we need to make a list of what to tell the kids … like how well look at 40 you start getting tired and then you start cutting corners and money isn’t as important as it used to be and that disability check is comforting and you make time to write and you just got done smoking weed for 8 years and then you had to move and now you don’t smoke weed and you write more often because you have that kind of time now and you’re new to that kind of time that lonely all day open to work time you’re new to that at 45 not having friends lookin time at 45 that’s the kind of time you have now all day time and you’re here and you get this quiet environment like i thought it was important to teach you how to type so you’d have a skill and we worked on it and the internet wasn’t going anywhere and it was probably going to get better so typing seemed important more important than music lessons i didn’t want to over load you learning guitar can happen in your later teenage years we’ll got to music lessons but first typing lessons