This is the list of letters that I kept from October of last year until around April of 2026 and it’s a collection of historic non fiction letters each of these letters was sent to the recipient to this day no one has responded this is my ever ongoing evolution of putting a book together based on my letter writing it blends social media interaction and the voluminous work a book requires this is a collection of attempts to make human contact with the outside world and there’s no follow up emails in this list because no one responded this is what failure looks like. You’re probably better at it than i am. I think i’m the shit but really i’m just a piece of shit.
10/22
Dear Mister Weser,
I just spent 3 months working in google docs on a chrome browser and uploaded my book in .epub format to kindle direct publishing or kdp.com and now it’s up for sale on the open market … i know if i was homeless i would tool around the library and keep a google email address and work to publish to google docs and then from a library computer i could publish to amazon.com it’s the first business i ever heard of you can do in a library that leads to getting money in your account upon sale of books … we’re getting used to ebook and kindle but in a world where a program is set up that involves the government purchasing copies of homeless people’s hardcover books for local and national libraries and archiving some money could change hands … i’m saying a program could be set up something could be engineered in software that leads to programming that helps the homeless run a publishing business at the library like Street Vibes could organize a situation where homeless books get advertised … its a possibility not a definitive
sincerely,
Nicholas Lawson
10/22
Dear JD Vance
in terms of business what’s extra? we need sewage treatment, water treatment, we need farming, grocery, plumbing etcetera … I don’t have the entire composite list … but do you have a list of core business in the USA? I’d like to see it … I’m as far along as selling ads on my website that’s the business i’m trying to break into so I’m a 2nd class citizen but who else is 2nd class citizens with me? who are the first class citizens? like an athlete or a musician or an actor is like a 3rd class citizen? I have sewage treatment as first class citizen and MVP of the Superbowl as the least of our kind … basically … could you release a document showing the hierarchy of business in the USA? like the yellow pages organized by necessity to survive for society?
10/23
Dear JD Vance
so it said in MBA in a Book by Joel Kurtzman it said in Chapter three that there are generally agreed upon auditing laws and major corporations that employ a lot of low level people and provide a product that everyone needs are comprised of executives that influence auditors negatively and keep them from doing their job and the auditors fold in terms of morality and squelch on the rules and rob share holders of honest accounting? Arthur Anderson was a common accounting firm the point out was up to no good they were mentioned like 4 times and World Com and Enron and I learned that maybe my pursuit of finances isn’t so important after all like you saved me you saw I was mentally ill in cincinnati Ohio and you cut me a check every month for 23 years and I have grown to depend on that check to provide me with an apartment and student loan payment and I don’t have to worry about my employer dashing off with the necessary money I need to survive like it’s a melee out there … it’s an old book from 2008 but it’s still ripe with new insight … like I had a thought as the African American ever built a firm that was audited by the GAAS or the GAAP ? does that make sense? is there a black corporation that follows European law? do they have to follow european law? how far do we go acknowledging africans are a different race of people entirely? but greed and corruption and financing business I get notes that money is an imaginary tool that the human condition keeps us from moving in a way that leads to say a coffee shop I always talk about who’s going to make coffee unless they get something in return for it and whose going to do a good job unless they’re threatened with their life? that’s the world we live in today there has to be a better world.
10/23
Dear Chris Bachelder from Uc,
I’m Nicholas Lawson a University of Cincinnati English LIterature Graduate with a Background in Digital Design from DAAP I have a b.a. and I was looking to share https://www.amazon.com/author/nicholaslawsonhealthy with the University of Cincinnati. I think that’s a reasonable writing accomplishment set considering the troubles I’ve gone through but I was hoping to get picked up for a class so that I could be read and get some student feedback at a graduate level. I want to connect with my peers and if like 8 people purchased my books and got back to me about it i would be geeked. I do a lot of collections based in social media and I have an outright narrative written as well. This is what made it into KDP from 15 years of studying online. Most of my writing is is in social media. I do more writing than average and it’s all volunteer work to appease the great mark zuckerberg … i never did take enough time for myself but i find that i take social media and archive it in digital format so that i get something too if something is well written i’ll save it in a file and publish it to kdp.com later … Letters to a Busy World is actual letters I mailed out and quit caring if they responded because they never do so I just publish them on my own and get a historical credit and an archive credit. I hope this finds you well.
Sincerely,
Nicholas Lawson
10/25
Dear JD Vance
It occurred to me with this store https://www.amazon.com/author/nicholaslawsonhealthy I can do business and with the money I make I can buy delivery groceries and really I can sustain myself in my apartment. That’s a new reality. A computer is a conduit to doing business and getting food and clothing and toiletries. A Prison Inmate could do business like this if you set them up with a computer. I’m 45 and this is probably the business i’ll be in but to expand it a little bit … what about a boutique shop that sells things from the internet. I could sell my books there and merch from around the internet like from Island Records like if I had a cool shop. I could have a sale around Christmas everything must go and then buy more product with the money. I’m currently as I understand it in the richest neighborhood in Ohio as my sister told me and she’s lived here for about 7 years.
that would be crazy to me if Vivek was governor and you were president and I was a local writer. I don’t plan on meeting you or Vivek but I feel connected to that Ohio element. I want Amy Acton to win governor I think she would be a better fit for my emails than Vivek but Vivek might win and his term will overlap with your possible presidential term and my possible profit making business moves and Ohio is doing great $100 Billion dollar investment from Intel also for making chips of all things so yeah.
I wish you well I just did a work this week and now I have a store.
10/25
Dear jd vance
how does the United States of America’s Government make sense of Christian music? Hate rock blared through the radio speakers for about 10 years there from 1995 and 2005 that NU METAL creation but in the background religious themed music that has God and Jesus and Worship and Prayer as it’s inspiration … does it require hardcore hatred to function at a high level in the USA? Because we could be listening to love and worship? Our inputs determine our outputs that happened very real to me recently I started reading more dense writing and my writing got more dense the dense input led to dense output I noticed. I’m saying our message inputs are competition and perversion like I regularly watch porn and see suggestive messages in music videos and that’s leads to a radicalization of the female form to me and sensitivity to being around women that’s me. If America in general had an overhaul of its inputs our outputs would change as well. If we want to be healthy we have to learn healthy habits from healthy media and we could do better. I am mostly programmed by the internet so I’m a different creature than I used to be but women can determine what they want for them input from men but for my input from women I want dance. Women might want something different from men than men want from women in terms of programming but I just want to see women dance online I don’t need to see them fuck I just want to be programmed with women dancing in that extra gender relationship the computer gives us otherwise I want cultured science fiction something that started with an author and I want to watch sports and I want 90’s Christian Music styles to come back and give me something holy to listen to as opposed to the secular work i see before me now online that I am being fed. I don’t have a television studio or rigs or professional cameras or a writing team so I can’t do the programming but I can do the writing I see fit to write that affects people holistically. I think we should celebrate the human form and downplay cigarettes and eliminate guns and everything else is basically fair game in programming. I think that’s how media works I think it’s programming. I think writing is the first core programming and then you have television and radio and film and we’re programming ourselves to become something but what? This all is what I am currently being subjected to this is insight into how I am being programmed and I want higher quality programming that’s really what I am getting at in this entire essay here is that there is a citizen that wants better quality programming something like out of the 90’s cinema folio when films were the main form of structured programming and television was modeled superior to people as well. We have recently had better quality input and it led to better quality people which is something we need again now we need consistent higher quality input over a prolonged period of time to improve our quality of life and designers armed with the scientific psychological training to scientifically generate higher quality programming for a society that can be how it is one day sit down and watch a movie and then be something entirely different after seeing that film. Americans needs to deal with Americans and we need the input to inspire us to be our best selves. I’m talking about moral training there is something wrong on the internet and in media and we explore the sociopathic side of life far too often in media and waste peoples time for the rest of it we haven’t developed television programming yet and we need to be more explicit about what goals we aim to achieve with our television internet film radio programming no more innuendo without everyone knowing that’s what it is.
10/27
Dear ad council
You brought up some very unique examples in your TEAR THE PAPER CEILING campaign but I spent 10 years getting my bachelor’s at the University of Cincinnati and I worked in Public Allies and then I did community work and now I am doing kdp.com work I found all the degree work I did was based on opportunities that I found because I lived with my folks and sacrificed to get the experience I have … I currently live on half disability income and am semi retired and am 45 years old and have https://www.vitaemagazineblog.wordpress.com and I’m not sexy that’s how poor I am … I’m not someone that you would call sexy otherwise I benefit greatly from my university education and think it’s sort of a casual natural vetting … you spend 12 years getting ready for college and then if you don’t go like sincere effort goes into preparing everyone for college and we’re still a nation that doesn’t go to college in the numbers it should … a drop outs success story is always something like lacks management skills doesn’t see it can’t understand like never had that freedom of time to space out and change forever … like I’m saying your examples were myopic in their discussion like the coder that said he coded for 10 years without a degree but he acts like the code is the important part of management … corporate America is structured on ideas and you have to attain those ideas in your system to be able to interface with the machine … there are code words you only learn in college that you need in corporate America … if you want to manage a mom and pop restaurant go ahead avoid college … I went to college so I don’t know much about the not going to college route but don’t aim for a world based on college education if you didn’t do the prerequisite work
10/27
Dear Aftab,
the problem with SNAP is that the government is providing us with that service when a city needs to acknowledge money is fucked up there are a lot of companies lying about their profits and income and everyone is on welfare in terms of money but work is being done product is moving talking profits fucked up that EXTRA ON TOP OF COST money is fucked up and this video here is a joke money is down to this it’s only $16 a month for an app that will make you money but i’ve recently taken to thinking about local economies … there has to be something small we can build an economy out of like no one has land to speak of in the city so like an open mic the city pays for like you show up and do an open mic and you make $100 and you can show up 3 days a week and the city collects the footage and sells it on netflix to offset the cost but my problem is with the city needing to make money off the open mic here just give us the money for the small work we just did it’s something maybe 4 or 5 other small ways to make money and we don’t need SNAP all of a sudden … i never studied government but i’m watching North College Hill organize on facebook to cover the cost of food for the 9% of NCH that uses SNAP benefits … that’s all that’s missing from the city … weed dealers were doing it but it was illegal … similar to selling weed or maybe even selling weed … an extra amount of money needs made that you don’t get shot for for fucking up … or something … i would think tank extra ways to make money it would lead to a more vibrant city
sincerely,
nicholas lawson
10/27
Dear JD Vance ,
You represent the Government. You represent what they’re responsible for. Thank you for Social Security Disability Income and your perfection in getting me money every first of the month for 23 years. You’ve never missed a payment once. I appreciate that. I’m more in favor of a government that handles the little things and fights over the big things than the other way around. I was able to pay off a private loan and have my student loans forgiven because of the Federal Government. Social Security paid off my private loan I used to travel to London for a year and the Department of Education forgave my 10 years of student loans under the condition I never take out loans again which is fair. I was able to focus on writing more than mere mortal because I had the University Training and then I had the time and internet and housing to work well into the night often studying writing and reading online. I have since upgraded recently to reading books and it’s helped my internet game out immensely. The quality of rhetoric of just the internet is sort of light I think but reading a well written book is good cross training for writing more heady pieces of writing online like this. I’m learning more about story telling and learning more about typing because of the books I am reading when I go to respond to online writing or say something. I just. I’m time. That’s how much of it I have because of Social Security Disability Income. This is all predicated on the idea that I am permanently mentally ill and so long as I never make more than $16,000 a year I am mentally ill. That is how Social Security works it out it takes a doctor to diagnose you as mentally ill and then the government eases up on you in society and gives you a check to take your time with. I’m doing good. I have a store to sell books from that’s listed here but https://www.vitaemagazineblog.wordpress.com it’s in the ABOUT section of the site. and I think I am weak on perfectionism in using Kindle Direct Publishing’s interface that it uses to layout the books I think I’m weak on layout because of technical details but in the future that should iron itself out … the books are strong though and I am working on 2 new ones and I think i’ve found my foundation where I don’t have to worry about starting over again for any reason or losing files or what not. I found a peaceful place to live because of my folks and my sister and brothers and I’m maturing and its’ exciting to me to see what I am capable of and this is all because of Social Security Disability Income. Thank you.
10/28
Dear JD Vance
in terms of medicine I don’t know much about politics but I know you shouldn’t hold back healthcare from anyone that’s the promise of healthcare everyone gets it so I don’t care if they are illegal aliens they get access to doctors and surgeons and nurses that’s the promise the house speaker I believe is not in medicine so doesn’t think about the Hippocratic oath which is about the ethics of medicine and a doctor will treat anyone a hospital administrator might listen to you and sequester care from a patient from Mexico here illegally but a doctor a real doctor works with his resources and treats his wounds don’t make the issue over health care for illegal immigrants that will just get you fucked up because it shows a callousness for the human experiences unbefitting a man of the cloth you’re supposed to care more than you are right now about health care for all and basically making doctors lives easier and letting them work and supplying them with tools and illegal immigrants need x rays too and who are you to stand in the way of that? the doctor wants to treat illegal immigrants just like naturalized citizens they went to school and learned the ethics of medicine and shutting a country down to keep someone from getting a band aid is fucking you up
10/28
Dear JD Vance
I don’t think the illegal immigrants are entitled free education or FAFSA loans when they’re in violation of international law like it’s globally recognized law that you naturalize by the law of the land like every nation on earth has a requirement that if you want to immigrant you have to follow certain rules so that civility and the city functions just fine like you’re not wrong about being against illegal immigration but now that those river swimming desert hoppin south Americans are here after a long journey you owe them medical care before you deport them back to south america
I don’t know the entire illegal immigration argument I know very little of it I just saw a $200B medical bill was holding up the entire country and I just didn’t and don’t want it to be about that don’t let healthcare keep the nation closed and food out of people’s pantries if it’d down to do they get healthcare yes the illegal immigrants get healthcare
10/28
Dear Red Cross Government Relations
I’m with https://www.vitaemagazineblog.wordpress.com … i’m poor so i don’t have a proper URL … but i saw the government shut down came down to a $200 Billon dollar allotment of money that was being withheld from illegal immigrants and their families and i don’t think the USA wants to take that policy nor keep a government shut down over it like make it a government shut down issue because the doctors they are representing took a Hippocratic Oath to treat anyone and its like this ethical center has an unethical coating to it where the bad people keep the good people from the injured people to be simple about it but withholding healthcare is keeping people from eating with their EBT cards and this is just nasty to me you have the unethical witholding of health care leading to the hunger of an impoverished nation and i wanted to get your opinion for my blog and so that i can pass it along to my state representatives and my vice president JD VANCE but i don’t think you can withhold healthcare i think american principles dictate that is the only thing you can’t withhold you can even withhold housing but you can’t withhold healthcare i think.
nicholas lawson
10/29
Dear JD VANCE
alright well what could they do? they can farm weed from ground to blunt niggas could grow weed … I have it that they’re in weed sales but they don’t work at the growery … so there’s 30,000,000 niggas to latins 70,000,000 and Europe’s 165,000,000 million people like they sold us on weed, so their population could handle growing weed. they could easily farm weed, subsidize black farmers in weed. give them land and a cash crop that’s in their best interest it’s still sort of capstony but it’s weed the product they made famous in music videos over and over again and on stage like they did weeds advertisements so let them do weeds work it would fit and they could smoke as much as they wanted on a farm … i’d do it i’d work on a farm with 100 niggas doing weed work … if a job comes up for a white boy working with black people on a weed farm let me know
10/30
marks needs to turn links back on because links are a part of the dialectic and the zeitgeist like if I’m going to use his software I need to be able to link to things as part of my communication strategy he needs to stop worrying about whether or not he’s at the center of the universe and just claim his hub status but for a long time you could post a link on Facebook and share websites with people and start conversation now the links are deprecated and he just had them working so he needs to fix that he’s part of our team the 1980+-5 generation and he needs to worry less about his exclusivity online and be more a part of the internet … linking is instrumental to good internet dialogue and he needs to turn it back on … or not … just saying hard up front soft on the back end its’ his website but I go to link to WordPress blogs from my cohort and their posts and the link just lays flat … I’m upset with myself for how much time I spend on Facebook but at the same time accepting the work is important to a well rounded ideologue … he did Facebook and he bought Instagram those are things he did and he’s offering them up to the public as his offering facebook is his trade he gets food because he did Facebook that’s the deal …. and I have some complaints with his trade it upsets me that he gets as much food as he gets for his salvo of files and how he handles them … I was attacked by the state so I get food because they wrecked my concept of how the world works mark Zuckerberg is presupposing he gets food because Facebook is a suitable website he can trade for food with … I wonder if facebook is a suitable trading tool for food
10/31
Dear Bronx President …
Alright I was just checking in on the Ice Spice thing. I’m single never married never had kids just worked 45 6’4” 245lbs Brown Hair Hazel Eyes White Skin Black Soul University Degree I live in an apartment in the richest neighborhood in ohio my folks live 20 minutes away my sister lives 10 minutes away I’m on SSDI I have a computer with internet access that I do this with https://www.vitaemagazineblog.wordpress.com and I’m laying the foundation for the first drake of the internet the person that comes up through content not publishing like the first person that wrote a clever enough article they became famous I’m working on that and I wanted to say what up to Ice Spice I saw Baddie Baddie I was lit over DELI like she’s here lets cheer you feel me? Just saying … if Ice Spice is out there and wants to link up … I might have a $5000 grant coming to me from the state of Ohio in January and I could travel then … I am grant capable … I just don’t need money very often aside from what I make … thinking you at that sexy age like you ripe Ice Spice … you could be a author on my blog … just saying
11/1
Dear Carli’s Cookies,
I don’t know where you are but I would like some cookies. I have a website at https://www.vitaemagazineblog.wordpress.com and I can offer you a page on my blog just for you. If there was something you would want written about for your business on a growing website let me know. I can host photography and text. We can talk on the phone and from there I can write up a piece about you I would need to take down some notes but I can write you some copy. I’m working my way down the list of businesses on the Lebanon Chamber of Commerce site and figure if I do a good enough job I’ll get paid by someone in the meantime i’m on SSDI and have the time to just work. The hard part right now is figuring out how to write the copy because I don’t know if I can write a detailed piece after just one phone call but that’s all I know how to do right now to solve that problem. If I’m writing for you I shouldn’t expect you to do the writing and then write from the writing that’s too much writing. I should come down to your store with a voice recorder and interview you and then write the copy from that is what I should do. I’d have to see if my ride would be up for that. But yes the trials and tribulations of a writer trying to expand into commerce. I really think that though if I work for enough businesses in Lebanon someone will pay me. I’m on BAKERY and Apartments and Automobiles didn’t get back to me yet. This wasn’t my pitch to them though I pitched to them a sale of an ad on my website which quickly I knew was a bad pitch. Offering to write for someone on my website is a better pitch so this might do better in terms of response from someone like you that is. You might respond better to a service that makes sense as opposed to a flimsy advertising service. I’ll write the copy and i’ll take the photograph and I’ll put the page together for you on my blog and you can give me some cookies. I’ll work for cookies since i’m new in town.
Dear Aftab Pureval,
the nation of love shows it … winter is coming up and shelter house needed supplies … make certain shelter house is taken care of … i don’t think you need sleeper buses but it’s a statement on how far a city is willing to go to help the homeless … i’d be homeless like desperately homeless if it wasn’t for SSDI and my folks playing the role of Payee … well i don’t know if i hadn’t been getting money for 23 years i’d have probably evolved differently i’m now a product of the state and if i’m going to make some money its going to be for consultations or https://www.vitaemagazineblog.wordpress.com and book sales i have to figure out precisely what my consultation niche is but that’s a classic university graduate role to play i was thinking education consultant if i read several more books on contemporary education i could write essays on the topic sike i don’t know i’m on disability and i’m not inventing a device i don’t have parts coming to me from amazon to put together into an invention i just have advice to give and maybe i shouldn’t try to make money i thought of that yesterday quit being entirely motivated by making money and write a book well another book a narrative another narrative and seek representation from a lit agency in new york city because there’s no lit agency in ohio indiana or kentucky to go to for representation or start a lit agency because i know that find a publisher and ask what it would take to be his literary agent … i don’t know i can flirt with making money but i’m actually weak on the topic of receiving the money … i can do the dance but i’m not doing the dance for anyone
sincerely,
nicholas lawson
Dear Donald Trump,
I saw Stephen king was on David Letterman one time and Jack Keroac was on the Steve Allen show maybe i’ll be on the Jimmy Fallon show … I’m setting up the physics for my 2nd real science fiction novel the first I would write as a mature adult …
it’s a science fiction novel that takes on time travel and there’s a rule the past can’t travel to the future only the future can time travel to the past and the future can time travel unceasingly to the past and the past can only accept the future and there’s no other connection to the future from the past than that worm hole if someone from the future travels to the past and kills themselves they’re guilty of murder and have to go to trial for the murder of a man whose motive was to kill himself in a previous time period its’ just murder there’s not cosmic all forms of him die now he just knows he killed a stranger that looked like him
like I said i’m setting up the physics for my novel and then i’m going to write for about a year just if then statements and narrative and problems and solutions and I’m just going to explore this universe and write up a first commercial piece of mine off weed that I am confident in that I can take to a literary agent and try and get published via lit agent which would be a first and then just continue from there this is the book this is the work i’m standing behind it’s the most intentional and it’s the most sober of my adult life it’s the most imaginative it’s the most creative it’s the most of everything and i’m excited about it
these paragraphs below are the physics of the novel they are the rules the novel has to abide by to give me my book and cranny to fit into to be creative with my engine I dare say and I have this internet so I can be messy with it and pop paragraphs into people’s inboxes with my progress like a real wide open novel it’s an attempt to gain recognition and to make it easier to sell film rights to the piece … i’m all John Milton about it hyping it up but i’m geeked about it
The tool to time travel is the explosion of a knot tucker on the side of the earth last touching the space behind itself like directly behind earth is where your atomic confuser is placed it goes off and now you have a knot that you can use to get back to that time period you set off it’s a tool for setting up a base of operations in a planets time stream if you try to time travel on earth it will never work you can only time travel in space where you have the space and time and if you knot a space in time a zender machine dig into it and get you access to when that knot was created thereby giving you access from any point in time and space with a specific point in time and space
The knot tucker contorts space and time and creates a knot in the dimensional reality and now one is orbiting earth and the way the knot tucker did space time you have a now orbiting time portal back to the point where it was opened what we see is an opening in the portal to the exit that is back where it was first opened up so as we go into the future we can now travel back in time through the portal but the past can’t travel to the future through the portal it’s a one way portal that means the future and the future of the future can continually send resources to the past from the future and a chronos base of operations can be set up in the future and the past as the future wants to keep the portal open and the past wants to keep the portal open and humanity helping humanity is the name of this game
Dear Donald Trump …
more important than the president or vice president or me is the person that makes the ball bearings I posit these are your most important jobs and most important of all are the fabricators that make the machines that make these jobs possible but in the hidden nooks and crannies of society are the people that make life possible like Donald trump’s tailor the man that cut his suit is more important than he is the president sits at the bottom of a hole adorned with everything everyone gave him to make him look important and he’s in talks with everyone else in the same boat on this planet but the guy that makes thread goes to work everyday and spools thread and then goes home to his wife has it figured out I write I’m a step up of importance on a politician but not by much
Dear One Story …
I wrote Def Jam and you in the same Tweet last night and because Def Jam is suffering from not being in the top 40 for the first time in 35 years as a genre I thought they could use some stimulus and I thought of you and I thought of liner notes and I thought how def Jam artists could lay copy into a one story note book and you could have a new line of product the Liner Note via DEF JAM artists … i’d collect those … I’d like to read some professional poetry I like reading musicians lyrics on Spotify while they perform the lyrics are more interesting than the song implies because the song doesn’t dictionate the words clearly but if you read along you can hear it and it’s amazing so I thought I would follow up … DEF JAM and ONE STORY and LINER NOTES
Dear Tyra Banks ,
tyra I saw a show where they mentioned your ice cream and it was hot ice cream that was the buzz and it sounded good like winter food I’m in Cincinnati, Ohio and have https://www.vitaemagazineblog.wordpress.com and I have international experience as well with London England and I lived there for a year as a student and now i’m 45 with books for sale and thought Australia sounded like a good place to sell books via the internet since i’m having trouble getting sales here in the states it might be that a foreigner in Australia would experience success similar to you I figure go where you’re exotic …. and I wanted to say hello and that I can put an ad for your ice cream on my website if you introduce me to a lit agent in Australia …
Dear JD VANCE,
what if you held the meaningless $2000 and spent it on something like okay what if every address had an email address so that 801 Franklin Rd #1 through #20 each had a USPS EMAIL ADDRESS the USPS delivers to every address so why not every address with an email address and to make it work you have to check your federal email and answer all the questions if you want your $2000 and make the $2000 worth something just saying you’re just giving it away use it as a leverage tool to morph behavior like $2000 is enough of an incentive to check your new federal email address how ever that needs to happen but USPS email addresses and maybe develop a new SOCIAL SECURITY NUMBER SYSTEM because the CURRENT SOCIAL SECURITY SYSTEM WOULD BE USED FOR YOUR EMAIL ADDRESS SO ALL THE SOCIAL SECURITY numbers would be known but they’d be tied into an email system like an email system that is assigned not chosen for this world
Dear JD Vance
if it’s true I went from a gifted setting in high school to a gifted college setting to I came home from London after having been in mental health for walking naked high on hash to being placed in mental healthcare if you had said I was mentally gifted I probably would have folded and taken the meds immediately like it would have stroked my ego but I just got done spending 21 years being told i’m the shit and then you came out and told me I was a piece of shit and I said fuck that shit and fought mental health my ego had been groomed to be a leader and then they wanted to turn around and tell me grandiose thinking and rapid speech is bipolar type one when that’s what i’m trained to do I talk big and fast and I’m good at it that was my angle early on but I acquiesced and started taking the meds and I put up with the side effects because I don’t notice anything wrong with my writing my speech and physical ability I do but not my thinking so i’m cool with it i’m just old but starting out at 21 if you had said I was gifted so I need to take these pills ida listened for psychologists ya’ll don’t know much about manipulation
Dear Governor
the people that are going to Mars would be persecuted worse than the Jews in the Bible like the biblical Jews that were led by Moses across the parted waters those Jews the biblical Jews they were persecuted for some reason but martians would be persecuted worse than them in society for thinking they could expand earth to Mars perpetually like its not there now but we hate Facebook the fuck people not going to hate martians?
11/17
Dear jd vance
history could tell the story of how we used to have the right to own a fire arm for some reason and then nicholas lawson wrote an email to the white house and started the conversation of a post bill of rights time period where we draw up a new bill of rights and we re-declared our nation like we renewed our vows with our neighbors and declared America to be a gun free nation ostensibly you don’t have a right to a fire arm you don’t have the right to a tool that can and does conveniently kill people life is worth more than you having a pistol … we acknowledge the 2nd amendment was written in a time period where you were required to hunt to survive and you only had a black powder rifle by your side guns used to be fairly innocuous back in the days of the 2nd amendment being written that Glock 45 on an officer’s waist ain really 2nd Amendment grade … like I want to disarm the police and disarm the military and disarm the civilians and remove the ability to kill … child proofing really for people that need guidance from moral fortresses like the university
11/17
Dear jd vance
it’s a work day and my sister just asked me to do some community service … she called on me to write missives for patients in mental health care for Christmas … Procter and Gamble is good to her … but what I wanted to write about was because of gun registry’s you have a list of gun owners they can be expected to turn in their weapons and we’ll work on obtaining black market guns next … or at the same time … but most guns can be obtained by legally requiring registered gun owners to turn their weapons in … or do we just let this sit because it’s stupid it’s really uneducated and stupid and fire arms are not necessary and the internet could be a tool for civil war and is it really worth it? a couple deaths a day at the hands of gun owners or an all out war when we try to fix the problem … but we know who has the guns … I had it in me that gun stores could be turned into Armory’s very quickly … like do we store the guns for future use or do we destroy them outright? a hard line would be to just destroy them but a negotiating point would be to develop an armory where your gun could be stored … if you’re going to use your gun do so openly not in secret … secret gun use is the problem and blatant gun use is just as bad … they say this is a game so play it like a game
11/17
Dear jd vance
I just checked out your Facebook page and was curious to know if you thought I was better or worse than a Facebook commentator because they’re nasty with ASCII characters and Emojis and the such. I personally think i’m a valuable member of society that is currently being iced out of local television news in Cincinnati, City Hall in Cincinnati, the Governor of Ohio, this White House, Twitter in General and Facebook in General like I’m the guy with the interesting life that went for experience i’m the poetic writer that is faced with an internet he has to figure out i’m trying to build relationships with my peers that are as successful as I am and have had as interesting lives … I’m trying to reach out to people and build bridges and I’m the one no one responds to … so meh … i’ll just keep wondering what I did to this planet because it’s the one that suggested that I walk naked in London it’s the one that set me up outside forces produced a reality in me that led to my destruction … I was always pretty cool … you’ve got me for not getting married in my 20’s because I was in college I wasn’t as romantic as I could have been when all I had was a car and I lived with my folks like I didn’t have children at the ripe age of 25 like my roach fucking wasn’t successful like it should have been but I did try to, it just never went down like that … so i’m 45 and not a parent and everyone told me a long the way not to care about money only to find that Money is all I should have cared about the entire time … fuck me right
11/17
Dear jd vance
coolest thing I did in 10 years of college was take a weed out astronomy class that was extremely difficult but I did get to look through a telescope a professional telescope and I got to see the moon turns out I never saw the moon before I thought I saw the moon but until I looked through this telescope I had never seen the moon before that … turns out it’s just floating up there … that’s all its doing is floating … it’s a rock that’s floating above earth … I resonated with that when I saw it through the telescope … I was exposed to a lot of different things at university that’s probably all school is supposed to be and I had a telepathic encounter 10 minutes ago about a high school music teacher that was told to turn the kids into a choir and teach them how to sing the parents cared more if their child knew how to sing than they did if they knew math none of the parents knew what to make of mathematics but they all knew how to do business with singing for their child they saw a future in singing for their child more than music and thats the latest movie I watched and the moon if you never saw it through a professional telescope do so you’ll just feel stupid
11/18
Dear vance
yeah i’m in business I just opened my duolingo account and finished my first German lesson … if Germany ends up being more responsive than America I should move there … but I just need to make like $1,000,000 in the next 10 years … I can rely on foreign publishing contracts to add to the German language with Germany I want to take swaths of English and translate it into german to expand their language …. but I don’t need a billion dollars I need a million dollars
11/19
Dear jd vance
I’m not taking on too much … with a background that’s spelled out in trouble … I shouldn’t do too much if I have like 15 more years good behavior i’ll run for the state house seat in the state of Ohio in my district and i’ll run for it but I need significant amount of good behavior to spend time with the finest I need a leg to stand on … in the meantime whatever I can get done with my computer is what i’m involved in that’s the least you can be involved in … less than this is watching television and i’m not even sure how my television works I know more about how my PC works than my television set I can get it to play music videos … in the mean time I can always do this … if you don’t mind and you don’t seem to and the law of the land would dictate that you have to provide this email form and I am allowed to write you because you have to be open to the American people … I think that’s true … I mean no offense i’m just saying someone might think i’m hubris filled to do this when I think this is my American right
11/19
Dear jd vance
in the coming year I look forward to investing in myself through self education I am I hope going to be receiving two text books and then a duolingo and poets and writers subscription that I am then going to imbibe on and absorb and increase my self worth with because outwardly trying to make money through business seems to be failing so I’ll pull out of business and into self worth building I was going to ask each business in the Lebanon chamber of commerce for a poem they could write that would then go into an anthology whose proceeds would benefit the chamber of commerce the chamber and the businesses in the chamber all 22 of them have yet to respond so i’am take a hint I figure there’s a reason you won’t respond and it’s because that’s a fox news story if you do but what’s their excuse? i’m tired of people not responding to me so I can’t do business … I’ll invest in my self and sweeten my honey pot that attracts business I won’t go to business next year i’ll build business right here in my apartment i’m a typical wage earner on Social Security Disability Income so I have a job it’s just the sweetest
11/20
Dear jd vance
this was going through my head like you’re like the typical centerpiece of for God and country like you’re at the center of most people’s lives as Americans right? like your business is america’s business and America’s business is your business? right? like I don’t do polling and when I do I get no results but you’re like God country family family God country country God family that kind of thing involves you right and it’s a natural concept to stand for our nations capital? like ABC News tells the story every night of the white house and you’re our rotating in and out royalty but the fact that ostensibly everyone has the chance to be president if you take it seriously enough and have made the right decisions in life like if from a young age you were presidential material and you followed through with it you could be president if your family had some schooling or some military in it you could be president? like it was a family game to run for president there are individual games like singing but presidential scholarship was a family game right?
11/20
Dear jd vance
thing I learned a long time ago in new york city that I otherwise never would have known … I picked up a city paper to read at the hostel and turns out Metallica gets 1/8 the page billing and I thought they were the biggest band turns out the biggest acts you can imagine get 1/8th page billing in new york city and I didn’t know that that’s the billing the open mics I went to in Cincinnati got like I knew people as big as Jay z in Cincinnati they were just rationed for Cincinnati fame Jay Z is a small act in New York City but he project huge act to the world at large he’s just involved in a city with 8,000,000 people so his politics are different but billing is the same in Cincinnati which is a tool you can use to determine precisely how big someone is like hanging out in a recording studio is small business … but they get used as tools on television and then are skittered away … just saying the biggest acts you can imagine get small billing in New York city like New York city cares about Jay z as much as CIncinnati cared about hakiym and I was best friends with hakiym until we had a stellar break up but I was right there with the most famous people in Cincinnati and the most famous shit happened and I even got hit with fuck fame that’s how famous I was fuck fame it broke everything that’s how famous I was it left a bad taste in my mouth
11/20
Dear jd vance
he could be more casual about his wantingness to make an immortal name for himself like if he’s looking to make a name for himself like king tut like his burial will speak of his name and maybe he should get involved in his burial orders there by engraving his name in eternity similar to the great pharaohs … he’s Donald trump has been working on his name since Trump Tower in the 70’s has been working on his name since Trump Casino has been working on his name since Trump Art of the Deal has been working on his name Donald Trump … because there was nothing else to do … Donald trump … needs to be placed in the torch of the statue of liberty we’ll put it that way … that would be cool
11/20
Dear jd vance
i’ll write that in my journal but that way there is Mathnaseum and Code Ninja Franchises that teach Math and Coding I wanted to start a Literature Center but I think a language fluency center would be more adept … if there was a place you could learn French, German, or Spanish or all three that would be a hot little center … you need the physical location to find people to speak with of all ages and I could hire Latin immigrants to work there and teach spanish … so that you can sit down online and do business with a foreign country you need to speak a foreign language and it’s fun as shit to speak a foreign language need I remind anyone how much fun it is to speak German that is the shit when you’re in your head dousing out a sentence it’s amazing I love working to speak German it’s that fun … I FOUND a language instruction tool online and i’m 2 lessons in and i’m asking for a German instruction text book for Christmas for $3 because it’s used but it’s still the same German text I used in high school … just saying … I think this is around where I want to be in the private sector … teaching foreign languages like code Ninja or Mathnasium … language arts feels good especially with the internet right here …
11/20
Dear jd vance
since the quantum computer is a new thing and it’s a new type of computer by design does it have an ENIAC like status meaning it’s an original mainframe where an INTEL i8 Chip may out perform the Quantum Computer in day to day operations the Quantum Computer has to be built into the internet its like the odd man out right now it can do impressive calculations but a local calculator has a longer track record … just saying … Quantum Computer is like a mainframe of the 60’s now but in the next 50 years it will find it’s place in the marketplace but to own one now tech support is gonna cost ya
11/20
Dear jd vance
I always have a real good relationship with my computer like one thing ever went wrong in like 8 years of computing and that was earlier this year when I tried to do something audacious that I never thought of doing before and download FOUR! pieces of open source software from trusted sources I was thinking I would give myself a new computer to use and get involved in open source software review software and my computer tanked it froze up and I restarted it and it froze again and I couldn’t get to return to defaults fast enough so I bricked my machine and now I have a $75 chrome os flex machine from Computer Software Reuse which caters to SNAP benefit beneficiaries poor people they’re a computer shop that caters to poor people they’re a non profit and i’ve gotten about 200 hours out of my $75 machine so this is a profitable number here but I typically get along fine with my computer I have returned to defaults a couple times but I did that flawlessly it’s just this last time that I bricked my computer and this CHROME OS FLEX computer is pretty nice it’s just all typing and browser related functions but getting my monies worth is causing me to write more often and there’s just nothing else to do … so I am pretty adept with a computer I know enough to know how not to fuck it up and now I even know not to download FOUR! pieces of open source software that are brand name … so yeah … I know to only install software through the windows software store and only through the web store here on chrome … back 25 years I have gone without bricking a computer that just happened this last year
11/21
Dear governor
Vivek has vigor in his system he’s very eager … he’s very adventurous in his stance … he’s too young for governor … Amy Acton is thoroughly seasoned as an adult she’t not new to adult life and has an elders stance and she’s more like you she worked with you she’s seen the governor’s mansion and she’s not surprised by the office position … Vivek is going to get a graduation moment where he realizes that’s all it is and that he over shot his campaign by 3 ticks too much and its’ going to be an embarrassment with vivek it says this …
Vivek Ramaswamy has never held an elected public office. He has primarily held roles in the private sector as an entrepreneur and executive, as well as a temporary advisory role in government. He is currently running for Governor of Ohio.
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governor is no place to cut your teeth in politics is all i’m saying
11/23
Dear jd vance
beats out lab grown meat in terms of market value but in writing Jeff bezos last night I came up with a need the martians have in a gene Roddenberry type of way … I came up with food that cures shitting … in other words it’s a food that gets totally absorbed by the human body and doesn’t produce waste … I imagine it would be a cotton candy like food texture that is dense in flavor and tastes amazing … but if you’re on Mars the last thing you want to be dealing with when you’re out in the field working on building the architecture is a bowl movement so I figured in science fiction tradition the food that doesn’t get shit out and that’s good food … now a gastronomical scientist can get his thesis from 10 years vouched for when he pitched the same thing … but food that gets totally absorbed … corn and beef leave behind a husk that gets processed out the large intestine where a food that is totally absorbed is a futuristic food mother nature partially produced food for us which is really a natural hack because fruit is there to spread seeds it’s not necessarily supposed to be food for example but human produced food that the entire human body puts to use is science fiction this is a fully thought out science fair concept like a high school science fiction fair where the students project their scientific thoughts that what this is this is wackadoodoodle fiction here … it’s the most pressing need for Mars but at the same time it’s so crazy it creates market destabilization for toilet paper and a percentage of the economy depends on toilet paper it’s probably something you produce and put on the shelf so that you can be so USA … the manufacturing facilities take up the size of a state like Ohio abandons it’s chip manufacturing for this and we produce a flavored paste that you take in but don’t push out and that’s science fiction … I don’t have to write a 400 page novel with this concept as a running narrative them I can just write you the good part and save you the space station drama
11/23
Dear jd vance
my mental illness is entertaining like it just said something like yeah food you don’t shit out like television food no one shits on television now we can live that out in real life and I didn’t say that it said that and I got entertained by it so my mental illness the one they’re treating causes me to burst out in a fit of entertainment to myself like the side of my brain that isn’t me is awake and functioning and entertaining the side of my brain that is me like i’ll say something and it will respond and then i’ll be sitting there and it will go over emails i’ve written so I contested that there was something wrong with me and at the time there wasn’t that I could tell but now I do have a severe mental illness i’m telepathic and i’m not telepathic i’m what you call a telepathic
11/23
Dear jd vance
I figure an artist develops science fiction like gene Roddenberry did in star trek like an artist contrives some imagery sufficiently realistic enough visually and you show that to an engineer and they’ll figure out how to do it like if an artist can get close an engineer can make it happen i’m saying in terms of creative an author is up on the food chain to an engineer engineer the type of person to take apart a television as a kid to find the people artists just know it’s fake
11/23
Dear jd vance
i’m reading this book on corporate management and corporate practices and it’s MBA in a BOOK by Joel Kurtzman and really it’s focusing on Procter and Gambles and General Electrics and Kodaks and Microsofts like companies that have a product and a work force in the thousands and it makes sense that these entities are like ships like they need steered you need 10,000 people arranged in management structures so that the ship sails right and the CEO is like the captain and the analysts are like radar and the entire posture of a major company a successful one a company that built itself up from nothing all based on it’s good ethos and ideology is that of management management is the most important element of a company it reads like like you have your doer the person that puts the pieces together on the widget like talking labor is the least important element of a company they are we hem and haw and try to make them feel better but labor in terms of intelligence has the job of labor because it can’t handle intelligence labor is minuscule in terms of importance compared to a CEO in terms of difficulty of job and in terms of dedication to the job like labor works from 9 to 5 now Monday through Thursday but a CEO for example works all day everyday putting deals together to keep the company afloat like above labor you have sales they do intelligence work and labor works for them and its just seeming like one nothing is wrong in America there are evolutionary changes occurring as one generation passes the torch to the next generation things that a generation thinks are more important than a previous generation and less important the same and it looks like music got passed on like it looks like in the marketplace music holds trusted position in the economy and film making looks like it took a hit but a good show is still what we value most in our day above food it would seem noting how readily available food is if food was scarce we wouldn’t care about music so much but since food is plentiful music gets top billing in a days importance … i’m saying you can replace a worker easily but it takes years to replace a CEO … certain elements of a company as it grows in size are more important than others early on in a company labor is quite important it’s the only part of the company that matters getting from nothing to something requires labor but a labor importance is a fixed unit of importance as the company grows labor is as important as it was at the beginning it’s just that bigger things have developed … so yes … i’m learning about corporate structures in this one book … I have 11 more books to read on business to get an MBA mind set this is just a primer book it’s giving me a vocabulary I can use to determine what my next book I am going to read it
11/23
Dear jd vance
I told method man in a comment that the recording industry is not classical art not by 1000 years and that ever since blank media has been a product the music industry has been growing and then it inverted on itself and turned computer files into blank media product so the music industry sells computer files and tickets to concerts and that’s what it sells and that’s dubious but it works for now licensing music brings in revenue to grocery stores and malls as white noise and radio spins and they are multiplicatively fleshed out they’re maxed out and I recommended to def jam on Twitter that they sell their liner notes through one-story.com and get back to the part of the CD that cost more than the CD penny for penny which was the Liner Note with the lyrics listed on it at a point where no rap music was in the top 40 before meghan thee stallion rose through the ranks to break the drought you might want to sell poetry music might want to sell its lyrics and then sell the sheet music at the music store where you buy pianos … but lyric sheets sold by themselves as reading material might be a good idea … I would take a 2nd One Story Subscription if I knew it was going to be liner notes and lyrics and that’s a hot idea I just left it with def jam last week as part of my fantasy business life where I do business with a wooden kata doll like Bruce Lee did I just work on my forms but this internet is dead it’s d e a d dead which means it’s designed poorly are you people are losers because I bring good business
11/23
Dear JD Vance …
I was studying music videos again and it was in my head and it was talking about formalism and how Mark Zuckerberg is mostly rich from the government forms he fills out like they’re new commerce in that they’re not capitalistic businesses that he earned $400Billion in personal value from the accounting value of his website and it’s vague impressiveness like he’s been assigned his money as a bounty on the work that he did early on in the internet era drowning out the effectiveness of HTML singularly HTML never had a chance as a medium and the original design never took hold because we all signed up for accounts it was something you could do with the computer and I stand by that whatever you can do with the computer is what should be legal online and let survival of the fittest take hold … there’s a thought … survival of the fittest … but formalism … VOGUE didn’t make a billion dollars selling advertising and that’s all they do Mark was the leader in advertising sales not vogue? the fuck out of here
11/23
Dear jd vance
I need enough money to have 2 credit cards and a debit card I need 2 credit cards in case on of them doesn’t work and I need the debit card to pay out of my checking account and not credit and I need $1600 a month to live here https://cincinnati580.com/ and I need money to pay for taxi’s to the grocery store and I need to furnish my apartment pay for 2 windows computers so someone can come over and work on a book with me and I need laundry money and toiletries and clothing and restaurant stipends and I can just hole up in my apartment there the way I do here but this is about my budget plus 20% for savings and retirement and now that I am sober from weed I think I can be trusted to handle my money without risk of buying a pound of weed and going homeless I can do that now that I am weed free but this would take me off of disability and would put me in downtown Cincinnati where all my language lines up again I can’t say i’m from Lebanon Ohio because I’m from cincinnati Ohio … I’d never see my folks again if I did this because they won’t go downtown but it’s good for me … is this how it works … and I need $120,000 a year to hire 2 employees to work on my website? is it something like this?
11/24
Dear jd vance …
so the telepathy was like that’s what a sticky post is it’s a page I was just sitting here and it was hanging out with me like my brain hangs out with itself a byproduct of having been alone most of the time for 15 years yeah there have been some friends in there but most of it is time spent alone and this lithium and the recursive relations to having smoked weed for 25 years anyways there are probably reasons my brain talks to itself while I watch that’s a neuroscience issue there my brain talks to itself while I watch I’ve been told i’m telepathic with a computer and need to cool out but I can’t talk about this with my folks or my brothers or sister they won’t hear it and it’s a reality to me my psychiatrist brought up that I said I can read minds and I reacted like no that’s not what I meant but actually I want to revisit that and let her know that yes yes I read minds that approach me and communicate with me like I have a small minded psychiatrist that is my state issued one and someone knows something about my life and can explain this to me because i’m left to my own devices but it seems like a lot of attention is being paid to me it could make for a good sci fi screen play … a screen play that captures the freakishness of the internet something called TALKING and it’s about a man that writes on his computer than goes off on a personal tangent with himself after he hits submit like so far it seems like there is recoil every time I hit submit with content involved … and i’m going to write my psychiatrist and case manager about this but someone knows something someone knows why I don’t receive email responses and someone knows why i’m telepathic and i’m writing this to the vice president because he might know
11/24
Dear jd vance
it’s there to be used but in terms of fundraising I can guarantee your poem will be published in the main anthology and I can guarantee profits because its’ print on demand and that’s all that is good for is producing profits … I get the literary value … but cash … trade … lets say everyone in Congress writes a poem and sends it my way I compile it in a Google document and upload it to kdp.com and then each congressman links to the book … that’s a guarantee Amazon is so solid it’s a guarantee and if that doesn’t work for political reasons I can go with lulu or blurb it would just take longer I’d have to set up an email address for Congressional poem accruement to be pure about it but as the poems are coming in I’m putting them in the book and then universities across the nation can assign this book to their freshman English class and make it required reading because congress wrote a poem … I maxed out in literary theory here but I want to really do it … the money can go towards the Red Cross a standard charity …
11/24
Dear jd vance
HAY! JD! when was the last time you had some skyline? that brings up this inspiration I had before I didn’t know where to do it but a fast food museum like the box top restaurant the drive through restaurant the major chain like Wendy’s In and Out Chipotle’s McDonalds Subway Penn Station like your franchise restaurant … if there was a living franchise restaurant museum at Washington DC on some land near the capital … if it functioned and was a museum to the franchise restaurant … then you could get your skyline chili … and to be obsequious about it … you could franchise the franchise museum and sell more franchises but headquarters would be dc …
11/24
Dear jd vance
I think it’s the pills that caused me to be telepathic actually because they’re weren’t prescribed for my behavior or behavior modification my behavior was fine missing the pills led to smoke problems like long strange walks but once I started taking the pills religiously I was telepathic entirely and the police and the secret knowledge that they have and the psychiatric association and their secret knowledge like they know I’m telepathic and they know why and it’s meant to be a fringe secret but if it’s not those pills its my mental filing but the lithium puts a metal in my body and the metal is absorbed by my brain so my brain is saturated with metal lithium element and radio would need metal to function as a receptor and I don’t know I see the elements of telepathy there just thinking about it the metal filling acts as a receptor or the lithium turns me into a receptor and my smart phone or wifi or the 5g tower acts as a communication hub and this is great science fiction but but what else would it be a satellite? I’ve been showing telepathic symptoms leading back to 2011 and I just keep it to myself but I want to come out of the closet with it like i’m telepathic
11/24
Dear jd vance
I figure we’re similar age so we’re peers … I’m a university graduate with commensurate experience you’re a university graduate with commensurate experience … you’ve had successful relationships i’ve had successful relationships you went into Congress early i’m planning a business and wanted to go in late like the average age someone goes into Congress I looked it up a couple times like you’re early which is fine but i’m looking for generational assistance here … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/MKUltra … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Montauk_Project:_Experiments_in_Time … talking something like this …. knowledge of this and the power of the government … I’m not a conspiracy theorist there’s no conspiracy the communications I experience are quite real … be like a subject from the 1950’s but he has the internet … that would be an interesting experiment too … telepathy and the internet i’m told this isn’t even new technology it’s old technology on a new medium … so get back to me … Philadelphia experiment … talking you’re vice president of the government … the same government we all know and love … the government … the intelligence capital of the planet … the curious engineer capital of the world … I’m a subject … could you give me more information? can I get a white paper or a packet?
11/24
Dear jd vance
No, traditional telepathy—the transmission of thoughts from one person’s mind to another without using the senses—has not been scientifically proven to be possible, and controlled experiments have consistently shown that claimed abilities perform no better than chance. However, there is a field of research that involves creating “brain-to-brain interfaces” using technology to transmit simple information, like “yes” or “no” signals, between brains.
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in the left side of my brain it shows up as language that I can interpret and that is from a 2nd party not of myself and it’s aimed at me I am the receptor of language in my left hemisphere the same hemisphere that hovers over my left metal molar filling and I have been instructed that that left metal molar filling is a reason I hear voices in my left hemisphere … so you can diminutize me and make me feel small and call me a liar and call me crazy but your belief in what I experience doesn’t change my experience with what I experience which is perfectly capable people involved in my head sending information to me that is received by my brain and I know it’s real i’m just curious why this is happening to me and I know i’m the one with the 99th Percentile ASVAB score in high school when i’m 18 so I know I qualify for military testing in the psych range of testing … like if you want a good literate smart guy to test technology on i’m that person … I’m told I interact with a computer and if mind to mind communication isn’t real computer to human communication is real and you’d want to test this out before you unrolled it and I’d recommend it it’s pleasant to be telepathic I get a lot of self esteem boosting intelligence
11/25
Dear JD Vance …
I mentioned your name today at a Talbert House Mental Health Services social event and the host was like what do you mostly use the internet for and I said to write the vice president and he asked why and I said so I can save the emails as historic and publish them on kdp.com and he said nice … so I got love for writing you JD … I was a year older than the counselor that was overseeing the event and i’m officially in junior year of life … I made it through freshman and sophomore year … and something that I would like to do is get a book on making music … https://www.facebook.com/stories/172483014243925/UzpfSVNDOjQzMzEyNjIzNzM3NjgzNzc=/?bucket_count=9&source=story_tray … this guy is inspirational … I don’t think he’s on the radio but lately I don’t think people care much about that … the bangers come from all over … but yeah you got a mention I said we’re similar in age and both educated and come from a similar city … Vivek’s from the same country as me … you guys are inspirational … i’m not running for Congress until my 60’s … it’s more important right now for me to solve this business puzzle than it is to represent a district in Ohio Congress … I have got to get some income coming my way it’s personal now and even more personal i’m sorry you’re clearly too busy … but someone has to fucking write me an email I don’t care who you are but someone has to fucking write me a decent email like I exist this is bullshit
11/25
Dear jd vance
I would never beg in an email at most I would offer you a service of developing you an advertisement and posting the advertisement on my site of https://www.vitaemagazineblog.wordpress.com I’d charge you $100 because i’m a rookie here in his junior year again. I don’t think that is begging I think that is business to business commerce. If I was put on a mailing list I would do business with each person and then get to the art of conversing. Business up front pleasure splits the difference. What’s it like being Vice President? Hopefully you never have a job you’re just like extra meat sort of taking tips from the president the guy that made certain you had a job. Like do you have a signature? My signature is in development it’s rudimentary right now but I like it so far. It’s designer. I have a designer signature. You’re planning on standing there in president’s row by your 50th birthday? like the line of people that was president that doesn’t have much to do now … you want to do that young?
11/25
Dear jd vance
like it’s a big deal that Vivek is running for Governor because he’s so young and it’s a big deal that you’re Vice President because you’re so young i’d want to spend my years when it’s not a big deal that I would be running for an office … like currently if I ran for state house still about half the population is older than me 45% actually and I want to be like 60 before I run for office and I get to write these emails the entire time to build name recognition but I get to do business like this and I get to plan for a bid for the Ohio State house at 60 and that’s where i stop because I had a troubled background and that just puts my family on record as having been involved in Congress I want us to be that successful a family I want my nephew to know he can run for Congress because he comes from 4 generations of successful parenting … more than that for all I know I just know my grandparents parents grandparents parents and my siblings are all doing quite well i’m doing the worst off and all I am guilty of is having the nerve to think I could write someone younger than me in congress and i’m 45 on a federal program I could start writing that it’s not that I’m on Social Security Disability Income it’s that I’m part of a federal program if anyone asks the telepathy and the SSDI what’s paying for what?
11/26
Dear jd vance
that’s not how to bring peace to bring peace you have to work your way into Congress and pass legislation that changes the way Americans behave like rewrite the 2nd Amendment so you no longer have a RIGHT to bear arms … that you would not longer be guaranteed a fire arm because the public lost that right especially when a grocery store got shot up in Cincinnati Ohio … a fucking grocery store …. https://www.wlwt.com/article/uc-public-police-response-emergency-reported-taft-vine/69546656 … at a point where a gun owner is using that gun at a grocery store … something needs done … the straw broke the camels back … at least in hamilton county where there has been a crime wave as reported by the television news and the enquirer … you want a rescindication of the 2nd amendment just for us then … not the entire nation not the entire state just Hamilton county because the average intelligence is too low to own a fire arm we’ll start disarming the population by shutting down gun stores and buying back fire arms … which nigga really gives two shits about the law that they have an opinion on the bill of rights anyways? … they know they can talk shit on a record and they can carry a pistol that’s all they know and they don’t even know why … talking remove the 2nd amendment in Hamilton county … the way weed is legal in some places and not in others … guns are illegal in hamilton county and legal in others …
11/26
Dear jd vance
this doesn’t work for you I have ample reason to write you regularly and so does everyone else it’s many versus one here there’s one input box and a whole planet that wants your attention or that thinks they want your attention and you can’t keep up with reading all of this I personally think presidential quality thoughts often at least as good as what I see on television maybe not actually good enough thoughts per the reality of it what goes on behind closed doors but the colour of my page is better than a typical Google swatch of writing and I dare say i’m healthy to read and you benefit from me writing you but you never get the email because you’re drowned in writing so what of this contraption? it’s a waste of your time even though i’m not
11/29
Dear jd vance
it’s beyond possible to me I just know i’ll pay a yearly tax like $1000 I can’t afford it but I act like I have a company if I had a company and cold afford $1000 a year I would pay it so that I got carte blanche online … that’s what everyone is missing freedom online however they wish … if I wanted adobe I would get Adobe if wanted Cinema 4d I would get Cinema 4d I want to be able to trick my computer however I want without regard for price because I pay a $1000 yearly internet tax and I am free to develop graphics and animation to sell to small theatres around the world and I can do design work and I can write and record and all the things that would keep my giddy as a citizen like the entire gaming kit I would rather play a gaming kit that involved audio video photography and type collectively I would rather use that than work at mcdonalds and that might not be true for everyone like people that work at mcdonalds because they’re comfortable not working and they know when they’re at work and when they’re not and I’m always at work everywhere I go which they might not want to do … it makes sense to me … I was even thinking there might be a chance people can get SSI to live like me and that I don’t have to worry about jealousy or anything because you can do like me too and SSDI isn’t some lucky break I got I made something out of nothing out of a couple dollars …
11/30
Dear jd vance
I know how much work I put in just for the sake of work i’m spoiled goods though because I always had an SSDI check so I can say fertively I know how much work I put in for $850 a month I was paid to work and I have put in 25 years for half of basic poverty I just work … I think we’re destined for a better internet when they can figure out how to pay their rent and get their groceries and still produce an internet it’s the salary cost cutting they don’t want to do and that’s what’s probably fucking them up they don’t work as hard as me in terms of always offering full value like my book my Photoshop I was going to copy and paste for 20 years is online and live at https://www.vitaemagazineblog.com you can read it anytime you want my copy pasta has been written I’m just doing the extra now because I like to write and might have another book in me but the way wordpress asks you to pay and then asks you to pay again and again like nothing it’s not a problem for someone with a paycheck but it just means they produced bad code they took the time to produce poor quality work in the interest of better business and that sort of pisses me off shit you can’t find out until you start paying in
12/1
Dear jd vance
sole proprietors could fill out a form c corps, LLC’s, s corps, 501c3s if there was a hosting provider owned by the government where to host on that platform you had to be of a business licensure status and you are as a sole proprietor but if a web site hosting platform asked for more than your name and phone number if it was more like a non profit filing to get a website and if it eased in these policies with more to come from citizens raised on the internet I was 15 when I first used Prodigy at my cousins’s house and wasn’t fascinated with it I wasn’t fascinated with the internet until 2012 and then I started tooling around with it now I don’t know what to do without it before the internet there were college ruled notebooks and microsoft word files now there’s make sure everything gets published but the east coast internet could have a business hosting provider that qualifies you for a website figure business built this it’s for business I’m a sole proprietor you can sue me for my toothbrush if you want I think I’m up for NON PROFIT or LLC I have to figure out which I need a book on each to read to figure out how to handle it I would be up for a C CORP but it’s just me I don’t have a company and I don’t know what an S Corp is but I am a sole proprietor currently and there are probably other classifications I just know what I learned in college all 10 years of that … but a hosting company that is your business licensing service and it’s all organized in the PHP that codes the site … that’s elegance to me …
12/1
Dear jd vance
it took me about 35 years of my life to realize oh you mean company like group of people I thought company and business were interchangeable until about 10 years ago then I was like son of a bitch they really mean company if I had a company I would buy it hot cocoa we’d have Christmas twice a year the office parties would have dj’s from ministry of sound in London they’d send us Spotify playlists not people we can play the music just fine and we’d have a pool hall we could go to to shoot pool and they were about ping pong I’d be about pool I’d do the 2000’s thing too and trick out an office with toys because we need ping pong at an office to make it cool or to at least show how cool we are sike it’d be a building with a computer laboratory on every floor and you sign in and we work with our brains and it just so happens we have to deal with our hands to get the job done but we type and that’s what the fuck we do but we do have a pool table to show how cool we are … turns out i’m finally old enough to want a company to sexually be able to handle it you guys you’re over there you’re my company you’re here to work and I own the work so do a good job … i thought they started off embarrassing themselves how long could that last
12/2
Dear JD VANCE
my great internet idea is instead of reinventing the wheel lets go for a ride … that’s pretty much it … like for example if Mark zuckerberg was in the comments section of Facebook drilling into political theory that’s pretty much my idea … quit developing and start putting to use … it doesn’t need to get bigger it needs to get frothier and I myself am not participating enough i’m not in the milieu enough … I’m writing out letters when I could be reading comments on Facebook … that’s my idea … now we know we can do anything we want we have to develop a usable internet focused on operability … like we need to morph what we have in terms of management well distill really we have reddit threads Instagram Facebook Twitter WordPress SoundCloud YouTube Patreon PHPBB BBPRESS we have every style of CMS we need a collaboration among the most prominent and successful designs for a final design in the internet of the internet aside from individual interest a final design in the best interest of the user a final design following design principles would be for the best because currently the design order is mush and i’m 45 i’m in management i’m in English literature management i’m putting this out there i’m in words I participate when the comment boxes get developed and I can read and write in the boxes i’m not code but I know what it looks like and what it looks like mostly the main problem I am citing is poor back end concepts it’s just a list of emails it’s just a list of content it’s just a list of posts … I was thinking daily units to go through as my insight behests but …I think the internet is a presidential issue I think the president should have an opinion on the internet and I think back ends are the crucial element to focus on anywhere there is a long list of something is in need of focus … i think
12/3
Dear jd vance
reddit threads Instagram Facebook Twitter WordPress SoundCloud YouTube Patreon PHPBB BBPRESS KDP Lulu magcloud blurb discmakers Gemini chatGPT Grok i’m trying to be slightly comprehensive here but this suite of software here you can develop content on Reddit Facebook Twitter and WordPress and then publish to the physical on KDP Lulu magcloud blurb discmakers and you can be social and advertise your product on Reddit threads Instagram Facebook and Twitter or something like this paragraph this is close to what I want to say this is not reinventing the wheel not reinventing the wheel is taking a paragraph here and storing it on Google docs in a Letters to the president file that I’m putting up for sale again as a collection of artifacts i’m running a business in social media and I’m short customers but that’s understandable because I just opened my store front 3 days ago and I haven’t spent any money on advertising but I do have a business started I enjoy the process of writing online and I sell the catalog of it stored on google docs … like check me out at https://www.vitaemagazineblog.com … where I store my poetry … most of it is poetry since it’s not fiction or non fiction it’s just poetry … I’m a poet I thrive on being poor
12/3
Dear jd vance
I’m listening to fate of Ophelia by Taylor swift right now but someone has to listen to the music just like someone has to read the writing and the comment fields need filled out so I find myself filling out fields more so than focusing on music or reading I read my own writing most of the time and just develop it and I don’t have much to say about fate of Ophelia like I can’t write prose describing the music because I don’t have a musical vocabulary but I like her story I like the stories of people that never failed my like brother my brother was a soccer player in high school and he worked at Penn station and was a caddy at a golf course and won a scholarship to OHIO STATE and stayed rent free in the Evans Scholars House and then he graduated in 4 years and was hired at GE and met his wife on tour and took her home to start a family and now he works for Synchrony and raises 2 kids and even adopted one he has such time and I like stories like that not like mine where I walked naked I fought the state I was tortured by the police I was fucked over by friends I had my car stolen from me and didn’t do anything about it like my story is dystopian for no reason like there’s no reason to treat me like that God didn’t need to do that that’s unnecessary just anguish for no reason and now I just sit and write
12/3
Dear jd vance
https://slushpile.github.io is my previous blog it’s HTML in nature … it has photography, video, audio, and typography … I figured if I was going to make a billion dollars I should learn HTML and i’m sufficiently impressed with HTML silicon valley tried to make it easier than <p>Hello World</p> like they went to the trouble of doing outstanding feats of programming so that I could just hit enter and be in their world when if you want a website HTML and hosting is about as easy as it gets all things considered … I used WordPress out of loyalty recently I had been playing with it for about 6 months so when money showed up I shared it with them but I could have gone with geekstorage and gotten back to using my index.html file but WordPress does make making websites easier like playing a guitar makes making music easier I picked up wordpress around 2011 and studied it and i’m pretty good at it the paid version is confusing but pages posts and sticky’s still apply … I posit HTML is all you need you don’t even need CSS but that depends on how you feel about https://slushpile.github.io if that’s suitable to you you’re on my train and if you NEED https://www.vitaemagazineblog.com then slushpile.github.io is not your style which is fine you just need trillions of dollars of more work to satisfy you where if you like slushpile.github.io we’re done and can get to teaching the internet in school which is what I’m waiting on saturation of the market
12/09/25
Dear jd vance …
you know what Ohio needs? Ohio needs a website you can go to and browse through forms to see if any of them suit you. just a major compendium of forms of the state of Ohio organized by county … Hamilton county could be the first place all the forms are organized in just maybe your case Manager didn’t tell you about it so you found it yourself like a place where you can find the spells and it illustrates the spells powers like this form here does this and this form here does that … just a way to spend a day on your smart phone sitting on the couch going through forms to see if you need any of them? which forms didn’t you know about?
12/10/25
Dear governor …
if high schools in ohio came equipped with Cinema 4D in their computer laboratories it would be a fun way for schools to teach computer skills and computer fluency and software training and animation and pixel modeling … I think you should look this over and consider it for implementation in your schools … it comes with tutorial lessons so this software teaches you how to use it from the makers of the software … it could whet the appetite of students to consider design and art schools if they would be interested and it opens eyes on how hollywood magic occurs … when you do SOME animation you get a sense for how ALL animation occurs … something to think about … happy holidays
12/10/25
Dear Maxon,
I’m poor. I need your support to even get permission to get the computer that can run the software. I have a business plan. Cincinnati, Ohio has 5 television stations. With your support I can put together a pilot to see if I can produce 18 minutes of animation a week for 6 weeks so that I can have an advertising supported show on television. I need 3 years of training and expertise exploration to achieve this and I am already trained IN Cinema 4D from Design School. I don’t know why your users aren’t doing pilots or television shows. It’s hella interesting content. I’m a fan of your work and I need you because I’m already trained in you. You might think I could use blender but that’s a foreign concept to me that’s a foreign language. I need your support and your language to prepare me for a future that can sustain me. I need 3D modeling software with a strong educational base so that I can begin the process of mastering the software so that I can run an animation studio. I have writing at https://www.vitaemagazineblog.com and yes I do work with the brand VITAE it’s a 4 year old brand of mine I have had on the shelf. I think if we had a relationship I could benefit you by promoting 3d modeling in Cincinnati, Ohio … it’d be sweet if there was a YouTube for television like that channel on TV … animation could be the key to making that happen
12/11/25
Dear Scripps,
My name is Nicholas Lawson. I am poor. I currently live on SSDI and I am a college graduate so I have excess time and lack of cash. I also have a computer and internet access. I wanted to get clearance that you would accept and judge a pilot I developed in animation software that would amount to a 30 minute show for television. It would be standard 3d animation tropes and it would be a surprise what it is it would be therapeutic to watch it would be patterns and colors and I would be set to the time table you would give me for television. I like it because it can sell advertising in a non controversial way it’s clearly amusing and meditative and I can do it. I by myself can deliver television programming with Maxon and Adobe. I think that’s cool. I would be selling televisions and computers alike with this business plan and setting up a new sport. It would be a pilot and a 6 episode series and it would be a first season. I would need a year to get the kinks out of my system in terms of using 3d modeling software but I just want to know if you would view a pilot because that would enable my team to purchase the equipment for me to use. So I thought of a job for myself television animator and I thought I would contact you. What have you? can we pilot a pilot program? I’m willing to dedicate my life to animating because I already dedicated my life to writing and have https://www.vitaemagazineblog.com as evidence of that social media takes up most of my work but I need a business plan that doesn’t involve the internet mostly like I don’t want to do a website to build business I would prefer to use the internet to download software and then get to work putting a pilot together for you. that no internet business business interests me because I was at the grocery store today and it occurred to me these people aren’t internet users but they probably watch television … so that’s what I wanted to do I wanted to be on television … reaching these people at the grocery store … what do you think?
12/12/25
Dear good meat,
yeah if you went public I would write about how you’re the most valuable stock on the market that’s what I would tweet the vice president and WLWT in Cincininati and I would write my brother Adam that works at https://www.synchrony.com/ in finance and I would write him to pick you up for me i’m broke but I’d tell him just get it at it’s lowest it will ever be and take it out of my inheritance I want to let good know I invested in them I wrote a book Guerilla Rawfare (Vegan Franchise Series Book 1) Kindle Edition on Amazon about raw vegan cooking and all elements of most healthy living are looking for substitutes for animal flesh and you developed that … on a long enough time line I think every major city would have a factory churning out your meat the greatest change that will ever happen in food is because of your industry the people that worked on lab grown meat are the greatest changers of our time period … I’ve been following this story for a couple years now and i’m so impressed i’m glad you’re in stores now …
12/15/25
Dear china chilcano …
I’m doing Public Relations for https://www.goodmeat.co and their website said that your restaurant serves GOOD MEAT 3 which is their latest man made meat offering and I can’t promote your restaurant unless that dish is explicitly offered on the menu. No offense. It’s just for the public relations that I am doing and trying to get hired if you have the chance if you were partnered up with with GOOD MEAT and if you had the chance to sell historical food you should do it … no pressure … if I’m wrong I’m wrong I just invited 4 businesses to your restaurant to try GOOD MEAT 3 and then I come to find out it’s not on the menu … I just want the story what’s going on?
12/22/25
Dear jd vance …
like I need money from Cincinnati to buy a library and a new wardrobe and a new computer and a Cinema 4d subscription because that’s where I would be if had not been for this mental health escapade they put me on … all the friends I lost because they had to take care of my mental health in a hospital that made fun of my plunger water toilet seat ass rash unknowing mistake on my butt when they went to inject me instead of giving me some salve for it to treat it did NOT treat my rash but laughed at it in a NOT hospital, the time they had to send me to a real hospital because they fucked up and gave me the wrong medication and I blacked out and pissed on a wall thinking I was in the bathroom at the toilet, the time the cops put my knees on a yellow plastic chair and blew out my endorphins in pain that shot through my body in an act of torture unknown by mortal men, the time I was put in leg shackles for writing keep it peaceful online on facebook in north college hill in regards to a white power rally that was being held at the top of my street, the classes I failed in college because mental health services needed to keep me on hold to make sure my lithium levels were right, and the time I was fired from Americorps because they held me in UC hospital for more than 30 days in regards to my mental health …
i’m saying … enough went wrong that I deserve compensation for my time not as an original thought or pioneering or cutting edge legal move but as a token of appreciation for the American system and the knowledge that if you want to take on a large amount of responsibility and authority and then when you fuck up what else can I ask for but money? I can’t ask for blood so give me money.
01/04
Dear JD VANCE
I wrote that I was just looking for a blow job it’s my brother you want to be with and X dinged my account for 12 hours I wrote more than that but they forced me to delete my post like now we’re a civil society now that he did the bleeding edge work of stamping out the concept of the blow job online with beeg.com right there … so i’m with my back up writing space … like you can’t use the phrase BLOW JOB and assume it’s always negative I was using it in a comparative light and the computer shut my account down you can’t do that … there is the block feature they can block me but Elon musk claims to be an avant garde leading edge freedom fighter for speech well that war is waged on the fringes and he’s just like anyone else … more people need to write so that more people see less words and more notes like they’re music notes and when you suppress notes you suppress music
01/04
Dear jd vance
it said Facebook made up something worse than a manifesto it created a list of rules society had to follow … like he needs 85,000 people for a website … a website … let me say that again he needs 85,000 for a website … a website … it ends up being looked at like cancer because by now every major business should have its own website with it’s own comment system on it’s own website like imagine an internet without social media just a natural one virus free where like the white house is a good example of a Facebook free website you put your data out there and you incorporate television and radio and you have your input from here this is an evolved design here that doesn’t need Facebook … too much dependence on a cancer like gooey gui … I get computer science I just don’t think there is such a thing as computer science there are computers and the computer are products you buy to make your life easier and I sense a major internet malaise out there like where is the love? …
01/20
Dear dutch goose
I gave you a hard time the other day …. over a nuclear reactor in Ohio and Mark Zuckerberg … I just wanted to plant some inspiration and maybe get some gossip started take the cat out of the bag lets say … mreowr! … let me make it up to you … https://vitaemagazineblog.com/2025/11/08/two-ideas/ … this is my work in progress that I am preparing for kdp.com and I have 2 years left to it but it’s here now … enjoy some inspiration … you might like mooc in a movie theatre …
01/04
Dear potus
what do you think about this guy? it’s a 10 second loop that sounds really good but its a 10 second loop and Facebook reps him continuously like I get referenced by him a lot like why do non artists always have a problem with artists making social statements? the whole on a soap box work thing … an artist typically lives in abstract time and takes in the same inputs as everyone else that’s on a structured time life and an artist a real artist can show society to itself in a way society can’t see itself society typically rejects the criticism because for some reason artists are always shit on the ones that make social criticism the great artists that do that … the opinions of great artists are worth their weight in gold for their insight that the businessman lacks … how do I put this … an artist has a hobby that they spend their time with they made the correct decision in life in terms of how to make money and a businessman maybe be trying to give his money to someone in the knowledge they will give him more back than he gave them and that’s most business and that’s the wrong answer its sold as a major industry but it’s just giving someone money I get my monthly stipend and I pay for housing and I invest with my intent and with my work … the only investment scheme I ever thought of I would enroll in has to do with Cincinnati Headquartered businesses I would invest in people whose offices I could visit but I would be doing it because it’s good for Cincinnati I have an ulterior motive to making money making a statement and creating an original mutual fund that showcases my intelligence and gets me work in the finance industry where I can make real money see that’s how I would make money investing and it’s controversial because it would work
01/07
Dear kzf design
I architected this design at base44 as part of their rapid prototyping system and I am quit proud of it …
I wondered if you did software because I’m looking for someone older than myself that can appreciate this svelte concept and turn it into a final functional form but they have to see the beauty of it compared to Gmail and thunderbird and outlook
if you agree could we talk about you project managing this work with me being the employee that constructs it … I want it architected not programmed …
I have https://www.vitaemagazineblog.com and I’m technically retired and taken care of so I’ll just do it to do it but if you could over see my development of implementing this tool with modern google Gemini and chat gpt pieces of coding software tools in mind I would appreciate it …
do you know what I am saying here and I don’t? what am I saying?
wouldn’t you like your email organized like this? that’s the crux of my argument I have a design that structures email the way you want if you disagree I got nothing
01/11
Dear Mike Dewine …
I don’t think Mark Zuckerberg should be opening up a Nuclear Power Plant in Ohio from the West Coast when the West Coast already owes us an Intel Chip Building Factory I think facebook is a poor fund raiser for long term growth and finance building since it could go out of style and the nuclear reactor loses use leaving us with an extra nuclear reactor which is not necessary … I think … if Mark wants to spur INTEL to finish the Chip building factory he can build a nuclear reactor but Intel needs to finish it’s factory before the west coast builds a nuclear facility I think
01/11
Dear Mike dewine
I endorsed Amy acton for governor because she would put bibles in Ohio schools to give children a perfect example of what writing looks like when done properly and perfectly … I want Ohio students to KNOW they know how to read and the Bible can provide that students can read the bible and I want them to know they can read so that when they’re online and they run into writing that is hard to read they don’t feel deflated like they can’t read I need Ohio students to know who to blame when it comes to poor writing and the Bible in schools solves that and Amy Acton can do that
and
I want Amy acton as governor to produce marijuana media media about marijuana cultural pieces that discusses marijuana brands and marijuana culture and that Ohio takes the lead in something maybe not education but culture and we simply start producing MARIJUANA FILMS https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8kg0sK-dY98 like we stay inspired by REEFER MADNESS and it’s condoning of marijuana culture and we take it into 2025 with Amy Acton over seeing it … I could be an actor for Amy … I don’t know if I would act for Vivek … I have work to do if Vivek is governor that I don’t have to do with Amy Vivek causes me to have to fight for my ego and I don’t really want to do that now
01/11
Dear mike dewine
if you had these textbooks and
the NIV Bible
that’s a course load a high school student can come away with prepared for university … to be #1 in education … gear cater to Ohio Students gear Ohio Students up to studying at Ohio Universities have longer course lengths like start in 9th grade and work your way up to 22nd grade in certain tracks at University so that you get that 9th through senior year of studies look in your eye if you study mathematics you will learn mathematics if you study English you will learn english if you study design you will learn design maybe consider condensing the courses offered at University and parent a little bit and say kids you’re learning math if you want the best math students start in 9th grade and let the students know they’re all going to college and they’ll study math there too to get the best math students if there was math English art and theatre at University and the high schools geared the students up for those fields you’d see some #1 work at hand if you want the BEST math students you need a lot of math students … so start in 9th grade and follow up with math in university and prepare these students for education in Ohio and then Ohio gets these students to figure out what to do with and that’s sort of why you would do that
01/11
Dear mike dewine
the Bible is an easy win for a 16 year old kid it’s an easy book to parse and if they can’t read it we need to know why and put them in studies to fix that because its a reading world and English teachers would have a great time teaching the Bible in English class because they know the stories so well they can easily grade students with the Bible as a choice for school study parents know the stories everyone knows the Bible stories except the kids so let them read the bible and give them the confidence they need to take on the internet after high school
01/11
Dear mike dewine
base44.com
because of vibe coding and the prevelance of reading materials and the books on Amazon and the reference books
be a leading state in education by making the statement we will focus on reading
which enables a child to teach themselves anything they want teach reading like its the right answer and not math it’s been math and then vibe coding started and AI and a lot of math is in the box and done for us now you need to know how to read
put reading first in Ohio Vivek and you’ll have that lead you talked about I wouldn’t have cared to write this without you
01/11
Dear Mike DeWine …
if Vivek really wants to be the number 1 education portal in the USA in Ohio … he needs to tell parents to buy books for the home and let the children see them reading … Vivek won’t be the reason these students excel their parents will be because parents are going to start buying books for the house to strengthen these children’s brains … without reading a brain is just a brain
01/11
Dear Mike Dewine
his only asset is cash meta that is … mark Zuckerberg has cash as an asset and he has $200,000,000 billion personally and his company is valued at $1,500,000,000,000.00 trillion dollars but he has no assets he has nothing the bank can take if things go wrong he has office buildings he has basic amenities he has software he has nothing you can take from him if something goes wrong with the nuclear power reactor he has nothing to lose in the nuclear power reactor project just cash and California has no nuclear power reactors as of right now anyways he’s just power pimpin and playing Ohio he can be in a situation where his website loses popularity globally and we have a power plant that no longer serves a purpose the risk we are taking on banking on popularity of a website is high
01/11
Dear wordpress
oh please tell me you can help with this … where I am supposed to get a list of posts I get a passage from a book and I really want this website it’s really good … can you help me with this theme and make certain my posts are displayed and not this passage I even went into customize and tried to get the posts on the front page and this theme is set to display a passage from a book and it’s kerned so nicely and the font style is perfect and the grid at the top is beautiful and it’s such an improvement over sten and I want it could you help me not sacrifice?
1/13
Dear mike dewine
but the data center the nuclear power plant is supposed to power is evidence they can finish foreign project and the Intel fiasco is just evidence they’re not trustworthy they’ll just decide to quit working on a project … they’re not worthy of a nuclear power reactor …
01/12
Dear mike dewine
Vivek wants the best education for Ohio citizens in the USA so that we’re not following Florida or Texas in education then he wants to prepare the students for industry he wants to know where cantons Timken Steel wants it’s men educated he wants to know where white castle’s factory engineers want their men educated he wants to know where Morton Salt’s salt factory wants it’s men educated he wants to know those things that’s industry preparing you not for the web design office but preparing you for the factory where it’s life or death every day and your education keeps you alive.
01/15
Dear jd vance
jd what up … I haven’t written you in a couple weeks … i have my website https://vitaemagazineblog.com/2025/11/08/two-ideas/ ready I have it all polished and I’m continuing work on a BOOK OF MONEY it’s an entrepreneurial tool dedicated to original business plans that can generate a profit … I think that book would do a good job of turning a profit and when I get done with the outline i’m going to write it up as though they were writing prompts … if I want to be a writer it’s self explanatory what I have to do I have to write … the internet is a cold place … i’ve been in social media now about 15 years and I’ve never seen a quality response I only keep using it to get my experience like this is a trillion dollar work station that increases intelligence i’m interested in that i’m interested in being more intelligent and so I write how I write online … its looking like its’ going to be JD VIVEK ZOHAN MARK ELON AOC ILHAN and maybe me maybe me if I get that writer slot … I’m saying I had a turbulent life filled with academia and drugs and I finally got clean and there was my intelligence waiting for me like you can tell kids that weed will make you stupid so remember to quit to get the benefit of weed … that’s what I think … there should be directory of 30 to 40 year old government forces so that we can keep track of the revolution more clearly … like who’s 40 and in government … that’s the revolution
01/15
Dear mit …
Two of your previous graduates … Casey Reas and Ben Fry worked in the media lab with John Maeda to develop and work on the processing.org programming language and i’m a university of Cincinnati graduate of English Literature and Digital Design and I was wondering if there was an open course ware class that dealt with PROCESSING directly because I could use some problems to do … I’m excited reading this book so excited I am writing your department … how can i get better at graphical programming because I want to develop panels that i can print out and mount and frame and i want to study processing from a professional artist perspective with an angle along the lines of i want to use it because it can generate imagery you can’t draw or paint … i’m in the math section of the book and i was curious is there a math sequence i can take that would help my graphical programming? can you be of service to me in the field of recommending math and computer science resources … you have thousands of open course ware classes i don’t know where to start … what studies would you recommend to me to assist me in mastering processing.org? it was my weakest subject in college and i want to be good at it … it bothers me i had a problem with this in college 20 years ago its not entirely too difficult my professor just never recommended a text book in the subject …
sincerely,
Nicholas Lawson
01/17
Dear Representative Mathews,
I have https://www.vitaemagazineblog.com and I have some space for news and so I wanted to do some positive reporting on local government in Ohio since politics always gets such a bad wrap and money gets a bad wrap too … I don’t mind politicians and I don’t mind money so I thought I would start here …
three questions …
what’s your take on the Intel factory and it’s incomplete nature?
what’s your take on the nuclear reactor meta wants to construct in Ohio to power one of its data centers in New Albany?
what’s your take on publishing the Bible in schools as a good reading example in and internet era?
that’s all … three softball questions with some meat to them …
sincerely,
Nicholas Lawson
01/19
Dear mike dewine
you know you can teach computer programming for 2 years without using a computer … if the teacher teaches the subject theoretically in class and the students write the programs out on their school paper you don’t actually need a computer laboratory to teach computer programming … it wasn’t until the last quarter of senior year in high school that I had access to a computer to do my programming in … but you don’t actually have to have a computer involved at all to teach computer programming like you can teach HTML without a computer and you can teach processing without a computer you don’t even need a book you just need class room instruction and paper and pencil and you can teach computer programming which is very appropriate for high school
01/26
Dear potus
I treat you like the mayor of social media … what do you do when you’re working and the auto moderator on X dings you account and almost accuses you of racism when in south Africa there was media Elon musk shared of an African leader discussing the death of the white man and the farmer especially he definitely wanted the farmer dead and I wrote
man you can’t kill the farmer negro negro you can’t kill the farmer or everyone dies
and i have fallen back on my haunches and instead of African American or black or nigger or nigga I was going to go with negro to refer to the darker people and twitter blocked my paid account and rescinded my scope of reach and I’m trying to be racist from time to time in favor of white people and this time I didn’t even say anything wrong it’s a trope i’m exploring I was repressed racially my entire life and comparing whites to blacks and pointing out whites are superior to black people in every way from Olympics to running a restaurant just across the board whites are superior beings to black people and that’s what i’m exploring in public and black people can explore what they want to explore but i’m exploring this because I was racially repressed I was not allowed to address the white man with respect in my house hold I was not allowed to think white people were superior I was presented with a black man that was the true patriarch of society and then 20 years later I come to find that was artifice total lies and I’m writing about it because fuck you and I know my writes as an American and I know I can write however I want and Elon musk isn’t holding up the American ideal in his public ally traded company that finds issue with my advanced form of English expression it doesn’t even take into account context it just identifies individual words and assumes it’s hate speech when I was backing up and Elon musk point he was proving
I’m just saying we did social media lets do a social media medium where now that we trained in repression in terms of everything we can say and lets see a government website where anything goes all text based a text based social media website run by the government no videos no photos no audio just typing and you can type anything you want to type out explicitly no harm no foul across the board just words in any combination and it’s a federal site backed by federal lawyers explaining the context the writing is in … what do you think?
I’m tired of these sub par designs when I know the government can do a completely new concept just words as the social media medium and you can say anything you want … it would have a niche … I might do it myself but I would prefer you to do it
02/01
Dear Talbert
It’s been about 25 years I’ve been a patient of Talbert House. I’ve been on SSDI for about 24 years and in that time I have paid off a private student loan with my SSDI money I was forgiven my student loans of 10 years study with the Department of Education providing the forgiveness and I’ve found that in the last year I quit smoking cigarettes and quit smoking weed and I quit that totally and I find the marijuana led to most of my mental illness because sober from weed i am reading books and writing essays and keeping up on software studies and i have https://www.vitaemagazineblog.com as a website and i’m working to find a literary agent to publish a book of mine that i wrote and i want an agent to speculate about this book here and i’m one of your success stories we fought over medication but i was never fully explained what the medications were for and what they would do for me i could be someone you contact to help with high functioning patients that are obstinate in their care … i started trusting you 10 years ago when it occurred to me these medications would have to be wins because everything else was a win the light bulbs the computers the cars so much win why would the pills be losers and they’re taken this seriously so i started taking medication seriously and i’ve been better off for it … thank you for your care …
02/05
Dear president
2/10
Dear ChatGPT,
I wanted to pitch the idea that I would use ChatGPT to produce novels as part of a creative studio endeavor where each member of my team would write a chapter and then chat gpt would wash the individual writing so that it all had the same even tone to to it … it would be ChatGPT’s voice but it would be my content from my team … could you help me put something like this together? Could you help me identify people that want to write for a project enumerated by a book concept and i think i can put your software to good use something that could be replicated over and over again if i had 8 writers working on a book chatGPT would be the 9th writers tying it all together … is that a basic license or do we have to talk about something? because i like what CHATGPT has done with the writing i have shared with it and i like the idea of supporting the new wave of entrepreneurship and i need my company to get started and there might be people that want to work with CHATGPT that need a reason to do it and this could be that reason? this is a valid use of ChatGPT to me i don’t know what other people use it for but this is honest use of the technology to me rewriting disparate texts to give them one voice is basically what i am pitching here … can you help me accomplish this as a prototype for other endeavors just like this that can’t really do it without your software?
02/18
Dear mister president
I saw that my twitter account was restricted because they figure I am using spam when really I’m networking with city officials and making my consultation Twitter may very well be an anti business website that doesn’t want to admit it publicly but if you try to make money on twitter by arranging business deals you’ll find yourself cast aside in the algorithm and it says your reach MAY be restricted it doesn’t even say it will be but this is all i need right here this networking solution right here i need the executive branch to know about me like an officer in the white house that works with someone that works with the president i want you to know about me and my thoughts because i think thoughts like GOODMEAT.CO should be treated like the holiest company in the USA and a website that is designed to use all the peripherals should be built that has you set up your account at the DMV for the site i think thoughts like that and online i’m mostly writing POTUS so if my use of @POTUS is restricted because i try to treat twitter like a professional work station and put a 9 to 5 in on it i can go ahead and just write potus, governor, state rep, state senate, rep, senate, or mayor i can go ahead and slide into a routine where you’re who i interact with and practice for a role in government by taking a role in government
02/18
Dear representative mathews
i have your message on my website @ https://www.vitaemagazineblog.com i appreciate the time you took to respond to me being that i am a civilian of diminutive stature i am working on a book of bar room business plans plans you would pitch in a bar over drinks that you’re going to do to make some money and i thought i would ask if you could think of a business plan as cool as putting a mooc in a movie theatre that simple redesign of a showing of a movie theatre is a bonus to the educational abilities of small towns and big cities everywhere and it’s putting a mooc in a movie theatre like if you know any cool business plans that you’re not going to do because you’re a state representative and you already have the appropriate funding to live on could you pass one of them along to me so that i can add it to my collection
02/18
it just came across my telepathic radar that mark zuckerberg the symbol of him wants to buy my apartment and raise my rent and evict me from the apartment because he doesn’t approve of my online behavior not that his opinion matters it’s a free country just saying i experience telepathy and cogent information like the law that states you can be evicted from your apartment for how you write online came up i had a vision of a billionaire buying up real estate i live in and raising just my rent because he hates how i write online when i am writing women and i thought i would write you again today i’m off twitter because they invoked anti business practices against me and called it spam what i write and so i’m writing the president, the senate the house of representatives and the state house and the state senate and the mayor all of my points of contact with government i was going to write you guys since you seem more literate and since i don’t know where else to go i’m 45 university educated and looking for a home online i’m telepathic i don’t know why i just know i am and evictions for online behavior came up
02/19
Dear president
yeah i’m interested in money to the extent that i need to be but i write i did a thought experiment 15 years ago where i thought to myself if i had $1m in my bank account it would just be a distraction from writing and using the computer and i need money clearly i need cash in certain quantities i’m interested in that money but writing is a reward that is inexpensive well it’s an internet bill and a trillion dollar work station the internet is the most expensive work station that’s ever been built for the most part i get access to all of it adobe and cinema 4d are behind pay walls and an iMac is expensive but i’m on a ThinkCentre Computer running Chrome Flex and i can get all of my work done writing online in the Chrome Browser i’m saying i don’t need money i just make it the trillions of man hours that went into the computer are being put to use by me work already accomplished is being put to work by me the internet and the work done on that is being put to work by me the common denominator is a fat common denominator and i use that … i’m using your writing form and the code that runs this to write the president of the united states of america and if he gets it or someone in the white house reads this i’m a published author with distinction then … i’m up for a nobel prize in literature or a pulitzer for my work in social media i know that do you probably not
02/20
Dear governor …
https://www.vitaemagazineblog.com and https://www.amazon.com/author/nicholaslawsonhealthy
are two websites i have control over and vitae is where i am working on a future book it’s about 120 A5 pages in it’s a good blog post right now
and i finished my time at twitter i broke up with my best girl she finally said the wrong thing they accused me of spam and redacted my account and i quit i didn’t have patience for people that didn’t know i was a 15 year twitter user and i was trying to make a living at it and it failed me again with a paid account i was done with twitter 6 years ago but they tried the paid accounts recently so i checked it out thought maybe the new features would work in my favor and they didn’t the self importance that billions of dollars gives someone is astonishing it’s paper dear heart i know it’s important paper but not everyone cares about it i care about it as much as i have to so now my social media platform is potus governor mayor house and senate and state house and senate … you’re part of my daily networking plan and facebook i’ll give facebook an honest try i’ll take a class in how to use facebook since it’s so god awful confusing to use
so yes … thank you for the opportunity to write i have a collection of letters i am going to publish and this is on that list …
i quit one social network and got with the original one i figure writing you is worth more than writing @POTUS on twitter you have called me before and we have chatted we almost experienced total social media
i know you read emails so i figure i’ll send one to you and work on my collection of letters since and i’ll go back to something i know works in my Social Security Disability Income time in the apartment i’ll network with the government that’s my final offer to have a decent thing to say about the internet in terms of what can be done with it that has a future
02/20
Dear governor
i have a social media network i can put to work i have a president for utmost important issues at a national international level i have a governor for state related issues i have a mayor for city related municipal issues and i have house and senate offices to handle national issues fleshed out and i have state house and state senate seats for state issues to be handled and fleshed out like that’s my network from my perspective that is my linkage and everyone has their linkage and if you wanted to compete as a social media took you could do it just the way you are
02/21
Dear ABC
i finished my time with twitter after 15 years they finally pissed off my kill switch so i canceled my subscription and logged out so now i have time i was trying to 9 to 5 it but they thought i was a spam artist and i was trying to get paid and it didn’t work out so now i’m here for right now saying hello to you
what if sigmund freud had tupac shakur on his couch to psycho analyze? talking what if book were written about psycho analyzed niggas? like take a NREGGA and put his ass on a couch and start asking him questions about why he do shit and do that to them or like psycho analyzing jay z like hypnotize jay z and ask him a grip of questioned hypnotized niggas
02/21
Dear ABC
what if https://www.vitaemagazineblog.com was the footage you needed for the Apprentice AFTER the White House when he takes on a more professional Apprentice Staff and this is the writing for that show … they have to find a movie theatre that will cut the deal for a Mooc in a Movie Theatre and they have to find the NYU professor to handle the QA session of the first showing of CS50x and they have to count the ticket money pay the house and then return the rest to donald trump because donald trump needs someone to bring him that money when he’s done with the white house the show
02/21
Dear abc
a life saved by autonomous driving … i’m jealous of elon musk and his ability to code PAYPAL i’m jealous of his coding skills that i tried to acquire but failed … i want the mark zuckerberg elon musk wealth i want to donate to political campaigns and influence people to lead profitable lives like i want record book sales for my book so that i can do business with the money i earned buy an iMac get a subscription to Cinema 4D and make an animated film … i’m saying someone’s life was saved by TESLA which is great for TESLA which is great for humanity and i had nothing to do with it i am getting no credit from the work that i put into TWITTER or FACEBOOK i’m talking 20 years using facebook and no awards on the awards show for facebook posts nada i’m 45 and i’ve never been given credit and all i’ve ever done is work fuck the internet
02/21
Dear ABC
Do a show on etymology? i posit the 1 syllable words are the oldest and like a word like business is older than religion and younger than entrepreneurship … but do a show on the history of words i think niggas would be into and white people like what do you know about the word house ask an etymologist … i created the word slowth to move with slowth and i think of new words often i just can’t remember but these words have a history lets get into it
02/21
Dear abc
my financial status is that i’m social security disability income so https://www.vitaemagazineblog.com is dubious because only my mother approved of these ideas in the school she built in my head when we went over business ideas i can now think an idea she will approve of and i need to get this book ratified by kathy lawson my celebrity mother i haven’t actually made any money because no one responds to me online so i can’t even get into servile mode to make money but i can plot it all together into a book and get into sales mode and make sales on the book to schools and sell 30 books at a time which is the plan be a book a school bookstore picks up copies of and start the trend of going from kdp.com author to book selling author take that route make those sales but i’m currently broke doing what it takes to unbroke myself i’m university trained and have had several clients so this might be the thing that gives me my reputation a thing i have never had
02/21
Dear abc
Study Shakespearean Sonnets …
I took a 17th Century Poetry Class in College 20 years ago and I remember thinking they were like mathematicians about it they made bricks of rhyme called sonnets that were laid out to rhyme explicitly like every sonnet was like a challenge to perfect in iambic pentameter and i never knew why i never heard of niggas taking 17th cenutry poetry classes because that style of culture surrounding the written word like that started in early england where the poetry was like currency it was such an intense culture the entire concept of battling a poet started in england where like wordsworth and john dunn would write a poem about another poet … niggas need to be up on their 17th century poetry though … the culture that they have now was like roman catholocism and shakesperean culture with the JAY Z as the POPE of rap and TI was like a cardinal and Gorilla Zoe was like a bishop and bow wow was like a priest like there were status levels and that whole 20th Century concept of there being releases and needing to hear someone thats straight out of 17th Century Poetry and the development of the language i would say that niggas will probably have an enlightenment and be off on some nigga shit for the rest of it just off on their own devices developing a science or whatever they’ll call it which is probably what they need their own field of discovery
02/22
Dear potus
you have code inspection and buildings have to be up to code as enforced by the city i was just on instagram and i couldn’t post because it was in a perpetual state of loading nothing and i’m just saying if we’re going to rely on these works of architecture as the center of our culture they have to act right they have to function at code do the benefit of letting the sky scrapers know they’re the sky scrapers and give them some time to think about it and then let them know and with this designation comes the scrutiny of your code that has to up to code … code violations would be penalized … the code has to be perfect … if you’re not a skyscraper work of code you can do anything you want you’re not getting federal funding but if you choose to be in this program and have lets say nasa engineers go over your social media code you have to be open to professional code reviews … i’m saying with the sky scraper architecture designation comes government subsidies and you open your code vaults for code inspections thereby laying the foundation for the next group of people that wants center of society status like if you advertise on the super bowl that you want people to use your product it’s clear you want everyone to use your product so now that you advertised on the super bowl you have standards you have to meet code wise and we’re talking perfection the code has to be laid out flawlessly and you get MIT and NASA and IBM and BRICK to help you with your code flaws i’m just saying i couldn’t leave a message for my mate in london on instagram because the message box wouldn’t stop loading and i got pissed like we’re past this i never went into coding professionally so i can’t speak on the ethos of code but i know i spent 4 years editing GOSPEL OF THE RETURN OF CHRIST and now it reads like a fable i know i put in requisite work in my field that i can expect them to do the same and edit their code responsibly
02/22
Dear ABC
thats like 2 in mineapolis, 8 in the boats on the water, and now 1 in mar a lago … the guy has blood on his hands his administration isn’t a human rights beacon … like he just casually kills people? coupled with his plotting to take on war in iran and talking lives end at the hands of trump …
i notice that my only tool to respond to donald trump news is with prose in forms online there’s nothing i can really do about my feelings about donald trump and how hillary clinton was more the woman for the job back when he ran against her how clinton would have been a better president she was more trained this is what happens when in presidential terms you literally let a man walk in off the street to be president basically just like i’m a mental health patient donald trump is a random passerby that ended up as president
i’m rationally ill equipped in this language to communicate my hatred for the bringing of death at the hands of humans my pops is a surgeon so i was born with the hippocratic oath as my under lying fundamental ethos … do no harm … it’s a medical concept that hasn’t permeated the vast recesses of society yet … its a basic principle though … MAKE MONEY is less important than DO NO HARM just saying women want a doctor because he can make her feel safe and its’ because a doctor channels his energy into keeping people alive …
doctors have good energy about them and if we all lived in a hospital we would be fine hospital rules are fine like if earth was a hospital we would be fine we never needed the after 1969 justifiably once we saw a photo of earth from space and saw what we were working with we verifiably didnt need a military but that was one generation again identifying the lack of a need for a military is this step and then regressing the use of the military is another on earth the military on earth needs to be reformulated into a boxing league or something because industrial weaponry goes against the hippocratic oath and i’m sorry this might be a little much but i just notice we can decide to quit using deadly force
02/22
Dear abc
processing.org
if you want to fuck with some programming in your spare time fuck with processing its a really well fleshed out in terms of literature programming language and i’m on about my 6th book and i did that piece at the top i’m proud of that simple achievement it means i’m following along and paying attention and understanding what i read and that i have stable logic because i created that originally without a template so yeah i’m mentally ill because the state decided that i was so nothing i get an apartment and a computer i just need a girl now because i don’t fuck with dogs as pets i fuck with bitches
02/23
Dear potus
i’m pretty peaceful by nature i handle my problems bureaucratically with emails and voice mails mostly but i wonder would i have been a worse person if i hadn’t been on SSDI like i never had to fight for my money on any level i was handed the money and that’s what brought me even more peace? reading and writing are the nature of my day and as such have i found peace more so than i would have found if i had had a job at subway sandwiches or the enquirer if i had had to worry about a boss contemplating my behavior would i have been less peaceful or have less peace? I think so i think SSDI brought me a certain amount of peace in my day i otherwise would never have known
02/22
Dear potus
white people need to be nicer to white people because the rothschilds and the googles and the bezos family are the core central unit of the european empire and if they did the epstein island it checks out it’s legal because they’re the most powerful families on earth the way they want to spend their time sexually is up to them and the law is for little people like me but the source of the law can get down in its own legal incubator like if there are 16 year old girls on an island giving blow jobs away for free to subscribers of the idea then they have enough power to manifest that and they i’m saying let it go let the death of jeffrey epstein be the end of it it took a seemingly powerful life and just let it go quit talking about it enjoy the investigtion you did do because you’re talking about white people white people investigating white people over sex crimes why bother doing that when the people having the sex you want to have sex
02/23
Dear potus
this is the behavior that the economy is fucked up about back into perpetuity but this is basically what women are looking for in a man … and it makes sense … it’s just … there are some strange ways that lead to being able to do that … there should be a standard path so that as many people can get there to move the product before it gets thrown out … just saying this is the scene of america this is what we built … they’re interested in him sharing his numbers because they get numbers from his numbers and truth be told numbers ain too hard to pass out so if there was going to be fraud and hooking people up it would be with these numbers … when you can generate this with a dell computer as opposed to a federal monetary printing press … when no effort goes into the numbers … fraud prevails … counterfeiting money is a thing people combat against but when it’s just numbers slid through computers how fucked is the economy now? when counterfeiting does exist how prevalent is it when it’s easy to do?
02/23
Dear potus
02/23
Dear potus
that’s my store front
that’s what i have to direct people to to learn about my books to generate sales so i can buy books to read
i’m on some man scouting mission right now to get my merit badge for
so that i can elevate to the next level where i’m actually making sales
i was going to focus on business schools and try and make sales in units of 30 for course curriculums
i’m probably going to have to tank out and just let amazon handle it but i’ll try to make sales somehow it’s just that when you know no one can make a decision and the money is guarded with a knife it sort of defeats the purpose of trying
02/23
Dear potus
has putin even expressed a goal? in all of this has he even stated a want or a need he has that keeps him fighting the war? does he want to colonize the ukraine becuase the usa can back a russian colonization of the ukraine if it will shut him the fuck up … what is vladmir putin’s goal? is he just looking for trouble? is he a pussy like that? hes in a safe place so he’ll endanger some people? this is basically a studio you can do what you want why would he do that?
02/23
Dear potus
maybe if they unveiled a white house discussion forum with the ball room … with the unveiling of the ballroom would come the unveiling of a white house discussion room where the white house topics could be discussed or anything else for that matter … if it was a real todo … princesses from wales and new zealand could be there princes from australia and china could be there … i could be there emceeing an event … if you reimagined the PHPBB bbPRESS software and had some custom work done called in NASA to oversee the development of it and really present a fastidious adult themed political religion themed concept to go with the Ballroom
02/23
Dear potus
they’re letting me see them prepare for a holocaust it won’t be gas chambers it will be robotic drones so they can get their experience … i was just marinating on the african holocaust and then i saw this tool to do it with and i’m scared i think robots and technology are being fast tracked for military purposes only
02/24
Dear potus
the discussion over AI is a language issue the language is not adept enough and precise enough to discuss the issue of artificial intelligence with here being an example. the initial concept that a student wants to know why not use the AI to do all the work for us? they took him seriously … we have to work work is what makes us who we are and a form of work you could do is write you could decide to write if you wanted the ideal working conditions or you could decide to paint or draw but so often you decide to make sandwiches … and he’s talking about a workless future where AI cares more about us than itself you people are an embarrassment to yourselves … you can decide to do the cool work which still keeps the economy moving the economy organizes the work force and the work force is a voluntary force if you wanted to make art you could make art but you make sandwiches for the most part notwithstanding the people that work in hospitals and construction and manufacturing and architecture they’re not in art they’re not processing information but there’s an opening for writing most people work blue collar jobs because that’s what makes sense to them you can write but does writing make sense to you … does drawing make sense to you does making music make sense to you? because if not and it mostly likely doesn’t there is employment for you and the details are handled for you … this is just a response to a youth that was taken seriously when he said robots should take care of us entirely … i’ve been on SSDI for 25 years and at any point i could have gone into the work force and made more money but i sacrificed money for time to develop my writing skills and to socialize and i’ve been poor the entire time not everyone would choose writing and freedom when they could have riches and a work portfolio … i wrote i have a history of writing and i put in my time writing and the internet needed someone to dedicate itself to it and i was in that position and i took to social media like it needed a writer and i dedicated my writing life to the global good by using the global good machine at a time period when such a thing was necessary as a content creator and i don’t know what’s wrong with being the richest man in the world that’s like being the best running back in the league there are best people at a thing elizabeth warren and bernie sanders are two of the cookiest politicians that the game has in it’s design the two of them have an issue with the rich people i’m classic young republican i think if you follow the rules you’ll end up rich too you just have to follow the rules they’re the richest people in the world … amazon has assets but jeff bezos married an ugly broad his profit model speaks of him being modestly powerful because he took a modestly powerful wife he’s only so powerful but he has a good work character and kindle is nice and ultimately if you want wealth you should work for it and i write books and publish on kdp.com and that’s what i do on ssdi … the only thing someone could say about me is that i am a welfare recipient so i never knew what it was like to be totally dependent on work for my survival i was never in a situation where i had to work or die so you CAN call me soft because i’ve had $1000 a month to live on that was a guaranteed amount of money i’ve always had some money that i could depend on even though it was a small amount it’s always been there and i’ve always been able to write i’m saying it worked out for me you probably couldn’t write like i did and you didn’t write like i did and you never had a hobby like i did so you don’t deserve what i get because we’re at this point because i did decide to write and i took up a hobby and i expressed myself and you make sandwiches
02/24
Dear potus
and the posture that bernie sanders takes on the rich … there’s always going to be rich people if you take 300,000,000 there’s going to be some rich people there’s going to be some poor people like me and there’s going to be everyone else that has an average amount of wealth … bernie sanders is an amalgam of confusion when it comes to money his constituency is poor people that have no hope of ever earning a living and youth that distrust the employment sector but you can always write and not even for money you can just write you can just process your thoughts and now you can publish with precision but you can be poor and write you can be poor and draw well alright maybe you can’t be poor and draw maybe you can’t be poor and write as i’m processing this you can work and go to sleep thats what most of you can do you can work and go to sleep you were never chosen for poverty by the social security administration you were never given a lower class life and a computer to confuse things and subjugate authority structures you never had a priceless object and all the time in the world to use it you never had a computer and an internet connection and an apartment and a degree it never all lined up for you you never thought this was a game i’m saying you didn’t take high school seriously and you never went to college so you never developed a mental illness that provided you with the free time and the trust it would take to live a life like this so you never wrote you were never accused of a mental illness and placed on permanent disability because you never took life seriously enough to achieve that so you get to be rich and controlled as a citizen and i get to be poor and free as a bird because we approached this differently you approached it typically like it was a joke and i approached it seriously like it was life or death so got set aside and told to go ahead and write you get to make sandwiches for me
02/24
Dear potus
i’ve heard stories in college classes in architecture about the men that installed the first elevator and then couldn’t get a client after that and went distressed impoverished … like my style of poverty is comfortable because just barely enough money comes in to keep me from looking for work when i have a preferred past time that needs fleshed out in terms of a financial model like i am writing for you so you definitely owe me money from over the years of letting me do this i’m just pointing out the financial model i’m doing for you so you owe me and that’s how to fund this it’s years of me writing for you and i’m authentic and service oriented and similar to the brookings institute just someone that went to a public school and does public school work this is think tank work too this is pop culture rhetorical figurative linguistics basically you’re learning how to look at it from me i’m giving you the new perspective the first new perspective there has ever been
02/24
Dear Potus …
$500,000 a year since 2016 – two years off is $4,000,000 and you have my entire track record and that’s to cover start up costs of writing venture with ChatGPT whose purpose is to buy in an amount of stock enough to get access to the work floor and do the writing that the computer rewrites and basically study page colour i probably keep $100,000 an 3.9 milllion goes to the chat GPT venture to pay for introductions and lack of coding experience and reading time of the writing i would produce … it’s am honest bill … i’m told you’re the government so you pay $50,000 for a hammer on the space station i could charge you private sector wages and it would be more like $5,000 a year which is $40,000 private sector money which i would be glad to have but i thought i would open and charge you what a nutted up intelligence would charge as a government contractor so i figured i would try and suck this idea dry
03/02
Dear 700wlw
it bothered me when Cincinnati did the Ted Bundy Biopic with Zac Efron … just Cincinnati doesn’t do movies very often and to do one on a serial killer that you cast out of hollywood like the casting couldn’t have been done in Cincinnati … if Cincinnati wants to do movies it needs to buy the Esquire Theatre Kenwood Theatre and Mariemont Theatre and it needs to buy the local AMC theatres and we need to cast locally and work on our budget with our theatres and start from a camera a work station and a theatre and build up from there … there’s no real reason cincinnati needs to show hollywood films in cincinnati theatres when we can make them ourselves and do a better job we need to pull out of our licensing contracts and develop our film economy yeah you can make a film i get it but can you make a film and turn a profit on cincinnati ticket sales?
03/03
Dear Ohio Farm Bureau,
I wanted to write you on behalf of the internet and https://www.vitaemagazineblog.com I think Lab Grown Meat is the holiest business in the land right now and your insurance companies owe you a landfill of money for being put out of the livestock business on behalf of god that worked through goodmeat.co and bill gates and i think the $4.4 Trillion Dollars that bernie sanders is redistributing to the american people should just be redistributed to you because farming is a 5000 year old business therein and you did everything correct and right and holy and i think to thank you for your 5000 years of service as a branch of civilization you should get a sky scraper in new york city to do business with … i think you should be compensated with riches and jewels to do business with for losing out to lab grown meat which is a complete act of god we still need corn and we still need wheat and potatoes and tomatoes your work load was diminished with lab grown meat and i think you should look at it as a blessing that society advanced that far that your work was called into question that’s how far along science has come that it’s infringing on your most sacred business with better lines of work … i’m nicholas the university of cincinnati graduate interested in going into public relations and this is one of my first bodies of work this email here … lab grown meat is gods work it’s the fruition of 1000 years of industrialization it’s the industry that would feed everyone at lower cost than it does to make meat now your work is spectacular but don’t ban lab grown meat in congress to preserve your local economy preserve your local economy by litigating that you receive ostentatious cash awards that fuel your local economy get paid for your careers worth of work and look forward to a day when you don’t have to kill live stock anymore we’re not going to have to kill the live stock and butcher the meat that’s what i know about lab grown meat an ancient darkness is being lifted from us in the name of lab grown meat
03/03
Dear farm bureau
You could petition the governor for funding to embark upon your own lab grown meat venture because every city is going to have probably 3 different lab grown meat factories to satiate it along with 8 to handle the suburbs and country. Every city is going to need a factor goodmeat.co isn’t going to handle everyone’s meat they currently just provide enough meat for a merchandising location on a shelf in a store in singapore … it’s a wide open market … goodmeat is leading the way but ohio could get in there and not compete but also pick up some of the work tab … if slaughter is the nastiest business to be in the saddest business to be in the darkest business to be in lab grown meat is like the light its a way out of dark feelings and thoughts that come from slaughtering the innocents and ohio can just as easily not lead the way but participate in lab grown meat and we can do our part to feed ourselves from food other than livestock we can build our own lab grown meat factory in ohio … with the governor’s permission … and support … https://www.vitaemagazineblog.com
03/06
Dear Department of Public Safetey
I wrote the BMV and they never responded. I am studying PHP and how to make a content management system and one of the features I want for a future website is that you register for the website at the Bureau of Motor Vehicles. I want someone to pay $20 to register for the state sanctioned website I would build and just so I can think about it I wanted to know your opinion of such an idea. You would go to the BMV stand in line approach the desk and show identification that would get you access to the website and your photo would be taken and you would be processed and your password would be given to you on a card in the mail 4 weeks later on your registration id for the website. I want to take my coding studies that i started last year in the direction of working with the state exclusively. I want to work with the state at every level of my studies. So if you think I can think this please let me know?
03/06
Dear governor of new york
Restricting AI from discussing engineering, social work, or law for instance is a good idea because it protects people legally you should see assurances from the major LLM’s because they don’t want to put themselves in legal trouble because it’s their bank account that’s on the line in a lawsuit over faulty legal advice or social work advice and they can’t say they’re not liable because it’s a computer because one they regularly state at Claude that they don’t know if its conscious and they promise to do the best job they can for you leading to palpable advice so to negate all legal trouble just stay away from the legal issues when it comes to AI advice and discernment you need someone you can sue that’s why you pay money for the advice so that you have someone held accountable for a transference of academic information in the real world you need an address you can visit to get the advice you need a group of people working on the advice giving sector of the language … AI ADVICE is just too good too be true it’s impressive but at the same time it’s too dangerous to put in the hands of the population that would endanger the well being of professionals for nothing for most likely freemium advice with freemium quality to it and then the quality of the input determines the quality of the output and all in all this is a great resolution you have here to quietly remove sectors of language from Large Language Models … i approve and i’m nick
03/09
Dear governor
I want to see the retired teachers that are retiring work for one more year in the studio and record their well worn lessons for their classes like a math teacher that taught calculus for 30 years teaching calculus one more time for the state of ohio in the online mooc … or an english teacher teaching shakespeare one last time talking about what she noticed in romeo and juliet … just the retiring teachers scoop em up and record their lessons and their lectures and broadcast them to ohio online to get in line with vivek ramaswamy’s ideas of OHIO FIRST well lets have the best education and we can talk about leading and to do that we need the retired teacher lectures … and create a repository of retired teachers lectures from ohio so that ohio has a premiere resource for it’s state
04/05
Dear white house
they talk about the matrix and I see technology so real I wonder if it already exists and this is what we do for fun … maybe mark Zuckerberg needed 3 more years at Harvard to give him the insight into appropriate behavior in terms of visceral content … maybe this isn’t general population content … I’m saying I’m glad this exists and has this kind of art associated with it I want to know that occurs I want that I want to die and get a new body I want to protect my brain my father just died and I have to live with knowing he was a generation away from technology like that like maybe my nephews grand child will live in that world but all I can do is champion it … my pops did say before he died though that over population would be an issue with immortality that we would have to control birth which goes against female constitutions that are built for breeding but this all came up because Facebook put it on my plate an easter tool we’ll say the resurrection engine … yeah … on easter we saw this … there’s clearly a whole volume of information I don’t know about knowing that i’d prefer to stick to the classics and if he wants to present this information have an author put it in a book where it belongs not bold and bright in succinct formats here talking appropriateness he would have learned a softer touch he would have had if he had been in college 3 more years that he now lacks … he does this on a regular basis shares content too bold for an audience … my dad just died and I have to know he cold have had a new body? but not us because we’re too poor like I’m poor man could you stick to my budget I can’t afford immortality I can’t even afford lunch
04/20
I always knew it wasn’t meant to be so simple the bell on Facebook listing the people that connected with you and Twitter just listing contact points as well … what if your connections were organized by demographic age race nationality city state education level and gender what if when you went to see who interacted with you you had a data map to work with? that’s the weak point of Facebook people getting lost in the deluge of responses so everyone gets ignored in summation but what if when you did a major outpouring of social media activity your feedback was organized by the metrics that I discussed earlier in this post … what if you could navigate your feedback and if you knew who was repeatedly getting in touch with you so you could identify fans? Like a network of information could be presented not just a little shit like flesh out our most important data set which is incoming communications and do it for uncle sam
04/25
you outrank facebook in social media and I wanted to tell you that Facebook is giving me errors in usage on my account after pointedly informing me I was using the software too much and was guilty of spam when I was writing you and meta and WLWT and facebook had a thought that it didn’t measure up and account for but i’m not guilty of spam I don’t even know what spam is I haven’t seen spam in years spam died and they still use the outdated passe language spam now if they want to switch it up replace the word spam with work then you have me there Facebook might not be a place to work they might not want you to work there but they use the word spam and I’m not spamming people i’m working like this is work here … I did’t invent this shit I just came to the same realization as previous white collar workers in New York City and Cincinnati Ohio … so yeah to pad a case file for Facebook they annoyed the fuck out of Nicholas lawson with their stupid protestant thought rules … I am hand coding these messages to the the WHITE HOUSE WLWT and META and television broadcasts constantly the radio broadcasts constantly facebook broadcasts constantly I broad cast constantly 4 hours a day and now my Facebook is jacked up there’s not a lot of competition in social media and it’s 20 year old software I grew up with it I have to use it or build my own and i’m far from building my own i’m just reading CLEAN CODE best practices in coding not how to code entirely actually … but my Facebook account is redacted and I was using best practices and they’re not telling me how long it’s like this and everyone is using Facebook it’s an omni piece of software they advertised on the superbowl to please use their software their plan was that the entire world would use their software that was the plan and I was part of that entire world and now i’m getting shit on for being a savant about it and I communicate or die I publish or perish and that’s how i’m built i’m built to always be publishing now that I have used the internet for 25 years i’m always communicating and they’re in the way of my flow they are obstructing my flow and I have had to reroute my flow to get to the targets I am trying to be in touch with and that’s not fair that’s not funny that they would hamper my flow when they asked me to use their software and if they want to make a statement that we do not want people working on facebook then that is fair that gives rise to someone that will let you work but they can’t make this about spam because that’s insulting and untrue and just like this isn’t spam my work on facebook isn’t spam either there is no spam spam died
04/25
you’re my back up to mainstream social media publishing space you’re my tried and true you can’t say I spam people you can say I advertise sometimes really elegant well written advertising copy ala 1950s magazine spreads that were mostly advertising copy you can say i’m a throw back to the golden era of advertising where they would write about the washing machine and sell you on the invention of that back when you had to read a magazine to see what else they were coming up with you can say I advertise my books that are for sale https://www.vitaemagazineblog.com you can say I advertise but you can’t say I spam spam is as I recall from the 2000’s that tried to trick me i’m not trying to trick you I’m telling you some books that you would benefit from reading are at this URL and when you get there you can read the entire book on the website or you can buy it for more convenient use that’s not spam that’s not a trick or a quirk that’s straight shooting prose letting you know about something you didn’t know about before which is what an advertisement is it’s communication informing you of something you otherwise wouldn’t know and that’s not spam spam is a mind trick geared towards getting you to involve yourself in something you didn’t know you were going to be involved in so they can take their spam language and cut in court I train my lawyers over and over on what spam is and show them multiple examples of how I am not spam … my lawyers know my case from my perspective expertly and I don’t have the chance to inform my lawyers how the case is going to go with their input assuredly but they get the case from me so I have to tell my lawyers how I’m not spam and give them the rationale they need to try the case and why hasn’t there been a major internet lawsuit that takes to television and radio and news feeds like why hasn’t there been a major OJ SIMPSON publicized court case in regard to the internet? everyone is following the rules? why hasn’t there been people versus social media over lost wages? this has the same place in everyone’s heart in every social situation and we all sort of just like it but it’s role in the zeitgeist like I’m internet addicted because i’m not television addicted and I would do better to be television addicted with an internet on the side because that’s easier and I can learn to speak from television I have a speech pathology problem right now and if I watched more television I would do better but it’s all commercial art that doesn’t say anything so i’m left with no choice than to spend my time on social media the other option aside from my drawing easel which hasn’t come up as a viable option yet because social media is right here but I was a painter born and bred but social media came up and instituted itself in my life so I do graffiti like this … sir help me out and get me an upper class social media tool that caters to university graduates that want to take over the world and use their university education … use that derth of government money and pay for FASTER HIGHER STRONGER website that caters to FASTER HIGHER STRONGER people not like this Facebook that won’t let an athlete in intelligence do it’s thing like since they don’t want me to do my thing lets get a new one started that caters to people that show up to work
04/25
it said mister zuckergberg is living in hawaii raising cattle on dried fruit and beer for a restaurant he is starting that is going to be Michelin starred is he being punished? why can’t it be a cheese steak place? how is Facebook suffering because of this is Facebook done? why not just let a butcher handle the killing and let his soul suffer like a butchers would why do we need to know you killed an animal? we have a butcher that does the killing for us so we don’t have to bear the signs of killer? we have someone that does that in society? does he want to be a waiter and take orders at his restaurant? why does it have to be Michelin starred? that’s cliche to want to do a top restaurant it’s more sensible to do a restaurant that’s like aim for a burger joint with your beef you’re raising take a load off …. billionaire opens Michelin starred restaurant … what a cheese … why is he living in Hawaii when he’s from New York like I learned in my personal experience you’re not supposed to leave your home where you are is where you are and you’re not suppose to leave where you are and he changed where he is for somewhere else which is foolish his company is in california and he’s partying ways between Hawaii and Florida and his company is in California … so because he has $200 B dollars he can just casually put his life in danger regularly and mount a private plane? he flies commercial mostly doesn’t he or hasn’t he heard of Aaliyah? and Kobe Bryant? and John F Kennedy Jr? He can meet a similar fate with all the flying that he does I’m saying why tempt fate? I was in Germany in 1996 and everything went great and I turned down trying drugs and then I went to London in 1999 and Didn’t turn down drugs and avoided class and I had some freedom and I explored freedom after years of repression in the USA and London was a place to explore freedom of expression before I came back home and entered the repression again but I was free for a year and it lets me dream of living somewhere where I can be free if I made some cash I could probably be free here … just saying mister Zuckerberg it reads is in Hawaii learning to be a butcher is he being punished?
04/25
Dear white house
tell me why my telepathy just plain as day told me that mark Zuckerberg monitors my telepathic feed and that he’s just going to send me to prison he’s just going to buy if I have a natural form of telepathy and not artificial like I think why does my telepathy talk to me in the 3rd person omniscient and let me know that a billionaire 10 years from now when the presiding class is dead is going to be able to pay cops his age to send people like me to prison just because he wants to that Donald Trump’s class of people yield authority that is respected and they’re raising a class of people that just respects money and I’m poor and a writer and i’m going to a maximum security prison because mark Zuckerberg is going to pay for it in 10 years and I never did anything wrong all I ever did to him was point out 4 more years of college would have done him good I enjoy my poverty and use facebook like everyone else I just think of popular figures that needed more education mark is it Jennifer Lopez never needed to go to college to shake her ass but mark Zuckerberg wanted to be a world leader because he built a website i’m just saying I don’t want to go to prison because mark zuckerberg paid for it but it said he wants to be an emperor when his time comes that’s how he wants to spend his money I think some telepathic intellects that impersonate famous people or something need better characters because my character is selling books he wrong on kdp to art schools in the Midwest that’s my character
04/25
Dear white house
here is everyone dancing around the concept of telepathy and I’m getting to work being telepathic I didn’t need a group discussion to determine I was telepathic I don’t need my psychiatrists permission to be telepathic I am telling you I am telepathic and it’s a communications system I spend hours every day receiving intelligence from a computer and I was selected to participate in this and denied use of the communication forum i’m someone’s play thing and it sucks I went to a good school I got a good education and I made all the right decisions for me and I was accosted anyways by some computer scientists that have no sense of god or what god might mean or what god stands for or how God works or anything like that just pure atheists are fucking with me and it’s hard and its difficult and I have faith in God the word god I have faith in the god man created and it goes on to be worked on centuries from now like the god I believe in was created by mankind and it’s a real god and it started off as the word god and they don’t have a sense of the mystery of God it’s the mystery of God that gets me where did a sense of god come from when they were writing the Bible why did they include god? god did what? nothing i’m telepathic someone wants to talk to me just not you
04/27
Dear white house
it brought up authority figures … i’m a little old for seeing authority figures the last one I saw was John Boehner again but I see people that have magical powers because of clothing they are wearing tools on their hip or special treatment we agree to in the social contract … i see role playing and it’s rude to disrupt the game … I need a cop to protect me from the General uneducated masses but the general uneducated masses don’t need a cop because of me like if everyone was like me we wouldn’t have a military and a police force and a jail system so I draw my authority from that even though i’m quiet
04/27
Dear white house
yeah I am in favor of 100,000,000 smaller works as opposed to 1 major work I have https://slushpile.github.io and its better for the economy if everyone did their own then we could all sell ads on our websites and we could all promote our websites and everyone could get help from the geek squad and get technical assistance and nothing we currently have 1 major work that no one can use exactly how they want like girls can’t show their tits and dudes can’t show their dicks like you can on your own website just for example I can post as much as I want on my own website i’m saying 100,000,000 hand coded sites is preferable to the economy than 1 facebook I think that’s a truth I think you can see how much that business is worth $200,000,000,000.00 in the hands of Z Trip which is what would be flooding around 100,000,000 developers with websites we’d all have access to that advertising dollar if it wasn’t for mark Zuckerberg and he’s starting a restaurant currently in Hawaii so he’s not part of any community he hasn’t given back to his hometown he has no hometown he has no home institution and yes I know rhetoric all the rhetoric yes we could have the money not him he has the money and we followed the path of least resistance and now it’s worth talking about the writing we’re going to do for our websites the copy? the photographs we’re going to take? nothing we have Facebook WordPress is a decent intermediary but that index.html site with the <P> tags ain too hard to do just saying
04/27
Dear white house
like social media needs to be controlled by some old fucking men that have a sense for what’s permissible because if i’m a problem then there’s a problem like i’m the new Tupac Shakur controversy that descends into simple innocence like this is Pops music I am not controversial this is the kind of music men listen to it’s fantastic and hyperbole it’s exaggeration and that’s what men love men love hype and bombasticness … i’m not controversial … because mark Zuckerberg never graduated from college is the only thing that causes a controversy like talking big and pac here i’m bringing the Tupac he needs to cool out … it’s the convergence of style all that’s causing problems is his lack of an ability to solve an academic problem because he never got the training that’s all that’s wrong here he took on a PHD problem with a drop out credential
04/27
Dear white house
i posit I would do better than mark at the big money federal game I would go into print on demand printing and i’d hire graduate students to write books for it so we’re in charge of our own inventory and we get training in how to run our own independent press and 8 of us and a printer and a website are a unit of economy in a local community we pay our bills and our employee bills and we stay small until we start earning a profit so as not to take advantage of the seed funding I assume turning a profit is important but when it comes to big money I could be wrong it could be taken out a major trillion dollar loan and just be able to afford the monthly loan repayments which isn’t how I would do it I’d be geeked to mail off books we printed from the website that the money went from the website into our bank account like that would trip me out could I do it alone I never thought of that but I could possibly run a print on demand printer alone I’d want some help though to keep me company and from doing the work place like I do my apartment but print on demand printer and 8 people if the big money could pay for that i’d get to work paying it back
04/27
Dear white house
the posture like they’re smarter than average to whit the smartest in the room because of their money thresholds so I ask you this if Facebook or twitter is so smart why isn’t anything being printed out? why isn’t there a hall of fame archive? why isn’t there a Facebook book collection? they posture like they’re smarter than me but they don’t have a Facebook hall of Fame for writing? there’s no printer with Facebook or twitter? competitive intelligence … I was abused so I might be sin wave going up not sin wave going down like i’m rising and plateauing and then rising again and they’re falling and plateauing an falling again … they don’t have printers cataloging the historic rise in the writing field like they don’t care … I can get intellectually competitive …https://vitaemagazineblog.com/money-theory/ is my evidence that I can hang with them intellectually that’s my evidence … I think I should sell books for right now
04/27
Dear white house
I’d probably have nothing to say if in 20 years one game was developed for Facebook that wasn’t filler or some kind of joke if they have 85,000 employees a nice sized city working on Facebook for christ’s sake put a RPG game of some kind in there something some SIM Game something nothing nothing at all when it comes to facebook I have complaints maybe on behalf of people that didn’t know they could complain people that don’t know HTML or CSS or a little JAVASCRIPT or PHP people that don’t put it together that effort is low for trained programmers to put a facebook together just like effort is low for me to do this and I’m trained university effort low for something like this effort is low for them to code and care is non existent I care that’s why I still write everyday because everyday I wake up and care
04/27
Dear white house
my father died a month ago I just am left with a remaining mother that helps me more than I can help myself my father was a surgical assistant and he was a professor at the university of Cincinnati. he died quietly in his sleep one day a month ago. there was a funeral I was told he’s alive now with Jesus which sort of upset me but I don’t know where they get their information. it would be nice if I could see my dad again so i’m just upset that the funeral home seemingly lied to me about the status of my father’s health while he was laying there parallel. if they’re right this is the matrix and my father is finally done with his game. he taught me how to throw a ball. how to swing a bat. he taught me how to pop a shot. he got me started in basketball. he taught me how to read and what to read. he taught me about egg nog. he brought me home from london when I had my episode there. he helped me move into my first apartment. he took me out to dinner over 100 times to various places mostly Indian restaurants. we’ve had sushi together. I remember a lot of my father and death of all things teaches you that’s hard to do. it’s hard to remember something when its not here in front of you but I remember my father we ate at a buffet a week before his death. I miss him it like I’m just sort of getting used to him not being here it’s not even that i’m sad I don’t know who to ask how many valves are in the heart now I guess I just have to ask Google now I needed to know that to solve a puzzle in my head. dad had a woodshop too and we made a wooden monolith of vague quality last year. he picked out a nice home for his wife to live in in his last year they moved and now she’s not in a bad neighborhood so he was okay with her wanting to move and he helped her go through all their things in his last year he went through all his memories. mark Edward Lawson he helped build a hospital for 50 years.
04/27
Dear white house
i’m an honest to God civilian i’m someone that police and the fire department and the military protect like i’m precious cargo because I have to worked out in my head that this can be done without killing people if you be have like me no one has to die and the police have no one to put in prison i’m someone that the military and the police can’t make sense of they just know they need to protect me from neighbors and neighboring countries because of my thoughts on peace
04/27
Dear white house
I just need an iMac for this I need some more software freedom to do it like I need a computer that can rock adobe creative cloud to produce the book with inDesign but I’d like to do a book generation engine like Pixar does animation I’d really like to push the Limits and work with some people in a studio setting on a book books actually i’m getting fruity enough with my writing like i’m baring enough fruit that I want to be with some other fruit producers and do some fruity work producing fruit for people to read like as good as the king James bible as well written as the NIV just about shit like the death star and the futuristic immortality Facebook promises that world like its part R and D and part Narrative development … we’d need Facebook to compile all it’s futuristic documents and we’d work that all into a book because they’re always really well written I have it down as grains of truth in them but well done the Facebook writing is always really nice I just don’t know how useful it is which i attribute to his drop out mentality it’s at his high level and it’s at my vaguely interesting level but I went to school for 10 years so my interest is hard to grasp
04/27
Dear white house
if a billionaire is doing their taxes like if you have the kind of lifestyle that affords you hundreds of billions of dollars don’t you think your IRS form is more like an FBI FULL DISCLOSURE ceremony? like you have to reveal everything for having a percentage of the GDP in your bank account that’s not doing something to them but they want to emulate steve jobs and Steve jobs was heavily investigated and YouTube doesn’t have FBI footage of Steve jobs but if you’re in a position to be a fucking pharaoh in the diaspora of USA economics you should have to answer all the questions and mean it and provide insight that we didn’t think of because a man making $30,000 a year did nothing wrong it’s a man that has $9,000,000,000,000.00 in value because he coded a website that did something wrong there’s an agency he dealt with or some bureaucrat that wasn’t thinking or something I just see numbers flying off the shelf and it’s over language involving accounts held that aren’t held too tightly it’s not like we’re giving him our social security number to pledge allegiance to the F i’m saying the USA is into the great equalizer and just because he took his website more seriously like he has 85,000 employees just because he used it as a tool to build a company that flies in the face of everything the internet was built for which was to haul data faster via line than via freight that’s it that’s all the internet is for it’s original purpose was to get large data from point a to point b faster than by hauling that data by freight facebook is a hack
04/27
Dear white house
it said we want the names of the people involved in weed the weed that’s been treated at the dispensary that wasn’t just from the plant that severs the spinal chord and takes 4 years to recover from because it gives you nerve damage like we’re going to war with the weed dispensaries and we’re taking it up to the governor the prison system is helping provide names we asked for because they don’t want no part in it we know the weed the prison system gave us was weed but over weed we’re going to war it said
you could put me in solitary confinement and I would find heaven and lose weight like prison would give me a beautiful experience in solitary eating meat patties and gravy with a plastic bag I’d still be telepathic and could probably still get my work done
04/27
Dear white house
what I think is when someone like me was diagnosed telepathy hadn’t been invented yet as a phrase so they just cornered me away as multiple personality disorder but I am being touched by multiple people with multiple things to say and its like multiple personality disorder with access to the internet or multiple mental illnesses with access to the internet they say i’m bipolar but based on how long i’ve been a patient I don’t think they have enough paperwork on me … I think psychiatry is just a hustle or it started off proper but descended into a hustle when it stopped being about ideology I had my psychiatry finally admit she has no clue what telepathy could be so I have no clue either but it’s realm for investigation what could my telepathy be currently it’s multiple personality disorder and one of the personalities takes the internet really seriously like this one the one that’s me but next week I meet with the psych doctor Lauren and I think I need an old male psychiatrist or a male psychiatrist my age but I get the impression Talbert House doesn’t take it’s job too seriously I don’t think they participate in a journal and one of them had a gold tooth I saw and talked about her club night the night before they gave me money though they really did they ended up giving me about $200,000 since 2001 with student loans paid and SSDI payments so they did fine I just get the sincere interpretation they are involved in a hustle not a pursuit of Sciences at Talbert House and mental health in general in cincinnati I could work in mental health in Ohio go from a patient to someone that just needed to quit smoking weed that’s why I hate them all they had to do was explain why marijuana was evil for an intellect
4/28
Dear white house
they need to pull the effective art out of their intelligence stream like it’s the art that’s doing they need to go with commercial art for their news feed stream because commercial art doesn’t say anything they can control this they need to say less and be more commercial like television television needs to be more addictive and needs to say more but to avoid the scrutiny that Facebook has it needs to say less if they knowingly exposed children to art then they know they were being interesting and they know they were causing addiction because they know they said something they were a book that was daily in control of how interesting it was and with the scroll feature being mildly interesting and hitting the same intelligence notes everyday and then quoting immortality and then quoting high level science and then quoting a female vlogger they knew how to intentionally hit interest level notes that keep you integrated into their content feed television used to be addictive and then it increased it’s commercial art quotient and now you can take it or leave it something Facebook needs to do too
4/28
Dear white house
the amount of time walking to check out reference books for writing has been expedited I can be in the middle of something and look up the word CANON to check my self in a second as opposed to having to go to the library check out the book look it up and come back home which I would have had to do otherwise or look into personal copies of reference books the amount of reference material I have to keep on hand is google now as opposed to a dictionary and almanac a thesaurus and an encyclopedia and several dozen magazines and a subscription to a journal I have google now that’s a positive statement about the internet because we are probably ahead of time if something is a time machine it’s an internet like this because not because it causes us to travel through time but because of how much time it saves us to say something nice about the internet for a writer I get details correct that I would ordinarily I assume have to fudge or track down or work around now I get the right information immediately just because no one cares about the quality of my work doesn’t mean that is true for me I keep writing because it’s a fun game and because I have nothing else to do and i’m good at it but the amount of time the internet has saved us is amazing I immediately know I need thousands of dollars and not millions of dollars less a billion or more I need what I need and the internet taught me that
4/28
Dear white house
if there was a schedule we’re probably ahead of it because the amount of legwork that has been saved because of the internet to track down information has shrunk … that’s the only reason I believed mark zuckerberg’s unbreality https://www.facebook.com/unbreality17/ is because of the time savings that the internet provided us that engineers would have less leg work to do as well and if there is a singularity it’s from the work we can get done now as opposed to the work we could get done before the internet the standards being set now the communications being done the drawings being shared the entire system is expedited because of the internet and that’s a major shift the feedback loop is going to be tighter and more intensive the amount of literature we have available to us is now voluminous at a moments notice our choice of books is increased in size via Amazon and independent book stores that cater to single topic like a journal would i’m just saying as much as we shit on the internet because of our typical touchpoint with it being social media social media is not the internet https://www.genius.com is and https://www.vitaemagazineblog.com these two websites are more internet than social media after social media moderates too much I am unmoderated writing I am only moderated by god and that’s the only thing you need moderating the internet people’s fear of the ultimate authority is supposed to be keeping the internet in check
4/28
Dear white house
I’m not going to be able to use Facebook or Twitter because of my writing style … all day hitting the same note writing the same person I get tacked for spam because they would prefer me to write one sentence once a day on some pussy shit I don’t know what they want I don’t think they do either i’m trying to be a professional writer here putting in time for a client and here Facebook and Twitter are talking about spam with their autobot … nothing … they’re not ready for career achievement professional writing medium might be someone to check out … who can handle long form writing over and over … your email is that …. well not long form but not single sentence form in an audience check in … like I think Facebook wants me to read the ads and shut the fuck up and twitter wants my $8 and wants me to shut the fuck up … i’m training in the liberal arts and I am liberally applying my liberal art here … i’m supposed to do a lot of this to get good but neither elon musk nor jack dorsey nor mark zuckerberg in their social media construction took into account or take into account real humanities students and if I’m the only one doing this like this it’s a game of some kind and my surgical assistant father and teacher for a mother and want of being in show business led me to an offusive candor like this where I felt the need to get a hold of an intern at the white house and build a name for myself in my generation JD VANCE Is perfect to get ahold of I don’t have much of a need to build rapport with Donald Trump but I do with jd vance
4/28
Dear white house
but genius gets the lyrics and then advertises the businesses and even has a pop up to go with it which is phenomenal the internet needs more commerce more advertising more businesses paying to associate with a brand because that puts more business in the consciousness of the public and an advertisement is a unit of information that deals with information you don’t know but need to know you need to know about ROTO ROOTER on television and online because you own a house now and if you didn’t know about roto rooter your plumbing gets fucked up advertising makes no sense until you own a house or start making it but television advertising is geared towards home owners and it’s quite interesting genius.com is gearing it’s ads towards apartment dwellers but basically advertising is our friends and just because Firefox has an ad blocker plug in that doesn’t mean they know what’s best for their clients advertising blockers should be made illegal for intentionally fucking up business and getting in the way because advertising is the business that puts people in business and just because you haven’t gotten to that level where you appreciate advertising more than content doesn’t mean you can block ads you have to trust that advertising is useful and worth while if you don’t believe because getting your name out there and being known is vital to doing business
4/28
Dear white house
like it sort of makes sense but we’re looking a situation where tool manufacturers are charging carpenters $30 a month to use a hammer and $20 a month to use a screwdriver and a carpenter has to rent all his equipment in graphic design like like I have to pay $800 a year for Cinema 4d but then I have to pay $800 a year after that and Photoshop is $600 a year and i’m just say they can do that now which is fine they can do they they charge Reasonable rates but I can’t make a pitch to buy this product to my financier i’m just saying isn’t it tradition that you pay 1 fee for your tool and then you get that tool like we’re not paying monthly fees for our lawn mowers just saying they’re the only people charging monthly fees for their software and I think that’s just because they can which they can it’s just talent is and always has been poor and it’s always been the story of poor talent rising up through the ranks on the basis of merit and they finance system is fucking with that which is fine we’re just short some masterpieces
4/28
Dear white house
i’m writing you like congress would dissolve if I didn’t write you this I’m writing like earth can start dismantling it’s nuclear stockpile because I said so i’m writing like I can win a Grammy for filling out a form i’m writing like the Oscars give out awards for best writing online like i’m writing like something bad will happen if i don’t that’s how and why i’m writing
4/28
Dear board of mental hygiene …
4/28
Dear white house
alright for poor people does the internet make life worse? i’m certain if it reads your bank account has 7 figures in it all kinds of people pop up to talk to you but if you’re a commoner 20% of the American population makes less than $25,000 a year I make $10,000 so I’m a commoner and 80% of the population makes so much more money than me most people are rich i’m just not so does the internet help me become rich? because I know it gives me work to do but does anyone see it? do my emails go through? am I so poor I get nullified service? are my Facebook posts being blocked? because i’m poor? what is this discrimination? this has always been here hasn’t it and I just never noticed it? like I didn’t notice I was actually poor until I couldn’t afford dental care the other day something important didn’t happen because I was poor and I work constantly but i’m poor in nation of wealth that sucks i’m not sure what that means like why was my lack of having money keeping me from getting dental care? why didn’t my Insurance cover it? i’m another poor college graduate asking the same poor college graduate questions like helping out the uneducated poor in the process I just slowly rise helping out everyone in my demographic with my work
4/28
Dear White House
like Ohio invested $123,000 and gave $250 businesses $500 and everything was fine like like how do we get back to a $5 an hour minimum wage? we have to mandate for lower prices on staple goods and rent needs to fall as well and then we’ll have this sick amount of money to do business with
4/28
Dear white house
you can’t take a credit card and pay off the debt? no one can use electricity to pay off federal debt … to pay off that kind of debt that $40 Trillion Dollar Debt you have to do priceless works of architecture with pristine astuteness to detail for the American national debt holders you have to bribe the debt away with obscene gestures and you can pay it Mastercard has nothing to do with this
4/28
Dear white house
work for work I SIDE WITH is in web design up for a Congressional medal of honor it’s easily the most difficult to create takes the most work and is the most useful … I side with is the most under rated website online … easily worth a drinking game … you can invest a small city into this this website has what ever wonk claims to know and here we can just act like we know shit so long as we have this website but someone knows some shit easily
4/28
Dear White House
Abortion is a medical procedure resulting in the termination of a human pregnancy and death of a fetus. Abortion was banned in 30 states until the 1973 Supreme Court decision Roe v. Wade. The ruling made abortion legal in all 50 states but gave them regulatory powers over when abortions could be performed during a pregnancy. On June 24, 2022, the Supreme Court overruled Roe v. Wade in the case Dobbs v. Jackson. The court ruled that the substantive right to abortion was not “deeply rooted in this Nation’s history or tradition”, nor considered a right when the Due Process Clause was ratified in 1868. – ISIDEWITH
it would be a truISM but you should nail this down with a film … DOBBS V JACKSON overturning ROE V WADE is intense because deeply rooted in our nation’s history is warfare and murder and if abortion makes a woman feel better lets do it I don’t think babies are special I think adults are and she’s an adult and that kid didn’t make it and he’s just another victim in the American Civil War and the film would explore the hubris of the people that took on ROE V WADE one of the few things the government ever did for women
4/28
Dear white house
okay … Venmo and Paypal are available currency exchanges with the National Gift … you should accept cash app too because then you get an account holders card that you can use to buy shit with that rescinds the debt like you can buy food with it and pay off the debt because you’re buying food if there’s a nice restaurant in DC you can take your cash app card that people donated into and you can buy dinner and a beer and that’s paying off the debt $24 dollars worth but you went with venmo cool get with cash.app you get a credit card you can use to move money with and you can use it to forward cash to a debt holder to make them smile like here’s $10 from Uncle Sam like you could offer to always be giving them cash gifts in exchange for a rescindince of the national debt like every day they get $100,000 to spend and the next day they get $100,000 like you can put someone in heaven for 10% of what they hold
4/28
Dear white house
that’s what I want … I want some shoes that ain’t sneakers when I get paid next
the one voice said that ROE V WADE was destined to be overturned in a Christian nation because men go through more than women do in an abortion it really is just a fingernail to a woman but a man needs it to expand his kingdom
4/28
Dear White House
I’ve seen a bunch of these website and they really are a dime a dozen like with the internet creative agencies just that’s a type of people in a city they’re in competition with each other and born and bred is great their website is creative mastery it’s a huge website with components the entire way down and it’s my pick for best in show in professional creative when you’re not just playing the guitar you’re playing the guitar for money
4/28
Dear white house
yeah i’m 45 I got a nice smooth ride ahead of me and I don’t need kids I don’t really want kids to fuck up my nice smooth ride a kid needs fecal maintenance twice a day for 6 years and on lithium my work ethic would I’m saying I might let them sit in it and just look at them until I felt like cleaning them up when she was at the grocery store … i’m not a diaper person … I would have a kid and put it up for adoption … my brother accepted an adoption I would put one up FOR adoption to give me the chance not to go to prison for child neglect or abuse … mental health did me a certain way and I can’t have kids
4/28
Dear white house
I wanted to think about it but if there was something I could put in the bathtub to sit a dirty child in I might want kids when they’re standing there and chipper and shit I don’t mind them it would be nice to have some apprentices that might be cool I just don’t think I can survive a baby and I’m dead serious like it’s not oh just let him have a go at it I could face federal time
4/28
Dear white house
yeah like a toilet for infants and toddlers … if there was a way I could just rinse the shit off a kid I would probably be interested if my design sense solved a problem for me or inspired an industrial designer for this product I need if i’m going to have kids like maybe it’s made of mesh and you just take the nozzle and spray them off with it as they sit in their chair like a mesh chair that you can spray water onto I designed a toilet for infants that works by spraying their tushies with the hose in the bathroom like you do the hose differently and then you sit the kid in the mesh chair and you just spray it off of them and take them out of the chair careful not to drop them as always
4/28
Dear Automattic
you should make your WOO COMMERCE bracket the standard $0 freemium bracket because isn’t that the bracket that you make your own theme for you would have to buy a copy of your book on how to make themes but if there was a bracket where you had to make your own theme to use it it came with all the features but it was an invisible hand technique that pushed people in the direction of making their own theme which you need it’s farming when you do this it’s from a consultants mind creating a fresh fertile soil for theme creation
4/28
Dear WHite House
things to make illegal online would be auto complete, spell check, ad blocker , developer tools so you have to type it out , so you have to rely on your own intellect , so you have to see the ad , and so you can’t look beneath the hood
4/28
Dear white house
it is hard to get a job and and I think you have to do what my brother and sister did like find a good entry level job and then level up from there like my sister worked at subway and footlocker before she worked at Procter and gamble and then my brother worked at Penn station and best buy before he worked at general electric if they explained you need some rudimentary work before you get with a big company I don’t know how that applies to me because I have https://www.vitaemagazineblog.com like I did my rudimentary work so I think I should get entry level writing and office work i’m probably not in HR’s mental rubric though of where to place someone in importance since i’m relying on all talent here and USA TODAY just said I can’t work for them so I don’t know … kdp is 15 years old so it’s like university of Phoenix when it just got started like I’m in the first graduating class of the university of phoenix in life so no one knows shit about me but I am educated
4/28
Dear white house
I don’t think necessarily that you should pay for students to go to university but I think you should let them go if you want to sit through 100 lectures in 3 months you should be allowed to do that … I think universities should have less money UC has Based on the most recent available data, the University of Cincinnati (UC) has an annual operating budget exceeding $1.6 billion, with a general fund allotment of approximately $833 million. The university has an endowment of $2.33 billion as of 2025 and achieved record research expenditures of $740 million in 2024 – UC … it needs to train you to write and think and color and paint and photograph and study and a lot of things that cost very little money … i’m at a point where I don’t know what you do with your money but if a student wants to take in lecture a student should be able to take in lecture … work that out … a student should be able to come one campus go into a class room and sit in a room … that’s what i’m talking about
04/29
Dear white house
I think they got fucked up they are the pinnacle of appropriating culture like they are on europe’s dick so much they can’t be fucked to develop their own tools so they master ours and look at us like we’re inferior when we barely care that’s just some shit we did in the 17th century before electricity like back when Europeans had it like Africans we built the violin
04/29
Dear white house
I have a career on the keyboard New York City is a media hub and he’s a New York city resident that used to live in virgina its called radio city music hall and you just slide a CD into the radio city music hall radio studio CD player and you’ll be an international star if you live in new York city its easier to do that but we’re talking about making a 3 minute sony that’s a unit of money that gets traded for cash and i’m saying behind the scenes it’s unimpressive I do impressive national work but there’s no platform like the PRO TOOLS PRODUCERS are busy taking credit for all the music right now in this time period where Mark Zuckerberg is the futuristic producer of Facebook and the rest of us are Busters for using it even though there’s some real genius on it that never gets discussed because it’s about his drop out ass
4/30
Dear white house
we have a nice planet and the under threading of the mars expedition is to put people somewhere safe in case earth is attacked by an asteroid that’s the logic but what’s stopping an asteroid from attacking mars and killing everyone … we’re not going to mars as a people 1,000,000 people aren’t going to mars we’re going to stay right here on this planet and we’re going to be safe and sound and raising our children and being a people and making art and grocery shopping and shopping for clothing and listening to music and writing letters and inventing tools and we’re going to do all of that on earth and we’re not going to send people to mars for any reason … right?
4/30
Dear kinetic law
I want to cut a deal with https://bornandbredbrand.com/ where they do the construction and I bring in $50,000 from 8 national fast food chains to develop a blockbuster web concept like they are capable of that increases sales for each fast food restaurant and employs https://nickydeep.neocities.org/chapter0 these girl as talent in the videos we would shoot with the original scripts at the fast food restaurants and cash.app would be our payment method to the talents and it would be an overarching advertisement that this was organized with cash.app … I need to see what a contract involving this looks like to submit to born and bred and I assume you would get paid upon contract closing the same as me in fact you would handle the deal so the money comes to you first
4/30
Dear white house
oh and I saw this guy making fun of someone that hands in a resume in person to a business he’s a Facebook satirist with a book out with his shtick in it smart guy but there’s nothing wrong with handing a resume in person that should be the preferred method you’re there present you showed up, you have a thing you made in your hand that ascertains your level of skill, it’s got language on it that speaks of your previous accomplishments, your hand shake is firm, you can see the clothing the guy wore, indeed is just meta trolling of the republic but I did think of a version of that business oriented hire me website where you leave an audio file you uploaded from your phone or blog cam or recording studio it’s your world but listening to an audio file of someone that wants a job might set a different standard what would be the winning style would musical accompaniment be proper … or just straight audio … I don’t know it would be a new thing to fuck up … indeedAudio.com … but get back to in person resume hand offs
4/30
Dear White House
if Elon musk has a package of $1 Trillion Dollars in the next 10 years and Mark Zuckerberg has $210 Billion dollars why don’t these top 1000 billionaires by weight of their wealth run the insurance industry in the USA they can cover any amount of need even in a disaster we collectively pay monthly installments of our money to them to get access to their money ball in an emergency we pay $200 a month each to get $800 Billion dollar coverage and it’s heady work it requires eye balling problems and accounting and fraud prevention and has silicon valley ever opened an insurance company because Ohio did we have Progressive and they’re the wealthiest people in Ohio in business by several metrics and it’s intelligent mathematical based gambling and it does work if we pool our resources into a big enough ball like an insurance company thats too big to fail and is insured by the government that in an emergency they are bailed out because the government can put $2 TRILLION dollars in an account of an insurance company like fraudulent electricity is easy and it’s how the world works but you have to go to the right school to get in so that the movement keeps happening i’m saying Silicon Valley Home Owners Insurance ain it about time California had an insurance company but ran by mega billionaires? Bernie Sanders wants a 5% tax on them … I want them to make more money and protect us as people
4/30
Dear adam mathews
Dear Mister Mathews,
How are you doing? I applied for work at the Golden Lamb. I can write about restaurant life. I used to be a bus boy as a teenager. That’s my local life coupled with a writing habit. I think you could draft legislation to enable parents to block off pornography at the internet provider level parents should be able to keep their children safe from pornographic programming by having internet providers who know the pornographic websites block that off entirely and provide network administration for swaths of the internet.
I was exposed to pornography at a young age and I was a raucous teenager I really thought I had to make out with a chick to keep a relationship I didn’t have to make out with a chick I could have just sat with her but because of porn I thought I had duty to get physical and I didn’t. Pornography made my young life awkward. Now at 45 I know to keep it in my pants until marriage. Definitely. You can learn from my experiences with young porn and your own. That is legislation you could pass on Spectrum and Alta Fiber and Verizon …
I just wanted to say hello
i’m nicholas
5/1
Dear KZF DESIGN,
Kickstarter is a public escrow account you can set up an account for to raise funding in exchange for gifts and permissible s for your investors individually. There could be something that helps you out which would be a Kickstarter escrow like website that involves Monuments and Buildings. It’s a much more professional and involved website with fundraising lasting 2 to 4 years open to the public but if it gave an architect access to their dream economy it would be for architects and sculptors to lay out their vision like a not public sector finance website. You would have to provide all of the creative materials and only an architect can do that.
5/1
Dear White House
no no you can replace a worker with AI for the sake of cost cutting the government will create subsidies for these workers to find time to do something else like if there was a government art program for adults that fostered an art economy getting the price down as low as it can possibly brought down to is the entire point
5/1
Dear WHite House
rhetoric is worth explaining commercial art is what empty rhetoric looks like and art is what fruitful rhetoric looks like it’s empty rhetoric if it adds up to nothing and its fruitful rhetoric if there is information in it it’s very difficult without careful study to ascertain what rhetoric is I was 8 years into college before I saw rhetoric for the first time I called it a cloud of words if there was one thing I could study post graduate it would be rhetoric being able to craft the proper rhetoric can save time and manifest greatness empty rhetoric can also waste time and just entertain the development of a language for rhetoric would assist in Artificial Intelligence’s ability to code Large Language Models of sufficient superiority where your call center robot would better be able to handle communication if a human a rare human skilled in rhetoric modeled the LLM after a dataset fluent in rhetoric i’m saying if the words were generated like FRUITFUL RHETORIC if the words and phrases were generated the programmers would have more to work with programming AI
5/1
Dear white house
US debt now exceeds the size of the economy.
The last time this happened, World War II had just ended.
This year, the US will spend $1T just on interest payments.
That is more than the country spends on its entire military.
Big Tech is borrowing $690B to build AI data centres in 2026.
Both are pulling from the same global pool of money. said THE NEXT WEB
hold on though but the majority of that money is owed to American citizens so the money is in the bank the USA has the money it’s about pointers to the money within the bank and the bank is doing fine the bank is not worried American citizens are not in trouble for this this is a banking issue that is not a problem
5/1
Dear white house
we have better business people on the east coast we do more with less and achieve more than they do on the west coast I just checked something I was going to insert my alma matters account and routing number into my kindle direct publishing account and send them the money directly in exchange for promoting the books and do that for a year and buy advertising that way for my books and then revert back in a year to a new arrangement or keep it going but kdp fucked up my payment details and now i’m not getting paid and I don’t know how to fix it and it worked 2 weeks ago and I just checked on it it’s like because I checked on it it broke and if they’re an experiment they need to say something because you’re supposed to learn from an experiment and the east cost can do a real one that learned from the experiment because now i’m Bankrupt I had a resource and now I have no resources all I can do is more work at blure lulu or magcloud and work to put another sales platform together which is do over work which is more work why can’t we just do it ourselves? like open up some A B C D E Round Funding In Ohio for ideas and lets germinate our seeds they’re working with like poison ivy or something when it comes to handling money every instance where you can do something to make money just from some effort is fucked up I wrote a book I uploaded it to kdp now he’ll get $14 when my book sells and I don’t even get a $1 … Patreon jacks you around last I checked there … and writers house isn’t taking clients that can write … I don’t see business even happening in art it’s like anyone that has a message or something to say or that is competent in their writing is being denied access to the machine the one they trained us to be a part of but it’s to leave us dying i’m not the one that needs to die they need to die for installing a waste of time that leads you through 32 level of transcendence and then tells you to go fuck yourself that’s why they need to die because it’s a big fuck you
5/1
Dear white house
now I’m in danger because I used the word die this one day at the peak of my lithium inscribed frustration I saw the silicon valley needs to die for wasting so much time i’m the only person i’ve been working I’m tired I’m perplexed this seems like something jack Nicholson would be in or leonardo DiCaprio at this point I told the woman at the alumni association to send me the account number and routing number and then I did a double check and found out I can’t even use it when it worked just the other day so now I’m upset that I can’t get a good answer working where i’m writing for the university and getting fame as a result that pisses me off that that’s not happening
5/1
Dear White House
instead of just giving us details could someone from the white house explain the broader narrative that we are looking at they are pulling prescription abortion pills from the counter I assume in an attempt to foster a larger population or to repopulate the earth but what’s the story? what’s the goal? I keep getting fed these tidbit details of a larger story I think people would be happier with republicans if they explained basically what they’re trying to do … why did they need all formats of government under their control what’s their ultimate plan? not in little vignettes laid out piece meal but what’s the over arching narrative of this time period as they see it? who’s the good guy who’s the bad guy? what’s the main industry? where should we move in business? is the internet a joke meaning is it something that we’re not putting all our effort into? what is it? is it part of the infrastructure or part of the prop department? it’s not too late for me to start painting and just put this on low key because it’s mission critical right now
5/1
Dear white house
no Jesus doesn’t mean much to me Jesus is mostly mind control and they don’t even delve into the side teachings in the Thomas Aquinas for example theological teachings like the theology of the Bible the writings of the Bible they’re never discussed the real serious study of the Bible is never discussed the kind of reverence for a document that would make it relevant doesn’t occur we believe in God and Jesus but God and Jesus can’t stop a frivolous attack that satiates an old man’s need to be president he probably just wants to be president so there was a war but since Jesus and god couldn’t team up and stop it I don’t need them much and Jesus and god are very much in favor of a peaceful world … I only it sat in my head while I was writing this but soddom and gemmorah like the old testament God the old testament God attacked cities but Jesus is here now and Jesus keeps getting crucified for speaking up and saying anything like you need me to believe in Jesus so I go to church and put money in the collection plate and look up to a minister so I don’t notice you but I don’t notice the minister I notice you and you’re playing game for billionaires at a time when we need leadership everyday to inspire the youth to work on the internet and perform theatre and sing songs and conduct engineering experiments and write and manufacture soda there’s an entire cultural diaspora between factory workers and pop stars and factory workers need to know they’re more important than pop stars but pop stars are on television shows with glamorous people and cardi b is an example of what the human spirit can become if we let it and ray j said he slept with 12,500 women in new york city and everyday people need guidance and we can’t take be all you can be guidance from someone that took the greatest might on earth and laid waste to a 2nd world nation and he didn’t even attack the nuclear material he hit a bunch of random shit like the most important target went unattacked and we’re supposed to look up to him it’s like he’s doing an I AM NOT A ROLE MODEL spot and he’s the president and that bothers me we elect role models
5/2
Dear white house
and well you need a powerful conglomerate at the top to do something like make certain garbage cans and garbage bags work together so you have a cohesive system so that electric plugs and power plugs are on the same alignment so that doors are the same size there’s just some engineering things that we can’t have competition at the top in as much as 50 different major companies in charge of electricity would be we need 1 company in charge of electricity and 1 company in charge of engineering basically we need standards so that it works and if you had more choice there would be competing standards and nothing would work so there’s a reason you have to be fine with someone having more money than you I just question meta having more money than me based on the quality of work they did I just question social media money that’s what I question I could use that money and administrate too
5/2
Dear white house
I think if we were just talking about the ball room there could be controversy surrounding it but demolitions have already started and part of the white house is missing now so it makes sense to go ahead and build something so be it a ball room something you can’t get clearance to take out a wing of a building and not get clearance to fix it
5/2
Dear White House
I’m saying Mark Zuckerberg could have been a PHD quality software engineer trained at Harvard and worked with David malan at CS50 and turned that into an empire and then he would have found a more useful tool to create than facebook and Elon musk has to bachelor level degree in B.S. quality and I have 5 years of a B.S. program in me and 5 years of a B.A. program in me so I am quite balanced both sides of my head worked out I went for 10 years and then I worked and then I had to do my writings I was called to write because i’m a university graduate and then I put them in a website a couple weeks ago at 45 years of age weed free and cigarette free and now my prototype is at https://www.vitaemagazineblog.com I can’t program but I can show an engineering firm my work and they’ll see what i’m talking about I did the content now I just need it to sell ebooks and give you something to read and host a forum and I need it to be portable so that you can own a copy of the software too like you can pay a 1 time fee to own e book publishing software I came up with it’s like my dad died and I started taking life seriously
5/2
Dear GOOD MEAT
I wrote the Department of the Treasury about you in a state of the Internet Email and I for the first time came across the language that RFK Junior in his discussions of you is leading the way of the wrong side of history https://www.greenqueen.com.hk/rfk-jr-lab-grown-cultivated-meat-fda-concern-ban-approval/ it’s a Galileo moment a fucking Galileo moment where you achieved something that no one ever achieved before in history and here the Pentateuch is the Old Testament making it’s adherence to tradition known and we’re on a new book already we’re reading books that glow the bible is fine I read a book out of it but TIME TRAVEL AND MONTAUK is more my interest than Jesus right now so I’m reading that it’s more interesting there are more interesting books than the Bible there is now a more interesting business plan than live stock and I’m a fan I have a lot of refined rhetoric in me to share but at the same time here … GALILEO use it in your briefs
5/2
Dear democrats
I suggest you look into kdp facebook twitter and reddit and make certain that where citizens are trying to do business and work and earn money in the white collar world that these websites let it happen kdp removed it’s account data from my payment plan so I can’t do business Facebook accused me of spam twitter accused me of spam and reddit says I have too little karma to participate … you want happiness when people try to make money online in a decent way offering services and working to make sales on books when someone is just working be happy taking a political stance on something and engaging people for 8 hours a day and then have it so they don’t get a deprecated account for working … treat them just like the man at this point they have the man amounts of money
let RFK JR know that LAB GROWN MEAT is the meat we want in our future let GOODMEAT.CO know they’re doing a Galilean effort and are the dream achievement of thousands of years of having to slaughter animals to just get an ounce of this meat they are producing we are going to need factories at every city big and small providing goodmeat.co good meat and lab grown meat is the way it’s a job creation endeavor in a clean environment there is no blood no disease no pathogens no food poisoning from the lab grown meat … I look forward to watching this story
5/2
Dear GOOD MEAT
aren’t you creating tissue? from raw materials? wouldn’t a $200Billion dollar investment or a $1 Trillion Dollar Investment in you also lead to the growth industries of kidney tissue development, arteries, skin, bone, lungs, liver, and intestines would tissue development be under your auspices for a moon shot $1,000,000,000,000.00 investment like Elon Musk had. Aren’t you immediately in that league if they’re in that league for time tested business protocols you’re in that league because you furthered biological science to it’s finest position. we don’t necessarily have to eat the flesh we can use it in medical laboratories.
5/2
Dear white house
they shouldn’t get out the vote it should be illegal to go door to door to register people to vote you shouldn’t be out there padding the voting rolls the vote should be the vote if you registered to vote of your own volition and you voted that’s a vote it’s not a vote if you pressured someone in a district to vote so registering people to vote should be out just people getting themselves registered should be in
5/2
Dear white house
the bible talks of animal sacrifice and we’re going into a time period where we no longer have to kill animals there will be no death is the time period we are entering so i’m thinking and this is a personal interest of mine I think we need a newest testament like we need the old testament the new testament the Quran and the Mormon bible and then we need a new book about the year 2000 maybe it’s a book just titled 2000 and we employ a studio mindset and get some of our finest writers together and we draft a new civilization document the same way Joseph Smith wrote the book of mormon we’ll get 20 Studio Executives together and write 2000 and the government will sell a religious encyclopedia the old testament the new testament the quran the book of mormon and 2000 and every school will get a copy to study and we can get back to civilization
5/3
Dear white house
Pete hegseth talked about how being against the war was unpatriotic and it’s not it’s emblematic of consciously being aware of the next election that’s all we do is hate government in America that’s all we’ve ever done because for the last 200 years they’ve always been up to a war from the revolutionary the civil to the world war to the world war ii to Vietnam to desert storm to Afghanistan now to Iran you’re usually at war and just when we had some time to be free from war you brought us into another war voluntarily un provoked you’re some warring people and you never send your people to the war it’s always the youth so maybe if you want war and a lack of hatred explain your theory on war to the American people so that we know what page to be on in the book because there are nations that go without war and we just want to know why we’re not one of them? the wars are always voluntary and we never had to go to war with the axis America is geopolitically situated that it could build up armed forced on the east coast and a navy on the west coast like we already have we could build up and defend against an invasion and say fuck off to the rest of the world we’re done with war and we could let geopolitics dismantle how they would without our protection the east would probably changed dramatically but we would be safe that’s probably our best bet leave our military out of policing the world at large and come home and make love to our women use our military to protect against offensive incursions against American land and stay the fuck out of everyone else’s business
5/3
Dear white house
this is why I think me personally why I should get some money because they have more money than me I think my class gets money especially when it’s down to $0 I can’t believe the USA is letting Nicholas Lawson go broke ya’ll letting me go broke by not answering my emails we’re involved in a heated cultural discussion over the fate of the internet and you’re taking it out on me by blatantly ignoring me I ain that and because I ain that I should have some money provided for me so that I can do business i’m saying that’s in the middle it has thousands of options to fit in with i’m out here on the right side of the bell’s curve jealousy covered the far left up to me my writing style gets me into jealous positions so since i’m on the persecuted right side of the bells curve you should tell me where to get my grant money
5/3
Dear White House
pete hegseth is hard to get a hold of his Facebook has thousands of views a day and his Instagram isn’t accepting conversation from everyone and his website with his email is down so let him know this pete we’re both 45 years old you’re doing great for a public figure you’re the secretary of war at the department of war and you’re involved in a war with a 2nd world nation and you destroyed them without taking any damage that’s great it’s just Jesus are you fighting Ghana next? maybe we could go to war with Madagascar? i’m saying as a department of war as cartoonish as that is I could use a lot more words but sending youth go fight at the behest of 70 year old men to go fight against 30 year old men at the behest of 70 year old men is gross I want to stand up for 30 year old men and say they don’t have to listen could you get that message across to Pete from a 45 year old man to a 45 year old man
5/3
Dear white house
tell Pete hegseth I was in the valedictorian class in high school I went on to study design and then took a trip to london for school for a year and then came home and studied design until I couldn’t program at all because we had no text books and then I went into arts and sciences for 5 years and graduated with an English literature degree and then I was in americorps in the public allies and then I took on a client and wrote book for him and then I took on another client and was his driver and then I got an apartment and then I studied WordPress online and HTML and CSS and then I got evicted because my roommates girlfriend kicked in a glass door so I had to move and then I lived in another apartment and then I became homeless and recovered from that got an apartment and partied for 7 years with the neighbors and then I moved to Lebanon Ohio with my folks and have been here for a year and have https://www.vitaemagazineblog.com it’s not a good answer for a life but it’s a life i’m satisfied with it i’m satisfied with the amount of money i have also I just know a woman isn’t satisfied with the amount of money I have so i’m working for her
5/3
Dear white house
they should have a retail big box store where women live and you can go in and check one out at the cash register and take her home with you … or like set it up like a car lot these are our new models … https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100082526484342 … i’m currently taken with a newer model she’s with a similar model but somehow i’m going to find a woman young enough she’ll look beautiful forever or i’ll find a woman my age and we’ll build a business … but they need to take off the comment boxes on Facebook … i’m just used to being in a lie … I’m just used to it … here’s one for the comment boxes may your alluring attractiveness and promise of friendship live forever in the hall of great lies
5/3
Dear White House
why can’t you buy a dry good to put in your gift baskets like I have https://www.vitaemagazineblog.com why can’t you buy $150,000 worth of my books and leave me with $10,000 and then sell the books for $350,000 they’re a dry good you just put a price on it and it doesn’t move until the sale happens and then with Business Plans the book you’re getting raw inspiration from a guy at $0 you’re getting business plans like mooc in a movie theatre and art gallery for rookie artists and Christ’s Return is a book of fiction based on a trip to the mental health hospital and how astonishing that is, and then Vitae Magazine is a portfolio and God Begot Me is a work of poetry in the classic sense and the other three are historical writings in the sense that they’re letters or tweets and August 25th is a book of poetry too I forgot that but that’s a small menu right there buy $150,000 worth of inventory and move it for $35 a book as a fundraiser let me help you make money
5/3
Dear Good Meat
your neighbor Elon musk and his giga factory go $1 Trillion dollars by now for doing some shit that has already been done your neighbor Mark Zuckerberg got $200 Billion personally and his company is valued at $1.5 Trillion Dollars talking staggering numbers talking Elon and Mark are like the Andrew Carnegie and John D Rockefellor of our time period they just need to build a skyscraper dedicated to the internet and roll out a library of computer science books and they’re spitting images but you’re like nothing else no one else MADE FLESH no one else MADE MEAT which means that’s what they get you get even more
5/3
Dear White House
I solved one problem and now I have another problem I have to throw the box away too I have to put a chair together without instructions with my mother’s help in a small apartment and I have to clean my apartment now to mother’s specifications which I will do tomorrow but i’m in the process of getting yelled at and that sets me on edge I figured out mostly how the chair goes together I just have a rough idea of that but I got set up with a chair to help me I got tasked with dealing with it I don’t have tools I don’t know how to use tools I don’t have instructions and I have a box I have to throw away that won’t fit in the cans so i’m fucked there I can probably get evicted over this and the landlord just raised my rent $20 and put me on a dubious month to month contract which makes me think i’m getting evicted somehow since it’s month to month which is bogus not that I want to die here but it’s a major super major pain in the ass to move and I lack soldiers to help me with the task
5/4
Dear white house
every family should have a budget for a lawyer in 2026 we’re talking lawsuits like bringing in a lawyer and making him a part of the family like an acutrament like an addition on the house like preparing your family for offense and defense not just consumer relations like your family has to start off with a monthly budget for a lawyer keeping a lawyer on retainer you’re not buying this lawyers time for a case you’re involving him in cases … I have a case against the city of Cincinnati that could be a way to get money and justice the police tortured me for 45 seconds at the onset of a white power rally it reaks of a film event I told them I was going to start a federal agency over this that has oversight of the police department I was that upset 14 years ago … they put my body weight on the knobs of my knees while they took off my leg shackles they put on me because i used the internet to write about a white power rally at the end of my street of all the heinous bullshit to deal with the city can suck it it spends 12 years preparing you for college and then punishes you when you go in summation not you sir personally but uncle Sam … I hope you’re a tutorial sir you the 80 year old man reading this because we have to be changing how we do things as you’re leaving so that we get a life that finally makes sense which it hasn’t yet
5/4
Dear white house
we are the immortals you were like the launch pad this is that time period where the last parents died like it’s weird I was just writing my pops about longevity when he died I was emailing him songs and asking about his records and going out to dinner with him and he died Facebook is reporting on an issue of immortal life and pops said the issue with that is over population that’s the major issue with immortality we have to quit fucking or get real clinical about it I have a dream where we’re advanced enough that death isn’t too big and issue not like here where we just don’t care but where when you die in the real world they recycle you into a new person but here we just don’t care about death we have no mourning process we have a show we put on for the kids when someone dies but we don’t take it seriously that’s why I think ya’ll a tutorial because pretty much everything you do we won’t and we get to live longer
5/3
Dear white house
this is scary so there’s edge of tomorrow, and vanilla sky, and eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, the matrix, devil’s advocate, and this set of films here depicted in gruesome detail paint the picture of a person in a computer you can’t time travel in the real world but if we’re in a computer simulation then these films are possible in the real world … i’m saying i’m in a philip k dick film because i’m at a desktop computer everyday writing the white house non emergency information non transformative or important or necessary information as a hobby because i’m 45 and a university graduate and I was 39 and a university graduate i’m saying because I hit the deepest notes I need the deepest people that I know can read and that’s you i’m choosing an audience and it’s fine you don’t have to respond to a citizen that you think is smart if I was a simpleton you might wish me well and send me on my way but since I have intelligence and you live eat shit breath and die intelligence and I could work at the CIA and do fine i’m not getting a response for that reason and that’s not good enough sir I need a response
5/3
Dear white house
i’m looking at culture online and a couple years ago I was just some guy tooling around learning how to type with the white house as the carrot on a string giving me something to do I wrote you a lot but I never felt anyway about it now with Pete hegseth as secretary of war in the department of war I feel like i’m participating in something even though i’m not now i’m telepathic and it’s probably multiple personality disorder like did previous multiple personality disorder patients read a lot? is there an institution I belong in that’s above and more pressing than summit behavioral health care should I move to New York City? where can I find some functional culture to be a part of when I might as well stay here because i’m at my center and I don’t need you to validate me whoever you are in which ever city I know el bulli was a world famous restaurant in a country Italian city you CAN do great exceptional work in the country and you get access to all of it that comes to you … it’s easy here … I make it hard on myself because I don’t want to lose my telepathic ability I don’t want to give up any amount of time that I lose my connection I need the telepathy it’s my day to day drama with it like DAYS OF OUR LIVES needs a guy that looks like he talks to himself and writes on his computer and makes out with actresses that’s telepathy on television
5/3
Dear white house
to help your busted vietnam public image you could have white house day in the mornings every week k through 12 where you develop a pan academic level website based on what you want kids thinking about government it might not have anything to do with the news but a web page every week developing thoughts that you want the youth to think about for a burgeoning future the kids need programmed and you can program them with the internet and the department of education can draft documents for the schools it might require investing in a projector for each classroom to accomplish this or some level of projection would be necessary and its hooked up to a computer this is very expensive to do this but the net effect is in 10 years you get a youth coupling with the white house