it said employ empathy and consider how you feel about my emails … I think they mostly sit in the email queue and maybe one out of 15 gets read and you feel like i’m a nerd that thinks they know how to write and Donald trump already said all the contact form writers were losers real people use his email address so I think you probably feel like i’m a loser how do I feel … I feel trapped I feel like you’re the highest authority in the USA and after 12 I still get no response and that this is sad state of affairs that you’re so fucking full of yourself you can’t see my own importance that you tie money up with every ounce of importance there is and you can’t see the money I do make right here this money i’m made of this money and you can’t see the importance and you can’t acknowledge the weakness the need for help even if it is financial you make the cash permutative rationales govern why you wouldn’t talk to me but empathy that’s how I think you feel I think you feel like you’re dealing with a loser and it’s nice to know you just ignore losers most people are I don’t know where else to go I don’t know which country to live in they’re all so boldly contrasting in their behavior it’s more like I don’t know which USA city to live in NYC CHICAGO LA CINCINNATI right here i’m too weak to live independently unless I lived in New York City where I wouldn’t need a car NYC I keep forgetting I don’t need a car there but that’s a place I would love to live and take my chances i’d go to Saint Patrick’s Catholic Church every Sunday to get accustomed to the neighborhood I think I would I sit in my apartment all day now literally all day for days if I live in NYC I think I would go out exploring more often there’s nothing to explore here that’s within a quarter mile that would be a problem in NYC not being able to walk a quarter mile i’d have to force it i’d probably die … i’m in that situation where i’m probably dying i’m that weak I can’t walk a quarter mile and a new yorker can walk 5 miles easy i’m that weak I can’t walk a Boston marathon at all on any level I need to start aerobic workouts walking just walking I need to get out and walk it was just so hot the fall is coming I can get out and walk in the fall when it’s nice the negative energy I feel from the lithium turns off my ability to do things physical all I can do is type
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