Vitae

I pretty much quit mentally ill behavior when I went on lithium the only thing I did was let a friend live with me for 2 years rent free which is just untreatable mental illness that’s the mental illness that I have that it made sense to me not to be alone for 2 years in an unstable relationship unable to provoke him to leave not interested in doing so because he could provide weed for the $20 I gave him to get high with I just had to be careful not to smoke the meth he provided because I wanted no part of that he was an advanced drug user and I was an intentionally just doing weed drug user he did shrooms he did a lot of drugs he’s the type that would OD that’s justin Kimball his mother worked for APPLE he was about computers the way I am about medicine except I have a college degree that took me 10 years to attain but this was a sign of mental illness that I put up with this alone in my apartment on lithium there are no signs of mental illness except a laziness side effect that comes with the pills that causes me i’m on my 3rd week without a shower my ability to shower has been affected recently I don’t even want to do it which is a build up from lack of stimulation in general I have no reason to shower and for me isn’t a good enough reason I need to take a shower today because it gets to the point where I have treatable eczema on my scalp that I treat with cortisone and it clears it up but I can’t keep treating eczema and not showering I have to shower more often or i’ll just suffer from scalp itch so in NCH where Justin was I suffered from neighbor toleration and in Lebanon I suffer from lack of stimulation leading to lack of showers and the shower in the bathroom is too low it’s hard to shower in it like it’s an uncomfortable shower it’s a shower for short people so I have to get past that I brush my teeth everyday just once though that’s a sign of my mental illness too I don’t brush my teeth twice a day i’m too lazy i’ve had manic episodes like I hitchhiked to new York City when I was 27 via craigslist and ended up in saint Luke’s mental health unit after hearing intense voices in my head for 5 days and my uncle came and got me and drove me home after 3 months in the hospital in new York City like that and because I walked naked in London England like i’m a special mental health case there’s no name for my mental illness I just have to deal with the law because I wasn’t normal like my brother that graduated from college in 4 years on a scholarship and got a job with GE totally normal my sister went to wright state and got a job with Procter and Gamble totally normal they have houses now Daniel works in Security at GE and he’s working on a magazine with Claude totally normal the freakish shit happened to me because I was high intelligence and I smoked weed i’d recommend a public service announcement that should handle it where it’s like if you know you’re really smart fuck the grades if you just know you’re smart don’t smoke weed that’s the PSA I would recommend