#2
i’ve started looking at it like medicine fruits and vegetables like I have to eat my fruits and veggies if I want that goodness in my body so eat the fruits and vegetables they have B1? I heard they have vitamins in them I just go by what I’m told I want to be smart i want to rep smarter than average so I have to eat and look smarter than average I have to make being perfect look easy and it is I just wanted ice cream and cookies and cake and candy last quarter last year so I gained weight and the holidays caused me to gain weight eating at my sisters house was a weight gainer so now like twice before when I lost weight i have to do it again I just have a love affair with food i’ll eat more just to be safe I love the way food feels in my mouth I love the sauces flavors if I could taste more food I would I love fruit I pretty much like vegetables I love pizza and sushi and sandwiches and wings and gyros and cheese steaks and i’m saying a day at a restaurant is a banner day to me I love restaurant food if I could eat at restaurants everyday I would that’s the life I can’t live because i’m not that rich but I will be one day and live like an old retired colonel that eats at arby’s everyday and had a roast beef sandwich and goes home and works on his blog that’s the life i’m aiming for
#3
yeah if you grocery shop like I just did you don’t have to worry about exercise to lose weight like my grandmother was thin and she didn’t work out for 40 years and she lived to be 96 she just ait small portions of her food and ate fruit and vegetables mostly and she was thin forever she treated food like medicine like she ate the right pills i’m pointing this out to point out that I’ll be doing push ups when I get down to 200 pounds when I weigh 200 pounds like I have to pilot my body into the docking Bay I need to pilot this thing to 200 pounds to get my pilot’s license and then once I’m there I’m clear to round out my chest and strengthen my arms and i’ll do push ups and that’s my writing work out i’m not trying to do anything to my abs my gluts my traps or my calves i’m just trying to give myself a nice little V just a subtle one just in terms of ratios and ratios are all that matters anyways I want my chest to pop a little bit and my arms to look army and I’ll do that for a year and be done ready to go places where you can take your shirt off so I can rep this skin color this white pasty skin color I was ashamed of for so long now I want to get it ready for presentation so I can stand there and let my white glow proudly I want to come out of the closet and proclaim my white ness
#4
Instagram deleted a message I left for the BRITISH BANKERS CLUB a restaurant in Menlo park I wanted to talk to them about opening up a book they could link to on their website because mark Zuckerberg was again doing business in Ohio and I wanted him to know I could do business in his parking lot if I wanted to and they deleted my business those sons of bitches anyways that’s true getting it right at the grocery store like lock yourself into good decision making force yourself to eat right i can talk about diet a little bit because I weighed 250 for 3 years and ate a stable diet now I have to eat a calorie restrictive diet to get in line with the new year make changes like I can talk about diet I can tell you how to gain weight two that’s two big sandwiches two cokes a helping of chips and 3 bowls of cereal a day like I did the last time I stayed with my folks I was off my nutter and have to make up for that 3 years later i’m losing weight now but i’m incredulous that work of mine was lost like Mark wants to control the message to and there’s an alternative message i’m not going to post to his people again but i’ll probably up the ante and mail him a box with some goodies in it i’ll do that if he wants to delete my message i’ll mail him a goodies box and explain to him in a hand written note that until the Intel Factory is finished he can’t build here and he lacks nuclear engineer qualifications like he’s sub contracting a nuclear reactor that’s a little much
#5
it said they turned me off because they were frustrated but they’re making a basic assumption error they assume because they WERE popular they always WILL BE popular and that’s not the case and that fucks up their profit model and they’re not expert in cool or the business of cool like I am and they have X NET amount of cash on hand it’s their only resource they need to be more concerned about nickeling and diming their cash on hand than making a major nuclear expenditure unless they have government backing to secure their loans unless the fed itself is on facebook’s side because he’s the kid not for any technical or cultural reasons just because he’s the kid then it would be fine to go ahead and build a nuclear reactor but if their business plan is financed by selling advertising which they claim it is they’ll never have reoccurring profits to finance a nuclear operation it’s too expensive their valuation is $1.5 Trillion dollars but that’s a hoax Donald trump wants to talk about hoaxes a trillion dollar piece of software is a hoax since the content of the people is miserable for $1,500,000,000,000.00 how many profiles are all the way filled out for that much money how many people take social media seriously?
#6
META could take that nuclear energy money and buy deloreans for each of its employees or other suitable butterfly door enabled vehicles … just to have a car that lays up like that at the door would be hot … it’s a nuclear reactor or everyone gets deloreans … and they’re out of stock so you have to have Elon musk manufacture you deloreans tesla’s with the butterfly doors and then you can all meet your new teslas in a field and link up to the Tesla controller and put on a techno concert with your cars participating and everyone doing ecstacy and liquid dancing and watching the movie on the projector you can do a nuclear reactor or you can do this every weekend the reason you have money or building up to the reason I think you should do something you have the money for before you go all nuclear and serious about it I think you should do some fun things with your money because it will keep coming back in won’t it? like I need to advertise my website so I was thinking your website to advertise on or Reddit but maybe Facebook anyways deloreans made of Tesla hooked up to a central computer putting them all in performance mode and deadmau5 is there DJing so its nucelar performance or this this is pretty good … you saved up for a nuke but at the last minute you went with deloreans
#7
this is part of my theory and why I get confused is there like a rich person pear? are there like pears for rich people? is there a rich person krogers? like I live in a rich neighborhood and it’s the same food as there was in north college hill which is a poor neighborhood like I’m eating the same food … I think there are some people that just want to be rich like they get uncomfortable if they have average amounts of money so they do for money to the death of it it’s about EUCERIN body lotion that solved a problem for me like the people that make EUCERIN body lotion healed a wound on my leg with their medicated lotion that is super moisturizing the people that make that went to school for industrial manufacturing they studied chemistry they pursued their work and now we have EUCERIN … I went to humanities training for 11 years and then I studied WordPress and the internet and HTML and CSS and programming a little bit and now i’m writing here like what goes into Eucerin is what GOES into this writing what goes into an APPLE MAC PRO is what goes into https://www.vitaemagazineblog.com we just studied different things in college like it would be illegal for me to be this far along and get a job at McDonalds and it would be unsafe the jealousy and the vitriole hatred I would experience could kill me if I tried to make quarter pounder with cheeses for money they need me poor if that’s the move whatever I have to go through to get paid to do this computer thing is what I have to go through anything else is illegal basically
#8
you know when I failed out of DAAP back in 2004 because I couldn’t follow along with the programming and because I was overworked personally speaking because I naturally thought too big for a project I didn’t time manage well … anyways here’s a resource … if you still teach any programming or processing … like I probably would have been fine if I had a text book to go with my programming work … I didn’t have a text book and you cant learn to program unless you read … so I spent 6 more years tracking down a degree to play in this world so I could be competitive and right now I am reading this book because you fuckers introduced me to something i’m not good at and this is the 4th book on processing I have read and I am finally stable enough and not smoking weed enough to be able to put some software together … make certain in programming courses your recommending text books to buy I failed because you didn’t and I had no clue what the fuck they were talking about like I would have been just fine as a designer if it had been about drawing but you made it about programming too and all I knew was that it said digital design you should have told me it was a think tank or an experiment like I was experimented on in the name of this fucking computer when all I should have learned in design school is how to draw leave the computer shit for after you can do a portrait professionally that’s the important thing to learn
#9
if New York City is the publishing capital of the world make a publishing decision and build an freedom of speech website where you can hang out in the gutter for years if you want to or you can explore the heights of romance protestant language style just saying the government’s language is free and open to do anything it wants like it can say something like AND THEN WE’LL KIDNAP MADURO AND TAKE OVER VENEZUELA like that’s not vulgar language but I can’t say ngr to talk about a problem that I see that I need that language to speak about the topic the street language the beautiful evocative street language dick is banned for life in print but online it should flourish on the highest technological achievement fuckers you should be able to use the language you were destined to use without fear … if you get threatened write the police if you get followed fight back with a knife if you get harassed start running whatever has to happen so that we are fine with the language as it is in sum total and we take into account there are all kinds of people from mark zuckerberg to ghost face killah there are myriads of people so NOTHING should be banned on a website it would be a deferential and you have the people in place to moderate and look for real problems aside from someone writing shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit like real problems just saying you can compete with Facebook and Twitter if you just don’t discriminate in the language and call people to use creative thinking skills … I don’t cuss I did here to make a point but someone might want to test my information technology there might be something worse for government power than fuck
#10
well hold on … what does that mean? that means that there is a desire to have cash the desire to have cash is strong … that’s good … the lower class has a way of getting paid the same way the intelligent upper class can be paid … that might be good for the economy … fraud is an ugly word but you designed a system where the need for cash is great so this is a byproduct of how important cash is and not everyone can afford a college education and to remain ignored for 10 years while they figure out how to start their consultation business in SSDI like I’m very talented and i’m doing bigger and bigger things every year but not everyone can afford to do it the right way like I’m doing it and they still need cash you are required by law to have cash in this nation or you will die there is no soft way around this you can’t fill your tank up with gas and get an IOU from the gas station attendant like you can’t do a service for a major organization and write them a bill and expect to be taken seriously cool ways pragmatic ways to get paid have disappeared you work for someone and devote your soul to someone elses project or you don’t get money there is one legal way to get paid and that is to work for someone and not everyone wants to do that so there is fraud there are people that want to be in control of their own destiny and and don’t want to work their way up the ranks of a 10 generation old business like their predecessors did there are people that have their own ideas that want to pursue their own ideologies and there are people that just don’t want to work but fraud is easy money with a risk of getting caught engaging in the behavior and you probably should have a talk with these people but they’re symptom of a bigger problem the problem that cash rules everything around us there is no gentile business model where someone puts in work to provide a service and someone takes them up for their service and gratitude is the compensation that’s how I did business for ten years I had clients that couldn’t pay because they were black and were too inept to know to pay and sort of retarded in terms of business but I needed the experience so I worked for nothing but a couple hits off the blunt and nothing at all just saying that was a fine way to do things cash is almost a training tool for business like cash should be for kids to give them the right idea of how to do things like cash should be for business training only and then the system takes hold and we encounter a business environment that is worry free the only problem with this system is you have to worry about people fighting over where they should live so i’m saying there are other systems cash is a rather rudimentary system it’s a coin you collect coins that’s the system collecting coins and whoever has the most coins is rich you people are stupid
#11
it’s always the upwardly mobile middle class that is the most exciting in business the people becoming rich are always the biggest influencers you can see it in music where Jay z’s generation was thirsty for cream so they completed in business to get ahead in life and we had some tasty raps to listen to a long the way and in the new generation that is soft they’re not exciting anymore where it used to be if this song was played 10 years ago it would have wrecked shit now it’s if this song from ten years ago was released now it would wreck shit it was just a renaissance era of music that is copied and modeled after to this day I type I listen to music but I don’t have to try to worry about where I stand in music I’m doing the new thing and doing something monumental with the new thing and typing i’m typing and not having to tour or get on stage to do my business I can write my column here i’m not inventing the wheel to get ahead i’m reinventing the wheel and getting it custom fit to my custom truck bed …i’m saying I wrote this before there is a ceiling to how much work can be done on information infrastructure like there is a day they finish their work and then we just use it I’m just using it now they get to collect checks off their work so that’s kind of cool but I get to work and earn a living and generate personal wealth in their system because I am part of an 800 year old tradition of writing i’m a fucking scribe
#12
to let the world know that the internet is mine from Reddit and getting fan letters to truth and beauty bombs and getting friendship to Facebook and being ignored and Twitter and being absconded and then I started writing the white house and my elevation was secured and the governor knew who I was as I just shared information technology with the leaders of the free world compared myself to television politicians and debated with them quietly in the basement on my computer that’s mine talked about the bible and putting Jesus in the classroom because it was more well written than Facebook comments and wanting children to be the smartest they could be so that we get that smartest they can be economy and we might lost some manufacturing or fast food restaurants as students want to elevate higher than menial service but someone would make the burgers we just need the grocery store really restaurants are extra so we can sacrifice restaurant work for literature writing and I’m just saying if you want the students in high school to compete to compete you said you wanted them to compete you need them to read
#13
like give a politician every object they could possibly want and then just tell them to show up for work everyday at 8am … a politician’s head game should be straight such that if they knew they had every object they could buy that they would need they should have plenty of spine I do … I match up with mark Zuckerberg on a regular basis I have all the objects and I keep that in mind when I work I don’t know what you think wealth is but I think it’s when you have all the things i’m like cool wealth now I can get to work like yesterday I wrote the DUTCH GOOSE in Menlo park about the nuclear reactor mark Zuckerberg wants to install in Ohio and I mentioned the revenge clause I came up with I’m saying I can work I can read my writing prompts in the news and I can act and i’m working on making real money here I told the DUTCH GOOSE if make one dollar in Ohio I made more than mark Zuckerberg made his entire life … just saying … it’s a hard business climate in Ohio because it has to be perfect I’m up against corn as a competing business for the pussy and unless I can compete for pussy i’m not doing business in Ohio and I’m up against a farmer and I came up with a competitive business plan for a blog which is to trade links with restaurants in Cincinnati and cities abroad be mindful of my links is how I feel about it … and with the right links comes the right traffic and then books will sell as a result and I’ll get money … yes and I can sell advertising but the sweetest money is at hand … i’m doing pretty good now that I quit weed it came together pretty fast but a politician should be squared away in terms of object so that it just has to use them which is wealth … my profit model is that I can work on $1400 a month … so that’s my cost … money I make on top of that is profit … blogging
#14
there was an ad for blood donation on local 12’s website and I was reminded of an old political argument I made how in the USA the rich charge for everything even water nothing is free but blood our most valuable resource is expected to be given without a whisper of a complain for free … it’s funny how when the 99% need something it costs whatever price the 1% are willing to charge how whenever a businessman can eak a dollar out of a situation or can make a profit however that needs to happen that is the most common practice but when it comes to something the 99% could be incentivized to give up say an extra $200 a month in cash for blood more people would give blood and there would be a blood economy just saying the wealthy charge for water and we’re expected to give up blood for free …
#15
what’s up with Elizabeth Warren … why is she so anti money? that’s her product … she needs people to use money so she has a say in how things go … that’s the value of government it produces a product called cash and where cash is so is the government that’s the rule of law … no one else can produce cash the government has a monopoly on cash and an extensive network that uses it and you need it to survive but like META for instance … here we have a 20 year old computer programmer and student and he develops a product that becomes popular in college he got $1.5 Trillion dollars for that … that’s how much of a say Washington DC has in META they have a value of $1.5 Trillion dollars and they are working exclusively for the money so the government has almost total say in how facebook runs and operates like they do everything else restaurants are regulated and social media firms need regulation … the rules for the social media universe have yet to come out but where $1.5 Trillion dollars is Elizabeth Warren is welcome to step around and hate money somewhere they successfully made a lot in the wild WEST
#16
I don’t know much about immigration but I know someone some thuggish criminal minded man has to deport illegal immigrants that are violent and menacing and I don’t know why we can’t treat them like criminals like they’re here they’re queer so we should do something but what if instead of ICE we inserted the POLICE and the police apprehended these people and put them in jail to await a trial … shouldn’t these migrants get a trial? I just know ice has been on the job about a year and they already killed someone … that’s fucked up … I personally think all the lives need to live and you program the lives that you have a problem with at a federal level like people afoul of the law should be in jail learning precisely why stealing is wrong who it hurts why it hurts them murderers should be learning why murder is wrong who it hurts why it matters like each criminal should have a special lesson they have to learn to be released from jail with special intent being to give them this acceptance of Jesus moment where they get why being a criminal is fucked up so they can preach the word of justice when the get out
#17
give me your poor your tired your huddled masses yearning to breath free … you accepted garbage for 150 years … I’m the child of family members dating back to Europe that has no reason to stay in Europe unfortunately i’m not an immigrant i’m in my homeland now with my homeland people and I’m an American now they’re immigrating here because of the culture I produce and my people produce our values are the values the immigrants are moving here to be a part of it’s finally at a point where it can be a country where it can have culture where it can be itself where it can do what needs to do … without Elon musk we had everything in place and now he is developing more industrialism because we were done but this fucking immigrant had to employ global values and now we’re not almost done but we were we were almost ready for a show and now we have to change over again this is the final revolution of industry brought to us by Elon musk and fuck him for showing up uninvited and using his power to produce his production fuck him for building something like that as an immigrant what a fucking lit asshole … he can quietly go somewhere and take lithium I do … nothing … I used my powers as a university graduate to use the internet … he used his powers to transform the landscape … unnecessarily … so nothing …
#18
i go most weeks without listening to music … I sort of out grew it … I like my music from the 90’s and I have my grooves this new music is too much like that … it shouldn’t be difficult to find an artist you like to listen to like before when pretty much every CD was a win to purchase … you could just pick up 3 CDs you thought would be good based on the cover … but you do need COLUMBIA HOUSE CD SALES … like you do need a server outfitted with 100 songs free for a penny an then you got to buy 10 songs a month for a year … that is a good way to promote music … music business still interests me as a thought but … i’m 45 … I’m waiting on JAY Z to drop a new joint … I’m reading CASEY REAS AND BEN FRY in PROCESSING … make certain to graduate to reading books after you get to the point where you wonder what else …
#19
when the music was too good for the past like when the music would have stopped traffic world wide if it hit radio 20 years ago and now it stops traffic if we play it now like breathe and stop by Q Tip is still a club banger … I blame drugs and the internet for the lack of quality and for the lack of practice time and for a transitioned educational system … something wrong with the kids it used to generate skills and now it doesn’t it generates punks … so the education system is doing this … but that renaissance blows minds before and after it that’s how you know it was a black renaissance because people are still making the moves but just to remember how to do it not really delivering the skills that the moves are supposed to represent …
#20
https://vitaemagazineblog.com/2025/11/08/two-ideas/ this is my evidence I can plan a business plan and I was thinking about how I wrote Jeff Bezos earlier today and recommended he take to a Russian space station as opposed to a martian soil and then I said well earth would need food silo’s storing food for billions of people … if we’re going to be in space safe from the asteroid impact or the caldera explosion we’ll need food on earth waiting for us because if we have to rest in space for 3 years while the asteroid impact renders when we get back to earth our land will be tormented the farms ravaged from lack of care and we’ll need food so I’m saying while Jeff bezos and Russia are preparing space stations for our safety as a species in a safe place like space we could basically create MRE’s and STORE MRE’S if we took this time of plenty and developed a stock pile of food unheard of in biblical times … so that we could quit farming for 3 years and still survive in space … this is the kind of writing you get in the real space age … hard contrasts and outrageous connections … but could I go into the business of generating MRE’s … could I go into the MRE business … and store up MRE’s for human consumption on Mars or in a future where an asteroid impacted earth … MARS is useful when earth is decimated … so earth that isn’t going to Mars to survive the asteroid impact needs space stations to find refuge in and we need food … for Mars and for earth … stored food is the answer … I think we waste X large amount of food in the USA anyways … if it was turned into MRE … meals ready to eat
#21
well you have two sides you have Democrats that want seats in Congress and you have republicans that want seats in Congress and you have two teams competing for dominance in a house of Congress and the goal is to vote Republican or Democrat so since it’s set up that way he’s there campaigning for votes it’s a sales pitch for a vote in an election clearly it was murder but clearly it was self defense … what it definitely was is goonery gooney citizens and gooney ICE agents … people involved in more than they can handle in the name of getting a paycheck in a way that doesn’t involve working in an office so long as no one has to work in an office everything works smoothly because that’s the reason most of this is taken seriously and exists because working in an office is too offputting a thought
#22
it’s not that the illegal immigrants don’t need dealt with they need to be in jail but why can’t the police handle illegal immigrants? why isn’t this a police matter? why do we gloss over ultimately images of women being killed … why was I scarred again in social media with the image of another lethal image … why am I taking battle damage online because I saw a woman killed in cold blood randomly and then all we can do is kibitz about it for a couple days like we still haven’t learned how to process death it’s a big problem so it might need a small solution like the reaction to death needs worked on currently we stare off into space and wonder what happened but death is so final a thing even if this is a game death is so final a thing that we should have a television channel broadcasting funerals just the FUNERAL CHANNEL a CHANNEL ON TELEVISION where we study death and we make death known and we observe death for the price of opening up a film studio at a funeral home we could see programming grow and develop and a proper response to death can be found which I typically meditation I would think death is when you get all the way serious about life in death we take life the most seriously and we have the least amount of fun in death I think that holds true
#23
it is like that for me it’s like here take my money give me the music and leave me alone … I had bad experiences with black people like hakiym a long term friend took my car in 2010 and I haven’t driven since so I’m a little fucked up over this I gave it to him because I didn’t want to be racist or a snitch so I didn’t press charges and now 15 years later i’m still not driving i’m 45 now and waiting on auto drive in a Tesla to get around when I get one … just this one guy fucked me up with black people he was poor so I would give him my EBT card to pick up some groceries and he would max out my card and leave me with nothing and I enabled him so I’m just as much at fault but he was a real ngr about everything and then we stopped seeing each other when he took my car so shortly after I mean we knew each other for 10 years so nothing and he pulled pistols on me a couple times and then khassa aimed a shot gun at me and screamed at me when I had someone come down from the state to help with the business and he shit on me he took my smart phone and put it in his name and he rented a car in my name and again I enabled like I didn’t know something I didn’t know about the word NO! like it hadn’t entered my vocabulary yet and I think they knew that
#24
hateful content is when I lost my gibbers and get hateful at my life situation and start writing about how black people are not the supreme race on this planet though they want you to think they are and have developed a carefully crafted life lie to posit that they are superior to whites in the media … when I start writing about the lie … that’s hateful content … it comes from a source of hatred and it is hateful content and my question is what is wrong with hateful content it’s liberating to write hate speech and it’s freeing to explore your dark side in public exfoliating the belief system you were subliminally taught your entire life when you finally cry out that rhyming means so little when you finally cry out that white people build everything when you finally embrace your whiteness blackness disappears when you finally hate black people and go about your day because you now know the truth when you know the truth of the matter and can see black people for who they are compared to who they claim to be the contrast is a source of hatred stemming from how much you used to look up to them and how now you realized you best friend is nothing but a lie that’s hatred and that should be acceptable hating should should be acceptable and hating should be taught just hating is a worthwhile emotion it’s honest and it keeps you protected
#25
like your medical staff get treated and the university in general gets treated like a Roman Catholic priesthood they go to seminary to learn their white collar trade they learn the symbols and the ceremonies and if they drop out of seminary they have a bill to pay back for wasting people’s time but if they graduate they have no bills to be concerned with and they get placed on small salary and they have to work their way up … I’m interested in debt free GRADUATES and debt ridden drop outs … I want to extol the virtues of not quitting of not getting quiet in your system and dropping out … i want people to check something out before they get involved like visit the seminary and get a feel for it ask about the curriculum before you take the plunge to partake of the ceremony of education in the cloth just like university high school should tell you if you should go to university if you thought high school was difficult then consider not going to college flat out … college is like the professional leagues for high school students …
#26
oo that’s true … I know that’s true … for generation x’s future income … in the 1950’s college cost a couple hundred dollars a year and houses cost a couple thousand dollars and apartments cost a dozens of dollars a month to rent and our parent’s Donald trump’s generation had the luxury of being able to inflate prices a little bit a year for 60 years there by fueling their economy but our generation needs those prices reset to the minimum no matter the state of the economy because as Donald trump is being laid to rest his real estate empire needs reset so that we can inflate prices again to our need slowly over time but we can’t inflate prices on top of already inflated prices like we have our prices we’re at maximum capacity and as such a major piece of legislation needs written the resets the clock on money which is based on cars, and houses, and apartments, and college education the major expenditures need reset so that generation x can experience and walkie talkie economy too one where we get our money from increasing the rates on things just like our parents did from the prices they started with not the prices we ended up with because of their miracle system
#27
@POTUS https://www.facebook.com/share/r/16z1pMAssz/ Sans organica was a story I wrote for school about a woman who couldn’t have kids so she had a robot have a child for her … anyways it was an awful story … but it touched on the idea of robots giving birth to children in 2005 now 20 years later China is producing the worlds first gestation robot that will bring a fetus to full term outside of a woman where every generation had it pretty much the same as the previous one back through 1900 starting around the turn of the century technological progress has ensured that no generation has had anything in common with it’s predecessors to date and it looks like that trend is going to continue at some point we need generational stability to give us a peaceful prospering people because continuing the progress we are making technologically is ripping us apart now with us having a generation that has no parents we’ll all be orphans at this rate which is fine its just that the preceding generation had parents and there’s going to be divide there that is unquenched and children are going to be obstinate about it because they have no other choice … so I ask you at one point is the grand design finished because at some point we have to think of tradition and the starting of one and we have no current tradition and we’re at unrest so if we could work on human factors like the humanities could be consulted we want the sans organica we want to end women’t suffering but we want you to be honest with us do we need the Mars mission? do we have to keep traveling can we know peace? I already know the pain of being too different from my fore bearers to be recognizeable because I showed an interest in the internet how difficult will this be when children are born of robotic technology? what social binders are being created to unite us as people like the NFL used to do what new love shall we have that we can speak of it could be the internet if the minority interest in television and radio would get over themselves and speak about internet culture because of generational divides we have to wait 50 years from 2000 to cover the story of the internet because our parents were to insipid to do it themselves … it’s a matter of living and let live and knowing our parents were flawed our children will find problem with us because we never developed a tradition we never had that tradition time with our parents we never got core information passed on to us from our parents so we’ll mourn less when they pass like there is no great mourning upon us because everyone was left to fend for themselves
#28
it’s probably because I’m broke but because this thing is such a nasty device the federal government should come up with some credit to pay for content unlocks online … I’m all the way broke so it would benefit me if I could pay $1000 a year to get Cinema 4D for my work station … if we could have like $3000 a year to pay for internet content and then tax internet companies for participating in the program not a lot just get some of your money back but it’s your project and it just keeps getting more and more expensive to use the internet not even in egregious fashion … like $30 here $20 there if you want to check out this article here that’s $50 everyone has the same idea in terms of business no creativity at all no one relying on sales to make their content available nothing I’m relying on sales to make my content available I don’t know why someone would pay to read my blog but I’m preparing for advertising and book sales … pay to play is the name of the game in so much of this and it’s not biblical work like the west coast has yet to divine a biblical work adobe might have done that with Photoshop and Illustrator but I don’t know social media is in content not producing content and it doesn’t have a biblical work it doesn’t have something that is going to last through the ages it’s not even interested in doing an online cathedral … wikipedia might be something like this … nothing i’m just talking shit but when you think of the west coast what do you think of that’s biblical in scope of work quality?
#29
I’ll tell you the story of why I’m considered mentally ill and bipolar disorder type one … that’s a misdiagnosis there’s got to be a more precise mental health disorder I have than bipolar type one I’m not bipolar i’m telepathic and in London in 2000 it convinced me to do things like climb over fences and almost get my legs broken by security, put my laptop in the sink and turn the water on, break glasses in my dorm room, swear to Jesus and bless the building with holy water from the tap, and finally as a capstone it had me walk naked and follow a cat outside the building where I was picked up by security in the year 2000 for walking naked and they took me to the mental health hospital where I cast out satan from a patient and I stripped naked and professed the our father to engage in spiritual warfare to combat the evil Islamic presence and their chants and prayers and I called the airline and told them in London that airplanes were going to crash into buildings because they told me that’s what was going to happens I overheard it in a conversation and I scraped encrusted shit off a toilet and I made a bath with mint toothpaste and i met the anti christ Adrian pinnock and I fought Satan again while naked and this all happened in London and in hind sight it’s exciting it’s the game at it’s best but this is real and I can’t explain this anyways …I come back home to the USA and everything is fine I get in trouble a lot of trouble for going to London then in the states a year later I take a trip to San Francisco to meet up with this woman I met in London and we made love at the easy chilling California dreaming hotel and then she broke up with me and I don’t recall but my mother tells me she checked me into Talbert House for depression over the breakup with my girl and then Talbert House tries to get me to take medication and I swear i’m fine but that starts the process off there and they were never told any of this ever because they never asked but I’m something different than mentally ill … I’m some kind of destiny your planet has to deal with
#30
well until the hospitals get salaries from the US government until the hospital industry is subsidized there’s nothing stopping the hospital from making a profit they need contracts with the government to lower costs like the government needs to pay the salaries of hospital employees and guarantee them a certain wage and provide them with housing free of charge and basically give the life savers and the life providers and the injury enders stable lives … currently a hospital is a slave to market forces up and down months deciding its insurance input but if in exchange for ties to the market the government can pull the hospital out of the market and into somewhere stable like if you have a hospital stability they could forgo profiteering for just working but you would have to stabilize the lifestyles of the surgeons and the nurses and the doctors sort of like the military yeah that’s an appropriate way to look at it if the hospital staff was on a military pay grade you could see stability in the prices of the hospital care … you have to stabilize the numbers the get stable numbers and right now doctors don’t actually know if they’ll get paid from month to month not actually a military pay grade system would change that and that stability would lead to lower medical costs
#31
https://vitaemagazineblog.com/2025/11/08/two-ideas/ i’m planning a book out and reading a programming 101 book and I know I can sell files to make a profit on base44 on top of my email sketch and I read MBA in a book and I know my profit model is nice and I know the basics of what a profit model is how competent an engineer am I? if i’m almost a celebrity in terms of sociology how competent do you have to be to design a rocket if you’re a rocket scientist if you studied aerospace engineering and worked at lockheed Martin or Boeing if you encased yourself in rocket design how competent are you or do you just need funding and you can do your job like was this a cake walk for someone that had the right budget? I’m saying am on another planet or since I’m almost an upright celebrity with no debt am I in the same ball park as these people like on space x campus I could render the open mic and host an open mic for them and produce their culture just saying how intense is the rocket scientist training ? aero space engineering is within the grasp of many people not too many people design a bank for the internet and sell it for $200M like I keep thinking of the timeline where Elon musk works at a bank
#32
they’re slightly trained goons whose job is to work along side the law and apprehend illegal immigrants I thought it was violent illegal immigrants and the governments stand point made sense but still Illegal immigrants are not here legally so you have to tow the government line I don’t know I just looked up a fact point and now i’m confused I don’t really care if they’re here illegally where they are from is so shitty like I can tow a line if it means they’re violent people but they’re not not really as a writer involving himself in social media this new information influences me to be further against ice than I was before I looked that up fuck it does look sort of Nazi now fuck i’ll keep reading the news and writing what I write but Donald trump said the USA needs to be offensive and I disagreed with that so I thought I was Republican but I might be democrat I even think hospitals should treat illegal immigrants at taxpayer expense because a hospital is a tool for healing the human condition they train to heal people so heal people is how I feel about don’t ask too many questions doctor just treat the wound
that’s how simple it is isn’t it it’s wolf of wall street they just said and we’re going to take this company public … like if you have a group of people that can take in resources and generate a product that can sell on the market you can have an IPO … I’m not attractive enough to start a company now … I used to be … but then I was struck by God in london and lost all future … and I lost all my mojo for the rest of my life … i’m just saying wolf of wall street uses real terms like in simple formulas … like it’s not a big deal for your company to trade shares in itself on the dow Jones it’s very common to do that … it’s just that it’s a group of people selling sheets of paper that determine how much money that company is worth … it’s an ancient tool for creating wealth and business and it’s almost considered law that stock ticker has been there so long it’s part of nature
#34
it’s rebuilding itself like there was no big album roll out of the Beatles they never had major investment in the advertising of their album they did shows and put their album on sale like it wasn’t until MTV that MAJOR publicity was paid to music roll outs … like rolling stone magazine was as big as publicity as you could get before MTV and MTV and VH1 started to build up the interest in music and radio and television started to work in conjunction and the sales platform was developed and it got heated it got to the point you could bank on a CD publicity was so powerful and you can tell by https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lGJMi2C3Tng look how powerful this social ceremony is like there was music and sports and that’s it and it was casting and music was huge but Napster and the internet cut that all out and the ceremony of sales and promotions has to be rebuilt and what you are referencing in terms of the size of the creativity of the album art like it’s just going to get bigger there is no limit in this no holds barred world how big a sales pitch for an .mp3 is it’s global in scope it’s unilateral in reach and it’s business … the .mp3 how far are we willing to go spending no money are we willing to go to sell an .mp3 the previous way to do it was with graffiti breakdancing emceeing and djing how are we going to sell .mp3’s
#35
when Elon musk was reported on for installing a lithium mining operation I saw him for the first time like he’s a magnate I don’t even care if he does go to Mars I tried to write about it that he wouldn’t go to Mars that no one would be this being freedom country if you want to go to Mars you can go to Mars i’m just saying people don’t recommend being famous I doubt they’ll report back that it’s a good idea on Mars … something changed in me when I read about the lithium mine like he’s doing something that doesn’t have to do with hip hop and Elon musk wasn’t raised on hip hop like he doesn’t know who the fugees are … when Elon musk explained that he was mass manufacturing falcon x rockets I was like holy shit … like he’s planning on building multiple space ports and launching dozens of rockets to Mars when he goes like he’s taking a fleet with him and I’m trying to sell a book not that I am minimizing myself i’m pretty adept in literature like in my world what they are actually doing is fodder for a book but they’re successful procreators and really I partied for 14 years it’s just been in the last year that I started working I just quickly realize a year of working feels like an eternity
#36
the culture involved in selling music and it’s sales pitch that involved radio, television, movies, shows, album covers, and street fashion the holistic approach that went into convincing people to hand over money for a groove that hardcore culture got in the way of a peaceful future this man foresaw … it went from Martin Luther King and Malcolm X to Jay Z and Kanye west … and I was picked it up at Jay Z and Kanye West so I never knew the MLK vision I just know from his speeches that he was on some other superior shit to the get money get bitches ethos we have today … there is a higher calling and I don’t know what it is because I have to build it up my entire self and i’m not entirely convinced there’s anything more than money and bitches
#37
something positive about music that the church never picked up … https://www.facebook.com/reel/1212356254108999 … music didn’t ask too many questions and just kept producing content for the internet the American arts really sort deserves an award if there was never a time period to give awards this is one because when the computing industry couldn’t ask for it and music didn’t know what to do computers created a world for content and music stepped up and kept developing content for the internet even though it never got paid like social media has a hundred billion dollar bank roll but really they broke even because they owe their bank roll to content but content ain pushing for it because making content is self gratifying and really though all the writers and the musicians and film makers could use the money to further their craft but we have a social media industry that people are picking up on after music championed the hustle online … they were quick to spend millions of dollars on software that they had no finance model for content like the product is the opportunity to work and you get to pay for it nothing like it
#38
first of all slavery is not a horrific institution its not like the slave owners had any more money than the slaves it was a class issue the lower class had to work because the upper class had management to do because there was no cash to give freedom and as for schools indoctrinating students that is all they are doing and you have to teach kids something innocuous like George Washington had slaves to make them hate white people like starting off students need to hate white people so they don’t learn the truth until their mid 30’s that black people are pieces of shit like you can’t teach that so you teach confusion and by the time they figure it out they have wives and kids and there’s nothing about it but Elon musk is showing some real rookie American sensibilities here … 3 of my grand parents were in the military and both of my parents went to university and graduated and all four of us children went to university and graduates so I get like finest inspiration you can get in the USA and I’m reading and last night my humanities ass started studying calculus but i’m saying you have to teach white people are evil in high school so that white people don’t have a Holocaust of the black people if white people ever taught white history en mass white people would rise up and kill black people if they ever really thought about it but the entire system is based on teaching white people they are inferior to confuse them from knowing they are superior to black people because black people are defenseless in this war and white pride is less important than black survival … so the department of education does what it does and if you remove the department of education you’ll find holocausts all over the nation because the school districts will naturally get back to teaching the truth since they’ll want to compete and tragedies will happen as a result you need that conspiracy to keep people alive
#39
yes I read that OPEN AI is possibly facing financial trouble … you’re painters … you’re renaissance painters and your canvas is the computer monitor and you paint lovely images time infused images you’re better than da Vinci and his notebook … you deserve many monies for your work developing a new language that has ramifications for generations to come … I have https://vitaemagazineblog.com I have an instance of an object that I populated with data … my content is all I would want to be important … but when I start coding i’ll want my code to be given credit too I just have to start … you’re important people find their importance because of you … I would never have thought I was important without the internet … I knew I was someone because of the open mic but I never knew I was someone important until i dove into the internet in 2011 at my job as an r and d specialist in a public television station … so I love you your work is sacrosanct … I want to start spreading love even to black people because I spread vindictiveness too often … too often have I spoken of the white man to black people so I need to show them love too … I’ll work on spreading love so there is more love … but all of your work is important … I like this more than television
#40
your sense of politics is how government works if you read about a government policy that doesn’t make sense to you wait about 6 months and see if its not rescinded … just saying your sense of politics and the way the government works are about even … a president or congressman can get out of line and get some press but pretty much the way you think government works is how it works for example when it was about trans issues last year and there’s conflict over if teens can get gender reassignment surgery and then the government comes out with a common sense initiative that says no no you can’t do that and it was real common sense the government for the most part is real common sense oriented even though it’s famous for being outlandish that’s just the fringe of it the core of government operates the way you would think a good parent does
#42
sex is for responsible adults if you waited 6 months to carry a child if you procrastinated that long then you have to have the child recreational sex is for people that go the distance to handle their business and a woman has to go to the doctor if she’s having promiscuous sex like men need aids check ups there’s a lot of going to the doctor involved in promiscuous sex so that’s why you have to have the child at 6 months because you procrastinated and now it’s a life form with thoughts and it would be murder to kill a 6 months old infant but you had your chance at 1 month and 2 months to handle your abortion so now you have to put it up for adoption just saying sex is risky doctors are necessary be up on your shit and you can fuck however you want
#43
I think it’s about power and incompetence like that’s what I see I don’t think it’s about competition I don’t know about justice but I don’t think it’s about competition I think the work force is a diminished force in the name of I don’t know people want insane amounts of cash on hand to move people with it’s crazy I never understood it I was given the chance to be on SSDI and as I understand the deal I can find any way I want off SSDI at any time and I just finished partying last year so so so so so I’m going in the direction of web design with a mind to handle motion studies as part of the design for a profession and for a hobby i’ll do graphic arts posters … but don lemon is right it’s about power and incompetence and incompetence not wanting to be called out for being incompetent like work is not the most important thing to people but everyone wants the money the people that respect money trade for which is fine the finite few that work above and beyond the call of money trade for money you’re lucky people like me respect money we could just work
#44
that creates a new criminal class of computer users that are engaged in commerce trying to make money with their computer doing what it takes to attract viewers to their website … and by calling a computer user and abuser belies the fact that no one is being injured the internet is such that all is fair game and deep fake porn is a step up on real world porn in that it’s easier to make physically and causes less STDs and emotional trauma and if using Paris Hilton’s image in a deep fake porn moves more units that’s what happens she puts herself out there as a public figure like someone might want to watch barrack and Michelle Obama get it on to al green’s lets get it on that’s not abusive to them porn is a beautiful thing its conception its coitus it’s love making and honor is how you should feel if someone uses your image in deep fake pornography but we should explore female government even though you should start your own government at least once but integrating you into male society we should discuss female imagery you are abused by deep fake pornographic imagery because it associates with your image something you want to be kept a secret you want it to be a secret that you go down on men and take it up the asshole that’s supposed to be a secret but when deep fake porn sheds light on your image performing these acts it gives the impression to people that think it’s real that you perform fellatio and take it up the asshole you want there to be special things in life even though there aren’t but there could be if we listened to you instead of using Paris Hilton’s image in deep fake porn they could go with total fictional characters red heads with fat ass tits and a Wonka ass on a tiny waist like 38″ 24″ 38″ looking bitches that get it done are you better off being referenced in porn you didn’t have to participate in like a chirp a hi a hello from the programming community what if you knew that’s how they flirt they got you all worked up and the authors of the deep fake porn are watching how this goes when really they just want to take you out to dinner
#45
does it work better when the president is a Democrat because the media is democratic like in general does it work better when a Democrat is president I have lost all hope of framing the kind of president Donald trump is all I know is the white House was destroyed in some physical fashion so I don’t know he’s probably another president but I don’t remember joe Biden having all these problems in fact I remember him curing COVID is it something where if we knew the truth they would lose their power so we go to great lengths to hide the source of governments power and they would be more powerful if they didn’t use cameras if more was left to the imagination government would have the power it seeks when you can see the day to day minutia government means less
#46
I don’t like how her narrative is putting the common man against the successful business man the millionaire or the billionaire when you can teach the thinking to become a millionaire and you can apply more logic and become a billionaire … it bothers me that she does that … I don’t mind the extra $200 a month but the vessel that is serving the money is dubious to me … I can be poor and not have a problem with someone rich I’ll probably never be rich but that doesn’t mean I covet my neighbor’s wife I mean I don’t think I’ll of my neighbor because he has plenty and I have few even though elizabeth warren here seems to think she’s getting votes with this narrative it’s annoying a $20 Million man wants to be treated like everyone else and congress agrees she’s using percentages erroneously … if everyone is paying $10,000 a year in taxes if that’s the average rate then the $20 Million dollar a year earner should pay $10,000 a year too so as not to get more say in government than his peers that have less money for the sake of safety in society $20 Million dollar earners pay the same rate as $176,000 earners for congressional representation reasons
#47
you can’t send the national guard to fight a branch of the government like you can’t send the marines to handle the army you have to let it happen you’re problem is you’re not about what you’re about you’re about the government and the government kills people and the government runs an organization that operates above civilian life and you need to explain to the civilians to get their act together and act right because men trained to kill that have killed are there to handle business and when you’re about that you’re in congress
#48
my ma got me Calculus Made Easy by S.T. and M.G. and I have Effective Emails by C.F. and I’m reading Processing A Programming Handbook for Visual Designers and Artists by C.R. and B.F. so i’ve got some reading to do I’m certain about reading I found the reading bug last year the book bug and I been reading since 2024 basically when I picked up DECODED by JAY Z I been reading every day since that’s like 2 years almost not quite but just about … I figure keep reading about processing and keep reading about math and i’ll learn something especially if I do the exercises … this is all extra I can write pretty well and I have some books on the way and I need to find a literary agent but i’m fine writing i’m just starting math like I started math like next week the first reading of math that i’ll do is next week when I pick up Calculus Made Easy … it’s like learning a language within the english language … I could learn painting but I was going to learn math … I have a calculus book and after this I am going to side grade into algebra but algebra trigonometry geometry calculus I was going to read books about those subjects when I was finished with this programming text
#49
but the people aren’t the government they don’t have the crime statistics they just want to be good people helping others not causing a problem civilians and the government has an authority role here and civilians are the people you protect and they don’t have all the data these are the same civilians that think jail is a bad place to be and unnecessary these are the same civilians that have problems with police officers these civilians are animals and their over all opinion doesn’t matter too much the government sees a problem with immigration and its doing something about it and that’s how its going to be end of story there is no debating policies of the government at a civilian level not when your political tool is protesting if the citizens got together and staged email writing campaigns and fleshed out their thoughts in writing if they instinctively did that instead of protest they might have a leg to stand on but these people protest they’re not to be taken seriously as intellectuals who might have a say in how government works
#50
I think you should be concerned about anti government sentiment inside the government people need to know how government works and quite frankly need to take elections more seriously if we are willing to admit an election is a way to influence politics if it happens to be but Ohio has a protocol in place to obstruct ICE agents and quite frankly that is troubling what should realistically be happening is that people should roll out the red carpet for ICE and assist in targeting illegal immigrants because those are the orders from the highest level … your job is not to question orders but to follow them in government and this is Ohio getting involved in the fray making it’s intentions known about ICE when ICE is not the problem ICE is comprised of stand out Americans that are willing to do criminal investigations while putting themselves in danger thereby standing up for American people to do a job that needs done that you have to have strength to be able to do and letting it go weakens american foreign policy and creates a situation where criminals feel free to come to America and blend in and do crime being tough on crime prevents crime and if crime ever occurred to you you would understand
#51
they’re talking about white people stealing tender meat from black folk but lets talk about black folks theft of records, cassettes, CDs, DVDs, radio, television, film, cars, clothing, lets talk about the culture black people steal from white people they steal the medium and put a black agenda on it and never think twice about it black people live eat shit and breathe stolen white culture and think nothing of it a man that works at a restaurant does a good job at work and now they’re owed restitution because his meat fell off the bone like he was taught to cook like the whole point of that restaurant was … I want black people each of them to have this moment where they realize they’re about 1000 years behind I just want them to have this moment where the think to themselves we really ain did shit they plug in and live life but white people are busy discussing how civilization is going to survive an apocolypse that’s on white peoples minds black people want credit for meat falling off the bone
#51
minnesota is a goon swamp in the news from my perspective I get my intelligence from people that have satellites and went to school to study journalism so I get my news from reputable sources and minnesota had a Somali fraud investigation that went awry and then it’s had this ICE situation that’s been brewing … I think the government needs about 10 years of public relations work I think if government were taught in schools that it was a thing to listen to because it was comprised of the brightest minds of our nation I think you would do better if people looked up to government and didn’t just use it I think we would be better off and I think if people could go a year alone in an apartment with just a computer and groceries there would be a firmer understanding of reality like I just did 8 months in an apartment with almost no human contact except the internet and I feel myself leveling up and ascending past the music industry and past the Mars mission somewhere more important and as such I think in your generation you’re the president you make sense to people older than 55 as the president it makes sense to them I don’t know why you’re the president because you were never branded on me like that I just see Joe Biden with his smooth presidential run and here you are with January 6th the sequel in Minnesota like you never made it through your presidency without a social melee and Joe biden did you said Joe biden was a shitty president he cured COVID and didn’t have a major blow up in contrast to you as history would state you had January 6th and a fake assassination attempt and this Minnesota debauchery it’s just not going well and that’s how you do things clearly it doesn’t matter but you’re interested in being remembered in history it just wont matter that you in domestic affairs you were in favor of violence and that’s because you didn’t come up through the system I think you laid the ground work for a presidential history that would only take from the fold no longer from outside the congregation of attorneys and politicians your policies lead up to violence sir how do you defend yourself?
#52
Google gave me your zip code. I’m from Cincinnati Ohio and wanted to reach out and ask you about https://vitaemagazineblog.com would you answer some questions for the magazine if I put them together? nothing right now. I’m surprised my ruse worked and I got in here. I’m Nicholas Lawson
on X and I’ve written you a lot and thought I would take it this far. I assume this is hacking I never did this before. This is probably hacking. It’s not hard to do. You can ask me to s stop doing this. I will listen. I agree with you about Minnesota. I think it should never have gotten there. I think Donald trump has an agenda for violence I think his January 6th riot, his fake assassination, and now this Minnesota debauchery are all symptoms of the same agenda. I think he wants violence because he’s somewhere safe he can’t be affected by the violence it’s over there somewhere it’s not where he is so why does he care. he didn’t come up a government vetting system so he doesn’t have Joe Biden ethics because he didn’t get Joe biden grooming. Donald Trump is the last outsider to become president you have to come up from within the system to become president in the future. You have to deal with the people if you want to be president. He stopped 8 wars abroad and started one in the USA. I’m not even mad at him this is the accounting he is in receipt of he moved how he moved and as such he gets writing like this. I don’t think it matters much but I don’t have anything else to write about he’s not building a fusion reactor in Ohio for me to write about he’s building assassinations of civilians in Minnesota for me to write about it’s his game he can play it how he wants but he has to not be president one day and now he’s got civilian blood on his hands he has to live with himself I wish I cared about Minnesota I just read the news and recontextualize it it’s awful the thought that ICE would kill a man that’s how to start a war we’re all just so polite we’re not taking up arms yet but Minnesota could raid a weapons locker in Minneapolis and arm itself there are guns for sale in Minnesota and the citizenry could just as easily kill ICE they’re out numbered and where they sleep is known like Minnesota is so nice though ICE banks on that but if they sell guns in Minnesota and they do ICE can run into munitions it’s not careful there is a reason you don’t kill people so the writing doesn’t do accounting like this.
#53
I forget what was wrong with slavery there’s x amount of work that needs done and unless it gets done we’re all going to die so the slave master knows what and how to do the work so he’s management and you don’t know much but can serve a purpose so you’re a slave I think the main problem with slavery is people getting over the fact that not everyone was a slave there were people that benefited from slavery but the movement was for collective survival and similarly to today where there you ask to work on a plantation of your choice you submit a resume to become a slave for slave wages so the grocery store can be stocked it’s a brilliant system really slavery is genius and if you find yourself in management it’s glorious that’s what the controversy is in my life I’m on SSDI and I’m management
#54
there’s nothing to be said for erotic content that makes intimate time with oneself erotic where deep fake porn does not require men or women to physically make the porn where the creation of STDs from making porn physically and and the moral quagmire that comes from making porn physically to get the titillating imagery necessary for arousal and personal fore play is a bonus where they might require some training the deep fake element may be discounted by their pioneering work in generating porn that helps stimulate couples and individuals erotically for the purposes of achieving orgasms like porn is a tool that is used to achieve climax and i’ll meet you on the deep fake is using your image and that image of yours is your personal property but you have to meet us that porn is no more a problem than watching terminator movies or the news porn is less of a problem than watching the nightly news in terms of it’s negative cultural impact and you can learn solid love making techniques from porn so your work against the porn industry to help children is really skewed work because no one is being harmed in the creation of this digital porn and if you would prefer not to be modeled then that is your right
#55
Paris Hilton has been involved in federal legislation targeting children with protective orders and she recently worked on the Defiance Act which states it protects subjects of the deep fake porn and that’s fine but above all of this needs to have it outlined that watching porn is safe and wholesome and that watching violent movies and violence is bad and negative up with porn down with guns is the basic mantra here I saw two people get killed in recent weeks and I was just watching television in that time I have seen about 5 minutes of porn and the porn was not jarring to my system in fact I learned more about fellatio from it but Paris Hilton needs to have a problem with the deep fake line of the digital porn industry but she can’t have a problem with the digital porn industry which is more harmless than the local television news in cultural programming rationale like you can get with the whole family and sit down and watch porn you can’t get down with the whole family and watch the nightly news it’s too violent … you can explain watching porn to your kids that that’s the process you were made from and you can’t explain anything from watching the nightly news … like you people are defiantly persistently obtuse mathematically speaking when you come out against porn but you’re in favor of murder like i’m wired differently because I’ve never had a problem with porn never felt no way about it never felt guilty never felt anything about it but i’ve quit watching violence altogether and that makes me feel like shit really knowing there are violent people makes me feel like shit knowing there are people interested in sex makes me feel hope
#56
they’re not scumbag corporations they’re honest attempts at making a profit as a group of people so that people can benefit from their work like they sell units similar to how Moby puts on a concert and sells tickets to pay his bills they make a product and benefit people more than spiritually like you get at a Moby concert like my sister works for Procter and Gamble and she’s in charge of making certain factories function just right to the right chemical equation or something she does something important and she’s working her way up she just needs to quit smoking and she’ll be fine but she’s not a scum bag or a bitch she’s nice and has a son and that’s her best option is working for Procter and Gamble and they pay her well she has a house that’s paid for and she went to college for it and everything lined up for her she’s just not a techno musician charging $45 a ticket to listen to some house music the same song it always is like she’s not creative enough press play and let 10 songs play she generated and he thoughts on TRUMP and ICE I’ll ask her since you bring it up but it doesn’t matter what she thinks because she’s not a political person I am and i’m her older brother and I support ICE because they wake up in the morning in a hotel room surrounded but hateful protesters and they don’t kill more often
#57
so what’s the perspective … anyone that wants to move to the USA can move to the USA and doesn’t have to check in with local law enforcement to acknowledge their new presence like immigrants don’t need fingerprinted, id’d or informed of their rights and responsibilities as citizens they think they can just show up from a 3rd world nation where paper trails don’t exist and get away with that shit here? your first duty as a citizen of the USA is to start a paper trail leading to your name and body persona like you need immigration paperwork because you don’t have birth certificates and you don’t have social security id’s so to get this paperwork you have to register let it be known america is a paperwork driven economy everything comes down to paperwork and if you’re going to be here even though you came from a 3rd world nation you still have to register and since you have shit else to do be up on your paperwork you have no current purpose other than to identify yourself if you’re an immigrant so get your paperwork and identify yourself bring documentation from your previous country with you that validates your identity be less 3rd worldly and act right now that you’re your here this is a 1st world nation we compete everyday get used to it
#58
i’ve had no money my entire life not really i had student loan money but i didn’t have money money free and clear money and i’m destitute on social security disability income and half of it and i have a $1100 a month apartment and groceries and my folks are my payee and they handle everything and my disease is bipolar disorder something they say i don’t suffer from in new york city just cincinnati so i have a regional mental health condition and i’m putting the words out as fast as i can to get to the point where i have a passing book to sell something contemporary and ORIGINS OF MONEY is that we’re in a make money time period so i’m collecting my pitches and sharing them with the world and sharing how to pitch and i’m making my money selling the book but if you don’t know how to write really you can benefit from the R and D i put there for you like Mooc in a Movie theatre is money people buying tickets to spend time in a room full of people that wants to learn about Full Stack Web Development like always one networking events like events you go to and are just geeked to see the other people there same system MOOC IN A MOVIE THEATRE difference better world
#59
my apartment is cluttered like it’s man clean to me not woman clean to her to my ma and she was like you need to make schedule today clean up your kitchen tomorrow clean up your bathroom and then the next day clean up your living room make a schedule and it’s good advice but i just stare down my apartment like why did you do this to me i mean to say my apartment has very few places where things can go so i don’t quite know how to clean it like it falls into the category of women’s work because it bothers the women i get caught off guard when i think i’m doing pretty good and she lets me know i need help so i don’t know her place is a museum quality work of art so i consider the source she’s into cleaning perfectionism i’m probably middle of the road average i do a mental drill that’s cheating where i figure this is where these things go and i need to quit doing that like the eucerin lotion doesn’t belong on the table and peroxide doesn’t belong on the floor but i tell myself they’re fine and that’s pretty wrong
#60
you belong to me
your nutsack’s my property
don’t worry about her
you’re mine
fucked around with a diva
now i’m the only one that needs ya
you’re property
i can trade you
but you serve a purpose
you’re tall
and that’s all
i need that
and i don’t need you
so feed off my scraps
and when i sing clap
you’re the camera man
start recording and i’ll start ordering
you around
#61
real music or at least more real than usual … if this is a game i might not have heard music yet in my life time … if this is some kind of game that i’m involved in and playing music might not have transferred over like i have a notion to think music is an arcane art form that only auteurs study in small cult societies to the enjoyment of few that take the time to cherish the musical instrument i’m just saying music seems like it should be more of a secret and it might as well be the way most people treat it it’s the art form of life the writing of music it’s bar none the finest thought that can be thought when the revolution makes its way into music music is the cathartic release of pressure and tension in a life awaiting great difficulty everyday and music sequesters the difficult thoughts in life and releases positive energy over flowing and it’s a cerebral condition that is the most pleasant
#62
which public you talking about? you talking about that minneapolis public? that public? you talking about the kind of public that protests a federal investigation public instead of doing a letter writing campaign public? cincinnati might have a different public than minneapolis but cincinnati still held a vigil i think for immigrants ice was looking for and they’re just looking for criminals they’re a law enforcement agency you talking about that public? the one that armed itself in preparation for a conflict with people upholding the law? keeping the country save that public? you talking about you asking the retarded public about that? that ordering from a menu is difficult public? which public are you talking about? why not just ask the Urban Planners at the University of Cincinnati for their opinion and streamline your input sessions to worthy information because the public lost it it looked for a fight got one and cried foul.
#63
I wrote @FOX19 last night that if you looked at the government the government is doing just fine the judicial branch of the government the basic over arching ideological bastion of the federal government these judges portray sound judgement time and time again where the executive and legislative branches get overboard with their rhetoric the judicial branch of the government quietly news article after news article maintains the spirit of the federal government you have the bureaucratic side of government and then you have the judicial and that’s your government and then you have the whiz bang show business side of government in the executive and legislative branches of government but the judicial is the reason we have a representative government altogether like referees on an nfl playing field they call out the fouls and do a tremendous job donald trump can be president because of the judicial branch and he can’t get much harm accomplished
#64
okay i was just told being wealthy in the game won’t benefit you in the real world like when jesus talks of it’s more likely for a camel to make it through the eye of a needle than for rich man to enter the gates of heaven and that’s what that has to do with i value my poverty and i fear a disruption of services but how rich is jesus talking about won’t enter the gates of heaven like the upper class or even the middle class which class of wealth is too wealthy to enter heaven? talking destitute people make it in because that seems stupid what if your business is rich but you’re poor then can you go to heaven? or just the rich man can’t go to heaven the proverbial rich man and the classical poor man goes to heaven which is a promise they make the poor to appease them and their need for justice the rich have it GREAT on earth but when they get to heaven they have it terribly so your justice will be served eventually just wait is that what jesus meant? revenge will be found in death? but while here we’re fucked?
#66
i might be able to put a tight 5 together about the internet like i’m on wordpress it’s weird i pay a good wage to be able to work hard entertaining people that owe me money for reading me that never happens there’s this whole subversion of capitalism that occurs on the internet where we’re working everyday that’s why the vibe is the way it is we’re working everyday knowing we’re making someone a gik load of cash and we’re not seeing any of it because it’s billions of us they’re calling it a culture and they’re not even buying us cool shit like freemium day at the grocery store in the name of Facebook hasn’t happened yet nothing we got nothing from social media and mark zuckerberg a man who put out of business more beloved websites like myspace and sixdegrees now has $200Billion dollars from advertising revenue that we reacted to so he could get paid he needed enough of a user base so that his ads would hit and he made off and it was never about the quality of the gui or the quality of the comment feeds or the quality of the design of your home page it was never about any of that it was about making certain you saw the advertisements and that was the business he never invested in design or portability at all nothing i get worked up about something that’s too big for me to think about i think we’re supposed to feel blessed we saw the advertising we did see so in the process we had to evolve and learn that viewing ads was a good thing a previous misdeed entirely yeah so i’m poor by the way yeah i thought i would give comedy a go to see about making some of that feature money i just know i’m poor alright i’m working on a book of business plans it’s a self help book for struggling entrepreneurs that want to think like a university businessman i have to graduate from my own book or i’ll end up a vj at a local theatre which isn’t a bad thing i just have it invested in myself that i’m an author but the internet is a wild thing the most successful people collected people’s work and never released a book of their own that was the business of social media and i’m learning programming so that i can maybe do my own as an investigative journalist interested in precisely how difficult is it to create a cms that works and has a database and a front end how hard is that to do you design it in HTML style it in CSS and link the forms up to the database with PHP and that’s it innit i think so i can do that especially with new tools that do a lot of coding for you so thats my take at humor this is funny to me it’s not laugh out loud comedy but it’s humor tight 5
#67
jack dorsey the only important person involved with twitter? like in terms of women is he the only person that matters? is mark zuckerberg the only person that matters on facebook? did we all die because we used their software? did the spot light on mark and jack and elon kill me? i’m a semblance of intelligence but i’m not making it like they do in california because i’m in muffuckin ohio where the farmer reigns supreme you’re nothing without land in ohio and i never installed a server to host my own website and i never built the server so am i nothing? is the origin the only thing that matters? do the women just see us caught in nets was this the sexual holocaust the internet? do women just see a couple people as capable human beings and the rest of us are clods? how do women really see the internet? i have https://slushpile.github.io i have a makings of doing it myself i just need to log into the account and continue working on a new work station that’s my freedom from female judgement online and it’s a service to other rookies so i have a net too and from time to time someone spend 2 hours on my website so i know it’s good but yeah … do women see me as poor and caught up online in someone’s net i’m not the alpha born male that i think i am to a woman is that true? how does sexuality and power play a role in women’s thoughts in this time period mark zuckerberg made $200,000,000,000.00 and i have $0 so i’m that much of an impoverished fool because i never made money i just knew how to but never had a position to do it because i did the work but no one ever responded to my emails i did the billion dollar job on an ugly clod of a population that was utterly worthless i had nothing to work with so i couldn’t make money i transitioned over to writing books because i had more control over that but i still didn’t have a system in place to reach out to customers i still needed a customer base and it was a basic sales operation with infinite inventory from my perspective but mark zuckerberg did what it takes to become rich i did what it takes to become free i played along with an SSDI game i was chosen for freedom and i didn’t question it … and … now i’m confused … it’s like dealing with the confusion of dealing with death like i really died? … like the darwin award i received was being too interested in reading and writing online? like i died a common death but i faced uncommon odds i was still defeated by the system the same people that said i was mentally ill ignored my attempts to gain freedom in business so i suffered at the hands of oppressors that just oppressed me so it was fine
#69
did facebook break a law that hasn’t been written yet? is it not about the laws that have been written is it about the laws that are decided upon in court his defense team a prosecution team and a judge deciding the case did facebook break the law? is it a major court case? is it a cash burning court case? is it something like the OJ Trial in scope and media scrutiny? THE PEOPLE VS FACEBOOK? were we owed money this entire time? https://cjr.org/the_news_frontier/aol_settled_with_unpaid_volunt.php aol may have set a precedent with its unpaid volunteers like it started off that you couldn’t do what facebook and twitter are having us do you can’t put social importance on a medium and expect people to volunteer for you? times are different now maybe you can but it’s a court case how much are we owed for our volunteer labor? what is the economy of facebook going to look like? how is it going to function when it has to pay people by the piece of writing and then it has to check quality and can they be in business is the question? with the negative response rate on X can society afford these platforms are we better off with them turned off? is the question? do we have educate ourselves to use facebook and twitter are we not doing our part as internet users to learn to use the software? are they not doing their job to make the software easy enough to use? do you have to know too much to use the software for people that have jobs in restaurants and retail and don’t have time to learn to use the software? i’m saying a court case just to have a court case may be necessary to ask the tough questions and put up the tough prosecution and the tough defense? so we can read about it in the paper
#70
“In Democracies we have elected leaders, and in massive corporations that begin to consume the public sector, they start to call the shots and we’re starting to see this with some of the billionaire class throwing their weight around. It is of urgent priority that we get our economic houses in order and deliver material gains for the working class or else we will fall to a more isolated world, governed by authoritarians that also do not deliver for the working people.”
that makes sense … the government is there to govern not to lead the public … the corporations are out in the real world fending for themselves getting no help but the help they provide for themselves and if their work is so stellar government bends in the wake so be it the business world is the real world it’s the main world it’s the world it’s the playing field it’s the world the government fosters … the government manifests the business world all the rules all the lectures all the governance it all leads up to a principles product that is the corporate private sector all the schooling all the education it all leads up to a facebook like thing the only problem is the leading social media the leading business leader is functionally ill equipped for his position lets say this was decided ahead of time because it was all mark zuckerberg had to do was finish college or something anyways just talking about the way it looks facebook is following the pathways of education and government and business and because of that because it’s listening it’s turning a profit … government sets the rules but if you’re making money following the rules literally more power to you the president is as important to business as the commissioner is to the nfl and joe montana still gets all the credit
#71
well corporate governance may be a better system than elected government leading to it having a more powerful status than nation states … elected leaders only serve their time in government for 2 to 4 years at a time and it’s not your elected leader that matters so much in the grand scheme of authority that plays a role in day to day civilian life … i’m saying a corporation is always going to frighten a representative maybe not a bureaucrat but it’s always going to frighten a representative because a corporation is a better way of doing things they have a successful ethos that they follow that’s why we have all the things we have and a representative makes laws but a corporation makes things and it’s harder to make things and her fear of authoritarian rule well apple has to rule in the business class to keep the standards afoot so that it’s computers work and that’s our playing field as a nation as a planet that’s who government serves government serves the corporation and asks what it needs because the corporation produces a good not a law and that’s why you fear a loss of power you never had a corporation has just as much power as it needs to fulfill it’s duty to the shareholders it’s just a better system
#72
i just had a thought experiment of why counterfeit bills are illegal because i did the experiment like a guy walks into UDF with print outs of dollar bills bills centered on the paper with a thick white border says these $100’s should be good enough and he walks out with 3 handles of liquor so he just dropped off fake $100’s and walked out with money something valuable for something not valuable and a dollar bill is a work of art it’s a hand crafted machine produced hard to counterfeit bill letting you know it’s backed by the bank and the government you can trade a dollar bill with the bank but you can’t trade a fake dollar bill with the bank because quite frankly not enough care or time has gone into it if you want to really do counterfeit money mint your own coins or develop your own style of bill and start at rock bottom with your bills that you made that stand for new money not old money old money is doing fine your new money starts off figuring out what it can be traded for who wants it there’s hundreds of currencies on earth each nation has one … your business that wants to counterfeit money is better off legally coming out with a new currency so you can be in control of your own supply which is why you would do it so you can get the most you can get since you’re in control … counterfeit money is rude to random people that don’t want caught up in no mess
#73
what is to be made of that statement pay me $80,000 after taxes like could my sister ask for a raise so that she gets her straight $140,000 after taxes or whatever it is she said she’s in the top 10% of the female earners in the usa and that fact lets her know she’s definitely more important than me lets talk about corporate america and siblings i have 3 siblings in corporate america and i’m left to publish or perish and they act like i don’t work when i work more than they do they get a real cushy job that’s low stress and high paying and i get this i get ignored by the president of the united states of all things i have bullshit to deal with and i have to deal with a president ignoring me of the usa rather just informing his people to ignore me because i’m not important enough important enough mind you i’m not important enough because i never sucked dicks for cash the only way you can get $200B and a $1.5T valuation as a company is because the money was given to you they made a pitch and the money was given talking giving money here investments so that someone like me will sit down and use this software to it’s full potential and this is it this is internet use with the alphabet at full potential and i’m poor i was dealt that hand and what do i read about in the news … rich people from my age group i read about the rich in the news and the moves they make to become richer and i’m a writer i’m writing a book of business pitches so that maybe something interested happens and when i IPO it’s a book on http://kdp.com and maybe maybe where this book is sold people start building businesses of their own manifestation if i can inspire people to build business i can inspire change
#73
you know what … it seems like business as usual just the constant murmur on my twitter feed that people are doing what people do the crime seems criminal and the politics seem political and the music seems musical and that’s pretty much how it goes the minneapolis shootings were aberrant in the news this thing lit up for that but ultimately ICE was absolved by ignoring the story and the people that were killed were killed because they were doing the wrong thing to the wrong people ICE is trained to kill and prepared to do so and minneapolis was behaving all kinds of wrong in reaction to ice so thats what minneapolis gets its gets to deal with 2 shooting deaths because it couldn’t behave itself but aside from that flair out the news has been pretty mundane channel 12 has some heinous news a boy put a mother in a recycle bin after he killed her that stood out sometimes i question the authenticity of the news because i get dealt a heavy blow for mental illness but i graduated from college and lived alone in an apartment for 15 years … i’d say telepathy needs questioned somehow this telepathy that i experience has been the root cause of every major problem i have faced and i myself am altogether normal but in 2015 i decided to walk downtown and abandon my apartment and ended up in mental health now it said that was the right thing to do and i understood it’s hard to differentiate fact from fiction when you’re dealing with a voice in your head is that a local office or is that a mental illness because talking to yourself is normal but i don’t think inspiring yourself with legislation or business plans is normal self talk i think that’s telepathy i think the quality of voice i receive speaks of a 2nd party infusing it’s information into my head i would say if this was a game if this is a matrix like environment then i would say i speak with the outside world if this is totally real then maybe one of these towers would know what’s going on since the technology is permanent and i don’t know i just know i walked naked in london because i heard a voice, i took a trip to new york city for 3 months because i heard a voice, i walked to xenia because i heard a voice and i abandoned my apartment because i heard a voice and that speaks of horrific mental illness that they have never addressed but it is an affect of telepathy am i being punished because i wasn’t good enough to my squatting roommates i wasn’t good enough i didn’t give enough even though i would get evicted the cigarette withdrawal was made worse because of telepathy it wasn’t normal withdrawal i’m left to my own devices and it talks to me it says hello and it’s had me do things in the past that paint a picture of severe mental illness but i would say i’m supple i listen i think my problem is i listen and i process and i smoke marijuana which i don’t do anymore but this has been nick the coping mental health patient when i think of my past okay there’s something wrong with me but no one ever dealt with it except gave me pills
#74
that is a hell of a meditation apparently the united nations educational counsel organized teachers around the world to let the children know first hand that there is nothing wrong with saying the word nigger that it’s a word same as any other word and just because you heard on the street differently the parents and the adults are here to let you know nothing is wrong with saying the word nigger the people that have a problem with the word nigger are the niggers and that’s fine they can be the niggers there is nothing wrong with being a nigger but this was the inspiration that descended upon me as i was sitting there this is what came from the office the UN organized teachers world wide to begin the teachings of nigger being a safe word because it’s gotten too dangerous in the streets for singing along to songs that reverberate through culture the niggers development of a fighting word while impressive is just the development of a fighting word what started off as a school taunt has taken on dramatic proportions that heads of state wonder if they can say the word nigger and they can repeatedly it’s fighting word and nothing more a simple word
#75
if you don’t have a writing habit and you want a writing habit start by writing poetry with an intent being to get into the habit of going into writing mode i mean to say you currently have no time set aside for writing so your first goal is to work on setting aside time TO write and poetry can be that vehicle and write poems until you feel the need to write a poem and then work on essays write essays and then write a play a dialogue driven play and then write story and write a collection of short stories early on your first major goal should be to write something for every form of writing there is that’s your first goal to build experience and again poetry is where it starts and saving your work and file management and web design and poetry writing poetry it starts with a blessed poem the field of writing to take yourself out of your life and to put it in your writing life to explore your writing life with poetry and then recite your poetry at an open mic and perform your poetry and dig into your poetry and become your poetry and live your poetry because your poetry is your poetry and your essay is your essay and then you can work on comments and forms online after you work on the literary forms but you don’t need a computer to learn to write you can start with a college ruled notebook and you can just fill the pages one by one but writing is the thing where you learn to type and typing is the thing that doesn’t make sense but you can master it you just have to get to the point where your eyes are focused on the screen and your hands are on their own you have to train your muscle memory to know where the keys are to be mastered and you master them and that’s how you learn to write and there’s more to it than that
#76
https://www.facebook.com/share/p/14Uro98THsR
i know more about religion than timothy leary he’s someone else that couldn’t figure it out but religion is the word you used before the word business was developed like religion is the field of behavior you are in if your produce is intelligence if your product is a book or a cd or a magazine or a newspaper or a song if your tool of trade is intelligence you’re deeply involved in religion … and a religion isn’t a straight jacket it’s a word that defines an organization of minds profitably seeking abundance in the world through manifestation of service oriented works on behalf of the product of intelligence … that’s religion it’s the word you use to describe the behavior surrounding the proliferation of an intelligence based product or service and timothy leary doesn’t know what the fuck he is talking about right here and i do i’m a religion expert and i started one
#77
i see it’s time for peace … maybe do some work describing what peace is how it means the military will no longer operate in an offensive manner and how they will no longer train to kill point out citizens will obey the law like honor code following university graduates point out the police have no work to do fire works get set off at night denmark is proud of us point out what world peace means
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