Vitae

I need an older woman that knows I need a house and a car and that SSDI is embarrassing but I can probably get a younger girl like a 30 year old broad on the basis that this is how authentic I am to my craft something an older woman like a woman my age would never hear what’s one thing I could have done differently that would have changed my life for the better than probably ruined it entirely that is the entire butterfly effect that changed everything and that’s taking my clothing off in London in 2000 and walking into the entry way if I had never done that my life would have been normal I was punished for my behavior encountering telepathy for the first time and that one decision to listen to the voices in my head and walk naked paved the way for 14 more psych visits and a life time of mental health medications telepathy feigns like i’m important but all I can say is I have a free apartment now and my loans were paid but nothing there’s no telling what would have happened if I had never walked nude but it struck Cincinnati psychiatry as a reason to put me on state ordered medication and I take medication or I get arrested and it’s the weirdest situation to be in but the medications do something I guess I don’t know I don’t think anyone knows my situation better than me and all I can come up with is it’s confusing