what if you don’t think you’d find the trappings of wealth pointless? like the say wealth is meaningless well what if you ramped up in your 50’s? like what if I kept doing these consultations and one of them took off and I found myself with a green of cash that I could invest in AMAZON and GOOGLE so that I had some investments like i’d always be patiently normal with my money because I don’t know any better most exotic thing I would do with my money is buy an ounce of Dramamine from the dispensary that White Widow … smoking that Prozac or that Klonopin … I just need money to pay like some of my rent the part of my rent that my SSDI doesn’t cover like my utility bill when my mother dies and the inheritance runs out … that time period … that’s the time period i’m worried about now … that’s why I need wealth so that I can feel secure in financial situations … and I don’t know how to make extra money so it’s just pauper lifestyle vincent van Gogh lifestyle for me but no one approves of my writing it’s all I do and it makes sense to me but no one approves of my writing … i’m that kind of genius a pioneering one leaving traces in the database that I was here that I had this problem that this problem existed that there was jealousy of intellect in the information age and difficulties were piled up on people for doing well in school and being an alpha like an alpha college graduate got fucked with
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