I just put on the local news and that was hard to watch and then the national news had a murder story on it … so I turned it off … I want to read a book on television theory because subconsciously it hits me but what is it doing? what is the overarching theory behind what I am watching on television? when they report on murder an I to assume it’s closer than it seems? murder is a major topic of the television and sports so it’s murder murder murder and then sports when it could be comedy comedy comedy drama or is murder comedy to the new York city television executives? I vote typically no on television and then I had a Amazon FIRE STICK that quit working 4 months after I bought it and that had a music video station on it that was pretty cool and it was a pain in the ass to set up … so I don’t know the Kindle fire works great but the fire stick is a shlup so it’s just another day I can get ideologically high and minded and but then to come back down to earth like after writing all morning long I got a little high from the writing and ideological but then I crashed down to earth when i realized I was in danger of losing my mother that’s 75 years old and she just lost her husband in March my dad that’s a level of loneliness that is imminent but how imminent? there’s no way to know and for all the murder on television that we’ve been programmed with we do a poor job talking about death I want details what precisely is going to happen to me when you die? who is taking care of me? who is my payee? what is the states stance on my mother dying? I want information dealing with the death of my mother i’m this comfortable talking about it it’s just like another day to me but things need taken care of what do I do about my inheritance does my sister take care of that? what’s the states take on my inheritance I don’t care I was programmed to not only not care about death but to believe it doesn’t exist
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