to wear body armer to protect your views you can be college students STUDENTS and you can meet somewhere to pen letters in the computer laboratory that would get just as much press and would be far more impressive a behavior and useful in the future for you

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@POTUS @WCPO @ElonMusk @META meta could do this with it’s properties also but to mail a letter you need to buy a pen, paper, envelope, and a stamp and X.com is charging $16 a month which is probably in line with letter writing days you still have to pay to send a letter so it’s an acknowledged sum of money to pay that has historical roots … i don’t like free shit personally i learned that lesson a long time ago free shit is just annoying i like having to pay for internet access and for use of x.com and for use of adobe.com and for microsoft … i’m broke but i go through the trouble of making certain my shit paid for out of my social security disability income check … we have no collective bargaining agreement when it comes to free shit and that bothers the shit out of me because we can’t meet at a website and discuss what we need from facebook and X.com nothing free shit just bothers me i finally have all my shit unsubscribed and i have a $3 fee on part of my writing just so i can administer the test on america in general … so there … X.com has a postage fee that’s what he bought for $44 Billion Dollars access to my account and the other writers accounts i think he could put value numbers on posts and like this post here is worth $0.30 cents because it’s so long or something some kind of formula that charges how long a post is for how much it costs to ship it or something i don’t know i want elon to get his money back and some kind of formula and postage price could work

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@WCPO @POTUS what about like a content management system … like it starts off with an office and we have you fill out our form , we download your photos , we download your images , we download your audio and we plug it into the system for you and now you’re part of North College Hill’s CMS it’s for just us in this NCH Finneytown Colerain Mount Healthy College Hill area like the us that we is this website is for and all the magic is in some small office … this would be nice there’s a social contract that you’re not going to just hang around the office it’s a place for me to do business and assist with NCH … it’s pages based on a template and i think it fits with a small town’s literacy of the internet like no no i don’t know what everything on facebook does or is for but everything makes sense in terms of this website i am pitching

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well our parents’ generation sort of fucked it up their brainiac idea was to raise prices it was fine for hundreds of years leading up the advancement of cash … money makes life easier … it’s symbolic of bartering and trading but it can get fucked up and it’s not too fucked up now because inflation keeps working and producing results but you want to study buying power like it’s through the roof … i can do this i can write a letter mail it to 30 people and all for about the price of the computer and the price of access to the network which is like $50 a month this is an amazing deal and i get housing for $650 a month a one bedroom mind you not studio and basically i’m geeked everyday it’s not that you pay to live on the planet you live on geektard it’s that cash is a communication tool it’s probably really fucked up in certain places my experience in cincinnati because i have loving disciplinarian prohibitionist parents is that there is order to life but basically we pay for things with cash because its’ easier than trading other money like things like salt and grain … it’s a system that’s in place that can get fucked up if you ask too many questions about it quit asking questions about the system so it can get back to working

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@WCPO @POTUS i wrote a couple thousand letters in 5 years just really noticed how hardcore i was being ignored and how i can’t sustain a business practice under the pretenses that i don’t exist that i don’t get discourse so i have https://slushpile.github.io it’s a lane i can work in every day and prepare and work with and there’s a book for sale on it i am more in control of sales than i am sold advertising rental units on my website so i have publishing work i can do at my pace and there is nothing stopping me from putting items up for sale on my website that is what fits into the internet culture i have been deeply exposed to … me … my personal experiences with internet is have something to sell and don’t rent ad space maybe try and sell ad space but don’t try and rent it and don’t offer to handle someone elses website for them that’s an insult

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@POTUS @WCPO aw man my kick back inner monologue just graded this as i am now a politician

is this real? i think there should be a law passed that if you use deepfake technology on your video you are required to place a small red dot in the lower right-hand corner … i just think deepfake material needs identified so that i can make a mental note of it and you can make a mental note of it and we can discuss it … i think this is some deepfake shit i think it is … where the deep fake is those frames need a red dot … something simple like that that is automatically generated at export

hold on i can be more specific … to avoid the politician badge …

deep fake footage is Artificially Intelligently Generated Audio and Video … what i am saying is that there is software that is used to generate the deep fake technology and that technology should render out a red dot in the lower right hand corner of any footage it generated since it is deep fake footage development software and and if a certain element of it’s software is used the deep fake footage generating portion of the software as has been identified by an expert whenever that function is used to generate the footage it marks it with a red dot so that audience members of the footage know it’s a lie because attributing audio and video to a politician a world leader can be dangerous and embarrassing to behold i’m just saying a world around might be if you’re going to cast a world leader or a identified federal actor in your footage you need a permit that’s more to the point you need a permit if you want the president to appear in your footage and this is evidence of how i work i don’t give a shit about a red dot anymore i just need you to get a permit to use a politician’s image in your work

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@WCPO @elonmusk yeah if the option to stock pile supplies around mars in orbit is there take it if you can get a mission to mars and the first thing you do is not the biggest mistake you can make do it, i think in terms of negotiations among creators you elon musk the man named after the man that was going to take us to mars and then you took us to mars and what if you stock piled supplies before you landed first so that for example you could store FOOD in orbit … maybe focus on landing in the same area from different points in space like you’ll have 1 camp and 1000 people in orbit and every approach to the planet needs to hit that camp so work on accuracy of landing and i think you did that with your rockets that landed on a boat out at sea? nothing just my creative investment in your work is based on what i can derive from my university time and nova specials and knowledge of nasa and personal reading if you had cargo in space ready to land and you just stockpiled that equipment fuck you might need san francisco as a city to help you organize this and that’s jobs for some needy people

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@POTUS @WCPO i think they should teach meditation in schools like your kid can pick gym or meditation because something that makes being all the way poor possible as a thing to be is because i spent quality time staring at a wall letting my imagination sink in just saying an apartment and a free schedule teach me a lot about meditation i would say i understand meditation far more than any of the local pastors and priests that drive cars i never drive a car now so i’m pretty much always meditating it’s not prayer that i want taught in school it’s meditation i think would be a good idea i know you can teach meditation it’s a technique that when you get it your life improves and is excellent to know if you’re poor most people are going to be poor in these upcoming decades so learn meditation and it won’t be so bad you might not even feel poor like me