Vitae

for ever jock that ever busted a nerd in the nutsack at gym I say good movements because you give some nerds some freedom and look what they do … I treat art like an athlete I keep in mind good sportsmanship but I don’t know what to do in the presence of no sportsmanship like I spent 12 years on your website and come to find out fair play to you isn’t a paycheck it’s not even a conversation like that’s the weakness of jocks nerds get cut up in high school for being nerds but they go on to being the reason they were cut up on like jocks don’t’ know how to function outside of sportsmanship and jocks ruled in high school but the early success in society leads to depending on high school ways nerds couldn’t depend on high school ways because they couldn’t get laid in high school so they had to develop original adult ways so that they could survive sexually and myself I was with the A+ students dating girls and getting straight A’s and working in a restaurant and driving a car and playing pick up games of basketball like my high school experience was cool college was cool I just got picked up for telepathy so I had to walk outside that perfect life and lead this damned destruction that I experienced personally but the nerds got fucked up in high school and then they went on to do the thing they got fucked up for doing and that leads us to this world with the computer now where they’re talking they’re talking about it they’re talking about a Dyson sphere around the sun they’re talking about it but that doesn’t mean it amounts to a hill of beans they’re sort of like rappers now spitting their flows and seeing what sticks what stick what they’ll do is demure all things considered unless this is going in a direction of 30 rocket launches a day if Elon musk is going in that direction that’s so new a world this production doesn’t even matter that’s an economic stimulus that never happened before that’s just rocket fuel being bought and sold and people going into the rocket fuel industry to get in on it and nothing if Elon musk is just talking shit then all this is accurate nothing matters if he’s going to start sending 30 rockets into space in a day and then how long is he going to do that for? talking nerd culture yeah you can do it we’re mostly playing sports and singing songs and the new thing is fucking with the computer but you want to bring rockets into it so that you can what? i’m outside that thought sphere here I can just read the news on Space X and talk chemtrails about it like I just tech gossip really that might be what I change my website to … this is not poetry it’s tech gossip … I use a lot of filler in between my tech gossip but I just make mentions of these titans of thinking that plan out epochs of thought and I scurry into the corner and whip out my laptop and tap out sentences about how scared I am and how frightening they’re being like you were just nerds calm down there’s no need to go this distance in this direction at all you can languish in R and D SpaceX for 1000 more years and still not be ready to travel the stars and still be on schedule at our talent level technologically space travel isn’t an option and the Kardeshev scale is bullshit that’s just OUR PLANET THE SUN THE GALAXY! like it’s such a rapid procession he talks about the Kardeshev scale like it’s anything more than a literary device he acts like its a rubric we should grade ourselves on that aliens would grade us on if they visited us if aliens can build a space ship they probably function similar to humanoids if they can build they have thumbs so they have tools and they’d probably just be geeked to try some short bread when they get here like there are forms in the universe and they’re probably humanoid forms