Author: NIcholas Lawson

let her get in and glide with you be your bride for true like we can all get glued if you ain watch what you do next word could be something about you what you think about that tru something of a collectible in this rentable sports car Mercedes Benz classic convertible reworkable more merkable true searchable we under worded and over stated but we make our plays and that’s just how we play it

don’t matter what you do you is you and that is true and I is me and she is she and we is we and time travel or no you is gon be you so through the throughout we can take this one out and ponder it about they just announced an ounce and twas typically a gram but today they found the foundations of the future of what we gone do for funding and my nephew just started learning running and here I am learning to write some more for the art of spectator sports is you in the audience or is you on stage how did you play which day did you make you have something to bake and typically it was you

hit or miss hug or kiss love or diss who do you miss it’s a message in a bottle that genie rubbed trying to grant her wish of an author’s love we make a motion of our devotion to a world we see just fair it’s something that’s just coming and it’s something seemingly in the air we stand attention and direct detention towards the people that do us harm we wave affliction at people crippin or any type of harm they do we incite a violent mind state when the crime rate reaches a point that just won’t do somehow its all a test you people have no faith in God you handle your problems violently and have an urgency that is odd

did you see in me a thing you could be were you wishing you had the history only I could perceive did you serenade yourself and wonder why you ever thought you could be this guy the kind of guy that has a website and this isn’t his first try and why lie there’s a symphony dedicated to you kind of thing you can be proud of but that evens out the G in you makes you believe you can see it too worried you’re a mongrel but I see power in you sometimes the world needs day light just wait for that eye sight to shine brighter than the moonshine we had recombine the power mind of a dollar sign you could find me episodically poetically speaking my mind it’s hard to find a dollar sign I never tried to find there’s a place we have inside of us that is hard to remember collect memories like November coming back around this year like an old friend stay friendly and we’ll be through this like it was meant to be

but i don’t think your gynecologist can see what the problem is with your mood swings that cause me to want to give you a mood ring and we can listen to some mood music and get in the mood and do what it do because there is nothing between me and you that could change the fact that we are a duo and been down since a teen we been far and far between the sheets and what’s unique internet you changed me more than a tweak

I’m a just write it out like I done a thousand times before i’ma just be the cliche I needed to be so that ya’ll would feel me the way I needed to be felt like I was the thunder struck lightning bolt that gave me the jolt I needed the lull I needed to see the need to be the greed inside the deed of a day I lead and ya’ll follow my seed my breathing you envelop me in love and I esoterically transform into the monster of a deity that is coming for you and we have a minute or two to think what just what’s next to and you could develop demons for me to breathe with so that we could see into a deity and cry silently while we await the monument that is coming for us all

thank you for the memories lord God heavenly father almighty creator that oversees the world we have at large and lord God thank you for the salvation and the savings and the people and the drugs and lord for the ride this has been thank you for the elevation of the mind that came from the weed and thank you for the writing habit on the lithium and the mental health admittance’s and the trips to Europe and the the degree and the brother and the sister and the brother and the mother and the father and the dogs dog thank you for so much it’s so much to take in I don’t know what this is but its dangerous and i’m doing alright in it with your assistance lord thank you for the beautiful opportunity to be and I just assume there’s something to this that’s otherworldly and that’s you lord lord you put God in the word and for that I couldn’t be more thankful

i’m staring at shadows hallowed orphans that defy the norm of complacency I break free of infinity and place myself in this moment I am someone that never spoke before because of a lithium dose I utter the most bullshit and speak the most Sanskrit I defy expectations you’d think me something to say I would dreams are dangerous in this plane I could manifest eternity one more day I would could I break an eye in the pursuit of making it known how much I hate not being known this loneliness begs to burden me inside a carbon fueled conundrum I am here to speak the peace that is my destiny and held down I give up and recites rhymes that don’t rhyme very well just writing no I am not on the mic to desecrate a thing would be an abomination I fathom weight because I went to school too long and now the burden lies upon me to speak existence where none of it has been before

you got less than a second to choose the next word i see the world has it down right now you came correct so now i follow you and you don’t follow me who follow who how right now i think you the best emcee i heard amongst the facebook crowd had me putting my drip back together so that i could possibly put together some prose with a tight rope around the rhyme you so dope i had to add some flavor to the broth like a moth to the flame i came with the old school poets of cincinnati and we kept it real nasty and now i’m glad to be doing this for you to you who you you got some reels i can tell because you keep it real

so you know you go and then you throw it all away and come back to the origin and do it all again and save the rest off the resting and you’ll be busy putting together your nest egg because you expect nothing less than the best and we caress our talents and fears and hope for nothing so clear I could be so dear there is nothing near i’m trying to be so clear you could engineer a dear Santa movement the group meant we should be sublime i’m rising through time one day at a time one hour at a time so that I can find the daylight in the masquerade that is made for people like us

because Jesus speaks to us through ancient hieroglyphics holy writ we split at clits and rub into making a devoted passion because this sash that I wear on my sleeve is the embodiment of years of lithium treatment secrets kept in temples that we enter and speak gingerly of our nights with gin because it’s something sinful the way we sensationalize our sentiments because there’s something we witness in topiary topaz because we are hazmat hazards and I could be the wack ass bastard that thought this was all a rhyme

somehow we’re speaking through the weakness of our situations in life I take my position I play my decision I make it through entities we had in this life I roll with the punches come when i’m fronting and destiny takes me to be the man that I am and I understand that somehow the plan is to design a place in my heart where I can find solace and love purely for the sake of love so that there is more love for the lovers of my life that are none and I speak destinies into existence from my educated fortnight I place people in places that had me doing alright and I speak lightly about problems I had once before now the issues I face are something special and hard to ignore oh won’t you fathom me there is not another one for you in storage

spit rawness for the goddess be honest and don’t be modest as we elevate our mind state to a higher form of being we are seeing the sights we have yet to design our placements upon the decided upon fiction we were going to utter as our collective history speaking facts with diction we spit fiction nga and you spit it like facts prosaic if you took the time to write a book one time but then you need the publishing tools and we have to take into account that you are not evolved yet my fool as we spit raw tactics enacted by the facts that the discovery channel has a day dedicated to you and you subjective nature of existence leads to you being the subject most of the time because who else like you?

because it’s so true the hue of money sticky green dew for you that needs woo on the regular Helter skelter which way do you melt her knelt before her spoke trees of her never really knew her screw her not like that but true you do what you do and we keep cool with our manifestation of the seven sovereign sins that only do less to depart just to begin as we ascend into the rafters after the beginning comes the end and again here we go with the beginnings of the end that is only in the imagination my friend you can send the letters to the bed wetters and they’ll never write back in fact they’ll just matter less than the last time they had the chance to speak

to what end must we begin again every day we rest our head and every day we talk to friends manifesting destinies we have yet to see because we are currently at rest with ease and please if you have tease me one more time you might get what you have coming miss sublime you have patience with no virtue meaning you have no hue and you don’t really know what it is I do madam qualified you’re next to rest beside the bedside

again we find ourselves in the plane with a destiny based in a future that we can not predict this time period leaves us weary as we strive for a world we have never seen because we place pencils to paper and fingers to keys and manifest a destiny for the collective we that seeks to live longer than the previous G something of a steal we really do this shit live long and prosper is the reality we seek to speak on topics yet unglued we have a business we can do and how long does this glue last that keeps us stuck here in the ruts here loving lust here how long do we get accidents aside what’s our projected thesis what’s the word count we need to hit to claim that we were it

flyer than a flyer baring my name that’s right oh I just trace pictures flight scriptures I been in a plane several times i’m so hipster can you enter into the masters chambers and spell out camp creations we’re in craft rooms with popsicle sticks doing craft shit how sick is this on facebook to whit it’s a burden to be so intelligent hell bent spent on the repentance of a sentence of a Lenten scripture give me the fish and tartar sauce for the boss come watch me floss this out because I been down south and the heat drowned em out When I entered into her mouth she knew what I was about and I left a deposit so she could enjoy the rain coat I gave her middle of winter and i went with less so she should be taken care of something paid for who knows which is which all I know is my shit is legit

when you’re buying your enemy’s CDs so that you can see into seed of their greed so that they need you to see what they see and their CD is their product that they need to move so they don’t have to put in that down time work as a clerk middle manning between you and the producer we used to this genius escapade on the way to being made got a refreshing rejuvination when I thought that wal mart took 20 years to get their first franchise and I’m writing with the whites on like it’s night songs something we right wrongs if you ain write you wrong

if you open up and let it flow out you’ll find yourself at the beginning of some self made clout you can see for yourself what you’re really about and when you have a moment like this it affects what comes out of your mouth you might not understand the connection to the words I speak but you have to understand without powerful inputs you’ll always be weak and your language will be affected if you find yourself a cheat there’s no getting around the language or the deets

talking about writing talking about rap talking about poems talking about vibe coding been a minute since I sat down at a work station you talking about the internet that’s fine with me that’s how you made your scratch i’ll pick up my stick and draw a line in the sand and call it a website please I got one I had one I run one I never had nothing to do jack so I might as well play the professional game I just got used to smoking weed and this is prosing from a pro and i’m just here to let ya’ll know you think I don’t know but I know couple things I never thought just one or two really did it with a boo without being blue keep working center of and i’m centered sentences around the penitence that I play for the pent house pets that I ain trying to adopt just give me my scratch pad and i’ll handle the ops

extolling the virtues of ancient times we breath the breath of ancient lines exposing the present like pathway to rhyme you could better inflect and redirect your set to a whole new concept because your dialect ain ready yet for a whimsical medi set filled with the latest pills to give you thrills and chills as you fill your will up with words so perverse you have nothing to leave so you heave yourself into your work and go berserk and just twerk and get terse with the words you observe that agitate the nerves of your following

put it in the bag and lets get out of here it’s a heist of epic proportions but our portions are way to small so we have to get and get out because we have a special place in our hearts for this hustle we be hustling on I can’t be independent until i get free and I’m not free until I get independent and that sounds so lonely to me we have the finest china and we have the finest china and we have china white with us she’s the finest china from China and one day when it’s all be taken away i’ma look up to the sky and say you put me here for no reason so there’s no reason I should be important i’m just a meat product with a code of conduct that is getting me noxious and it’s awful how I place myself in spaces where I date different races and you could say I say my graces and it’s a wonder i have this space to play in and you could say i’m white boy white because I write boy write and I do white boy write and I could check off a checklist of things I am good at and it would be a long list and that list is getting shorter as my life is getting shorter and I think I live forever so why should i give a fuck it’s been a minute since a woman been in my lap and I miss a woman like I need a heart attack and I could face a broke cat nap and never wake up and then this thing that I am that is me that is this chi that I exude that is my place in this space and I am right or wrong I am here for fucks sake give me a fuck because I give a fuck

don’t like my shit don’t like none of it leave a comment dick and don’t like my shit don’t like none of it i know you sit down and play around with the underground you go to town with the clowns don’t be making no sounds you just resonate with the place and cop a plate at my place you got your mouse and your keys and best believe you fuck around on my internet you’ll run out of cheese g’s up with windows like you my kinfolk don’t choke or you’ll die and that’s an honest assessment of your life you got it goin on around this place ask for something you’ll get smacked where you taste talking about the internet where we write until then bitches get wet we get gushy with the pushy pushy of the buttons we keep bitch you the type of person that make a real nick weak don’t like my shit don’t like none of it leave a comment dick and don’t like my shit don’t like none of it yup yup all get up we got the sounds to make the underground say what’s up ah yeah whats your name you do the kind of business that make a man go insane i been there been all around I used to write like I was looking for a brand new sound now I gravitate it ain up for debate I’m telepathic and you can’t have it and that’s a fact ass crack so hit it up and smack the side of the truck young buck you fucking with a man that can teach you what it means to be out of luck so tough like it’s a rogue in this stuff you got the kind of manners that get treated so rough don’t like my shit don’t like none of it leave a comment dick and don’t like my shit don’t like none of it this has been all about how my life got flip turned upside down i had a chance to make a million but they sat me down here so now I’m just going to write and wait until the end draws near

he ain scared of nothing but Jesus i get cuts I cant explain these lesions stigmata on my right calf it don’t matter I just quit laughing work on rhyming this year skirt a chick and become filled with fear stabbing westward hip hop not quit token and not skitz kraven i’m an old man whose seats been taken

i’m in the mix hitting my lix driving no stick picking up chicks feeling so big i’m on my rig missing no gigs racking up giks because I changed lanes and now I stay sane words done fucked up my entire brain I got no way to find the time I could care less about the loss of a dime I got no wife to hold me down i’m just a poor motherfucker that just makes sound I’m writing music notes for anyone that cares I got a brilliant draw full of under wear it’s all a puzzle until you stop to care and then its real life in full glare can you come correct if you don’t know you got about four seconds to milk the cow you got a recollect where you put that loud so just stand back and let me explore I got nothing left so I just need me a whore we’ll get down like our parents did with no internet and no fucking kids we’ll swap spit and lately admit there’s a whole lot to this and I want to suck tits talking blue balls like you can’t believe I got Smurf condition between my knees it’s like a i know enough to get in some trouble but I don’t know if I’m ready to rumble it takes one second to change the world you just upload a masterpiece and kiss the girl she’s a soft one that likes to be touched and I’m a hard liner that doesn’t get out much i’m just out here out in the stix bout to go nuts if I don’t meet a chick it’s so hard out in the country it’s just trees and time and that’s about it you know you gotta reconnect with your lost youth because your and adult now and that’s the truth

you could say i’m a genius or you could say i’m suicide jesus please us get back to rhyming legions obsequious in the cut like a idiot please don’t cut yourself you’ll do worse blood pressure drops quite quickly so use a band aid lady lately eighty people have been following me around online they all want to know how i did it i tell them a little bit of university and a little bit of time rhyme schemes out the asshole like a big meal feels good don’t it just let the wound heal

i’m bout to unleash the avalanche just a cascade of a chance come spend it on me which way do you breathe you might breathe for me give me a chance to see EN EHY SEE you can believe what you want to believe the game runs deep just because I come from here don’t mean I come from here this is all I know but behind the scenes we know more than gold flow like one day be old but before that day I play plenty of play get plenty of yay slang info so cold roll into folds and crawl for dough because I take hold of a mold and churn out emcees thirty feet deep creep on sheep nigga

what you know about a lot of thangs i got a lot of thangs that i know about you can talk about a lot of thangs but there’s a lot of thangs you won’t talk about because the world is crooked from the east to the west the television got us fucked and we covered in sweat let it be known that from here on out it’s about nothing but clout and you need to rep what you rapping about so when the place gets discussed let em know there is nothing to trust bust a bust buster and come correct mustard creating daily deals on hollywood drive i write like i live it talking i’m not trying to die the party’s over and i know it’s just about work now and i grow my flow is different how i flow because i rep that SSDI shit and i know it’s my passions and my interests that keep me busy day to day i be reading presidential literature that’s just how i play looking for a journal to light my way and get it i was looking for a fucked up wig just to split it

ignite the fire light and recite a rhyme
forecast the dire night and become attire
because we’re driving right we shouldn’t be like liars
espousing freedom sake we play with fire
you’re so electric with it you just need a plug
i’m so in tune with it i just need this love
we’re so moved by it we can just stand still
i’m your grave stone sir you’ll rest at my mill
i’m your professor sir you’ll address as such when you speak
it’s a wild wild world i’m tired of people like you
might be a bad time to cheat there’s a lot of mods might be a bad time to be leet