Nicholas Lawson

Tag: writing

  • MBA in a book : mastering business with attitude by joel kurtzman notes

    i would like to invent an industry you can be involved in that when taken to honestly promotes financial reward for hard work put in … if you want some extra money take 100 photographs and you’ll get $15 but they have to be note worthy photographs the system needs a rule book to it for it to work so that someone doesn’t take 3 seconds of video and say there that’s 100 photographs … no like an extra rolling amount of work that can be done to make an extra rolling amount of money … I just want someone to be able to scare up some weed money when they’re broke but have a smart phone and computer … it’s a sale pitch for a computer you can make some money if you have one

    an invention is proved to work in the laboratory and it becomes an innovation when it is replicated and distributed through out society at reasonable cost and effort and it’s called a basic innovation if I transforms an industry.

    They too are bound by invisible fabrics of interrelated actions, which often takes years to fully play out their effects on each other. Like Facebook and Vitae Magazine. What role did Facebook play in the life of Vitae Magazine a young 30 something kid rises up to become a billionaire and now Ohio is clamping down on it’s youth to keep them from doing business because of him and Vitae Magazine ten years later rises up and sells an ad without using an advertising system which is a note worthy accomplishment to sell an advertisement not using Google AdSense to directly reach out to a business make a pitch and get their business is unheard of in Cincinnati for an unestablished businesses …

    i’m part of the system but I’m a wonky wog who is solving his own problem and in the process is solving a number of people’s problem who would like some extra money in their bank account … if I can blog decisively and reach that business and make that sale … I can explain how I did it so that you can mimic my behavior there by making my service a service and an innovation so long as you don’t stress the advertiser too much … I can be faulted or such low prices I am asking but my cost is so low as well …

    Surprisingly few organizations rely on personal mastery as the foundation of their organization which is what I personally strive for I have mastered typing which makes doing this eminently easier this note taking from the book THE DISCIPLINE OF PERSONAL MASTERY by PETER SENGE even easier but personal excellence isn’t the foundation for an organization it’s sought out after the intellectual members have secured capital and then the personal mastery is owned by the social business men but lateral thinking is the most powerful thinking format in the western hemisphere being able to be politically central to an organization and to vie for necessity to the organization is crucial to modern corporate culture as is displayed on the news … they need Elon musk they need Mark Zuckerberg those are needed people they keep themselves that way in their organizations …

    Few adults work to develop their own personal mastery of which I am strong at I develop my personal mastery and I am weak in drawing even though I can draw I just can’t draw like I spent 20 years drawing right now I act like I spent 20 years learning how to type and that’s why this is what I do …

    mental models are programming tools you use to expose yourself to to understand the world around you better … you need mental models to give you a faster more efficient way of making decisions.

    A team of 120 IQ individuals can have a group IQ of 63 based on their team model.

  • crying is the best drug …

    i don’t think people know what pleasure is like if this is a construct of some kind they’re big on pointing out crying is the worst thing in the world when it’s the best drug you can do crying and weeping is the finest way to feel that feeling is there to make you feel better in a time of hardship and when you block that you block healing crying and weeping is evidence we are supposed to do drugs responsibly that make us feel good the drugs we’re supposed to do probably haven’t been invented yet but if we can’t get to the point where crying is as good as it gets then we’ll never get anywhere … like that feeling you get when you utterly weep is a naturally organized drug that naturally benefits your entire being that’s the drug we need to synthesize

  • poor people are the reason poor people are poor

    man i read about elon musk and MACROHARD and his AI venture to build the automated software through artificial intelligence … like i never knew people that wanted to work .. i’ve had about 8 friends and i’m always working on a writing project or fucking with the internet but if it’s just about money some of you people wasted the fuck out of my time like no one had a hobby no one had anything they could dovetail into my writing i smoked some weed and that’s fine but poor people are the reason poor people are poor is my understanding … i’m poor because the state came at me hard and arrested me 12 different times and forced me into mental hospitals so i get disability income and i’m starting over again this time without the streets right there to distract me like i had extenuating circumstances that led to my poverty … what’s your excuse?

  • how the african american thinks in the media

    https://www.facebook.com/reel/3814897445480807

    she’s an african american it has to be something normal but used to showcase how black people would do it to continually brand them as the most unique that’s the key point when an african american does business with a commodity they have to show how much smarter they are than everyone else and they prove this by being different about their brand they take a a major work of infrastructure and recontextualize the fruit of it so that invariably their goal is to make someone look stupid for not thinking of it first that’s the goal that’s what black people nut to taking the commodities market and doing something no one ever did before with it that’s their contribution in the future their past is awash in failure but they’re starting to see how they can compete even though their people are the worst at business they’re focusing on being clever while white people focus on laying concrete but a black woman would draw with sidewalk chalk on the white man’s concrete sidewalk and now her people are redeemed that’s pretty much it

  • i wonder if my civil rights have been violated … deeply …

    this is a letter I wrote to the department of justice just now …

    I think my civil rights were violated in the state of Ohio because I went from a 4.5GPA 99th Percentile ASVAB Score Recipient Honor Roll High School Student in 1999 to a Permanently Mentally Disabled Individual on the books in 2002 and they kept on me with the police I didn’t want any part of it but the police would arrest me and force me to take medication at the Hospital. I went to the hospital from the hospital one time. I was tortured by the police one time.

    Does this sound like something I can talk to you about it’s in the past I’m 45 now this took place in my 20’s but I take lithium now and it’s because I gave up. I was forced to take medication enough times in Ohio that that I started taking it out of fear. Misuse of Medication and smoking marijuana led to instances of mental health lapse but I graduated from College after 10 years fighting with the state over if I should take medication. I was smarter than my doctors and went to a better school and I just wonder if everything is fine is that common protocol or am I entitled to some kind of restitution? I don’t know … i’d just like my case reviewed because Ohio is a funny state you can get in trouble for being from Ohio and going into show business in Ohio … I was a stage performer in Cincinnati and the doctor said I was BIPOLAR TYPE ONE repleat with grandiose thoughts and rapid speech pattern … they told me i’m not mentally ill in new York City … I think they were trying to say I was a rapper but i’m not certain anyways I just quit smoking weed 6 months ago after 25 years of smoking and it’s a different world … they never told me not to smoke weed … so does this sound of interest to you?

  • how breakthroughs in art and science come from giving a fuck

    hip hop’s breakthrough is that it’s a text book example of how breakthroughs can occur if enough people give a fuck about anything it’s down fall was just not giving a fuck … rolling numbers of people gave a fuck about hip hop and it’s importance grew because that’s all hip hop was people giving a fuck and chemistry or physics or auto mechanics anything doesn’t matter what it is if enough people give a fuck about it its’ going to grow in importance like hip hop was the most well documented example of giving a fuck and that’s why it was important

  • your website can be at the center

    i’m thinking to make my website more useful I want it to be like a billboard a collection of billboards … each list item is a headline for a billboard and the bill boards have a space in the center of town … the fun part is going to be promoting this website and expanding my abilities as a promoter that I have never done before … but it’s produce the core and then promote the core and that’s how you generate value for your website by being at the center of a community … I have this website and it’s like a lot of websites but this website is my website and I am attached to my website …I myself am the value in my website how I think what I do who i know how long i’ve known them how educated I am what problems I can solve I am the master of my domain in that sense and the value in my website is my value

  • quitting is the best part

    what about that?

    Marijuana. Quitting is the best part. 

    for like an ongoing programming concept that just kind of hovers in the media giving people the impression we shouldn’t be doing this forever. like smoking a pack of cigarettes at a party at college is cool but that it’s a gateway drug for 50 years of smoke inhalation is the part that makes it shitty. i got out of cigarettes in 6 years. i did good. i got out of marijuana in a year basically. i partied hard and then hardly partied. i casually smoked weed about monthly for 25 years but in the last year i smoked everyday and i’m done. this move to lebanon got me out the weed hood where that’s what we did now i’m back on an academic grind and it feels good.

    but

    Marijuana. Quitting is The Best Part.

    i think the way it felt quitting weed was spectacular it was exciting and energetic quitting weed. i thought. maybe because i was saturated with it.

  • cigarettes were one thing doing without them is another …

    what about a film about a community that couldn’t get a cigarette? like they realized pretty quickly that now they could get beer, weed, bullets, liquor, but they couldn’t get cigarettes … CIGARETTE LESS WORLD … someone even wanted one but there was none to be had like in a political move the house republicans in an effort to win favor with the world at large swept cigarettes off the table a house act approved by the Senate appropriated that the military would go out and obtain all cigarette smoking products and sabotage the manufacturing equipment in upper state new York to bring about a healthier future for those afflicted with a weakness for an an addiction of cigarettes … it’s just this world where people go around and look for evidence of cigarettes shortly before the most mysterious ban there has ever been the military just moved one night and now they’re gone ..

  • this is an advertisement for marijuana

    it’s been six months since I had my last joint and i’m more focused on business now and developing as a person intellectually and spiritually and I must say the day in day out weed smoking I did for 7 years prior to that for the most part and the weekly smoking I did for 8 years before that really affected me positively I learned nuances of thought I increased in creativity and because I smoked so much weed withdrawal was like its’ own drug the way tobacco almost feels good going through withdrawal with withdrawal from weed is its’ own drug it felt so good to quit smoking weed and six months away from weed my hygiene is increasing and my study habits are better and my writing regimen is fuller and my cadence is crispier and I highly recommend smoking weed as an adult after you’re done with college and have just you and space to experience when you’re done with your chores and just have an apartment and a social security check I’d recommend smoking weed I can’t vouch for weed and intelligence jobs other than don’t smoke everyday if you have nothing going on if you’re on social security disability income smoke daily but because you have a computer and internet access stop one day and experience the withdrawal and pick up where your life left off be smart at the grocery store and buy extra healthy food don’t buy cookies or cakes or milks or juices or breads don’t buy high calorie food at the grocery store if you’re going to go down the road of smoking marijuana you’ll start to gain weight otherwise when you get hunger pangs that happen … I’m saying smoke weed when you can afford it its’ not habit forming other than it’s nice so you want to smoke it more often but you don’t have to it’s optional it’s an optional drug where cigarettes are a requirement weed is optional you can take it or leave it but because of that you just as soon take it and toke it and don’t over smoke your weed it just takes like a hit to get high and when you do get high spend the night awake just meditating use the weed as a meditation tool and ponder the universe just stare at the wall and let your imagination take over and meditate really meditate on weed and use it as a spiritual guide it’s a new kind of tool to have no one ever wrote about beer like follow the pathway of the beer but you can follow the pathway of the weed and you’ll find enlightenment …

  • this is an advertisement for cheese steaks

    i’m into food … i’ve had several thousand meals and penn station does it right when I want the politically correct food I go out for sushi at the local grocery store because I like their sushi and its’ low calorie and its’ neat but penn station is it’s own beast my favorite restaurant even though I know I can’t live here I can’t eat a large cheese steak large fry and large lemonade every day of the week I can do this about every season or on a month off a month it’s just perfect though Penn station sandwiches are the most filling like you feel like you gained weight eating at Penn station and you probably gained muscle eating their food if food is medicine then Penn station is like a muscle relaxant that comes in a big pill it’s just that good

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  • it’s mostly reading in programming

    i have to go through books on coding to get ready to do it I don’t know how else to code but to read about it and I find myself in a study I’ll say that I find myself not in a hole but in a study I have books to read on prescient subjects and I have a computer and internet and lately it looks like it’s just building up to study on this mental health journey and in the process i’m not interested in smoking weed i’m brushing my teeth i’m scrubbing good and I’m putting my clothing away when it’s done at the wash and i’m tidying up and I’m reading and writing and drawing and today I did my first code but I wasn’t literate enough to do it so I don’t know I have to just keep reading the goal is to become as smart as you possibly can I think just be as educated as you never though possible and put the television down and put the radio down and pick up a book and just start reading until you get inspired and then read through the inspiration and wonder how long is it going to take before we can act like these computers have been here as long as the radio in our lives never? most likely but I spend a lot of time on the computer typing and I enjoy it and i’m really good at typing I think I think i make few mistakes when typing and I appreciate that I think I am taking this for granted though this typing skills because I act like I don’t have a skill when I can do this

  • a paragraph on the topic of how real this is

    this universe this life is a game and I’m playing it but it’s my last time playing so they took away all my credentials and statistics that made me special and gave me flow and they drugged with me lithium so I couldn’t think at a pop star level and then they went and told me pop stars are mentally ill just like me but like it’s like basically they captured one of them and got them under their power so now I just play the game and work to rebuild my credentials and statistics in this game which they extended out into a long game so that they could get all of my techniques and secrets because this isn’t real if you pay attention to it it perks up but if you just generally let it wobble and wonk it’s not real not in the sense that this is the alpha time line that this is the truest reality that this isn’t derived from something because it is a derivative reality from a reality that gives me updates on life in general i’m saying the way there are characters in video games played by patrons of the game i’m played by someone most likely myself and this is my avatar and the perspective couldn’t be more perfect its just a perfect vision of perfect vision I wonder if in the real world we’re even the same species as this humans don’t seem so tough in nature which is where most of this came from somehow we survived back into nature with these bodies and nothing then we became hairless and now we have houses I don’t know what else to tell you but this is a cartoon the real world would have smarter animals capable of real conversations and are jealous they’re not human like the real world wouldn’t have death like the way we are about death only makes sense in a world where no one dies you just pick up the dead body and take it to the hospital this world isn’t real in the sense that the real world doesn’t require us to eat every single day 3 times a day we eat once every couple weeks in the real world and it digest in our intestines slower i’m just saying I get thoughts on what the real world is compared to this and this isn’t it

  • this is an advertisement for being awake

    if you find yourself with a history that is full of excitement and participation and if you find yourself educated and if you find yourself skilled and if you find yourself on stage from time to time and if you find yourself giving a speech when the time is right you might be awake if you’re on your schedule and it had everything to do with your life you’re awake you can be trusted but if you do something wrong you do that if you hurt someone you hurt them it wasn’t circumstances out of your control i’m saying you’re someone that can be trusted but since you’re awake you’re also capable of breaking the trust because you have free will

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